Child......

These two words have simply become my lifeline, how much I love this child, how much I hate this child, "If I knew this, I would not have taken off the ring when I died." I still want to give him a baby. ”

This child in the belly is God's greatest irony of my innocence, I want to give birth to Peng Zhen with my heart, and I also fantasize about having a small family that belongs to us. All the thoughts I had before, now that I think about it, I feel ridiculous. Where in the world is there a woman like me who is so stupid.

The child is innocent, of course I know.

But this child itself has too many grievances and sorrows, and the Peng family has denied this child from the deepest part of their souls, and I, now because of this child, I can't move an inch.

How would I describe my current situation?

I looked at Gu Xia and didn't know how to speak.

Gu Xia didn't know what to say, so he asked me, "Then what do you plan to do in the future?" ”

"Now it's not what I want to do, it's what he wants to do, and with this child, he won't let me go."

I know too well that as long as Peng Zhen is here, I can't go anywhere, and any ideas are in vain. I couldn't succeed at all, I clenched the card that Tong Yimeng gave me in my hand, I was really anxious.

"Don't fight with him, his temper, you come up with him, you will definitely suffer."

When I didn't know what to do, Gu Xia said this, of course I knew that she was kind, but people were in different positions, and the feeling of hearing some words was completely different.

Let me not fight with Peng Zhen, that is, to follow Peng Zhen?

I closed my eyes and forgot about my mother's death, smiled at the Peng family, and even flattered the Peng family who humiliated me.

It's ironic.

"Does it work?"

Gu Xia saw that I was stubborn, and then said a lot of words to persuade me, which was nothing more than that the child was very good and could not be easily given up.

My heart is as barren as grass, and I wonder if there are really people in this world who give up their children without pain? Even my mother's personality still took me away when I divorced, and no matter how hard it was for so many years, she still tried her best to give me the best material life.

If I had a choice, how could I have given up my child.

Gu Xia Yin persuaded him, but I was so decadent that I couldn't even say anything to justify.

Gu Xia's mouth was dry, and in the end, he was indifferent after reading it, so he could only turn around and leave. There are many such situations in this world, just like when Lu Junnian disappeared, no matter what kind of comforting words we say to Gu Xia, she still has the same heavy heart.

The word empathy is itself a false proposition.

I was the only one in the room, I was in a daze, I wasn't hungry, I wasn't thirsty, I didn't feel sad, my whole brain was blank, in fact, I tried to think about something, like how I could leave, but it was useless.

The head went completely blank as if it were an automatic program.

I don't know how long it took for the door of the room to be pushed open again, and this time, Peng Zhen came.

When I saw him, I was conditionally stiff all over.

He obviously saw my reaction, and his brows furrowed, but his temper or something was still all suppressed, and he was still concerned about my body.

Took a lot of food and pushed it in a small food truck.

He said, "I have ordered someone to make it for you, and it is especially useful for replenishing the body." ”

Peng Zhen pointed to the black chicken soup, "You drink more soup, you look at your thin skinny, the baby is in your belly, I'm afraid I'm hungry." ”

He said the word baby with a gentle tongue.

No matter how hard I can't get along with Peng Zhen, I also know that I can't get along with my body at this time, I have already begun to force myself to eat, and I must not hurt myself with other people's faults.

Not to mention that I still have children.

I took a sip of the soup bowl, and I was not in the mood to taste it at all, and now for me, eating is a task, not a pleasure.

After Peng Zhen finished eating, he was very happy, and said in my ear: "You say it's a son or a daughter, if it's a daughter, it would be good, my daughter, she must be very beautiful when she was born!" ”

He's completely turned on Silly Daddy Mode.

And I, blocking everything he said.

Don't want to hear it.

Peng Zhen chattered for a long time, I finished eating, and he said to himself.

I could only interrupt him, "Please push these things out, I smell sick." ”

It's true, it's really disgusting to smell the food when you're full.

Peng Zhen sighed, and quickly packed up his things.

I thought I would be able to calm down tonight, but I didn't expect him to go and come back, I was really annoyed, I closed my eyes and didn't want to look at him.

Who knew that when he came back this time, Peng Zhen reversed the chattering tone just now, and said to me seriously: "You will go back with me tomorrow, you have a child now, what's the matter with staying here!" ”

I opened my eyes all at once.

guessed that it was the Peng family who called him to go back.

Originally, the Peng family has been looking forward to Peng Zhen going back for so many years, and there was an old man An blocking it before, but this year, the old man An died, and the Peng family helped Peng Zhen a lot, and Peng Zhen's return seemed logical.

I think I'm afraid that the old man of the Peng family will be happy this year.

He finally survived his in-laws, Mr. An, and this time the car accident, whether it was Ms. An Nian or Peng Zhen, they all showed the momentum of being with the Peng family.

A family really has to be in danger to see that its hearts are not aligned.

From my point of view, the Peng family is heinous, and there is nothing they can't do. Whether it's the injustice he did to my brother back then, or the meanness to my cousin Haruko, whom I've never met, and the crimes I commit against my mom now. One by one, they are all murderers that I can't let go of and make the Ye family hate them.

But for Mr. Peng, it was unprecedentedly satisfied.

The eldest son was in danger this time, his granddaughter was still at ease even if he killed someone, and most importantly, because of this incident, he gained the attitude of his daughter-in-law and the only grandson to the Peng family.

It's not an exaggeration to say that everyone is happy.

This year, Mr. Peng will never let Peng Zhen live outside no matter what, especially since there is a me by his side.

If there is anything unsatisfactory to Old Man Peng now, a thorn in the flesh, it is only me, such a discredited woman, who brings his best and most optimistic grandson.

Hehe.

I sneered at Peng Zhen, "Where are you going?" The Peng family's old house? Peng Zhen, are you dreaming? ”

I don't believe Peng Zhen doesn't understand my thoughts.

Let me face the Peng family at this time, it is a fool's dream, I even thought, if it is really unavoidable in the end, then I will go directly to order natural gas, and everyone will go to the west together, and it will be in vain.

Peng Zhen's face was not good-looking, the joy of the child's idea just now completely disappeared, he said: "Lin Fang, you want to come to Haicheng, I came with you, now that you have a child, do you still live in someone else's house?" Let's go back, if you don't want to face them, let's celebrate the New Year in the Xia Gongfu. ”

"That love nest you built with Huo Fangfei?" I speak with more sarcasm.

Thinking about it this way, I used to be really stupid and no one, since he and Huo Fangfei got engaged, they have been in and out of the pair so many times, and I don't know how many times the front page headlines of the newspaper have been on the front page. But I just turned a blind eye, Ah Q's spirit was exerted to the limit, I always felt that Peng Zhen would not betray me, I always believed in him so much.

People probably really reach a certain stage of loving memories.

While I laughed at myself, I inevitably remembered Zhang Xu and Yami's betrayal of me, I also believed in Zhang Xu and Yami at that time, I was Zhang Xu's closest person, and I warmly and sincerely welcomed Yami, who had been subjected to domestic violence, to live in my own home.

This trust in people is what I have been hurt again and again.

Even thinking of Jin Ge, I even trusted Jin Ge, who I had only known for a short time, when I was bullied by Ji Hetong, Jin Ge said that he got it, and I put it down, and I didn't prosecute it at all, whether it was thoroughly investigated.

Now, I am ruined and cornered, and looking back, it was all my own fault.

Whoever told me to confide in these people, they all lurk around me, with one mind or another, and when necessary they will work together to send me into the abyss.

What's the use of being genuine? It's just a knife in the other person's hand, so that he can give you a fatal blow when you are most vulnerable.

Peng Zhen's jaw tensed, the room was unusually quiet, and he felt like he was going to be out of breath. There were too many misunderstandings between him and the person in front of him, he was too conceited at the time, and he felt that he didn't need to explain at all, and the person in front of him was easy to coax, as long as he said a few words of explanation, the matter would pass.

But now is the time.

Too many misunderstandings seem to have erected an unbreakable wall between each other.

He felt like he couldn't get through it.

I can imagine how she felt when she said she didn't want this child, and she really made up her mind to part with him. His cousin Peng Xia once said that let him explain it early and don't hurt his feelings.

He just wanted to give him a little more time, at least to get the year over.

But at this time, the child came.

The child he had been looking forward to night and night had come at such a time, and he didn't even have time to rejoice, and he was full of fear. He endured it, not even daring to show the slightest in front of her.

He knows that no matter how many misunderstandings there are between them, as long as there is time, he has more opportunities to explain.

Even if she really hated him, he still had plenty of time to make it up to him.

The big deal is a lifetime.

He couldn't ask for it.

But the child is here, this child that people love and hate, Peng Zhen knows better than anyone else that if this child is gone, then even if he has a lifetime left, there is nothing to recover.

Her heart is dead.

What else could he do.

No one knew that when he pretended to be stupid in front of her and said those stupid words, his hands were trembling, he was afraid that she would lose her temper if she didn't eat, and he was afraid that she would eat quietly.

She has a temper, although it hurts her body, but it shows that she still has him in her heart, hatred, and annoyance, so he still has a chance.

But she ate quietly, silently, without even raising her eyes, looking at the stupid self who didn't know what he was talking about, he knew it was over.

In his busy days, her heart had long since left him.

He always thought that there was still a lot of time, and it seemed that in an instant, it all flew away with a swish.

He was afraid that he would be too late.

Too much panic pressed in his heart, too many misunderstandings and didn't know where to start, and he even vaguely understood in his heart that even if he said anything to explain at this time, she wouldn't listen.

She was obviously right in front of her, but Peng Zhen seemed to be about to lose her in the next moment.

Damn, he's only finding out now.

He only has this child left, and as long as he keeps this child, he still has a chance.

So he couldn't wait to take Lin Yao back to the capital, and only by returning to his place could his heart settle down.

If the child is gone.......

Thinking of this possibility, Peng Zhen's whole body began to tremble.

But the more times like this, the more he can't be weak. If he had the slightest hint of neglect, she would have really disappeared like a dream.

Peng Zhen clenched his fists, forcing himself to be tougher, tougher, "It's useless what you say, I'm going to take you back anyway!" Not only was he tough, but he also wanted to dispel the illusions in her heart, "I warn you, don't think about not wanting my children, or anything, I won't allow it!" Never! You're mine! It's just me! ”

In the face of Peng Zhen's attitude and warning.

I seem to be numb.

Ever since I was with him, this kind of strength and threat seemed to accompany me every day.

I used to be scared, scared, but now, I think it's ridiculous, and I really laugh, "Really? Is it yours? Are you sure? ”

I'm not even afraid of death, am I still afraid of Peng Zhen's threat?

Seriously calculated, I really have nothing to worry about, my mother is dead, no one wants me to worry anymore, and the child, I touch my belly, he has not been born yet, even if he dies, I can take him away, what else is there to be afraid of.

I'm such a carefree person.

In Peng Zhen's most common words, it is nothing more than early death and early liberation.

Peng Zhen stared at me, and I smiled brighter at him.

It's really all downplayed.

Nothing to be nostalgic about.

Who knew that when Peng Zhen saw my smile, he swayed like a ghost, and his face completely faded to blood.

I really haven't seen Peng Zhen like this, he has always been fearless, it's hard to imagine that he will be scared like this one day.

Just when I was puzzled, he pounced on me like a cheetah.

That kind of posture that is bound to win is not allowed to resist at all.

I instinctively protect my stomach! Screamed!!

"Peng Zhen! Don't you dare!! ”