Jin Ge supported me and quickly said very firmly: "No one will know, don't worry." ”

After speaking, he stretched out his hand to show me, and there was a small chip inside, "This is the monitoring in the safe passage, I just went to take it out, don't be afraid, no one will know." ”

He hurried back just now, it turned out that it was for this.

I breathed a sigh of relief, and immediately my body softened, and my body fell back diagonally.

Jin Ge asked me to lie down and asked me softly, "Can I take you to the hospital for a check-up?" You don't look very good. ”

I shook my head.

My own body, I know best. In fact, it's all heart disease, a simple examination has no effect at all, and I look embarrassed at this time, and I really don't want to face irrelevant people. There were a few wounds on my body, but if the doctor asked me how they came about, what would I say?

"No need, I'm fine, I want to go to my mother, can you send me there?"

At this time, I didn't want to go back to my empty apartment, I wanted someone to accompany me and give me a little strength to persevere.

Jin Ge frowned and thought about it for a while before agreeing, "It's okay, you go to your mother's place, and you are also in the hospital, if there is any problem, the doctor can also help you as soon as possible." ”

I could tell that Jin Ge didn't approve of my wayward approach, but in the end he relented.

If such a compromise were Peng Zhen, it would never have happened.

Thinking of this, my eyebrows jumped, and it hurt.

Jin Ge bypassed the front of the car and drove away with one foot on the accelerator. Not long after the car drove out, another phone call came, and I picked it up and looked at it, it was my father. He's beaten several times before, but I haven't received any.

I stared at my phone's number, not knowing how to pick it up.

I don't want to lie over and over again, it's really exhausting, but I'm afraid it's unjustifiable to leave without saying a word. At this moment, I even doubted that my decision to return to the Ye family was the right one.

In a daze, Jin Ge probed his hand and snatched my phone directly, and picked it up without giving me the option.

"Uncle Ye."

I don't know what my father said, the expression on Jin Ge's face remained unchanged, but his tone was very gentle: "Well, she is with me, yes, I have something to say to her, and I will send her back safely when I am done." Okay, Uncle Ye, don't worry, I have it. ”

"That's it, goodbye."

Jin Ge hung up the phone and handed it to me again.

During the New Year's Festival, there is no maddening traffic jam in the capital on weekdays, and there are many fewer people on the streets, let alone cars. Jin Ge drove the car fast, and the originally calm Audi was driven alive by him with the courage of a sports car.

From the speed of the car, I could feel Jingo's uneasiness.

He is like this, and I have nothing to say.

Speeding all the way to the hospital where my mother lives now, saying that it is a hospital, but it is actually a high-level sanatorium, which has complete living facilities, and all the people who live there are heads and faces. It was arranged by my father to live here, and as Yehe's wife, my mother was certainly qualified to live here.

When I got to the place, I was ready to get out of the car.

As soon as his body moved, Jin Ge asked, "You really didn't tell Ah Zhen about tonight?" ”

Yes, I just remembered how much friendship Jin Ge has with me, and he is more of Peng Zhen's friend and brother.

I was anxious, "You know Peng Zhen's temper better than me, if he knows, he will definitely not give up....... When the time comes....... "I suddenly couldn't speak."

Looking at Jin Ge's gradually sharpening eyes, I had some understanding.

I wonder if Jin Ge's psychology is whether he also thinks that I am an unclean woman. The chip he got may have been prepared for Peng Zhen.

Compared with his long-term relationship with Peng Zhen, what is the relationship between me and him.

If it weren't for Peng Zhen's face, he wouldn't have looked at me at all.

With such a thought in my heart, there is no need for me to explain more, I am afraid that Peng Zhen will go crazy again and throw me into a mental hospital, but for Jin Ge, it may be the best result.

The originally panicked and fiery heart cooled down suddenly, it was really like a basin of ice water poured down on the head, in this cold winter wax moon, it cooled with the ice to make people sober.

I don't know what my expression is, but I'm afraid I am indifferent to the extreme.

"Say what you want, that's your business."

After saying that, I opened the door and got out of the car, and ran quickly, I wanted to find a place where I could take refuge, so that I could be far away from the world.

As a result, I was naïve.

During the Chinese New Year, the sanatorium locked its doors early, and no one was allowed to enter and leave at will.

I stood in the doorway, in despair.

Jin Ge came a few minutes later than me, holding the blanket I dropped when I got out of the car, and opened his mouth with a stern reprimand, "What to run, I can still eat you!" The way you look now, you're not afraid of scaring people! ”

I stood where I was, wrapped tightly in a blanket by him.

I was impulsive just now, my current appearance, in fact, looks really bad, my clothes are messy, and my face is white and scary.

Besides, I really don't wear much to attend a banquet like that tonight, where does anyone wear a down jacket to the banquet. At that time, I thought that there would be cars in and out anyway, so I didn't have to prepare so much.

There was the thought that there would be another such encounter.

Jin Ge's tone was so imposing that I was shocked and stood still.

Jin Ge looked at me, sighed imperceptibly, took out his mobile phone and began to look for someone. After he called, the doors of the nursing home opened in a few moments.

"Let's go, I'm still stunned, I'm not afraid of the cold." Jin Ge's tone is still not good.

I walked inside with my head down.

Familiar with finding my mother's ward, Jin Ge stood at the door and didn't plan to go in, looked at me who was a little dumbfounded, softened his voice, and said, "You don't want Ah Zhen to know, okay, I promise you not to tell him." But I don't think it's appropriate for you to hide this matter, since you have decided to be together, you should be honest with each other. Otherwise, according to Ah Zhen's temper, it will be troublesome to know about it in the future. ”

I just shook my head.

I knew in my heart that what he said was well-intentioned, but the relationship between me and Peng Zhen was as simple as two lovers.

The words of those women are still in my ears tonight, they said that I was raised by someone, and this person knows that it is Peng Zhen without saying it.

I felt aggrieved and uncomfortable, obviously I never asked Peng Zhen for anything, even if the place where I live now is Peng Zhen's house, but I don't mean to keep it for myself.

So where did this package come from?

No name is the first, the psychological imbalance is probably the second, I never think that I am in a relationship with Peng Zhen of the same status. He had never given me such confidence, and to this day I still remember Peng Zhen throwing me into an insane asylum without changing his face, and tonight's events reminded me again.

Peng Zhen's kindness to me is all because of my obedience and obedience, not because I am me.

The matter between me and Ji Hetong, no matter what the process is, Peng Zhen will inevitably be angry. And when he is angry, I will be the one who suffers. I thought very clearly in my heart that Peng Zhen would not be soft on me if he was ruthless.

I don't want to suffer that kind of sin again.

Jin Ge pressed his big palm against my head, "Don't shake it, I'm worried that your head will fall off." People are fat in winter, why are you alone, I am visibly thin with the naked eye. ”

I was frozen in place by him, completely motionless and expressionless.

Jin Ge tilted his head, holding back his anger, and then said: "You remember that I didn't save you in vain tonight, and you wrote it to me no matter what." In this way, we can clear both sides. ”

My eyes lit up, in fact, I really didn't want to owe Jin Ge a favor.

In this world, any debt can be repaid, but this human debt cannot be repaid.

If I can give Jin Ge two clears, I naturally can't ask for it. I said, "If I don't write well, don't regret it." ”

"Don't regret it, I'll give you the address when the time comes, and you can get it yourself. I've been very busy after the New Year. ”

Even if I can return the favor, I don't have to look at each other, which is simply a good thing, and I decisively agreed.

"Alright, let's go in and get some sleep tonight."

Walking into her mother's hospital room, she was already asleep. The previous operation still hurt her vitality, and now my mother sleeps a lot more than before.

Hearing me enter the door, she woke up in a trance, "Who?" ”

"Mom, it's me."

"Why did you come here so late?"

I didn't dare to mention the word New Year, I only said: "I miss you, so I'm here." ”

"You kid, how dangerous it is at night."

I didn't dare to turn on the light for fear that my mother would see my embarrassed appearance, so I quickly walked to the door of the bathroom in the dark, "Mom, I'm going to take a shower, I want to sleep with you tonight." ”

I didn't hear what she said later.

In the bathroom, I quickly changed out of my torn and torn clothes, and stood naked in front of the mirror, the marks on my body completely exposed in front of my eyes.

The neck and chest were the most injured, and Ji Hetong gnawed like crazy at that time, leaving a lot of tooth marks.

Moreover, there are waists and thighs, Ji He has a brute force to clamp me and prevent me from breaking free, and the large bruises can be seen clearly at this time.

I raised my hand and touched the wound on my neck, it looked like I had been attacked by a wild beast.

Ji Hetong didn't show any mercy to his subordinates tonight, he was really out of control.

I didn't see these injuries until this point, thinking that Jin Ge should have been on the way to send me, and I had already seen it clearly, no wonder he drove the car so fast along the way.

Sigh.

There's simply no way around it, and I'd love to keep my image in front of Jin Ge, after all, he's my new acquaintance, a good friend.

But the slightest hope was dashed.

I took a shower and took out a turtleneck from the closet to put on, I used to come to spend time with my mother, so I had a lot of clothes here.

When I came out of the bathroom, I thought my mother had already slept, but I didn't expect her to be waiting for me, "Why did you wash it for so long?" Don't soak for a long time in winter, it's easy to get dizzy. ”

I hummed, then climbed into bed and hugged my mother's waist.

My mom was baffled by the sudden movement, "What's going on?" What's weird tonight? ”

After I was admitted to the nursing home, I had a special bed for my family in my room, and I didn't have to sleep on a camp bed, let alone squeeze with my mother, but today I just couldn't help but want to squeeze in with my mother.

I was silent.

Knowing my daughter, my mother could probably sense my low mood and reached out to hug me.

"Flails, are you in a bad mood for the New Year?"

I never dared to celebrate the New Year in front of her, especially this year, after knowing that my brother was no longer alive, I didn't dare to let my mother remember the past on such a day of family reunion.

Her heart had not fully recovered and she could not bear the excess.

I didn't expect her to say it first, I don't know how to answer, I can't say tonight's thing, so I admit it.

"Hmm."

Mom's tone became deep and distant, it was a tone that had gone through vicissitudes, and it sounded in the dark ward in the middle of the night, "Mom always dreams these days, dreaming of when you were young, and your brother." He always asked me why my sister couldn't talk, why she couldn't walk, why she couldn't play with him. ”

"At that time, all my thoughts were on your father, I was afraid that he would dislike me, and I was afraid that he would not want me. If I hadn't been like this, I wouldn't have given your grandmother an excuse to take your brother away. ”

"Looking back now, I was really stupid at the time, for the sake of a man's liking, I gave up on myself, and even gave up on your brothers and sisters. If I hadn't been rash back then, maybe your brother wouldn't have died, and you wouldn't have suffered so many grievances. ”

Speaking of which, there were already tears on my mother's face.

I was afraid that she would be emotional, so I hurriedly persuaded, "It's all over, Mom, aren't we doing well now?" Don't think about these sad things. ”

How could you not want to.

Since she was hospitalized, she has been thinking and thinking constantly.

I'm going crazy thinking about it.

"Mom, for so many years, it's not easy for you to raise me, if you haven't been forcing me, how could I have been admitted to university, maybe like those people in the alley, I would have run out early to earn money. I didn't suffer much, really, Mom, don't blame yourself. ”

I myself heard myself the sound of myself calming down, and I was exhausted by what had happened tonight.

But at this moment, lying in my mother's arms, talking about the past, I actually gave birth to a lot of stability and calm, and we all survived those days.

It's only a few decades away.

I'm not afraid of anything.

My mother was persuaded by me, a little proud, and a little regretful said: "Back then, I was holding my breath with your father, always thinking that if you can be better than Gao Gao, then I will win, now that I think about it, I am really remorseful." ”

After saying this, my mother suddenly changed her words and talked about her plans, "Now that my mother wants to open up, what to do with them." I've lost my heights, and I must not hitch a ride into you. I will contact your father and ask him to find you a good son-in-law who can take care of you for a lifetime, be good to you, and dare not bully you. ”

"Don't worry, with the Ye family behind you, you will never suffer the same grievances as before." In the past, she thought it was Zhang Xu's business.

I didn't expect my parents, a couple who had not been together for nearly 20 years, to be surprisingly on the same page on this matter. Just now, my father arranged a blind date banquet for me, and in the blink of an eye, my mother was going to add fuel to the fire.

"Don't! Mom, I really don't need to. "Now I don't dare to provoke others.

My mother's voice was a little sharp, "Are you going to let your mother die and not be able to close her eyes?" ”