The "mother's ......" consciousness supported me, and I soon woke up and guarded my mother's side. The mother with pipes in her body makes me sad and heartbroken. My relationship with my mother has never been good, she has too strong personality, and although I am obedient on the surface, but since the marriage with Zhang Xu had problems, the conflict between me and my mother has become more and more obvious. Today, I can't even remember the warm and sweet time when our mother and daughter were together, and this forgetting makes me even more painful.

My parents are like this, when she is there, I feel annoyed, she always imposes her consciousness on me, making me feel like I am bound by layers of shackles, there is nowhere to hide, nowhere to hide, but once she is asleep, she will leave me at any time like now. There will be a lot of panic in my heart, the days when mother and daughter have depended on each other for so many years have already taken root in my heart, and in the deepest part of my heart, I have already regarded my mother as the safest support, the closest person.

I was even full of fear that if my mother was gone, then what would I be?

Yes, I recognize the Ye family now, even if I have a father and an uncle and aunt, but I still insist on living in the original home, this is not because I am high or hypocritical, but because my life has already been formed for many years, and now let me live with my father, not only I am uncomfortable, but he will also be restricted everywhere.

Feelings are this thing, wonderful to the extreme, the people who fight and make noise are often the closest people, for those who have a sense of distance, they will maintain restraint and will not easily touch the will of others.

I grabbed my mother's hand and begged her to wake up sooner, even if she woke up and scolded me.

Xu Heng came late, and when he saw my mother's appearance, he immediately started crying. Her feelings are stronger than mine, I think maybe it's because my mother doesn't ask so much for Xu Heng, she really just hurts as a child. And Xu Heng doesn't have a mother, so she is no less attached to my mother than me.

I watched my mother, never leaving me, talking constantly, thinking that she could hear my voice and wake up quickly.

And Xu Heng, she directly asked Jin Ge, who was also guarding in the ward, my father had gone back, he was old, and he couldn't stay up all night here, and besides, he was changing his term recently, which was the busiest time.

"What about the driver?" Xu Heng has been following Chen Dongye's side for a long time, and he speaks with a ruthless momentum.

Jin Ge shook his head, "No news yet. ”

Xu Heng simply jumped to his feet and scolded, "Aren't you the police chief?" How can't you even find out such a small thing! What is the use of asking you! ”

Then, Xu Heng called Chen Dongye in the ward, in a very arrogant and domineering tone, "Hey! You check for me, it's on all the streets near the hospital, whether it's looking for surveillance or asking one person by one, anyway, you have to find the car that committed the crime in the shortest possible time! Oh my god, I'm going to break this beast into pieces!! ”

Xu Heng hung up the phone, and Jin Ge looked at her slightly.

Xu Heng snorted, "The people's police are reliable, and sows can go up trees!" ”

This is really a bit too much for Jin Ge. Sure enough, Jin Ge couldn't sit still and stood up and said to me: "You guard me tonight, I'll go back to the bureau first to see the situation." ”

Xu Heng snorted, "Why did you go earlier." ”

I pulled Xu Heng and told her to stop talking.

After Jin Ge left, Xu Heng was still a little angry, "Doesn't it mean that the identity power is very big, so why can't you catch people in the afternoon!" ”

Xu Heng didn't know, I pulled my mother and whispered to her, "It's about to be changed." ”

Knowing that Xu Heng didn't understand, I explained to her, "This matter is still what my third aunt told me a while ago, a small change in four years, a big change in eight years, this time my father and Jin Ge's father are likely to be selected into the group of twenty-three, and Jin Ge's father is even more hopeful to enter the core group of eight." At this time, how is it possible for you to ask him to investigate a car accident hit-and-run case for you. ”

The third aunt told me a while ago that she sighed a little sadly, originally if the previous generation of the Ye family was still alive, then my father would also have the ability to go up one step further, but now the situation is that the older generation above the Ye family is gone, and the next generation, Ye Feichi is still young and not highly qualified, so for my father, there is no advantage at all.

The third aunt said this, mainly because she wanted me to comfort my father.

With the ups and downs of officialdom in a lifetime, who doesn't want to go further.

On the other hand, Jin Ge's father is the right time and place, the ancestors above are still there, and they still hold real power, and the following generation, Jin Ge is shrewd and capable, and his reputation in all aspects is excellent. Although Jin Ge's elder brother Gangchuan said that he was not angry, his career was very great, and he was absolutely supportive in terms of money, so this time Jin Ge's father was very promising to hit the pinnacle of power.

Today I came to see my father and Jin Ge together, and I heard them say that they were discussing things together, and I immediately understood that it was for this change.

The Ye family has a good relationship with the Tong family, which is a personal relationship and an alliance.

Larger expansion of political resources.

Xu Heng listened to my words and sighed a few times, "Sure enough, the official master is busy with big things, and people's lives are at stake, and they are just trivial things." ”

I'm also helpless about this.

For me, my mother's life is the most important thing, but for my father, for Jin Ge and others, at this time, human life is indeed not as important as the power in their hands.

It is this clear understanding that makes me understand that I am different from these people.

No matter how much they usually take care of me, how much they look like a close-knit family, the essence is still different. I grabbed my mother's hand, and I was lonely like never before.

I used to think that everything my mother did to my father was vexatious, but now I realize that this feeling of not being able to blend in at all can really drive people crazy.

Thinking about my mother's environment since she was a child, the people around me were people like my father who had done everything, and they couldn't participate or even understand it.

Loneliness, that loneliness of being abandoned by the world.

"Mom, please, will you wake up?"

If it weren't for my mother, I don't think I'd ever have had someone to live on the same latitude as me, and I'd probably have been abandoned by the whole world.

Xu Heng sat next to me and guarded my mother with me.

She kept calling contacts to find out the identity of the driver who caused the accident, but there was no answer.

Xu Heng scolded angrily, "Is this still the capital?" In the dignified capital, if there is a car accident, the driver can escape, and he can't find it, is there any royal law! ”

My heart was cold.

But there is also some peace of mind, with my father and Jin Ge here, digging three feet into the ground, the driver who caused the accident can't run, and it's only a matter of time before he catches him.

Now more importantly, my mom was able to recover.

I suppressed my anxiety and began to tell my mother some interesting stories that I remembered, and the doctor said that talking more about the past might arouse her sense of survival.

Xu Heng looked at me like this, even if he was irritable, he suppressed it.

Tell me about the past.

"I remember one time when my dad got drunk again and came back and beat me with a stick, saying that I was a loser and that I wasn't a good thing like my mom who ran away. I was so scared that I cried, but at that time I was too young to escape from his control, or Aunt Lin, you ran to save me. That time, he also beat you, breaking your head, and the blood flowed down your face, making Lin Flails cry in fright. ”

Speaking of the past, Xu Heng couldn't help crying.

Our childhood, especially Xu Heng's, has too many scars, and there are almost no happy things to say, they are all so miserable, and I can't help crying when I think about it.

I still remember that at that time, my mother, who was covered in blood, ran back to the small house where we lived with a scarred Xu Heng, and then the three of us reasonably resisted the door, afraid that Xu Heng's drunken father would chase after us.

The first time I saw such a bloody scene, I thought my mother couldn't survive, and I cried at the top of my throat.

At that time, my mother was really strong, she bandaged her wounds, and she had to comfort me, who was frightened, and Xu Heng, who was covered with injuries. It was our most difficult time, because of Mother, we had the deepest sense of security.

It was like a lump in my throat, and I couldn't get up or down, and uncomfortable tears came out.

Xu Heng has been crying so much, I don't want the atmosphere in the ward to be like this, I hope my mother can remember the beautiful things, she has been very bitter in this life.

After thinking for a while, I forced a smile and said, "Mom, do you remember the first time I won the certificate of 'Three Good Students'?" I remember that you were very happy that day, and took me down to the restaurant to eat a donkey meat fire, which was the best thing in my memory, and when you want to come, let's go eat it again, okay? ”

Ever since I was a child, my mother has always been strict with me in my studies.

Studying, taking exams, and practicing calligraphy after going home, even if our lives are hard, we never relax and slacken. The first time I went home in junior high school, I received the certificate of 'Three Merit Students', and I vividly remember my mother's smile that day, and her happiness was so obvious. He even took me to a restaurant.

At that time, it was undoubtedly an extremely luxurious thing for our mother and daughter to be able to eat in the restaurant.

The marinated donkey meat is warmed with the old soup and added to the crispy fire, and when you bite into it, it is crispy.

It was the warmest time I can remember.

It's strange to think about it now, because the best times I had with my mother were when we were at our poorest. At that time, even if my mother stewed a pot of pork ribs at home, it was extremely happy for us.

Those days seem to be gone.

Xu Heng was infected by the story I said, wiped his tears, and said: "The most unhappy thing about Aunt Lin back then was not that I was unexpectedly pregnant and had a fetus, but that I dropped out of school and stopped studying. I was rebellious at that time, and I wanted to provide for my younger brother to study, so I stopped reading it, and almost beat me for this Aunt Lin. I know it's wrong now, Aunt Lin, I've learned a lot of things over the years I've been outside, and I always remember your words, to be an upright person, to have your own skills, and not to rely on men. I remember it all! ”

I looked at Xu Heng and felt a little emotion in my heart, my mother may have really done a lot of sins in her life, but in the same way, she has also done good things.

Just like Xu Heng in front of me, if it weren't for my mother, she really wouldn't know what fate would become.

Recalling the current situation of the girls of the same age as me and Xu Heng in the small alley, I am more grateful to my mother in my heart, if it weren't for her toughness and stubbornness back then, Xu Heng and I may not be able to go where we are today.

Thinking of the past, the sadness in my heart is stacked layer upon layer.

It's hard to suppress and there's no escape.

Xu Heng and I stayed for three days, and my mouth was dry, and I didn't even forget to eat and talk about the past.

Not only for my mother, but also for ourselves.

However, a miracle didn't happen and my mom didn't wake up.

The doctor said that if you can't wake up within three days, then the possibility of recovery is zero, and it depends on the injured person's body and how far it will go.

This is simply a death sentence.

It's just that I still have Xu Heng and don't give up.

How to give up? What we are facing now is my mother's life.

Treat! Continue to treat, use all the good medicines, use all the advanced things.

Must be treated, never give up!

Xu Heng got the news at this time, "I found the intersection where the car accident occurred, and I have seen all the monitoring tapes, but the one that Aunt Lin had had an accident was missing!" ”

The result was beyond my expectations.

I thought it was an ordinary car accident, an ordinary hit-and-run, but looking at the situation now, it is obviously not so simple.

The only missing hour is enough to show that someone has done it.

Or even ....... deliberately.

Intentional murder?!

My eyes widened in shock, "You mean someone is going to kill my mother?" ”

How is this possible, I shook my head, my mother is already cancer, even if the chemotherapy is successful, how long she will live in the future is unknown. Moreover, she has been in the hospital for a long time and will not go out at all, so even if it is deliberate, it is impossible to know which day she will go out, if it is really murder, it is obviously more logical to do it in the hospital.

I can think of it, Xu Heng can also think of it, she reacts much faster than me.

She said directly: "On the day of the car accident, Aunt Lin was with your ex-husband, maybe it was aimed at him!" ”

This is very likely, I don't doubt that Zhang Xu will have an enemy, and it was Zhang Xu who took my mother out that day, which is not logical.

I stood up suddenly, "I'll call Jin Ge, if it's really Zhang Xu's enemy seeking revenge, then I can't let this person go!" ”

There is a fire burning in my chest, how can I tolerate it, my mother gave Zhang Xu a funeral!

This matter must be investigated!