The third aunt turned her head to look at me a little slowly, as if she didn't believe it, and when she saw that it was me, she looked very excited, "Jiajia, oops, I'm back!" ”

The joy on her face was so sincere and urgent that it was moving.

I hurried up to hold her body, afraid that she would fall out of bed.

Grabbing my hand, the corners of the third aunt's eyes were red, and she kept saying, "It's good to come back, it's good to come back, why are you so stubborn like a child." No matter how you say it, they are all a family, can you still write two leaf characters in one stroke? ”

After these words, the original excitement stagnated a little, and my body stiffened a little.

I don't want to come back, because I'm afraid that they will bring up the past, and what I'm most afraid of is that they will say something that makes me let go.

The injury is not on me, and of course it does not hurt.

What I lost, where they could understand. One sentence of my stubbornness can erase all my pain.

Of course, the third aunt could feel my reaction for the first time, I was by her side, she first looked at Ye Gaochi cautiously, then changed the topic, and said with a smile: "You came back just in time, Feifei is going to be a father, his daughter-in-law is pregnant with a child, and I am going to be a grandmother in a blink of an eye." ”

I smiled and said congratulations.

However, looking at the anticipation on the third aunt's face, I couldn't sit still, stood up and said, "Third aunt, I'll come to see you again when I'm free." ”

The third aunt was confused by my sudden move, "Why did you just come and leave, you have not been by my side for so many years, and I still have a lot to say to you." ”

Before I came, I really wanted to talk to the third aunt.

The elders around me can make me reluctant in my heart, that is, the third aunt.

I always think about the original family affection, and I don't want to let myself be completely carefree, but I really can't help it, and I don't want to say another word.

There was no choice but to turn his head to look at Ye Gaochi.

He understood my thoughts very well, and explained for me: "Third aunt, she just got off the plane, and the jet lag hasn't reversed yet, so it's time to go back and rest." ”

What Ye Gaochi said always made it impossible to refuse.

The third aunt nodded like pounding garlic, "Yes, yes, the body is the most important, I understand now, nothing is more important than the body, Jiajia go back quickly, I see that your face is not good, you should pay more attention." ”

Faced with her earnest and concerned gaze, I left the room with a stiff smile.

Then walk briskly.

Ye Gaochi has long legs, and soon caught up with me, grabbed my arm, and his tone was a little stern, "What's the matter?" ”

My eyes were swollen.

I was completely speechless.

I just couldn't see the expression on other people's faces that they were looking forward to the child and were very happy about his arrival, and my whole body hurt when I heard it. Why do other people's children come to meet everyone's expectations, but mine is not!

Every time I think about this, I feel the urge to go crazy in the next moment.

Some of the pain is not relieved immediately, and the events of the year, buried in my heart, are like layers of waves, constantly hammering my heart.

It hurts a little bit every time.

Ye Gaochi and I looked at each other and didn't speak, but I didn't intend to show weakness.

He looked at me and lowered his voice for a while, "I'm sorry, I didn't speak in a good tone. ”

I turned my head away, reluctant to say anything more to him.

"Let's go, I'll send you back."

When I got in the car, I emphasized again, "I'm not going back to Ye's house." ”

What can't write two leaf words with one stroke, my surname is Lin!

I have no good feelings for the Ye family and my father for a long time, and at the moment of my mother's death, my relationship with my father was cut off. Moreover, now that my father is prosperous, he is no longer the former Minister Ye, and I don't want a tainted daughter like me.

Ye Gaochi sighed, he has always been very silent on this issue.

This time he opened his mouth rarely, "He ...... I'm not in good health, and I miss you very much. ”

The only thing I can repay for such words is to laugh sarcastically.

Thinking of me? What are you kidding, with a son like Ye Gaochi, where will the Ye family remember my daughter. Just like when I was away with my mother for 20 years, where would anyone remember our existence.

If the Ye family thinks of me now, I'm afraid it was to sacrifice me back then, completely use me, achieve their goals, completely defeat the Peng family, and rise step by step.

It's disgusting to think about.

I don't know if this fire is buried in my heart, from the third aunt's hospital to the place where Ye Gaochi lives, not far away, it actually started to burn. The whole person was as hot as fire.

Ye Gaochi originally drove well and got along with me in silence, he was used to it, but he didn't have any special feelings.

It was only when I was almost there that I turned my head to look at me and realized that the situation was not good.

Immediately, I turned around and went to the hospital again.

By the time I woke up, I was already in the hospital.

Ye Gaochi called on the hospital ward, deliberately lowered his voice, and said softly: "Yes, probably a little tired, she is in this body now, hey, the doctor said that she has to stay in the hospital for two days." ”

"You better not come to ...... yet, I'm afraid she doesn't want to see you."

"Hey, that's it."

After hanging up the phone, he turned his head and saw that my eyes were open, and there was a moment of embarrassment on my face, and then he laughed again, "Are you hungry, I prepared porridge for you." ”

I nodded, I was really hungry after tossing and turning for so long.

After eating something, I said to Ye Gaochi, "I want to go back, I can't rest assured." ”

Ye Gaochi fiddled with the medicine he was going to give me in his hand, and said with no change in his expression: "After all, you want to celebrate the New Year here, and it is not good for you to spend the New Year alone in the United States." ”

That's a really interesting thing to say.

"I've been living by myself for many years, what about heaven?"

"I'll pick up Heaven back, don't worry."

"No way!" I almost screamed, and then looked at Ye Gaochi's eyes and changed.

This brother, I was separated from him at a very young age, and he should have been very strange. In the past four years, he has taken good care of me, and has done almost everything that an older brother can do, I am very grateful, but this is not what I begged for.

My eyes were extremely cold, "If you let me come back this time, and you still want to calculate me, I can only publish a newspaper to completely disassociate with you!" Your surname is Ye, my surname is Lin, we don't have anything to do with each other at all! ”

As long as there is the slightest possibility, I don't want to say it so absolutely.

But these people didn't give me the slightest chance to think about it, I originally thought that this time I would come back to see the third aunt, and then I would be able to go back to the United States soon.

But just a few hours after I landed, I felt a deep sense of insecurity.

To be honest, I can't trust them at all, even though they are my closest family members by blood.

But the lessons of the past, in terms of using me and destroying me, these people are not softer than others at all, and I want to leave!

Ye Gaochi stood up by the sudden words, and I could clearly feel his emotion, which is rare for Ye Gaochi. He has always been very good at controlling his emotions, and he rarely loses control like this.

But he's still him, and when it comes to such a tense moment, he can still hold it down.

He calmly said to me: "Don't be impulsive, who can take advantage of you now." In the past few years, your health has been poor, and the doctors have always said that you are mentally ill, and you will not go to see a psychiatrist. It's all about making your body better, and I'm doing it all for your good. ”

There are some things that I never bring up.

But back in the capital, those things that once hurt my heart broke through the ground again, "For my good? My body is what it is today, who caused it! Now I am full of benevolence and righteousness, without you, I would be what I am today! ”

If it weren't for Ye Gaochi who had to take me away, regardless of my freshly given birth and the child I was worried about, how could my body decay like this at such a fast rate.

Whatever I say now is for my own good.

I smiled sarcastically, "You said that the Ye family has nothing worth using me now, I believe that there is anything else for you to use." The body is ruined, and the reputation can be smelled in the United States, and you probably can't wait to draw a line with me now! ”

I spoke badly, and Ye Gaochi sighed helplessly.

"Okay, okay, can't I send you back?"

I closed my eyes and didn't bother to pay attention to him.

It's just that he said again: "You have to be better, do you want to get on the plane like this, you forgot the last time you fainted, if the people around you find out late, you won't be saved at all." ”

"You hate us, you should always think about heaven, he's still young."

Speaking of heaven.

Ripples rippled in my heart.

After all, there are treasures in this world that I can't let go.

I knew I wouldn't be able to leave for a while, so I said, "I want to go to my mother's grave." ”

It's been four years since my mother was buried, and I haven't seen her again.

Thinking of my mother, I feel a pain in my heart, four years later, her killer is still at large, and I have never been able to avenge her.

After staying in the hospital for two days and getting better, I went with Ye Gaochi to visit my mother's grave.

Although the capital is about to celebrate the New Year, it is dressed up in a joyful manner, but it feels a little deserted, and people from other places have left, and the whole city is very empty.

I wore a thick down jacket, a cotton hat and a scarf, and I was wrapped like a ball.

Standing beside Ye Gaochi, who was tall and tall, he looked even more clumsy.

All the way up the mountain, my heart was full of sorrow.

Mother's tomb is well cared for, even in such a cold winter season, there are plum blossoms in front of the tomb, and it seems that people often come to worship.

I think of Xu Heng.

I can't think of anyone else who can come to visit my mother's grave except Xu Heng.

When I come back, if I want to say who I want to see, the only one may be Xu Heng. I left in a hurry back then, and I didn't have a chance to say anything to Xu Heng, and this trip was four years, and I don't know how she was doing.

Reaching out and gently touching the photo of my mother on the tombstone, as time passed, I had given birth to a child myself, and I had more understanding and guilt for my mother.

The estrangement and disputes of the year have long disappeared with her departure, and all that remains is longing and regret.

Tears flowed non-stop.

I knelt in front of my mother's grave and had a lot of things in my heart that I wanted to say to her.

For example, my brother didn't die, he was in a plane accident and then crashed into the sea. After nine deaths, he was rescued by the United States, with Ye Gaochi's position in the army and the background behind him, of course, the people of the United States wanted Ye Gaochi to tell some secrets about the domestic army. Ye Gaochi gritted his teeth and was imprisoned in Guantanamo Bay for several years.

Then in prison, he got news from China, and asked him to adapt to the situation and become an undercover spy.

In this way, Ye Gaochi embarked on a life of leaving his hometown and even living incognito.

This is ten years.

When he finally got out and returned to China ten years later, he faced the Ye family, which was devastated at that time and at the most critical juncture.

At that time, if he didn't take me away, and the Peng family caught me first, the Ye family would be in a very passive situation. Between the overall situation of the family and my personal emotions, Ye Gaochi of course has to choose the overall situation first.

I sat in front of my mother's grave, bitter and bitter, if my mother was alive, would I have to say that Ye Gaochi did the right thing?

At that time, my body and emotions could not be compared to the future of a family.

Sure enough, the Ye family won a big victory in that struggle without fireworks.

Later, I learned that Peng Zhen's uncle was charged with multiple crimes after the change, and he committed suicide in prison.

On the contrary, it was the murderer of the car accident, Peng Lei, under the continuous operation of her mother, who was convicted, and it was Peng Lei's friend who was with her in the car at the time, not her, who finally went to prison.

Such a result is too good for the Ye family.

Their main target is not a little shrimp like Peng Lei, but the uncle of the Peng family.

The uncle of the Peng family is the only person in the Peng family in politics, and his death means that the Peng family has officially withdrawn from politics.

It can be said to be a fatal blow to the Peng family.

But for me, such a result is meaningless, I have no grievances with Peng Zhen's uncle, I don't care about his life or death, what I care about is whether I can bring the person who killed my mother to justice.

It didn't.

Just think of the mother and daughter who killed my mother back then, and even tried to kill me and my child, are still free and chic.

My heart hurts.

Ye Gaochi pulled me, "Don't cry, your current body, where can you be like this, my mother must be very happy to know that you are back!" ”

I struggled to shake off his hand holding me, "You know what! She still misses you until she dies! What about you! ”

I looked at Ye Gaochi's blue face, and I felt uncomfortable, all of this is not something he can control, how many people have died for him. The pain in his heart will not be less than mine. But what? He is back now, with a brilliant splendor and infinite scenery, and those who died have long since disappeared into the wind.

In order to avenge him, the price paid has become a joke.

The cold wind blew, and Ye Gaochi and I stood in front of our mother's grave like this, refusing to let each other go.

"Flails?" It was at this time that my name was called.

I looked sideways and saw someone I definitely didn't want to see.

The first reaction is to hide, but it's just a cemetery, where can you hide?