I hurriedly withdrew my gaze, not daring to look again.

Some things are like this, no matter how hard it is, but in the face of greater pressure, it will not even hesitate for a moment.

I was able to leave the capital so easily, and I didn't want my plans to fall short.

Fortunately, Peng Zhen was too busy to care about me at all, if he didn't hate to break it into a three-petaled flower for even a minute at this time, I think with my acting skills, I wouldn't be able to last long in front of him.

I've never been a good actor, and it's hard to even control my emotions to the fullest.

With Peng Zhen's acumen, if he really cares, I'm afraid he would have already noticed the difference between me, but he was too busy, and all his energy during this time was spent on dealing with those people in the An family, and he didn't use much on me at all.

I don't know if it's a kind of luck.

Originally, I thought that Peng Zhen was so busy, he must have sent me to Haicheng and left, after all, the Chinese New Year is coming soon, and it is almost a sure thing that he will meet the Peng family this year.

Unexpectedly, he chose to stay with me in Haicheng for the New Year.

I'm a little flustered, and I've thought about it early tomorrow, as long as Peng Zhen leaves Haicheng, I will have a chance to escape, but now that he doesn't leave, what chance do I have to escape?

I can't last long, so what I want to do most now is to go to the hospital to check my body and see if I really have a baby.

I want to know the answer, but I'm afraid to know the answer.

I want to check after leaving Peng Zhen, so that Peng Zhen will not know, and the Peng family will not know.

But if Peng Zhen doesn't leave, I obviously won't have the opportunity to go to the hospital for examination. Or when this matter can't be covered at all, check it in front of Peng Zhen.

Every time I think about what will happen to let Peng Zhen or the Peng family know that I have a child in my belly, I can't help but want to scream.

Peng Zhen I can guess his appearance, ecstatic is probably certain, I even know that he must be about to marry me at that time.

But what about the Peng family.

As Ms. An Nian said, I am not worthy of her grandson at all.

Not only An Nian, but the people of the Peng family would not let Peng Zhen have this child, or rather, they would not let me give birth to the child at all.

Before this child came into this world, the people of the Peng family had already denied his existence.

Even the chance of existence has been worn out early.

I don't want my children to be born in such an environment, and I am even more afraid that I will be in such an environment. I can't even protect myself, how can I protect my children from harm.

So I can only stay away.

But Peng Zhen followed me and never left.

When I arrived at Gu Xia's house, Gu Xia's dragon and phoenix fetus saw me and was very happy.

I've gotten along well with them this year, but I've actually had some feelings.

It's just that in the face of the little tiger reckless little boy, I almost instinctively want to protect my stomach.

But Peng Zhen was right next to me, and I didn't want him to see the clues, that kind of tangled mood, every breath seemed to be precisely designed.

Fortunately, Peng Zhen hugged the little boy before I made a move to protect myself, "Little leather monkey, this is my daughter-in-law, you are not allowed to pounce!" ”

Peng Zhen quarrels with the children every time he comes, and the children know that Peng Zhen, the uncle, is very good-mouthed, but he actually loves them the most.

So not afraid at all.

The two children, one standing in front of me, and the other struggling in Peng Zhen's arms, moved in unison, pouting at me, waiting for me to kiss them.

I looked at the child's fat and flushed face and thought of the one in my belly.

With thousands of emotions in my heart, one person kissed it.

Peng Zhen glared, "Why don't you have mine?" ”

I'm afraid to see his expression that nothing has happened, obviously everything is different from before, but he doesn't know if it's to act here in Gu Xia, or if he can really change his face in an instant, in short, when he comes to Gu Xia, he behaves like my mother's death, his sister's escape, everything is as if it never happened.

It seemed that all the pain in my heart was tangled in him and made no sense to him.

Fortunately, Gu Xia appeared in time to save me and pulled me to the house, her cooking skills are good, so her favorite place to go is the kitchen. Gu Xia has lost a lot of weight this year, the meat raised when she was pregnant with her children has long disappeared, Lu Junnian disappeared for a year, life and death are uncertain, Gu Xia guards the two children to live, not only to show in front of the children, but also to show in front of everyone that I firmly believe that Lu Junnian will come back.

Gu Xia is actually a very soft person, and his eyes seem to have tears in him all the time.

But such a woman, in the face of a man's unknown life and death, and with two children, has come through a year of life.

It can be seen that love can make a person strong.

Speaking from the bottom of my heart, I am a little envious of Gu Xia, although she and Lu Junnian are also full of twists and turns, but Lu Junnian has always spilled blood on Gu Xia, and is willing to give everything at all costs.

Unlike me, for Peng Zhen, he will always be the existence that can be sacrificed and abandoned.

In another position, if I were Gu Xia and were in her position, I wouldn't dare to say that I would definitely be able to do better than her, at least not weaker than her. However, what about her move to my current position?

I smiled wryly.

Don't think too much about those painful things.

Gu Xia had a good relationship with me this year, and he was also very concerned about me, so when he saw that my face was not good, he asked me, "Are you feeling unwell lately?" The face is so ugly. ”

For the Chinese New Year, I came to someone else's house for the New Year.

It's really disturbing, and this is the year that Lu Junnian has just come back, I think Gu Xia and Lu Junnian are probably not intimate enough, but I came to make trouble at this time, I feel very sorry.

I squirmed my mouth and said bitterly: "My mother was gone last month, I don't want to spend the New Year at home, I want to come to you to relax." ”

I tried to keep things as light as I could, not wanting to make myself look too pitiful.

But when I said it, there was another atmosphere of sadness.

Gu Xia looked at me in shock, and the sadness in his eyes was something I could understand. She was grieving for my sadness, and I had never seen anyone around me since my mother died.

Even Xu Heng has always been with me.

But Xu Heng felt that my mother's death was a relief, and if it weren't for that, she wouldn't have taken it upon herself to end my mother's life.

I didn't expect to see someone who was sad for me after going through so much.

From the time my mom died to the present, the people around me have been busy calculating, conspiracing, and even sneering at me, and they may have forgotten that I am a child who has just lost his mother.

And for that long formative years, I was a single parent.

My mother may mean more to me than they ever imagined.

I couldn't help but want to shed tears, as if I finally met someone who would feel sorry for me, I couldn't help but want to show weakness and soften.

It's just that there is another voice that makes me hold back, and I can't be weak at this time.

Gu Xia hugged me, with a very gentle gesture, her height is the height of a southern girl, in fact, she is much shorter than me, but her thin arms have thousands of powers for me.

She said, "Your mother wouldn't want you to be so sad for her." ”

Her soft words broke all my forbearance, and the tears were unbearable no matter what. My mother is dead, where in this world will anyone care if I am sad or not, and where will there be people who will be sad about my sadness.

The feeling of loneliness in the world that there was no one to rely on surrounded me, and I leaned on Gu Xia's shoulder, just want to cry bitterly.

A moment of warmth.

I seem to be able to get more strength from Gu Xia.

"Don't give me the whole scene here! What kind of cat urine does it flow? Peng Zhen dragged a small child with one hand and yelled at me.

I immediately entered the fighting state, and recently Peng Zhen has been tighter than me, and he will react strongly to any expression of my feelings, any abnormality.

I hugged Gu Xia with red eyes, of course this is what he doesn't want to see.

It's just that I can easily have such a moment when I can soften myself, and he has to blame him.

I couldn't help but lose my temper and yelled back at him, "Get out!" I don't want to see you! ”

Where could Peng Zhen hear me say the word 'roll', he was angry, "Crying, crying, crying, you know crying, just like your mother, die early and get rid early, what stupid are you doing?!" Let you follow me back to the old house, you don't want to, come here to cry, you don't feel depressed! ”

I looked at Peng Zhen, and my eyes looked like they were poisoned.

His thoughts are probably what many people think, my mother has already suffered from cancer, and the treatment process is painful, so she died in a car accident, and she died early and was relieved.

Therefore, Peng Lei, who killed my mother, does not have to bear any legal responsibility, and their Peng family does not have any psychological burden.

And my father, too, was able to say that I would give up my mother's will to treat me, and his face was full of love for my good.

They all stood at the highest point of morality, and felt that my mother was dead, as if they had given me and my mother a gift, and how good it was to die early and be liberated.

But did they ask my mother? Does she want to die?

Have you asked me? I don't want my mom to die.

also let me go to Peng's house, how high you say, give me face as if I don't want it, let you go to Peng's house, what else do you want? I ran to Haicheng with hypocrisy, and I still have a face?

I was overwhelmed by the feeling of being burned inside, "Go to your house?" To meet your precious sister? Look at what kind of hideous murderers you are all in your family! Peng Zhen, let me tell you, as long as I live for one day, I will not give up looking for evidence, even if your family is powerful, I will seek justice for my mother! ”

The video that Yami gave me before was given to Peng Zhen by my stupidity, but now I have no evidence, and it has become a fantasy to bring Peng Lei to justice.

But I won't give up, as long as I can live, I won't give up my heart to avenge my mother.

Peng Zhen's face was already dark and blue, "Your mother is gone now, do you still want Peng Lei to pay for your mother's life?" ”

"One life is worth one life, righteous." I said it loud and loud.

"Don't you think about it!"

Peng Zhen didn't dodge, and directly said something that made me discouraged, he wouldn't let me touch the Peng family, even if the person who died was my mother, he still wouldn't compromise.

At most, your mother died early and was liberated.

I'm crazy, I just think it's better to die with this person than to torture each other like this.

I picked up the kitchen knife with my hand, at that moment I really wanted to fight with Peng Zhen, and it was better to die than to live like this now.

There are a lot of people in the kitchen, and the good or bad is stopped.

I had difficulty breathing, even if I was pulled by someone, I still couldn't control my heart burning like fire again, my eyes rolled, and I completely fainted.

Gu Xia has a family doctor here.

When I was examined, I woke up.

I know my body best, so when the doctor said I was pregnant, I was calm and didn't have any joy at all.

Peng Zhen did not leave Haicheng, and there was no sign of leaving me at any time.

I didn't have a chance to escape at all, coupled with the quarrel just now, I only felt like a dead heart, this child, which was originally the hope for me to live, has now become the best weapon to tie me up when Peng Zhen knows.

With this child, Peng Zhen is even more able to control me like a prisoner.

As long as I pinch this child in the second half of my life, Peng Zhen is like pinching my life.

I looked at the doctor coldly and whispered, "I don't want this child." ”

I don't want to.

I don't want to live for this kid anymore.

It's too hard.

It's really better to be relieved by death.

When I was fighting with Peng Zhen with a knife just now, I really felt full of joy.

To hell with all forbearance, what feelings, nothing is more intuitive than real harm.

As long as I think of Peng Zhen's painful face if this child is gone, I feel comfortable! I can't avenge my mother, but I can do my best to make the Peng family at least let Peng Zhen have a bad time.

In response to that sentence, seeing that you are not doing well, I am comfortable.

The doctor was shocked when he heard my decision. Those who are doctors in this kind of wealthy family understand the psychology of these people the most, and having children is a great thing, and they are anxious to get pregnant, and there are many people who seek immortals and worship Buddha.

When I encountered this kind of pregnancy, I actually said no, for the doctor, it was really the first time.

The doctor spoke more cautiously, "Please think twice about this matter, and you can't act rashly." ”

At this time, I can't figure out what to do if I take the child away, and I regret it when I look back? They doctors can't change the child.

I fell silent.

In fact, I know in my heart that as long as Peng Zhen is there, it is all wishful thinking for me to tell the doctor.

Sure enough, Peng Zhen's roar came from outside at this time, "Lin Fang, I'll tell you!" If you dare to hurt my son, I will let none of you die well!" ”

"We?" I smiled sarcastically, "Where else are we!" ”