Chapter 161 There was no meat on his body, but now there is really only a platoon left
Xu Zhi took a group of people and waited, and sent me to do it where Peng Zhen couldn't see, the kind of 'begging grandpa to tell grandma' was really impossible to refuse.
Looking at Peng Zhen's eyes, I am afraid that he has not rested for many days, he dragged me, I can't leave, and besides, I really don't feel at ease.
"You sleep, I'm not leaving." I compromise.
When Peng Zhen really fell asleep, I still planned to leave quietly, but as soon as I moved, he would wake up, which was really helpless. The price of his good sleep was that I couldn't move, eat, drink, or even go to the toilet. So when he woke up, the first thing I did was go straight to the bathroom.
Fortunately, in the face of Peng Zhen, I really don't have any image to speak of, so there is nothing uncomfortable.
When I came out of the bathroom, I saw Peng Zhen leaning on the head of the bed staring at me, with lazy satisfaction, like a cat sleeping with feet. I sighed in my chest, I dropped the water droplets on my hand, and I really felt powerless, "What the hell are you doing?" ”
I really don't understand what the hell is going on with him, originally our well water does not interfere with river water, isn't it good? Why do you have to make such a fuss?
Peng Zhen only stared at me, and only said after a while: "I have thought about it, it is not right for me to wronged you in the past, and I will not wronged you in the future." Anyway, you have to be with me, you just think I'm dead, so you have to be together. ”
I really couldn't figure it out, "Didn't we do that before?" ”
Peng Zhen sat up straight from the bed and said very seriously: "Lin Fang, I won't hide it from you, my grandfather is sick, and it is very serious." He insisted on taking me around to make sure I could build up my prestige more quickly and let me take over sooner. Originally, I thought that you would be busy with yourself during this time, and there would only be those who followed me to be afraid, as long as I took over in full, no one would be able to separate the two of us. But now that I have changed my mind, I thought that I had given you a peaceful life, but I never thought that you would forget me after a long time like this. ”
He stared into my eyes.
I was a little evasive, but I knew he was right.
In the past six months, I have gradually begun to put him down, although it will still be sad or painful, but time can smooth out many things, and I really didn't care about Peng Zhen for a while.
Peng Zhen would never allow me to back down, and grabbed me with one hand, "If you forget me, then what's the point of me doing all this." ”
I couldn't speak, I said everything I had to say, I really didn't know what else to say, and in the end it was just one sentence, "We said we would break up." ”
Peng Zhen snorted, "I won't reconcile after I break up, I haven't chased anyone yet." ”
Pursue......
This word really doesn't suit him.
I explained to Peng Zhen that it was forbidden, "I will never be photographed by the media with you, my mother is not in good health now, and there is the Ye family behind me, I can't do anything that will disgrace the elders." "If I was labeled as a junior by the media, my mother would definitely be furious, and my father, three uncles and three aunts would inevitably be disgraced.
I'm not alone now, and there's a lot to think about.
Peng Zhen said 'um', "I won't let you suffer such grievances." ”
Also, "I will never go back to the Xia Mansion." ”
Where he and Huo Fangfei both stayed and flew, I would never go back without a bad heart.
Peng Zhen tilted his head, "Whatever you want, live wherever you want, I will follow you in the future." ”
Peng Zhen, who is so easy to speak, made me a little surprised.
But it's not so easy to do that. I was silent, feeling that my relationship with Peng Zhen was really messy, so I could only close my eyes and pretend to be ignorant, whatever.
He took a shower and changed his clothes, and came out, fading away from his original decadent fatigue, and looking domineering again.
I watched, alert to Peng Zhen's changes, and I watched him mature day by day. Sometimes I feel in my heart how good time is to men.
Peng Zhen stood in front of me in an all-black suit, and said solemnly: "It just so happened that you came here, so you are ready to take out the broken copper and iron on your body." The doctor told me that you haven't given birth to a child yet, and that thing is very harmful to your body, and if you wait and take it out, I'm afraid your life will be as difficult as giving birth to a child. ”
He said that the copper was broken, and I didn't react at first.
After thinking about it for a while, I realized that he was talking about contraceptive rings, I was subconsciously a little vigilant, Gu Xia reminded me that Peng Zhen was planning to let me have a child, although I don't know what he was thinking about, but at this stage, I can't give birth.
has no name and no share, and it is a tragedy for a child to be born.
Peng Zhen smiled angrily, "What kind of eyes are you, I said that I will not wronged you again in the future, that is counting." Do you think I'm going to be untrustworthy? In the future, as long as you don't want to, I will never force you. ”
After saying that, he himself was a little annoyed, "Isn't this just for your own good, don't you forget about it when you die and come back to life every month?" If I really can't be born in the future, I see who the anxious person is! ”
I was still a little skeptical, but in the end I wavered.
Thinking about the contraceptive ring on my body now, I was really overdone at the time, even if I wanted contraception, there were contraceptive pills and so on. Why bother choosing the one that does the most harm to the body? Speaking of which, I can only blame Peng Zhen for this matter, if he hadn't forcibly occupied me at that time, and I couldn't die in all my thoughts, where would I protest in such an extreme way.
Another thing he said was right, I want to have children, especially after seeing Gu Xia's dragon and phoenix fetus, I have more desire for children.
Even I thought that I might not be with Peng Zhen for the rest of my life in the future, and it would be better to have a child than to grow old alone.
There was a lot of sadness in my chest, and I stared at Peng Zhen stubbornly, "Of course you are not in a hurry, I can't give birth, there are many people who want to give you a child, what are you afraid of." If you want to be anxious, you are in a hurry. ”
Peng Zhen sighed, "What are you talking about, I didn't tell you this because you want a child." If you want to be a Dink, I wish I could, now you don't have me in your eyes, and if you have another child, you can't completely ignore me. ”
"Don't say those bad things, I'm doing this for your good, you said before that I would wronged you, can't I change it now? In the future, they have wronged me, who made me a bastard. ”
I didn't care what kind of mind Peng Zhen was thinking, so I finally took advantage of the winter vacation to do a small operation and take out the contraceptive ring in my body.
Unlike the last time he was sneaky and even forced by Peng Zhen to do love things, he didn't care about it at all, this time Peng Zhen was very dedicated before and after the saddle, and took care of it properly.
I couldn't understand him, "Aren't you busy right now?" Go ahead and get busy, it's not a major surgery, I can do it myself. ”
Peng Zhen didn't speak, just lowered his head and rubbed his hands for me.
During the operation, it was found that there was still some inflammation, so after the operation, I had to infuse fluids.
My skin is thin, and I am bruised after the infusion, Peng Zhen is distressed and rubs it for me every night.
What is this little injury, when my leg was broken, Peng Zhen was still very busy, and he didn't say that he wanted to stay at home with me or anything, but now he suddenly has a big change of 80 degrees, and I really can't understand him.
"Isn't it good for me to stay with you?" Peng Zhen was unhappy, "I now realize that I used to be a bastard, can you give me a chance to make up for it?" ”
I'm out of words.
When he came back from Gu Xia, he was strange. I privately pondered that I am afraid that this time Lu Junnian's disappearance will be a big blow to his heart, so that he can examine himself. Moreover, since I broke up with him during the Chinese New Year last year, although there has been some intermittent contact this year, most of the time, I still restrain myself and have no communication with him.
I thought he probably hadn't figured out until now that I was really going to part with him.
It's not a joke, it's not a joke.
After three days in the hospital, I recovered and went home, it was not a big deal, I had to let Peng Zhen's teacher move, the last time I installed the ring, let alone the hospitalization, I didn't even have a day to rest.
Thinking about it this way, I can only say that Peng Zhen has done too many evils.
My life is now very fulfilling, taking care of my mother, and then preparing for the start of school, every day is busy, and I really can't guard Peng Zhen all the time like at the beginning.
He himself said that there is no need for me to accommodate him now.
Therefore, I will completely let go of my hands and live my own life, as for him, what I boil down to is that seeing Lu Junnian disappear and Gu Xia's current situation has touched his heart, which will haunt me unrelentingly, like a perfect lover.
It's just that in my heart, I understand that this is nothing more than a short-lived whim.
Sure enough, after the year, Peng Zhen was busy and disappeared, and I felt a little lost in my heart, but more clearly. I knew it was like that, didn't I?
My mother lost her hair because of chemotherapy, and she was okay in winter, she could wear a hat, but she didn't feel very conspicuous, but after the beginning of spring, the hat couldn't be worn, and her chemotherapy effect was not good, so she could only increase the dose, so the physical rejection was more.
At this moment, my mother is tormented almost every day.
She was uncomfortable and depressed, so my life was not easy after the year, almost every day was a chicken, a dog jumping, feeding her was a big project, most of the time she would vomit all over my body, and then there was endless anger and abuse.
I understood that she was bitter in her heart, and she didn't refute it anymore but endured it silently.
For me, it's a daily torment.
At night, I dragged my tired body home, and when I entered the door, I found that the house was lit up, and my first reaction was that I had been robbed, but I looked closely, and the house was very neat, and there was a thief there.
When I heard the sound, I looked over and saw Peng Zhen busy in the kitchen.
I can't believe my eyes.
Peng Zhen was actually cooking.
I'm stupid.
Peng Zhen was also startled when he saw me, "Why do you walk without a sound?" ”
My whole person is empty, and when I am exhausted, people are like stepping on clouds, fluttering, "What are you doing?" ”
Peng Zhen grinned, "I'll get you something to eat." ”
He came out in a hurry, and out of nowhere, he found a bouquet of flowers, fiery roses, and handed them to my arms. It's just that my current mood really doesn't have any sense of surprise to collect flowers, I just say: "I'm tired." ”
is so tired that he doesn't have the strength to entangle with Peng Zhen.
Peng Zhen looked at me and said with some distress: "I know, I know, you sit down, you will have something to eat soon." He helped me sit down, and reached out to touch my head, "It's really hard for you, and taking care of the sick is the most tiring." ”
"You wait, you'll be able to eat soon."
I sat on the couch with the flowers he bought, and the smell was wafting to my nose. I turned my head mechanically, looking at Peng Zhen busy in the kitchen with an apron, and my heart suddenly became sour.
When I'm really tired, and I really want to be so tired that I can't get up, someone around me can say, I've worked hard for you.
I don't really want much, a warm home that I can fix when I'm tired, a loving and caring husband.
It's just that I seem to have forgotten when I was taken care of like this.
Peng Zhen didn't know how long he had been preparing, at least it didn't take long for him to bring out the food he had made after I came back. Seafood gnocchi ......
It looks delicious, red shrimp, green vegetables, and boiled dried scallops, the rich aroma, looks warm, and can really make people appetite.
Peng Zhen held the chopsticks in his hand and handed them to me, "I know you must not be able to eat anything recently, but I learned this dish from my mother, and I have made it a few times very seriously, it is definitely not the kind of taste that I couldn't eat before, you can taste it." ”
Peng Zhen was eager to try, and it seemed that he had really been preparing for a long time.
I am still a little wooden, and my movements are a little slow to pick up the chopsticks he handed over, and I took a bite, which really tasted good, and the fresh and sweet taste of seafood stimulated my taste buds.
I almost burst into tears at the smell.
Recently, I have been eating hospital meals with my mother, and she has to vomit several times after eating one meal, and I am watching from the sidelines, and when she finishes eating, I actually have no appetite for myself.
Eating some strongly, but that kind of eating, is completely to make yourself able to support it, which is completely different from the mood at this time.
Peng Zhen saw that I shed tears, thinking that I was burned, and pinched my mouth in distress and was about to blow my tongue.
"You said that you are hungry and eat something for yourself. I want to be so hard, there are so many escorts in the hospital, you can do it yourself, I think your mother is not well, but you can get sick first. I haven't seen a woman like you, so I won't be lazy, you are so desperate, it makes people feel distressed to watch. ”
Who will feel sorry for me?
I asked in my heart, I tried my best to take care of my mother, and the people in the hospital all had to give me a thumbs up, but for my mother, these were all things I deserved, and even she felt that her illness was still angry with me.
Peng Zhen took the spoon out and fed me bite by bite.
He blew it cold and sent it to my mouth, muttering and coaxing, "I'm really busy for a while, but I'm about to finish my busyness, and when I'm done, I'll cook for you at home when I see the sky, and there is no meat on my body, and now there are really only a body of ribs left." ”
That night, he didn't leave, and he hugged me and slept all night.
I was groggy and a little puzzled, where is Peng Zhen Yanagi Hui, he will never let go of every moment with me.
"Come on, go to sleep, your eyes are pandas, I promised you, I won't force it, I will definitely do what I say."
After that, Peng Zhen would come here almost every week to accompany me for a bowl, make me delicious food, and even learned to make pumpkin patches, he said, eat something sweet, and life will not be bitter.
I don't know if it's really the mood that affects things, but my mother's condition has been further controlled.
Doctors say it's a rare miracle.
And Peng Zhen, when he hugged me to sleep at night, he whispered to me that he would be able to completely take over An's in the second half of the year, and then we would be able to be together in a bright and bright way, without pressure from the outside world.
He said that he was full of faith, and I myself believed.
Just when I thought that life was going in the best direction, bad news came.
My mom was in a car accident.