Chapter 154: I Wish I Could Wake You Up with a Kiss
After being silent for a few minutes, Xiao Nianfeng tried his best to suppress the colic in his heart, and replied to Wang Xiaobei's message with difficulty.
Xiao Nianfeng: Mr. Wang, give up! They were going to send Ipbo to the morgue, and I stopped it. I wanted to spend a little more time with her, it was too cold there.
When Wang Xiaobei saw this news, his emotions collapsed again in an instant, and he cried directly, with heart-rending pain.
Wang Xiaobei: Don't! We'll be with her, she'll wake up again!
Mr. Xiao, don't let her get cold, she's afraid of the cold. I beg you......
Wang Xiaobei finished editing this message in tears, at that moment, his mind was blank, the sky was falling, and he couldn't find the east, west, north and south.
However, Wang Xiaobei knew that Chen Xiaoyi was really afraid of the cold, and he didn't want her to face the cold of fear alone!
Xiao Nianfeng pondered for a while, and then slowly sent out the message, and his body kept trembling.
Xiao Nianfeng: Mr. Wang, can I hug her?
Wang Xiaobei: Yes! Hold her tight and don't let her get cold! She must be able to feel the temperature from you, and she said she wouldn't leave this world before you.
Faced with Xiao Nianfeng's weak request, Wang Xiaobei agreed without hesitation.
For a few seconds, Xiao Nianfeng was really moved, although he was also a little sad, but he was inexplicably grateful in his heart.
Perhaps, subconsciously, Xiao Nianfeng has already tacitly accepted that Chen Xiaoyi is Wang Xiaobei's person, but he is just unwilling to accept this reality on the surface.
Xiao Nianfeng: Thank you, Mr. Wang! In the past, I wanted a hug from her, it was so difficult!
Now that she's honestly lying in my arms, I don't even know whether I'm happy or sad!
Wang Xiaobei: I don't want her to be so honest! I'd rather she still be as naughty and prank-prone as she used to be.
You don't know, we are together every day and we are very happy. I watched her come out of the shadows of the past, little by little, little by little, and I was really happy for her.
I never dared to hope that a hard-working worker like myself could encounter any beautiful things like a salted fish turning over, and I never dared to hope that I could truly have my own beautiful love.
Because of meeting her, I rekindled my hope in life and chose to believe in love again.
Wang Xiaobei finished editing these words with tears, and the screen quickly blurred.
The cold tears silently dripped on the screen of the ancient Xiaomi Mi 8 mobile phone, and even the WeChat chat page with Chen Xiaoyi's photo as the chat background began to become blurry.
However, Chen Xiaoyi's voice and smile, her smile and smile, still clearly appeared in Wang Xiaobei's mind, lingering for a long time.
Xiao Nianfeng silently stared at every emotional text from Wang Xiaobei, and tears had already soaked Chen Xiaoyi's cold cheeks.
Although Xiao Nianfeng couldn't tell whether what Wang Xiaobei said was true at this time, he always clearly understood that since he met Wang Xiaobei, Chen Xiaoyi had indeed changed a lot, and he had become smiling.
On weekdays, seeing Chen Xiaoyi always likes to immerse herself in the virtual world with Wang Xiaobei, she likes to smirk at the screen, and her unbridled "hahaha" laughter can't hide the true happiness and joy in her heart.
When there is no healing "hahaha" smile, Chen Xiaoyi often involuntarily raises the corners of her lips, and her face is always gentle and affectionate like a pear vortex smile.
It is understandable that Xiao Nianfeng likes to see the corners of her lips raised, and feels a little comforted from the bottom of his heart.
Xiao Nianfeng: She really looks good when she smiles. I love the way she looks at the corners of her lips.
Wang Xiaobei: I like it too. That's how happy she looks.
The screen was silent for a long time before Wang Xiaobei received Xiao Nianfeng's message, and it could be seen that Xiao Nianfeng had been immersed in the happy memories of Chen Xiaoyi in the past.
Without any hesitation, Wang Xiaobei replied to Xiao Nianfeng's message in seconds.
It is undeniable that Wang Xiaobei also unknowingly fell into the former beauty.
Xiao Nianfeng: That's what I want
Happiness seen. Mr. Wang, thank you for making her laugh for so long!
Wang Xiaobei: Mr. Xiao, thank you for helping me take care of her for so long!
I feel very lucky to know you! Neither of us have met, but I know that we are all from the same world.
She loves you and hasn't changed in ten years. And we have always loved her deeply, and the past, present and future will not change.
Once again, Wang Xiaobei's words deeply touched the softest nerve in Xiao Nianfeng's heart.
Hearing this, Xiao Nianfeng's emotions collapsed and lost control again, and his body trembled even more.
Tears slipped from the corners of her eyes with a bang, silently dripping onto Chen Xiaoyi's dry and white, bloodless lips, and finally silently slid into her heart......
I hope that drop of sourness can completely wake up the sleeping Chen Xiaoyi!
After sniffing hard and letting out a long sigh, Xiao Nianfeng gently put the phone on Chen Xiaoyi's heart.
raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, wiped away the sourness and coldness on Chen Xiaoyi's face, and finally kept his fingers on her lips.
Fingertips gently ran over her beautiful lips, and tears still couldn't help but want to burst out of her eyes, ticking down her miserable white lips.
Lowering his eyes, Xiao Nianfeng involuntarily kissed her cold lips, hoping that the tenderness she had been asking for for a long time could still awaken the one he had always loved......
However, this time, Chen Xiaoyi no longer had any response, and even the past resistance no longer existed.
A simple light kiss instantly became so pale and weak.
A few seconds later, Wang Xiaobei's message lit up the mobile phone screen again, and Xiao Nianfeng suddenly came back to his senses, and there was an unknown sense of guilt in his heart for some reason.
Perhaps, it was because he carried Wang Xiaobei behind his back and kissed Chen Xiaoyi, whom they both loved!
Wang Xiaobei: If, with my Wang Xiaobei's ten-year lifespan, I can exchange Xiaoyi's sobriety this time, I am still willing to exchange it with God, I just want her to live.
Maybe, in the end, we still can't really get together, but I once promised her that I would never break my promise unless she didn't marry in this life.
Xiao Nianfeng: Mr. Wang, don't be stupid, she doesn't deserve to be like this for her.
Wang Xiaobei: You talk to her more, she is afraid of being alone. You tell her that her Mr. Wang has always been there.
She'll be able to hear what we're saying and won't be asleep for long.
Xiao Nianfeng: Okay. I will always be there for her.
Seeing his former self from Wang Xiaobei again, Xiao Nianfeng couldn't help but want to persuade Wang Xiaobei a few words.
After all, although Chen Xiaoyi is gone, and has taken away their most beautiful and innocent love.
But Wang Xiaobei is still alive, and his life has to go on!
In the past ten years, Xiao Nianfeng has truly realized that the dead go very easily, and they leave without worry, but the living are not as good as dead!
Isn't it?
When I think back to ten years ago, I "died", and it was just an impulse in a thought.
As for Chen Xiaoyi, it took her ten years to heal her former wounds and chose to completely close her emotions.
Even if he meets Wang Xiaobei, the best in the world, Chen Xiaoyi still can't really come out of the shadow of the past.
If there is no explanation of the past, how can we talk about the future?
This may be the real reason why Chen Xiaoyi has never been able to muster up the courage and walk towards Wang Xiaobei with a smile, there is no doubt that Xiao Nianfeng knows her very well.
However, Wang Xiaobei didn't think so.
Wang Xiaobei always firmly believes that the reason why Chen Xiaoyi chose to completely close her emotions and completely lost her ability to love after Xiao Nianfeng left was because she didn't meet the right person.
Because of Wang Xiaobei's sudden appearance, Chen Xiaoyi has changed a lot, and is trying to get closer to Wang Xiaobei, which is an indisputable fact.
Of course, it is undeniable that they are
There is love in the room, which is the first appearance of love.
Xiao Nianfeng's persuasion, Wang Xiaobei understood his true intentions very well.
Xiao Nianfeng just didn't want to see Wang Xiaobei like him, stupidly always sticking to a relationship, and growing old alone.
After all, not everyone will be like Xiao Nianfeng, because of the girl she loves, she chooses to unconditionally fulfill the promise of [not marrying her].
It's undeniable that everyone has a different interpretation of love.
For Xiao Nianfeng, twelve years ago, in the darkest days of his stubborn struggle against the disease, he met Chen Xiaoyi by chance, which was the luckiest thing in his life.
Chen Xiaoyi's unwavering love for Xiao Nianfeng, and the vow of the alliance that he will not marry, have not changed so far.
Even if Xiao Nianfeng wrote his "last words" before his "death" and paid Chen Xiaoyi to his best friend Yang Tiancheng, Chen Xiaoyi was never able to truly accept Yang Tiancheng.
At the beginning of the relationship, Chen Xiaoyi had already made clear her attitude, she would not fall in love with Yang Tiancheng in this life, Xiao Nianfeng was her only one.
And Yang Tiancheng seems to love very deeply and firmly, saying that he will not mind Xiao Nianfeng's special existence in Chen Xiaoyi's heart.
Yang Tiancheng is also willing to spend his life working hard to make Chen Xiaoyi truly fall in love with him.
It's just that it backfired, just when Chen Xiaoyi found out that he was slowly falling in love with Yang Tiancheng, Yang Tiancheng unexpectedly betrayed the emotions between the two.
What is outrageous is that at the beginning of this matter, Chen Xiaoyi discovered it, and she chose to endure it silently for five years!
Those five years were an extremely dark year in Chen Xiaoyi's life, how many lonely nights, she hid in the small and cold bathroom, slashing her wrists one by one, letting the blood rage, and letting the sadness flow backwards......
But Yang Tiancheng never had the courage to confess to Chen Xiaoyi, and still chose to hide it.
Later, Chen Xiaoyi suffered from serious emotional cleanliness and had to propose that the two be temporarily separated.
Yang Tiancheng felt guilty, although he was inexplicably broken up for unknown reasons, but because he still had thoughts about Chen Xiaoyi, he could only be forced to choose to agree.
It can be said that Yang Tiancheng's unscrupulous betrayal and injury to Chen Xiaoyi ruthlessly shattered the last trace of love in Chen Xiaoyi's heart.
In that loveless relationship, on the surface, it seems that Chen Xiaoyi is at fault for not loving first, and Yang Tiancheng betrays later, and almost everyone blames Chen Xiaoyi for this crime.
However, because there is no love, can you choose betrayal unscrupulously and as a matter of course?
If you don't love it, you can say it out loud and open, right? Why hurt each other mercilessly?
Because he was worried that the other party would not be able to bear it, he flatly denied that he betrayed the little emotion that had accumulated between the two of them, and completely hurt the person who was trying to love you, should he really be forgiven?
Even so, the so-called [love] in exchange for forgiveness can really grow old together?
The answer is undoubtedly no.
Therefore, Xiao Nianfeng naturally didn't want Wang Xiaobei to be paranoid for love, just like himself.
In Chen Xiaoyi's words, Wang Xiaobei is the best person in the world, except for Xiao Nianfeng, he deserves to get the beautiful love that truly belongs to him and live this life happily.