Chapter 132: I want to tell him, I miss him.
This is obviously not an easy question to answer. I stood there and looked at the man sitting alone in the old house, he was my father, but I preferred to see him as a solitary individual, a lonely man.
What was he thinking?
Does the arbitrariness of his youth make him regret it to this day?
I didn't answer for a long time, and Ye He looked up at me, "Can you really watch your brother's tragic death and be indifferent?" So far, he hasn't even found his body, and he doesn't even have a grave, don't you feel sorry for him? β
The most cruel thing about a plane crash is that man and machine are one, and once they are destroyed, nothing will be left for their relatives.
My heart was filled with dense pain, it was my brother, although I have no memory, and I have never had too much contact with him, but I think that I have a relative who has been quietly lost like this, and there is not even a trace left, and there is still a feeling of reluctance in my heart.
I sat down, faced my father, and asked him in a deep voice, "What do you want me to do?" β
In the dark night, everything seemed to be gray and ruined in the quaint room, and the person sitting alone in it also had a lingering depression on him. The moment I asked the question, his eyes lit up, and it was clear that there was a spark of hope in his heart.
Licking his dry coughing lips, Ye He said a little nervously: "As long as you approach Peng Zhen and make him firmly want to be with you, I am not afraid that the people of the Peng family will not show their feet." β
I thought quietly.
I understood why the third uncle could say such things just now, I was too naΓ―ve in the past, I thought my father's plan was to let me be with Peng Zhen, so that Peng Zhen's plaything would be demoralized, and finally go to the road of not having a family for the sake of feelings. It seems that I still overestimated myself, at least in my father's mind, and this is not the best outcome.
Ye He thought more cruelly than I did.
With the urine nature of the Peng family, if Peng Zhen insists on marrying me, or if he wants to be with me in this life, then the Peng family will do it, ignore me or let me disappear completely, only at this time, the family that has always been cautious and even high-minded will show its hideous face, as long as they seize the opportunity and get the evidence of their hurting, they can make the Peng family doomed in the fastest time.
What's more, I was injured or killed because of the Peng family, for Peng Zhen, that is the most unforgettable pain, in the future, I am afraid that there will be an irreparable rift between him and his family, and without an heir, it will not be so easy for the Peng family to get up.
Obviously, I was in a warm heating room, but I felt that the house was dewy, and the cold air from all directions drilled into me, and my body trembled irrepressibly.
Stabilize my mind, I meditated that this is just Ye He's plan in his heart, of course he has a good plan, no matter who he is, he will beautify the future as he wants, but reality is often very different from dreams.
All I want is the future I want.
I made myself look very calm, and said to Ye He in a negotiation tone: "What you said is that the premise is that Peng Zhen and I really have to be together, and in the current situation, the Peng family does not take me seriously at all." β
That's the big truth.
For a long time, the only person who prevented me from being with Peng Zhen was Mr. An, and Mr. An's methods were not too radical, nothing more than to get Peng Zhen engaged, and let Zhang Xu come out to brush up his sense of existence.
Old man An is too conceited, he doesn't think that Peng Zhen can get out of his control, after all, the former Peng Zhen has just entered the An family, and the power in his hands is limited, and when necessary, Peng Zhen must compromise, so Old Man An just treats me as a gadget that Peng Zhen likes, and doesn't take it to heart.
It wasn't until Peng Zhen privately announced the dissolution of the marriage contract with Huo Fangfei that Old Man An felt that this matter was beginning to deviate from the track he had envisioned.
This is why Peng Zhen has this big business trip, which must be instructed by Mr. An, he wants Peng Zhen to leave, so that Peng Zhen's feelings for me can be cooled, maybe Mr. An does not have a bad intention of being unfavorable to me in his heart, but Mr. An is a businessman in the end, and he really hurts people, and he still has a lot of concerns, so he uses some roundabout methods.
As for the Peng family, they probably didn't take me in their eyes from beginning to end, so they didn't make a move, watching Old Man An fight with Peng Zhen, obviously they wanted Peng Zhen to fight Old Man An, and then obediently returned to Peng's house and listened to their orders.
This is also the reason why I made a painful decision to return to the Ye family.
Peng Zhen's future, if he can really grasp more of the right to speak as expected, and even persuade Old Man An to support us together. Then the Peng family will not sit idly by, I am afraid that the storm they will face will be much more terrible than facing Old Man An, I want to support Peng Zhen.
I don't want him to have such a hard time moving forward.
Ye He's eyes were brighter, he had already drunk a lot of wine, even if it was due to the amount of alcohol, he was still sober, but in the end it still had some impact, he reached out and patted me on the shoulder, the strength of his hand was not ordinarily heavy, "Are you really willing to listen to Dad?" β
I nodded, as long as I could be with Peng Zhen, I wouldn't mind seeking skin with the tiger.
Ye He became excited all of a sudden, and after laughing a few times, he showed a scheming appearance, and said to me very seriously: "I have already thought about this, the old man of the An family is a master who only recognizes interests and does not recognize people, he didn't recognize you in the past, and he always disliked you for having no identity." Speaking of this, Ye He snorted unconvinced, "Blind his old eyes, my daughter, how can she have no identity." β
Back to the point, "In the future, I will take you to more occasions and make your identity public, I will be a daughter like you, the person in the An family is old and sophisticated, and a little bit of heart will not stop you from being with Peng Zhen." As long as the An family agrees and Peng Zhen takes over the An family, we can't push it, and it will be impossible for the Peng family to sit still at that time. I know very well, the old man of the Peng family has competed with the one of the An family over the years, I don't know how many times, if it weren't for these two old things making waves in it, Peng Er and his daughter-in-law would not be like enemies. β
Obviously, Peng Er in his mouth is Peng Zhen's father.
I silently said that in this kind of suppression from generation to generation, my grandfather suppressed my father's life, marriage, family, wife, and son, and then my father began to suppress my son, and even my future grandson, passed it on from generation to generation. Peng Zhen was born in such a family, and he shuddered when he thought about it.
Omitting the useless elements of Ye He's words, I accepted the result I wanted, "Okay, let's work together in the future." β
It's exactly what it means to be a partner.
Ye He's mood suddenly brightened, and he raised his wine glass to the sky, "Gaogao, you wait, dad and sister, they will soon avenge you." β
Seeing that Ye He was going crazy, since I had already got the result I wanted, there was no need to stay, I took my coat and prepared to leave, "I'll go first, and it won't be good to take the car if it's late." β
Ye He was completely caught up in his own fantasies and couldn't take care of me anymore.
Coming out of the upper room, the nanny driver outside is waiting, waiting in the yard on this snowy day, it is really a little embarrassing.
The nanny has been working in the Ye family all her life, and she was very excited to see me, "Little Miss, you are back, when you left, only my legs were so high." β
I smiled at my strange aunt and let her fleshy hand touch my face.
"Is your mom okay? I grew up watching her. β
Speaking of which, my mother also grew up in the Ye family, although she later became the daughter-in-law of the Ye family, but before that, she was raised as a daughter.
I replied, "My mother is not in good health, and when she is well, I will take her to see you." β
"Good, good." The nanny wiped her tears, "Are you going back?" Let your Uncle Wu send you. β
I waved my hand, "No, there is a car waiting for me outside, you and Uncle Wu can stay and take care of my father, he has drunk a lot." β
Uncle Wu is the driver who picked me up just now, although my father still has a life secretary, but obviously this Uncle Wu is not a so-called public official. He was silent, and only then did he say, "There is a car that follows the little lady all the way." β
The babysitter sighed mournfully, "Are you drunk again?" I'm afraid that there will be trouble again tonight, and since Gao Gao went, it hasn't stopped. β
I didn't want to stay longer, so I said that I still had something to do, and then left the Ye family's house quickly.
There was already snow outside, and the shadows were sprinkled under the street lamps, looking noisy and enthusiastic, and I walked alone between the red walls and green tiles, and the air was white between my breaths.
Sitting in the car, I feel that the layers of checkpoints are not very far, but walking with my feet is still a test of physical strength.
When I walked out of the last gate, my back was already sweaty, and I knew that I had to get into the car quickly, and if the sweat on my back was cold, it would have to be a cold.
Huzi saw me come out and opened the car door from a distance.
I stomped into the car, "I've kept you waiting." β
Huzi smiled innocently, and I always felt that his smile had some other meaning.
But he didn't bother to ask him anything, he just said, "Let's go back." β
I used to be in a bit of a hurry to go home the night, because Xu Heng lived at home, and I always wanted to go back to eat with her earlier. So today I am also in this mood, let the bearded and they drive back quickly.
It was only when the car started to drive that I realized that Xu Hengdu had already left.
She followed Chen Dongye to Bali for a vacation.
I was a little disappointed when I realized that even if I answered that the apartment was still alone. The whole person seemed to have broken the string that was taut, and he was exhausted.
Leaning back in the back seat, I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep.
I really fell asleep in a daze, everything in the Ye family flashed in my mind tonight, Xiao Qi, who refused to accept me at all, and my aunt who still had contempt for me and looked down on me. There is also the third uncle's family, who loves me very much, and Ye Feichi, who is so biased that he does not hide it at all.
There is also a father who is immersed in his dream of revenge and pins his life's pain on others.
All of this seemed heavy and complicated to me.
I need a process of acceptance.
I don't know how long it took, but the car stopped, and I was woken up by shaking, and the first thing I said in a daze was, "Are you home?" So fast? β
Huzi scratched his head in annoyance, "Where is it fast, this has been driving for almost two hours." β
I wondered, from the Ye family to the Xiagong Mansion where I lived, it was impossible to drive for so long for two hours anyway.
Turning his head to look out, he was surprised and said, "What are you bringing me to the airport for?" β
Huzi also pretended to be mysterious with me, "You'll know when you go." β
Zuo is just Peng Zhen being a demon, he has been gone for a month, and I am afraid that he has reached the limit. I thought he wanted to fly to his country, and when I got off the bus, I already had a plan in my head, and now that the final exams are over, I have taken winter vacation, but I don't have to worry about going to work.
The rest is just a matter of family.
It's about to be Chinese New Year's Eve, and I have to spend this day with my mother anyway, otherwise it is really impossible to let her spend the New Year alone in the hospital.
Therefore, I only have a week to be with Peng Zhen, so I think it will be a long time.
My heart was beating faster, and it wasn't until he came back for a long time, and my thoughts seemed to be suppressed, and I didn't think much of him, but this time I had a thought in my heart, and even when I was about to see him, the excitement in my heart was like a galloping horse.
As soon as I got out of the car, someone in the uniform of the ground staff was waiting for me and took me directly to the airport.
On the way, I learned that because of the heavy snowfall, many planes have been grounded at the capital airport, many flights have been delayed, and a large number of passengers have been stranded at the airport. The scene looked a little chaotic, and I was worried that if I couldn't fly away in this weather, what would I do?
And now that the Spring Festival has begun, plane tickets are not so easy to buy.
The ground staff took me to the VIP room, which turned out to be a suite, and then poured tea for me, and took some snacks, I looked at her posture, I was afraid that I would not be able to fly in a short time, and couldn't help but ask her, "Now in this weather, when will the airport return to normal?" β
I'm really anxious.
I can't wait to see Peng Zhen in the next moment.
This is like the lead of a firecracker, I usually put it next to it and don't feel it, but as long as it is lit, it will be out of control, and it will be ignited in my heart, and I feel a little unbearable.
I miss him so much.
Besides, in the six months that Peng Zhen has been with me, he has asked me several times a day, and he has been gone like this for a month, and I am really a little lonely.
Thinking about him, I feel that my body is on fire.
The ground lady said vaguely, "I can't say the specific time of this." β
I also know in my heart that the delay caused by the weather can only depend on God.
When everyone else in the VIP room had exited, I couldn't sit still, so I got up and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window and stared at the snow falling outside.
The sudden brute force flipped my body over and pressed against the cold glass and kissed fiercely.
I panicked for a moment, but his smell was so familiar to me that I couldn't control my desire for more.
I want to tell him, I miss him.