I asked the question softly, silently waiting for the answer. There are some gentle ripples in my heart, since I was a child, I have only a strong mother by my side, and the decisions she makes, I only have the part of execution, and it is difficult to apply such words between me and my mother.

At present, all the interactions with the Ye family are behind my mother's back, I don't want her to be sad, in fact, I am afraid that she will have some guidance for me in this matter.

After all, I want to walk my own way, and when I was a child, my mother said that I would study desperately and try my best to get into a good school, which is the same code of conduct for thousands of years. But since Ji Hetong's incident, I have doubts about my mother's judgment, she is old, many things are in a hurry, and she always wants to be able to take all the good things in the world as her own, such a mentality, even if I am powerless to change, but no matter what, I can't agree with it.

Now, Xu Heng went out on vacation, Peng Zhen did not return from a business trip, and I didn't even have anyone around me to talk to.

Even though I have made up my mind, I still hope to get a little encouragement from the people around me, especially the elders.

The third uncle did not hesitate, and said happily: "It's time to go!" I know that at that dinner, I usually bring my wife, and if my wife can't attend if she has a problem, she usually brings her daughter. The New Year's Day, where can the festive atmosphere be reflected in the single shadow, your father went by himself in previous years, I'm afraid he was cared for by the people around him, this year he wants to take you, it's a good thing, go! Don't be afraid! ”

I made up my mind, and I still had some doubts and said, "But I've never been there, and I don't know who I'm going to meet." ”

This is the real idea, the last time I followed my father to the dinner party of An's house, I was also very nervous, but after all, it was Peng Zhen's grandfather's house, Peng Zhen was also there, with him, I knew that I would still have a support no matter what, but this time, except for my father, I didn't know anyone.

And my father, I can't trust it completely.

The third uncle pondered for a while, considering my practical problems, he clapped his hand and said: "Tomorrow, let your aunt take you out to buy some clothes, and besides, she will also tell you about the specific interpersonal relationship, don't let you go to the dark when the time comes, your father is afraid that he will not be so careful, don't be afraid." ”

With this layer, I felt a lot more relaxed and hurriedly said thank you.

Having elders to help me is really precious for me right now.

The third uncle carried the boldness of a soldier, "The family doesn't talk about two families, my niece is so beautiful, she should go and let those old things take a good look." ”

A relaxed smile crossed my face.

The next day, my aunt really called me early and asked me to go out.

Nowadays, the Chinese New Year is not like when I was a child, the merchants are closed and can't buy things at all, and now the 'New Year' is about to become a large-scale shopping festival, and all major shopping malls are full of customers.

My aunt took my hand and sighed with satisfaction, "I've been looking forward to having a girl accompany me for many years, and the two big men in the family have a headache when they mention shopping." ”

Thinking about the third uncle in military uniforms and Ye Feichi coming to go shopping, I think it's funny myself.

It's really not in line with their temperament.

My aunt guessed my mind when she looked at me, and reached out to pinch my face, "That's right, girls' families have to love to talk and laugh like this to look good, don't be sad all day long." Let's go, I'll be your money owner today, if you like it, you just have to buy it. ”

I hummed, in fact, where can you really be so polite.

I know that the third uncle's family is really good for me, and I am grateful for this intention, but I still have to grasp the degree of this, it is really natural, it is not good.

It's rare for me to have the love of my elders, which I have longed for for many years, so I cherish it and don't want to squander it.

After walking around the mall, I didn't buy any clothes, but I bought a lot of them for my aunt, of course, I bought them for her.

Because of the improvement of class grades this year, I got the bonus of 'excellent class teacher' at the end of the semester, and the house with Zhang Xu has also been successfully sold, so now I am not short of money, even if I don't rely on Peng Zhen and them, I can buy things for my aunt myself.

At first, my aunt didn't find out, but I thought that maybe I didn't meet what I liked, but later, seeing that more and more of what I was carrying in my hand was for her, what else did she not understand.

patted my back and sighed and distressed, "I just said that it is better to be a daughter, you see, my heart is full of me." She is not young, but her husband has loved her and her son is excellent over the years, so her face is not obvious, "Your third uncle is in the camp for ten months a year, and Feifei can't wait to never come back." I shouldn't have listened to your third uncle back then, I fought for half my life, how good it would be to have another daughter. ”

I pursed my lips and smiled.

If you want to say that the third uncle likes me and loves me, it is because I have a blood relationship with the third uncle, and what happened back then, if you really want to study it carefully, it is still the Ye family that did not do it right, if it weren't for the two old people of the Ye family who wanted to raise my brother by themselves, they would not have allowed me to wander outside with my mother for so many years. So the third uncle still has a little apology for me. But this kind of affection can't be imposed on the third aunt, maybe it's because I have seen too many tragic stories since I was a child, and I am even more sensitive to human feelings, so I know that if the third aunt really likes me, then I should pay some first.

"Wait for Ye Feichi to get married, don't you have a daughter-in-law, and it will be the same when the time comes." I persuaded.

Although I haven't felt the scene of mother-in-law and daughter-in-law getting along and being as close as mother and daughter, this doesn't mean that the third aunt won't have it, just the third aunt who often smiles when she sees people, and it is really very easy to have a good relationship with her daughter-in-law.

The third aunt sighed in a low voice, "How can it be so easy, Feifei he ......." is indescribable.

The last time Ye Feichi asked me about Huo Fangfei's appearance in a hurry, there was a sudden rush in my heart, if there was a ........ between Ye Feichi and Huo Fangfei, it would really be difficult to do.

The news of Huo Fangfei's engagement to Peng Zhen is well known, and I am afraid that the third aunt also knows, although the marriage contract is canceled now, but according to the habits of people in this circle, I am afraid that Huo Fangfei has already been regarded as Peng Zhen's person, and it is probably unacceptable to have something to do with Ye Feichi.

I soberly avoided the topic and talked about clothes and shoes.

The third aunt quickly shifted her mind and asked me: "Where do you usually buy clothes, let's go directly, and we are not afraid that we will not be able to buy them for you." ”

I was a little silent on this question.

How to say it, the clothes that Peng Zhen wore every day were all set and sent to his home, and he only attended two banquets, and all the things were purchased from Peng Xia.

Thinking of the relationship between the Peng family and the Ye family, what can I say.

The third aunt saw that my face was embarrassed, and she knew that there was something inside, "What? Are you still hiding it from your third aunt? ”

Naturally, I can't lie to the third aunt, I really don't know how to lie without changing my face, so I can only tell the truth, saying that it was all purchased from Peng Xia in the past.

Hearing me say the place, the third aunt didn't look disgusted, "Since you are familiar with her, then let's go, who is provoked by the clothes, why do you have so many scruples." ”

After waiting for the third aunt's car and asking the driver to drive to Peng Xia, the third aunt grabbed my hand and said to me with persuasion: "I always think that it is better to settle the grievances than to settle the knot. You have been outside all these years, I don't know, Gao Gao is the treasure in the hearts of everyone in the family, for this young child Feifei complained to me, saying that the family is biased, and his father is partial to his brother. ”

"Thinking that your brother doesn't have a mother by his side, I am also very concerned about Gao Gao, who can be calm when something happens to him. It's just that what happened back then was an accident, our family had no children, and the Peng family also lost children, and the pain in my heart was the same. It's right that the Peng family is domineering, and now they are forced to apologize and make up for Gao Gao's reputation, I think it's done! ”

After saying this, the third aunt carefully looked at my face and saw that I was not disgusted, and then she continued: "Don't say that my aunt is selfish, I just thought, if I am high, I am gone, but my Feifei is still there, and now, there is another you, we must always think more about the next generation of people." What kind of family is the Peng family, if they really don't have the strength, where do they dare to be so domineering. Now I am fighting to the death with them, and when it comes to your hands, it is not like continuing to fight. I don't want to take the risk. ”

These words are completely from the heart of a mother.

Saying it may cause disgust, but she can't help but say that she still has a son to take care of, a daughter-in-law in the future, and a grandson, so she can't ignore it like Ye He, if she really has a personal grudge, how will the children live in the future.

I know that the third aunt really regarded me as her own when she said this to me today, otherwise, she could have said some kind and obedient words as before, and everyone would be happy.

For this kind of person who smiles when he sees everyone, listening to her say good things is not much out of sincerity, but if there are some unpleasant words, it really reveals his true nature.

I understand her intentions, and she probably wouldn't have said anything to my father.

"Third aunt, I understand, I don't want to get to the point of dying." said to be revenge on the Peng family, but where is this revenge? According to my father's thoughts, of course, I can't hope that the Peng family is dead, but if Peng Zhen's grandfather and father were really made to death by my father, then who did Peng Zhen and I become?

Even if Peng Zhen hates his family now, but when he really gets to that point, I'm afraid nothing is as important as blood relatives.

When the third aunt heard me say this, her heart relaxed, she was afraid that I was brainwashed by my father, and I really played some revenge tricks, patted my hands, and said: "You can play with your father, if he lets you do it seriously, you can come and tell us, how much, we can still give you advice, don't really come to the point where there is no way out, you are a girl, you can't be like your father and don't want to think about the future." ”

I agree.

Gradually, I also discovered that my father has become completely obsessed with avenging his brother, so many years after his death, he is dormant, he endures, he puts half of his life of loneliness into the emotion of avenging his brother, and now, the only thing that can make him psychologically relieved is to plan to avenge his brother.

Many people who are unhappy in life are easy to go to extremes in one thing.

For example, my mother, she herself suffered misfortune in marriage, so she should feel that marriage should be unhappy, she liked Zhang Xu back then, and she liked him to be honest and reliable, and later found out that Zhang Xu was unreliable, she completely deviated from her own ideas, everything moved closer to 'interests', there is no eternal lover, only eternal interests.

That's why she wants me to be with Ji He.

And my father, failed love, failed family, and even the above parental relationship are failures, at this age, he is alone, and he attributes this pain to the fault of the Peng family.

Crazy and lonely.

When I arrived at Peng Xia, I was surprised that she opened her doors on the first day of the Lunar New Year, and Peng Xia did not shy away from seeing me, "I accompanied my grandfather last night, Ah Zhen was not there, and my second uncle was in the army." Grandpa was annoyed when he saw my dad, so there were only two of us at home. ”

"Mrs. Ye, have a good New Year." Peng Xia is a businessman, entertaining guests, and she is still very skilled, facing my third aunt, she is calm and kind, and she can't see that there is a gap between the Ye family and the Peng family.

It was only when the third aunt followed the designer to do the styling that Peng Xia said a few words to me.

I think about the appearance of the Peng family, their year, not the slightest bit better than mine, only Peng Xia and grandpa's Chinese New Year's Eve, in fact, is more poignant.

Peng Xia knew that I was going to attend the government dinner in the third year of junior high school, and her mood was much happier.

"That banquet, I know, I went to my second uncle when I was a child. Participate in that kind of banquet, or dress up old-fashioned, or dress up small, anyway, you can't get sexy and charming, those old men, where can they stand the flesh of young girls. ”

This is a bit presumptuous, but fortunately, my third aunt has been beckoned by Peng Xia's excellent eloquence to get her own style.

I don't feel much about it, it doesn't matter what you wear, what matters, "You've been there, do you know who will go?" ”

The third aunt told me something, but what she said was elders, those people, I just smiled when I saw them, in fact, I didn't pay too much attention, I wanted to know people of the same age as me.

Peng Xia was very good, she knew what I meant as soon as she rolled her eyes, and stretched out her finger to me and said, "The people of the Ji family will definitely go, Ji Hetong has developed well this year, I'm afraid he will attend with his father." Well, thinking about it this way, Ji Jie is afraid that she will also go. ”