On the way to the hospital, I kept wondering who would do it, and why was this happening when I had so strict control over who could contact my mother.

There are many images in my mind, my father, my third uncle, etc., etc., and none of them appear, which makes me grit my teeth, and I can't wait to tear and fight with them.

When I arrived at the hospital, what I saw was completely different from what I imagined.

Xu Heng sat next to my mother, and my mother's face was covered with a white cloth, proving that she had left.

White, everything around me seemed to be white, so cold and oppressive, I asked, "Who is it?" ”

The simple two words are like tearing at the internal organs, pain, heart-rending pain.

Xu Heng looked up at me and said calmly, "It's me." ”

Her mechanical repetition, "It's my hand." ”

It's unbelievable, I let go of the world, but I never thought that the person who finally gave me the fatal blow was Xu Heng. I was stunned, and then yelled hysterically, "You're crazy!" What's in it for you if she's dead? Obviously you told me that you have to keep her alive no matter what! Have you forgotten? ”

Xu Heng had already prepared for me to have such emotions, she stood up and said in a regretful tone: "Lin Fang, face the reality." ”

What to face reality!

I didn't want to hear it at all.

Even layers of regret filled my heart, "I shouldn't have believed you, she is not your flesh-and-blood mother, so when she dies, you just shed two tears." I don't feel anything at all, I really regret it, I really regret it. ”

My mother's life, of course, is more important to me, of course, than anything else, without her, where did I come from.

It has been more than two months since my mother was brain dead, and I have continued to persist, and even consulted many cases at home and abroad, and there have been many cases of miraculous recovery of brain dead patients, and I always believe that my mother will be able to recover one day.

I didn't expect everything to be ruined like this, and I wasn't given even a little time to relax.

I'm crazy, that feeling of powerlessness that I can't help but control.

Xu Heng's tears fell down one by one, her personality was even more fierce than mine, where could she withstand my words, she struggled to lift the list on my mother's body.

"Lin Flai, take a good look, if our insistence is to make her continue to suffer this crime, then what is the difference between us and criminals!"

Under the sheet, it was the mother's body, which had nothing to lose.

Fair-skinned, piercing eyes.

But what is even more dazzling is the small holes on her body, which are all traces left by the instrument on her body, a completely brain-dead and unconscious patient, to use a ventilator and a heart pulse machine to support life, it is easy to say, but it is really a torture every day to operate.

I closed my eyes, "She'll be fine." ”

If it weren't for such a belief in my heart, I'm afraid I would have been unable to support it, in the face of such a painful and struggling mother, not only Xu Heng felt unbearable, I was the same, not heartache.

Xu Heng cried and shook his head, "Don't deceive yourself, look at it." ”

She took my mother's hand, which was not technically a hand, but a claw. Every inch of skin is slackened, and the skin and flesh hanging from the skeleton no longer look scrawny, but, terrifying.

Since my mom's cancer chemotherapy, she has lost a lot of weight.

During this period of coma, he was completely unable to eat, and relied on nutrient solutions to maintain his life.

This kind of consumption is enough to torture her to an inhuman form.

Xu Heng held my mother's hand tightly, without the slightest fear and fear, full of distress, she said: "Lin Fang, if what you say is good, it is for her to wake up in the future and face her broken self, then it is better to let her leave happily." She's suffered enough in her life, let's not add a sum to her!? ”

From my mother's chemotherapy to my car accident, I rarely cried.

Because I know that I am the strongest line of defense, if I collapse, then who will hold the last line of defense to protect my mother's life and safety.

At this moment, it was as if I had been unloaded with something extremely heavy.

It's not a relaxed feeling, I just feel that my tired heart has finally loosened a little, and my brain is telling every cell in my body that they are shouting together, you can cry.

It was like a mass war, I was crushed in an instant, I couldn't stand at all, and I squatted on the ground and cried.

I've been fighting the world for too long, and I can only give my mom one more day to live. I don't care what others think, but as a daughter, I will never give up her life.

As long as she still has a breath, then I still have a mother.

Now that she is gone, I have completely become a child without a mother, my heart is barren as if it is on fire, I remember when I was a child, I was ridiculed that I was a child without a father, and now I don't even have a mother.

It seems that my life is always accompanied by mutilation.

It's like a circle that can never be put together, and I always want to make my life complete without regrets.

But the result was so disappointing.

Since my divorce, I got Peng Zhen, found my father, and even knew that I had an excellent brother, which I thought was all extra for me by life.

But I didn't expect to give me these at the same time.

God has taken back my mother, who is the most important to me.

I couldn't control my crying, and my eyes were black. I endured it, and I must not fall down at this time.

The next thing is to deal with my mother's funeral, I am the only daughter, of course, the only pillar. Xu Heng and I want to make my mother beautiful after her death.

When it came to the burial site, I crossed paths with my father.

Mom had said more than once before that if she died, then she would be buried next to her brother, and she wanted to be with him.

This is my mother's last wish for me.

Anyway, I want to do it for her.

As a result, the Ye family did not agree.

"Why can't my mother be buried with my brother? She's her own mother! I looked at my father in disbelief.

His father's attitude towards this matter was very indifferent, and mentioning his brother was a sad thing for his father, and he didn't want to talk about it. Just said: "Gao Gao was an air crash back then, and no one was found at all, and then we just got a clothed grave, and the clothed grave is next to the tomb of your grandparents, and your mother can't be buried there." ”

It's heart-wrenching, too.

When my brother was in a plane crash, he didn't even get his body back. Immediately afterwards, the grandparents of the Ye family fell down because of the loss of their grandchildren and passed away before and after, and their last wish before their deaths was, of course, to be buried with their beloved grandsons, even if they were clothed and graved.

So the current situation is that my grandparents' grave is next to my brother's.

My mother wants to be buried with my brother, and there is no place for it, unless I move my grandparents' graveyard and let my mother be buried in it, which is simply impossible.

My father looked at me with a pale face, and he still couldn't bear it, "The level of your grandparents, that place is that I can't bury it, your brother was your grandfather licking his old face and begging someone, although your brother is not a martyr, but what's going on inside, the people above know it, so they specially approved such a place to give your brother a clothed grave, and now your mother wants to be buried there, and she can't do it at all." ”

It felt like a piece of my heart had fallen.

I think my mother's life is really miserable, what I couldn't get in life, even if I died, I can't get it, my brother ........ After all, I want to follow my grandparents forever.

Coming out of my father's office, he said his condolences to me.

It was really like a guest saying to the host, and I was puzzled and angry, why did my mother die, and I seemed to be the only one in the world who was grieving.

I couldn't help myself and asked my father, "Did you ever love her?" ”

Can't answer.

I turned and ran.

They grew up together, been husband and wife for nearly ten years, and gave birth to a pair of children, but now, my mother can't even get a word of love, my feelings can be imagined.

I couldn't fulfill my mother's last wish, so I had to bury her somewhere else.

The cemetery is still Xu Heng looking for, a treasure of feng shui.

After burying my mother, I packed up her belongings at home, every part of the house is her shadow, my mother is a very clean person, although the house is not luxurious, but every place, she is very careful, that simple and neat.

In the small wooden cabinet that she treasured, there was my award certificate from childhood to adulthood.

Each one carries with it a good day.

I sat on the ground and couldn't help but shed tears.

Peng Zhen came at this time, and he didn't comfort me much, but just sat next to me and asked me where these things came from. All of a sudden, I seemed to have found a place to talk, and kept telling him that this was the first time I had won the award, and how happy I was at that time, and how happy my mother was.

And the prize I got at the sports meeting.,Although it's just a fountain pen.,But my mother has also collected it to the present.。

What is lost is the best.

This is true not only of love, but also of motherhood.

I don't have a mother anymore, and every time I think of these words, I feel that my life has no meaning.

Peng Zhen stayed with me day and night for three days.

Cook for me, bathe me, I'm chaotic, no different from the walking dead, he's very patient with me, I babble about the past, he just listens.

I vented my sadness a little bit, and all he did was a little comfort.

Even though I can't extricate myself from the sadness of losing my mother, I still know that he has been busy recently, "You better go and be busy, how can you spend more time with me now." ”

Peng Zhen just shook his head, "Don't worry about you." ”

He has been with me for three days, and I have lost a lot of emotion.

"Go ahead, I'm not so easily defeated."

Peng Zhen looked at me carefully, as if to confirm that I was okay and that I had really recovered a lot before leaving.

Before leaving, he touched my belly, "I don't know when my daughter will come." ”

I could tell that his mood was also not high.

But at the moment, I didn't think of anything superfluous, and I was completely immersed in my emotions and couldn't extricate myself.

A week after my mother died, I started to return to work. Life still has to go on, although I am at a loss, but I understand that work may be the most reliable thing for me in the future.

My colleagues at school knew about my loss of my mother and actually showed me a lot of care.

I feel a little bit better.

Unlike my father's ruthlessness and indifference, the comfort from the people around me is still very positive.

Until......

The students in the class came to me with an excited face and said, "Teacher Lin, Teacher Lin, there is a star looking for you outside." ”

As a junior high school student, it was the time when star chasing was the best, and I frowned, deeply afraid that my student would be deceived by someone. With this in mind, I went to the school gate.

Saw what the student called the star nanny car.

The person in the car who claimed to be looking for me, to be honest, no one recognized her at first glance.

It was when she spoke, and I heard the voice.

"Lin Flai, long time no see."

It's Masami.

It's been a long time.

Her appearance has changed a lot, although she is still beautiful and beautiful, but too many artificial traces can still see the clues, maybe women have a natural sensitivity in this regard.

I looked at Masami's bigger eyes, and her nose was already hanging like a gall, and I couldn't feel right no matter how I looked at it.

She became a star and changed her name.

Now that I have plastic surgery, it is not enough to describe the rebirth.

I think of Zhang Xu, who is uncertain about life and death, who are also two people who cheated, but the ending is so different, it's really embarrassing.

With Masami, I don't think I have anything to say.

I don't want to hear her come today, whether it's showing off or whatever.

And Masami's appearance at this time made me very uncomfortable. Her face had become a place where I couldn't look at it directly, but the rest of it wasn't much better, with a tight, low-cut bandage skirt and a white fur coat over it. You must know that it is the middle of winter in the capital now, but she is already bare-legged.

I don't know what other celebrities are like, but Yamei's appearance has no place to look comfortable, the smell of perfume is pungent, and even I just want to sneeze.

"You stay away from my students, you used to be in school, I don't think you want to be dug up."

When she is a star, what she wants to do most is probably to cover up all the bad things in the past.

I'm not interested in her future, as long as she doesn't come to harm my students.

After saying that, I turned around and wanted to leave.

There's really nothing to say.

Yami smiled coldly, she is really a vicious second female actor who has played a lot, and the way she laughs is very into the play, it makes people feel furious when she looks at it.

I was a little startled by her smile and paused.

She said, "Lin Fart, don't you want to know who killed your mother?" Or do you know it at all, but for Peng Zhen's sake, you can even endure such an enmity! ”