Temporarily settle down Huo Shan, I don't feel easy, it's actually very risky to do so, if the classmates in the class don't grasp the proportions, then the result will be unimaginable, I never dare to underestimate the lethality of these junior high school students.

What I can do is to keep an eye on it, within the limited scope of what I can do, and better prevent it from happening.

After two days of preliminary observation, I was a little shocked, and the current children are really amazing. Huo Shan is not popular, which has aroused everyone's disgust in the class, if Xiao Qi is still there, I am afraid that he would have already waved his fist impulsively, but now Xiao Qi has transferred to another school. There is no leader in the class, and it is indeed much more stable, but stability does not mean that these children are good at stubble.

As they said before, there are many ways to make people uncomfortable.

From time to time, the class pranks, pouring glue on Huo Shan's bench, and scribbling into Huo Shan's books, are all things that are insignificant to say, but they will be extremely sad to be in them. I watched with my eyes, and my heart followed suit, for fear that Huo Shan would not be able to help but conflict with others.

But no, several times I saw Huo Shan's eyes red, but I still endured it.

He didn't even come to complain to me.

I don't think he'll turn to me for help with his pride.

I don't know if what I did was right, and I don't know what such a frustration education will bring to Huo Shan. I even began to hypothesize that if this practice really distorted Huo Shan's psychology, then I was helping to abuse him.

Education is a matter of step-by-step, and we dare not relax at all.

The only good thing is that Huo Shan still doesn't hide his mouth, what he is most proud of is learning, so he keeps talking about learning, sarcastically or ridiculing the classmates in the class, with this kind of counterforce, the classmates in the class are all excited.

I didn't know whether to be happy or sad for a while.

The days were dull and busy, so I put my heart and soul into my work and went to visit my mother in the hospital on time. She was really like she told me, she let go of a lot of things, and she was even able to face my father directly, just to find me a good home.

Calmly, although my mother's words were unacceptable, she still had nothing to doubt about my heart.

She loves me above and beyond everything. Even beyond, more grievances between you and your father.

kept saying: "Flails, mother doesn't know how long she can live, I see that I have entrusted you to a reliable person, how can I close my eyes." ”

Some things, the same meaning, different statements, will be impossible to refuse.

In the face of such a precious entrustment, I can't say no no matter what. My father seems to have a new plan, he doesn't ask about the relationship between me and Peng Zhen, but talks to my mother about the candidates he wants to introduce to me, and wants to match.

People's hearts will always change, and when you get along slowly, there will always be feelings.

I received a call from Jin Ge, "Didn't you promise to write me a letter?" What about things? Forgot? ”

Didn't forget.

But I still refused, "It's better not to be ugly." ”

"How?" Jin Ge asked.

I didn't say anything for a while, Jin Ge is Peng Zhen's friend, since I have no relationship with Peng Zhen, then it is natural that I should also break off relations with Jin Ge.

It doesn't make sense that I'm separated from Peng Zhen and mixed up with Jin Ge, I don't think it's good.

Jin Ge didn't care about him, and said bluntly: "Ah Zhen has often asked me to practice boxing and kicking recently, and I almost disabled him." ”

Regarding Peng Zhen, I can always get news from different places, Huo Fangfei said it, and Jin Ge is talking about it now.

It's all said by others, and Peng Zhen himself has never shown up once.

But originally, he was the one who occupied my entire life so densely.

I chuckled, "Are you kidding me?" ”

Jin Ge's force is worth what I have seen with my own eyes, and it is not easy to cripple Jin Ge. Moreover, the relationship between Peng Zhen and Jin Ge, where will he really be ruthless.

"If you don't believe it, just come out and see for yourself, I have all the injuries on my body."

I shook my head slowly, "No." ”

Not to mention the relationship between Jin Ge and Peng Zhen, what I said when I broke up with Peng Zhen is in my heart. Peng Zhen said that the Ye family wanted revenge, so the Ye family died of this heart.

It was like a needle sticking to my heart.

I don't want to have any more relationships with Jin Ge or anyone in their circle, originally I went there for Peng Zhen at the time, but now that there is no Peng Zhen, why should I be involved.

Jin Ge heard that I had made up my mind, and said helplessly: "Why are you doing this, he is with you....... Even if there is a problem, it should be solved. It is not easy to be together in this world, and it should be cherished. ”

It's rare to hear Jin Ge tell me a big truth.

I laughed out loud, with memories of the past, "Those who forsake me will not stay yesterday; Those who disturb my heart will have many troubles today. The past is the past, and it is better to face the future than to reminisce painfully. ”

I'm no longer nostalgic.

When we were together, I did the best I could, and now that it's gone, I don't feel remorse or guilt.

Let's pass it.

Jin Ge was silent for a long time before he spit out, "You are really....... Think openly. ”

I could feel that what he was trying to say was actually ruthless.

In his opinion, I can be so decisive, of course, ruthless.

I smiled bitterly, knowing that I couldn't explain what to say. Between me and Peng Zhen, there has been no turning back, and we have come to this point. Can I go back and plead for repentance, I can't do it. I don't think Peng Zhen can do it, none of us can do this step. Just as he would never change himself for me, I can't.

Two mistakes together, the result will only be sad.

When he opened his mouth again, his voice was completely hoarse, "From now on, you take care." ”

I don't think I'll ever see Jin Ge again, and it's a bit of a pity to lose such a friend.

Jin Ge hung up the phone without replying at all, he must have been upset about Peng Zhen.

I was stunned for a while, obviously I was with Peng Zhen, Peng Zhen was the absolute main controller, and he was in charge of almost everything. No one thinks that I am the one who deserves to be sympathized, they all think about Peng Zhen, and even think that Peng Zhen can pay even a little bit of thought for me, I should be grateful to Dade.

This attitude of total inequality makes me feel pressured.

Take a deep breath and look forward to the burst of colic in my heart to pass quickly.

........

In the afternoon, I was scheduled to go to the third aunt's house for dinner.

After the year, my relationship with the third aunt improved by leaps and bounds, the third uncle and Ye Feichi left the army after the New Year, and the third aunt was left alone at home, in the end, she was a little lonely, so she often asked me to go to the house for dinner.

I like such elders, so I don't shirk them.

I got off the bus and bought a bouquet of flowers, beautiful water lilies, and fresh dewdrops on them, like a lazy and elegant third aunt.

Speaking of which, the third aunt doesn't lack anything, and I want to buy her some gifts, it's really hard work.

I also thought about it for a long time before I remembered the flowers. The first time I went to give it was Lily, and when I handed the flowers to the third aunt, her eyes were red, as a woman, where is the reason not to love flowers.

It's just that although my third uncle is a good husband and father, he really has no cells in terms of romance, and a man who has lived all his life in the barracks knows that it is really difficult for him to send flowers to women.

So the third aunt couldn't stop saying after taking the flowers: "It's the first time in my life to receive flowers." ”

It was a great thing that the other party was very happy with the gift that was given, and since then, I have carefully selected a bouquet of flowers to send every time I go.

This is still true today.

Flowers were planted at the door of the house where the third aunt's family lived, and when I got off the car today, I looked up and saw a bell-like spring breeze swaying, which looked lively and with a unique agility.

Although the temperature is still not high, there is no doubt that spring has arrived.

trotted all the way into the house, "Third aunt, I'm here." ”

The third aunt stood at the entrance of the door and waited for me, and was very happy to see me, "It's been a few days, I see how I have lost weight again, is it too busy with work?" ”

I smiled brightly, "I have a little pressure to take the high school entrance examination in a few days." ”

That's right, after Huo Shan entered the class, I have been strictly guarding and maintaining a certain degree. Let the students have a sense of competition in their hearts, and at the same time, they can't do anything to hurt Huo Shan excessively.

Huo Shan had suffered some dark losses in the class, but now he was a little more restrained, and he didn't dare to show his teeth and claws like that.

How to say it, although Xiao Qi's method of putting his fists on the ground relieves his anger, it can't change anything. Far inferior to the current posture of the whole class hating the enemy, Huo Shan is no matter how arrogant he is, in the face of malice from everyone, his life is not satisfactory.

I don't know how Huo Shan spent his time before, but at least for now, he didn't receive any courtesy in class (8).

sent the flowers to the third aunt, "I specially selected them, and their temperament is like that of the third aunt, they are all so beautiful." ”

Who doesn't like to hear good words, the third aunt immediately narrowed her eyes with a smile, and said with joy and sigh: "After so many years, I am in a better mood this year, I am really sorry for you." ”

In fact, according to my third uncle's current level, he can already go home every day, but the third uncle is now in charge of the military branch with great responsibility, so he is busy with troop inspections, exercises, and so on, so he is often not at home.

In the past, the third aunt was busy with work, but she didn't have time to be sad, but after she was not in good health last year and stopped going to work and resting at home, this loneliness was highlighted.

I smiled.

In fact, this is also what I want to say to the third aunt, she gave me a completely different relationship between the elders and the juniors, unlike me and my mother, who are always under high pressure, and there is only clear collars and obedience without interruption. With the third aunt, I feel more relaxed.

That kind of relaxation that is truly family-like.

I can't say that the third aunt is better than my mother, after all, the identity is different, my mother's love for me is deeply responsible, she misses me too much, but she uses too much force to make me feel depressed, the third aunt is different, she doesn't expect me to bring her anything, glory, son-in-law, and even grandson, so I get along with the third aunt, and I have to get along much better.

The third aunt personally cooked the dinner prepared for me, and I hated to swallow my tongue.

Seeing that I ate well, the third aunt was so happy, "I love to watch you eat, it's much more interesting than me eating alone." ”

In such a big house, she faces a dining table alone, even if she is accompanied by an aunt, but from time to time the family feels very different.

I laughed, "I come to you sometimes." ”

After eating, the third aunt prepared fruit and pulled me to watch the TV series together.

This is also one of the happiest moments she said, usually my third uncle and Ye Feichi, where can I watch such a thing as a TV series. I looked at the happy appearance of the third aunt after being busy, and sighed secretly in my heart.

In outsiders, the third aunt has a considerate husband and an excellent son, and she is simply a woman standing at the top of happiness.

But in fact, such a big house that flaunts its identity is more lonely and lonely for the third aunt. In the past, people said that it was not easy to be a military wife, but looking at the third aunt, I had a real feeling.

The soft-hearted person didn't like to speak, and reached out to hug the woman who was fiddling with the fruit for me, "Third aunt." ”

There was always a soft aroma on my third aunt's body, which was different from the slightly sharp taste on my mother's body. When I was single with a child, my mother's character has been polished sharp and strong, this is a helpless thing, if not, she can't live alone with her daughter, if she is soft, there will be no bones left that have been bullied.

I feel sorry for my mother, but I have nowhere to start, she is so strong that even I, a daughter, can't touch her softness.

And the third aunt is different.

Putting down the orange in her hand, the third aunt turned her head over and patted my face, "Why are you still coquettish when you're so old?" ”

She had just peeled the orange with her hand, and with the fruity aroma of the orange, it smelled very good.

I also feel like I'm out of shape, but I'm too nostalgic, nostalgic for such a warm feeling, longing for a place where I can be wanton and soft.

Let go of the third aunt, I was a little embarrassed and didn't know what to say. At my age, I really shouldn't be coquettish.

The third aunt looked funny, "Is this still shy?" As women, we must know how to be soft in order to get love, and you don't want to learn from your mother. ”

I nodded.

Eating fruit and watching TV, the third aunt kept introducing the plot to me on the side, and I also guessed the situation.

Between women, there is always the same topic.

It's just that tonight was obviously a little different, and I stared at the TV and didn't say a word for a while.

The third aunt looked into my eyes, "Why did this dead woman appear?" She's the worst in this play! I have itchy teeth when I see it! ”

She's talking about a villain in the play.

"It's not enough to destroy other people's families, but I dare to come to the door to provoke my original wife, if this is me, I have to kill her!"

The current TV series are mostly family dramas, which are nothing more than the derailment of the junior, no way, who makes the current cheating rate high, the divorce rate is at a record high every year, which makes the whole society sensitive to this problem.

In this kind of drama, everyone has always shouted and beaten.

But I think differently from the third aunt, because I see Yami.

Yes, it's Masami.

She plays the female villain in this play, which is not a very heavy role, but she plays it well, which makes audiences like the third aunt feel emotional when they watch it.

I secretly thought, where is this acting, it is completely a real reproduction, can it be acted realistically.

Maybe I was too obvious, and the third aunt saw the problem and asked curiously, "Do you know her?" ”

I nodded.

I won't talk about the specific lawsuit.

The third aunt knows that I have been divorced, but why I divorced, she doesn't know at all, let alone her, I'm afraid the people of the Ye family don't know. The original incident happened without the Ye family knowing it, and later Peng Zhen probably covered it up.

So now, not many people know the details.

I certainly won't say it myself.

Just nodded, of course, unable to satisfy the curiosity of the third aunt, I added, "It's my college classmate." ”

This statement is not a lie, Yami and I are indeed college classmates, even if she has changed her name now, but on her resume, she is still from the same school as me.

The third aunt nodded thoughtfully, "In this way, it's good to graduate from Normal University, what kind of actor to be." That circle, it's messed up. ”

may be like the third aunt, who is the age of the person, has some prejudices about the entertainment industry.

I looked at the smiling Yami on TV, and I didn't know why I was nervous, and I was inexplicably a little afraid.

I always feel that Masami has more power and will make a comeback, and she may have a bitter hatred for me.

The third aunt saw the difference in my mood, and thought that I envied my classmates for becoming stars, so she patted my hand and persuaded me, "You don't need to look at how glamorous others are on the surface, you live your own life, you know how warm and cold you are, the third aunt has seen more than you, and she understands too well what is going on in that circle, especially women, it is difficult to come out cleanly when you go in." Although you don't earn as much as her as a teacher now, you are upright, listen to the third aunt, and envy, jealousy and hatred are unacceptable. ”

I laughed, amused by the third aunt.

"What are you talking about, I look like this, what is there to envy, envy and hate others. Just let me be a star, people don't want it. ”

If Yami puts aside some personal grievances, she really doesn't have to pick her appearance and figure.

In comparison, I'm far behind.

When the third aunt heard this, she was naturally unconvinced, "I think you are better looking than her, it's not a good thing for a woman to be too charming!" ”

It's really good to have such an elder who blindly protects me.

Sitting until nine o'clock, I plan to go back.

The third aunt was very reluctant to me, "Can't you live here?" I've already cleaned up the house for you, make sure you like it. ”

I've said this more than once, and I'm really not shirking, "I'll come to live with you on the weekend, I'm still going to work tomorrow, it's too far to live here and work in the morning." ”

The third aunt regretted it, but in the end, she was happy to hear me promise to come and live.

The driver drove me back, and I was a little groggy all the way, and my mind was full of Yami's vicious appearance in the TV series.

Suddenly, there was a sudden sound of braking.

The car came to a screeching stop, and my body was thrown forward, and I was in pain from the seat belt.

I looked forward in a panic, and just at a glance, I recognized that it was Peng Zhen's car!