You can only take one step at a time.

I stayed at Assistant Bai's house for the time being, and I couldn't go out, let alone show up.

Assistant Bai is a very careful person and takes good care of me, but he still feels sorry, "The carpet search has begun outside now, so I can't invite my aunt at home, I can only wronged you and eat what I made." ”

He is actually very busy, Peng Zhen is looking for people in Haicheng, and the relationship in the capital is basically not needed, and most of them still have to use people from Lu Junnian on Haicheng's side. Lu Junnian disappeared for a year before, and he only came back for a long time, so most of the time, he still has to focus on his career, and he really can't put all his mind on finding me.

In this way, in fact, the person who is directly responsible for finding me here in Haicheng is Assistant Bai.

Sometimes I think it's funny when I think about it, Peng Zhen relied on Lu Junnian to find me in Haicheng, and I lived in the house of the person in charge of looking for me.

When Assistant Bai can cook for me, there are not many times, most of the time I do it myself. This is actually nothing, in Assistant Bai's opinion, my relationship with Peng Zhen is probably because I am the kind of person who comes to Yilai to reach out for food and open my mouth, in fact, where do I have such squeamishness, taking care of myself is a skill I have learned a long time ago.

During this time at Assistant Bai's house, the only thing I could pass the time was watching TV.

The latest TV shows of another congress that will elect a new leadership team, and my father's carefully planned reshuffle has officially kicked off.

Inside information, it is naturally impossible for someone like me to sit in front of the TV to understand.

But from the results, we can still see the clues.

Tong Jinge's father officially entered the top eight-person group, standing in front of the camera, Jinge's father looked cautious and serious, not very affinity. Jin Ge's father's position is to further deepen the anti-corruption, that is to say, in the future, in terms of discipline inspection, Jin Ge's father will be the number one.

So he can't be very amiable.

Although my father did not advance to the core group of eight, the group of 23 did, and the authoritative media read my father's name, and a new leadership team was formed.

I listened carefully, but I didn't hear the names of the Peng family.

Peng Zhen's father is from the military, so the degree of secrecy is quite high and will not appear in the media.

Quietly staring at the TV alone, at this time, for the Ye family and the Tong family, what a fierce cooking oil should be, and the scene of celebrating each other, I can imagine it.

This coincidence was mixed with deliberate revenge, and in the end, it seems that the result ended in a complete victory for the Ye family's Tong family.

No one in the Peng family has entered the core leadership at all, even if the family momentum is still there, but that is all the old foundation, everyone understands the truth of people walking tea and cooling, there is no real power in their hands, even if they are polite, but there is a bit of real respect in this.

The Peng family has been arrogant for many years, and there must have been a lot of people who have offended, and they have lost their authority all of a sudden, and the gap can be imagined.

It's just that in this seamless battle for power, how much share do I have?

Although I tried my best to get out of the maelstrom, I undoubtedly played the most important role in it, and of course my mother, who risked her life to pave a career for my father.

I have no sympathy for the Peng family at all, and in my opinion, it is not a pity for those people to die.

But for Peng Zhen, I really feel very guilty.

When I was hospitalized, Peng Zhen asked me to wait for him, and at that time he went to the capital to clean up Peng Lei's mother and daughter.

If it weren't for his desperate work, Peng Lei's mother wouldn't have bought the murder and ran to Haicheng to arrest me.

At that time, but at the most critical time of the change, people like the Ye family and the Tong family had reached an alliance early, and it was the time when they were most prepared, but the Peng family was infighting.

Peng Zhen's power has never been to be underestimated.

Moreover, Peng Zhen is still the only male in the third generation of the Peng family, and his significance to the family is extraordinary. So his backlash was a fatal blow to the Peng family.

Now that the dust has settled, the Peng family is a complete defeat in this general election.

At least in the time I watched the news for so many days, I didn't see Uncle Peng Zhen, which was impossible in the past, even if Uncle Peng Zhen was not promoted, his original official position was not low, and it was impossible that he did not appear once in such a dense report.

It can only be said that Peng Zhen's uncle was so obviously blocked in the media because something happened to him.

I can't say that the Peng family's defeat this time is entirely because of me, but there is no doubt that I am the Ye family's biggest secret weapon.

Although I don't want to deal with the Peng family with my father, everything I do still contributes to the Ye family.

How to say this, for the Ye family, I feel that I have done everything I can, my mother is dead, and I have broken all ties with the Ye family. As for the Peng family, Tong Jinge's father has now officially become the leader of the discipline inspection, so Peng Zhen's uncle, Peng Lei and her mother, their relationship can soon be found by Tong Jinge's father, so as to catch them all.

The people of the Tong family will not let the uncle of the Peng family have a second chance to turn over.

Political struggles have always been unimaginably brutal.

After all, I can let go of what I should put down, and I can give up what I should give up, and the only thing that is full of sorrow in my heart is Peng Zhen's future.

When I'm gone, he'll be sad and sad, that's to be expected, but I think about this sadness, there will always be a day in the past. On the contrary, it was the relationship with the Peng family, at that time, Peng Zhen couldn't escape no matter what, and at the most critical time of the family, he disregarded the interests of the family for the sake of women.

Peng Zhen's future days will inevitably not be easy.

Every time I think about this, I toss and turn.

Your eyes are raining for you, but your heart is holding an umbrella for you.

Many times, I feel that I am too soft-hearted, he treats me like that, and his family is even more cruel, I should hate them to death, but I can't help it, I just can't do it, I can't do it.

The belly starts to bulge at the age of four months.

Every time Assistant Bai saw my belly, he shook his head and sighed, "You are the thinnest pregnant woman I have ever seen, eat more." ”

My belly really isn't big.

People are also very emaciated.

In fact, since my mother started chemotherapy, I have been losing weight, and taking care of patients is always a matter of hard work and labor, and there is no way to change it. Later, my mother was in a car accident, died, and then went through all kinds of things, how could I get fat.

I'm not afraid of being thin, I'm just afraid of the health of my children.

I asked Assistant Bai, "Still can't let me go to the prenatal checkup?" ”

He shook his head.

This is really helpless news, Peng Zhen knew that I was pregnant, and with my body, it was indeed unrealistic to want to leave the city for a long distance in a short period of time, so Peng Zhen first controlled all the maternity hospitals, public and private, without exception, were controlled by Peng Zhen.

No matter how sure Assistant Bai was, he didn't dare to take me to any obstetrics and gynecology examination.

It is said that these places were guarded by people brought by Peng Zhen from the capital.

Peng Zhen was caught off guard at first, of course, he had to rely on the people on the Haicheng side, but because he couldn't find anyone for a long time, Peng Zhen didn't have the patience and trust to let the people here come to find someone, so he brought many people from the capital one after another.

Now Assistant Bai has to be cautious in everything.

This is a helpless thing, I can only comfort Assistant Bai, "It's okay, the child should be healthy." ”

I don't know if this is to comfort him or myself. In fact, the more Peng Zhen made such a fanfare, the more I didn't dare to venture out. This kind of thing is like this, if you are found just after leaving, the big deal is to cheat, and you are not afraid of it after all. But the more time passes, the more uncertain my heart becomes.

Especially when the Peng family was defeated in the election.

I even have some doubts that Peng Zhen will hate me to the bone now.

I want a big conspiracy too much, but in a sense, it's a big conspiracy.

Every node was calculated just right, starting with my mother's car accident, and then giving up treatment, and my mother passed away. The dust was supposed to settle, but I was induced by Masami to see the video of my mother's accident.

Everything that follows is like a roller that can't stop.

Thinking about it later, there are actually a lot of questions, such as where Yami's video came from, I was just guessing at the time, and I didn't really get evidence, even if Yami really has a leg with Peng Zhen's uncle, but such an important video shouldn't fall into Yami's hands.

Actually, I ignored this at the time.

There is also the video released by Peng Lei's mother, at that time, Jin Ge clearly said that he had obtained it and destroyed it later, but why did it end up in the hands of Peng Lei's mother.

If it is said that Jin Ge gave it out, it is absolutely impossible.

Even if Jin Ge doesn't care about me, he always has to worry about other people, at that time, how could he help the people of the Peng family.

In fact, there are many other things in all this that I don't understand.

It's just that I don't have the ability to verify it now, but every time I think about it, I still feel afraid in my heart, who arranged all this, let me collapse at the most critical moment, stirred up Peng Zhen and couldn't be at peace, and the Peng family was even more turbulent.

I am afraid that Peng Zhen will find me back, not only because of Peng Zhen's change of attitude, but also because of the counterattack of Peng's family.

Now that the situation has settled down, if you want to say that the Peng family really has no worries, they want to counterattack the Ye family and the Tong family now, and the best person to attack is me.

Under these layers of concerns, I can't grow in weight.

When the child reached six months, I was still thin and thin, and Assistant Bai said, it was like a meatball pierced on a pair of chopsticks.

I've been living in Assistant Bai's apartment for a while, and Assistant Bai always leaves early and returns late, and every time he comes back, he brings a lot of ingredients and fruits, and he doesn't talk to me much.

I asked him who told him to save me, and he only said that I would see it in person then.

I secretly guessed in my heart that it was Lu Junnian.

This is a completely reasonable thing, Assistant Bai's assistant Lu Junnian, it is normal to follow Lu Junnian's orders. And Lu Junnian, although I don't have much contact, but the impression is very good, much older than Peng Zhen, and in terms of handling things, he is much more stable than Peng Zhen.

With this level of stability, Lu Junnian should have seen that if Peng Zhen and I are still together now, I am afraid that it will only get worse and worse, and the contradiction will deepen.

In my heart, I'm actually quite grateful to Assistant Bai for taking me away.

Otherwise, in this situation, how should I face Peng Zhen, I have no worries, it is absolutely impossible. Whether Peng Zhen will hate the Ye family and the Tong family, this is not something I can guess.

Because I thought I had guessed that Assistant Bai was the mastermind behind helping me like this, I didn't ask much.

Moreover, in fact, I am afraid that Assistant Bai will take too much care and care of me. It's really unconscionable to say this, he obviously saved me and is still taking care of me, but I don't want to get too close to him.

But that's what I think, if Assistant Bai takes care of me and accompanies me all the time, I think I will be uncomfortable.

Fortunately, Assistant Bai is a very measured person, he did not do this, but kept the most appropriate distance from me very restrainedly.

I don't feel oppressed, and I don't care about resistance.

The child in the belly is getting bigger and bigger, and there is no way to do prenatal checkups, although I said that the child must be very healthy, but I am inevitably worried that my health is not good, and before I came to Assistant Bai, the child said that there were signs of miscarriage.

Although I was bedridden and recuperated at Assistant Bai's place, I didn't dare to do strenuous activities, but I still didn't know the bottom of my heart.

I read a lot of books about pregnancy, and they were all bought by Assistant Bai.

Curious to ask him that he bought so many maternity books and came back, wouldn't others doubt it? He smiled faintly, "At my age, if I say I'm going to be a father, no one will doubt it." ”

It's the best excuse and I don't mind what he says to the outside world.

It's all for me.

The pregnancy book says that you should exercise moderately when you are pregnant, and you can't be completely still, and staying at home all day like me is actually not very good for both the child and the mother.

I am very worried in my heart, people as mothers will have a special impulsive idea, that is, for the sake of the child, let me do anything.

I want to start exercising in moderation.

I did what I did in the book, but I didn't expect some bleeding that night.

I was stupid, I couldn't go to the hospital to ask the doctor how I was doing, so I had to endure it. I touched my stomach and said softly, "Baby, don't scare Mommy, okay?" ”

After that, I didn't dare to do anything more, and I still lay down every day.

What sports are good for children, I don't think about it at all, what I want now is to keep him!

When I was seven months old, I woke up in the middle of the night to find my pajama pants soaked, and I had read so many books, I should let me understand what was going on!

But I'm only seven months old!