Chapter 195: You're Worried, Flails!
I followed Ye Gaochi out of the State Guesthouse, and I didn't dare to speak all the way, just staring at his legs. Although he was very angry, he still walked without losing his measure.
"What do you want to eat at night?" Ye Gaochi said suddenly.
I was stunned when I was asked, but his appearance was still shocking to me just now. At this time, I am a little uncomfortable to say such a life-like sentence.
Seeing my psychology, Ye Gaochi was a little awkward, and said, "I didn't control it just now, didn't scare you, right?" ”
When he said this, I didn't want to say anything more, and half-jokingly said, "You protect me every word, what am I afraid of?" ”
Ye Gaochi rubbed my head, "Little girl." ”
That is, he can still say such a cute name to me, and if someone else says this, I will definitely roll my eyes.
Just thinking about it, I still said what was in my heart, "Brother, don't look like you owe me a lot, I don't like you like this." "I have never said this to Ye Gaochi, but today I went to the shooting range and saw the person who once made me miserable, I was a little enlightened, I can let go of Huo Fangfei, so in the face of Ye Gaochi, why should I care, "I was originally going to leave back then, and it's good that you come and take me away." ”
Originally, I was going to leave Peng Zhen myself, although Ye Gaochi came to give me the last kick in the end, but even if Ye Gaochi didn't appear, it was impossible for me to stay, and I had nothing to do with the Peng family and Peng Zhen.
I've always been angry with Ye Gaochi all these years, it's nothing more than that I'm in pain, and I want to pull someone to suffer with me.
The hardest times came, and I didn't want my brother to be burdened with things he shouldn't have to carry.
Back then, if it were my position in Ye Gaochi, between my own family and the Peng family, I am afraid I would also choose to stand on my family's side.
What is growth?
It's probably that after many years, I can laugh and talk about the things that have hurt me the most.
Moreover, people can always easily forgive outsiders, but the people closest to them are the easiest to compete, and even cannot be compromised for a lifetime.
My mother once delayed her life for this breath.
I didn't want to be so persistent, I smiled and looked up at my brother, "People always have to look forward, I'm doing well now, can you make yourself happy?" ”
Over the years, Ye Gaochi has borne much more pain than me.
It was a miracle that he left that year, and it was a miracle that he survived with serious injuries, and he survived with great difficulty, and he remained incognito for so many years. It's easy to survive until I can come back, but I find that the grandparents who raised him died of pain because of his departure, and the mother who has been missing for many years has also passed away, and my only sister, I, was also dying at that time.
For a man like Ye Gaochi, who regards responsibility more than anything else, such a blow is undoubtedly fatal.
Over the years, he has been doing things to compensate for me little by little, taking care of me with all his heart, and bringing the Ye family back to a higher place.
I see it in my eyes as a sister, I have been struggling all these years, and Ye Gaochi is not much better than me. When I think about this, my eyes are a little hot.
I can speak so confidently today, scolding people without stumbling, in fact, I can't deny that it is inseparable from the unconditional support given to me by this brother.
Ye Gaochi was also a little emotional by what I said, but his words made people cry and laugh, "I'm still looking forward to you playing tricks on me, this is suddenly so sensible, I feel uncomfortable." ”
Shake M! Lack of abusive physique.
I glared at him, can I still do it, I gradually let go of the knot, what a good thing it was, I felt much more relaxed myself.
Ye Gaochi hooked his lips and smiled, and pretended to surrender when I stared at him, "Okay, okay, what Miss Ye Flail said is right." You can do whatever you want in the future, I have absolutely no opinion! ”
I saw him laugh and laugh along.
Ye Gaochi rarely laughs like this, the burden on his shoulders is always too heavy, and the whole person looks very heavy.
Ye Gaochi sighed, "It seems that it was the right decision to bring you back." ”
The knot in the heart should be opened, and it should be faced again instead of running away.
In fact, from the bottom of my heart, Ye Gaochi is much braver than me.
I understood, but I couldn't say anything else, "I'm going back after the New Year, and Beaven should be in the United States by then." ”
Speaking of Beaven, I'm a little bit at home.
This time it was Ye Gaochi's turn to be silent, and only when I was a little confused did he say, "Dad wants to meet Beaven." ”
"No way!" I was very quick to refuse.
Then he felt that what he said was too impersonal and a little abrupt, and added, "Beaven must not return to China." ”
I was afraid.
If the Peng family knew about Beaven's existence, what would the future look like. I can't believe that I can't tolerate someone snatching Beaven from me.
The slightest possibility of this is not allowed!
Of course, Ye Gaochi understands my worries, he said: "Dad's current position wants to go abroad secretly, it's really not easy. Moreover, his current body can't stand flying for so long. ”
I shook my head resolutely.
No matter what I say, I won't agree to let Beaven come back.
This is my bottom line, and no one can touch it.
Originally, I was still in a bit of a relaxed mood, because Beaven had become tough again. I want to protect him, and I must not let him be in danger or harm, not at all!
The original softness was gone in an instant, and I spoke cold and hard, "After attending the wedding, I will go back immediately!" ”
Don't wait a moment!
Seeing my resolute attitude, Ye Gaochi could only take a step back and say, "Then you meet your father first, he misses you very much." ”
This requirement......
In the end, I refused, for Ye He, my father, my feelings are more complicated than for Ye Gaochi, my father's revenge in his heart, regardless of my mother's life, and even more regardless of my position. In fact, everything back then, my father was the driving force behind the scenes, if it weren't for his years of fighting against the Peng family and planning revenge, in fact, later, the feud between the two families would not have been sharp to that extent.
But things in the world have always been so ridiculous.
When my father lost his beloved son, there were too many justifiable reasons to take revenge desperately, even if he sacrificed everything.
Who would have thought that my brother was not dead.
So what has become of all my father's obsessions back then? I don't know what my father would have thought when he thought back to the beginning, whether he would feel sorry in his heart, for his mother who had died a long time ago, or for my daughter, who had been completely destroyed.
Even if I could put the past aside and forgive everyone, there is still Beaven, and since my father has said that I want to see Beaven, then I can't see my father for Beaven's sake. If my father had begged with tears, I don't know if I would have been able to refuse.
In order to avoid encountering such a difficult situation to ride a tiger.
It's better to cut off this possibility at the source, I said to Ye Gaochi very sincerely: "Brother, you know Beaven, he can't understand these ....... between adults at all Filthy. He should always see only the best things, and I don't want him to come into contact with this circle, not at all. ”
"You're worried, flail." Ye Gaochi's speech has always been direct to the hearts of the people.
I had nothing to hide, and I said in a deep voice, "Yes!" I'm worried! The Peng family has never been easy to deal with, and I don't want to put Beaven in danger! ”
On this issue, Ye Gaochi and I have different opinions.
"Beaven's surname is Ye! He has nothing to do with the Peng family! After all these years, I thought you'd slowly start to believe me, and Father, we can keep Beaven safe after all! ”
Ye Gaochi raised his voice, he has worked so hard over the years, just to let the people he wants to protect live as he wants.
No longer so usual calculations, even at the cost of their own happiness to take revenge.
I am so clearly worried at this time, from another point of view, it is actually a denial of Ye Gaochi's efforts over the years!
There is no way to explain, even if I believe that Ye Gaochi's current forces can ensure Beaven's safety, but there is always a case. I shook my head, firmly shake my head, "Brother, you still can't understand a mother's feelings, Beaven....... It was I who would rather not want my own life back then, it was I who had worked hard and begged God countless times to get it back, I couldn't let him be in the slightest danger, even if it was just a possibility, I would never allow it! ”
"So, he won't go back home! Never! ”
I've said all this, and Ye Gaochi can't do anything about me.
I can only compromise, "Okay, okay, you can do whatever you decide." Shall we go eat now, I'm hungry all day. ”
I was silent.
Even later, when I really went to eat, I ate like chewing wax, thinking to myself that even if the best food was put in front of me, I couldn't eat it.
Ye Gaochi can't help me, "It's okay to listen to you?" Hurry up and eat! I only ate two days when I came back, and why did I count rice grains like this again. ”
My heart says I can eat me!
The thought that they had already moved their minds to Beaven made me tense and wish I could fly to Beaven right now and hide him.
Ye Gaochi was very helpless, "I told you, my father is old, and his health has not been good in the past few years, and we are not by his side." People are always lonely when they get old, and if you want to meet Beaven, how can you think so much. No matter how bad it is, there is still me, who can still rob Beaven. ”
Besides, it didn't work, I was so flustered that I really wanted to be snatched away by someone in the next moment.
It's really strange to say, I have been sick and crooked since I returned to China, but after this meal, I seem to have a special strength, busy with the wedding every day, and help the third aunt prepare everything properly.
Several times I felt that I couldn't hold on, but when I thought about the date of the wedding, I felt a lot of pride, and I had to endure until that day.
Originally, I still thought that I could accompany Xu Heng to production, but when it came to the end, I still had to miss the appointment.
I can't tolerate staying in the capital.
I secretly booked a plane ticket, and on the night of Ye Feichi's wedding, I was going to set foot on the road back to the United States alone.
The days are really busy, and they go by very quickly.
In a blink of an eye, it was the sixth day of the new year, Ye Feichi's wedding day.
This year, because of Ye Feichi's wedding, we are all busy, so there is no special, Chinese New Year's Eve I spent here in Xu Heng, and we made dumplings to eat together.
Northerners have this hobby, they have to eat dumplings on any big day, and if they don't eat dumplings, it's like the New Year hasn't passed.
Xu Heng mixed the zucchini filling and fennel filling, and said complacently: "Although you usually cook and eat, but when you mix dumpling filling, you are not as good as me." ”
She has a big belly, and I panicked when I saw her working.
So when she worked, I had to follow behind her, for fear that something would happen to her.
Xu Heng was not very cautious, and it seemed that such a big belly had no effect on her at all.
"You won't go home in your Chinese New Year's Eve."
I shook my head, I didn't have a mother, where would I have a home. The third uncle and three aunts have been in the hospital this year, Ye Feichi is like that, I feel annoyed when I see it, so naturally I won't join in the fun. As for my aunt, she has never had a good relationship with me, so there is nothing to regret if she doesn't go.
The only one is my dad, and I actually feel a little rude in my heart, but think about Beaven, it's rude.
After all, there is Ye Gaochi with him, which is the son that my father relies on the most, and it is much more important than my daughter.
However, on the evening of the thirtieth night, Xu Heng was not deserted at all, and Chen Zhuoer came first. Her brother has already gone in, she has no place to celebrate the New Year, and when she enters the door, she calls Xu Heng a sister-in-law, and she can't ignore whether she is not.
Then there were people one after another, Qin Zhen came with a big bag and a small bag, shouting that her parents were abroad, and there were too many grandchildren in her grandparents' family, so she came here.
The last thing I expected was the kitten.
I don't know how she knows Xu Heng's address here, and she has more things than Qin Zhen.
There were two pregnant women in the family at once.
The kitten's attitude is obviously different this time, with flattery, she has a smile like this, and I don't need to be aggressive, so the overall relationship is still good.
When Jin Ge came, the pot exploded in the house.
When Ye Gaochi brought Ye Feichi over, the house was really lively, and I felt noisy.
But they all came to see it, and they all left without staying for a while. The kitten followed Ye Feichi away, Qin Zhen wanted to follow Ye Gaochi, but Ye Gaochi didn't mention taking her back from beginning to end.
The most speechless was Chen Zhuoer, who saw that Jin Ge didn't speak the whole time, just blushing, and when Jin Ge left, he couldn't give up.
Xu Heng said to me in the kitchen: "I haven't had such a lively New Year for many years. ”
Such a festive festival seems to have a kind of magic that makes people's hearts warm.
In the blink of an eye, it was the sixth day of the new year, and I went to the venue of the state guesthouse early, not wanting to make a mistake at the last moment, so I had to do a final inspection.
I didn't expect someone to arrive earlier than me.