Chapter 200: Anyway, I won't let him get near you in the future!
When I woke up, it was a long time later, and when I opened my eyes, what I saw was Ye Gaochi who was lying on the side of my hospital bed and was sleeping in the past. I glanced around the ward, but I didn't see anyone else, and I couldn't tell whether I was disappointed or relaxed.
I'm actually not unfamiliar with such a scene, and when I was in the United States, such things often appeared. Every time, Ye Gaochi is by my side, from my initial resistance and resistance, to my later indifference, and now, seeing my sleeping brother, I actually have a lot of down-to-earth feelings, as if I am safe with him.
Moving his fingers, Ye Gaochi woke up.
He is actually very alert, if he is not really tired, under normal circumstances, he does not sleep.
Ye Gaochi woke up with a very clear appearance, without any sleepy eyes, and stood up neatly to look at me, "What else is uncomfortable?" I went to the doctor. ”
"It's fine." I said softly, moved my head, felt the stinging pain in my neck, and suddenly thought of Peng Zhen's kiss yesterday. Later, I fainted, and I didn't know how I got to the hospital, thinking that Ye Gaochi and they should know about the conflict between me and Peng Zhen.
I suddenly felt a little weak-hearted, how strong Ye Gaochi's desire to control and how much he protected me, I know it, let him see the scar on my neck, I'm afraid he can really kill.
I subconsciously shrank into the quilt, not wanting Ye Gaochi to see it.
Ye Gaochi was not angry when he saw my movements, "Okay, it's all like this, it's not honest." Can you hide it? Don't talk about me, Dad has been here all night watching over you, and I really can't stay up this morning before leaving. ”
Slightly shocked, it turned out that my father also knew.
In the past, almost no third party knew about the matter between me and Peng Zhen, but now that I was suddenly seen naked, I inevitably felt embarrassed in my heart.
He pursed his lips and stopped talking.
Ye Gaochi took warm water in his hand and fed me to drink it first, and then saw that my lips were chapped, and he took out lip balm from his body to apply it to me. Pure honey lip balm, I love the sweet and fragrant taste.
After settling me down, Ye Gaochi called again and asked the assistant to heat up the prepared porridge again.
I called softly, "Brother." ”
He was so calm, as if something as terrible as yesterday had never happened. But he is my brother, even if we have only been together for four years, but the things in our blood and bones are the same, I don't believe that Ye Gaochi really has no thoughts in his heart.
Ye Gaochi sat on the edge of the hospital bed, sighed lightly and said, "When Dad left, he was in tears, saying that if he knew that Peng Zhen was bullying you like this, even if it was to avenge me, he would not let you go to Peng Zhen's side." ”
Regarding me and Peng Zhen, I didn't explain a word in front of Ye Gaochi.
At this time, listening to Ye Gaochi's words, I understood that this time I was afraid that it was a big misunderstanding.
If Ye Gaochi understands that I was sent to Peng Zhen because my father wanted to avenge him in the first place, the meaning of this matter has changed dramatically.
I don't want my starting point with Peng Zhen to be labeled as a conspiracy theory.
At that time, I was just Lin Fang, not Ye Jia later, and I didn't know the Ye family or even Ye He's father. And Peng Zhen at that time was not the Peng Zhen he is today, at that time he was still a club owner who was haunted by the death of his former brother and couldn't sleep at night. It has nothing to do with the Peng family that he represented behind him.
Besides, I don't want Ye Gaochi to feel more guilty, and I don't want him to think that all my experiences are because of his disappearance.
I took a breath and wanted to tell Ye Gaochi about me and Peng Zhen as it was.
I haven't said it in the past few years, it's hard for me to face the past, and I don't even dare to take the initiative to recall, but now, it's to the point where I can't say it.
I don't want to aggravate the grievances between the Ye and Peng families, at least I don't want to aggravate it again because of me.
I opened my mouth and was about to speak, but my body didn't give me such a chance, maybe because I was too hard, I started coughing, and my coughing body was pulling up.
Ye Gaochi patted me on the back, very gently.
After a while, I could only pick the important ones and say first, "Brother, it's not what you think, Peng Zhen and I really wanted to be together." ”
I can't say the words "love each other".
After all, it is really out of place to say such a sensual sentence today.
But I can explain to Ye Gaochi for sure that Peng Zhen and I really wanted to be together. It's not a mixture of intrigue and calculation.
We all tried to be together, but then we failed.
I can't resist the guilt and resentment in my heart about my mother's death, he can't bear the responsibility and pressure given to him by the family, and we will go against each other after all.
Although the feelings have passed, I don't want those who used to fall into stigma, which not only negates everything that has been, but also tarnishes my feelings.
Ye Gaochi finally showed an unkind expression, and his long-term forbearance seemed to have broken out at this time, and he said very coldly: "At this time, you still help him speak?!" ”
I know that Ye Gaochi must be angry to the extreme.
But there are some things I can't help but say, I shook my head, "It's not a matter of me talking for him, it's a fact." When I met him, I was in the quagmire of marriage, my husband and girlfriend betrayed me together, and my best friend's husband coerced and lured me, if it wasn't for Peng Zhen, I am afraid that those people would have been ruined. No matter how bad Peng Zhen is, he still saves my life after all. ”
Everything goes back to the beginning.
At that time, I was still a flail, with no background, and no one stood up for me.
I was cornered by Maami's husband, and I even thought about suicide at one point. If it weren't for Peng Zhen at that time, I was afraid I wouldn't have survived. Although Peng Zhen's methods were domineering and arrogant, I have to admit that at that time, it was Peng Zhen who gave me the greatest support.
Take 10,000 steps back and say, "It is not Peng Zhen's responsibility to come to this day, and it is very unfair to him to put the blame on him now." ”
At the moment when the family was in danger, in fact, everyone, including Ye Gaochi, put the family in the top priority. At this time, everyone criticized Peng Zhen from the perspective of a defender for what he did wrong, and I really found it difficult to accept.
Ye Gaochi was scarred, the green tendons on his forehead bulged out, and he tried his best to forbear, "Okay, even if we all did wrong back then, we worked together to send you to hell." But now, we all want to make amends, and we are all trying our best to be good to you, what about him? What's he doing?! ”
From the bottom of his heart, Ye Gaochi did not want to let his sister and Peng Zhen continue to be together, he and Peng Zhen were the best brothers, of course he knew that Peng Zhen was stubborn, if he was emotional, in fact, it would be a happy thing for his sister.
If he hadn't had such thoughts, he wouldn't have had to let his sister come back.
And if he wanted to, Peng Zhen wouldn't be able to get close to Lin Flai.
But no matter how perfect the imagination is, it can't withstand the cruelty of reality, and only by seeing Peng Zhen and Lin Flail get along with his own eyes can he understand how big a problem there is between them.
A man who will lose control at any time and put people to death, how can he, who is an elder brother, rest assured that his sister will spend her whole life.
Ye Gaochi tilted his head and took out a paternalistic tone, "In short, I won't allow him to get close to you in the future!" ”
Something like last night must never happen once!
The cruelty of the words, seeing that I fell into complete silence, Ye Gaochi had to add, "You don't think about us, you should always think about heaven, you are like this now, I can rest assured that you will take care of him." ”
When I think of heaven, I jump all at once.
Thinking about my ticket, and looking at the sky outside, I'm afraid that the time for the plane to take off has long passed.
If you miss the time to go back to the United States, you will also miss the time to pick up heaven.
I was anxious, "Yes! Heaven should go back to Los Angeles, what if I can't pick him up too late? ”
Ye Gaochi has obviously made arrangements, "Don't worry, he has someone to pick up." Rest in Los Angeles for two days before flying home. ”
"No......" My first reaction was to refuse.
Heaven can't go back to China!
Ye Gaochi's attitude was much tougher this time, "With you now, can you take care of heaven?" The symptoms listed by the doctor should give you a 24-hour care! ”
I opened my mouth, willing to refute but speechless.
My current situation is indeed not suitable for a person with heaven.
But when he returned to China, I always had a cloud in my heart.
Thinking of Peng Zhen's cloudy appearance yesterday, my heart couldn't stop shaking. This matter is really a dilemma, of course I don't want to return to China in my heart, he doesn't appear in the sight of those people, he can avoid the prying eyes of others. It's like trying to hide your most precious treasure.
But what Ye Gaochi said is also very right, my current body, let alone going back to take care of heaven, is probably not suitable for long-distance flights.
You can't talk about a person as small as heaven, and a person in the United States.
Don't say it's Ye Gaochi, I can't put my mind at ease.
Ye Gaochi said: "Don't be selfish, you should always think more about heaven, he is different from other children, it is good for him to have more contact with familiar people, it's not that I'm exaggerating, you should understand that the domestic environment is more suitable for heaven to grow up than the United States." ”
These words hit the softest but most untouchable part of my heart.
My heaven.
He's not like any other kid.
This difference once made me complain about God and hate God for being unfair, and it was precisely because of this difference that I had more thoughts to protect him.
It's just that children have to grow up after all, and I can't let heaven stop forever.
To be honest, the domestic environment is indeed better than that of foreign countries. At least for him, that's the case.
For the sake of heaven, not to mention the fear of the unknown, even if it is a real sea of swords, I am also willing to break through. I made up my mind, this determination is not something I suddenly figured out, but the current situation is forced, if I hadn't been hurt by Peng Zhen, and now I am already on the flight back to the United States, then these determinations will no longer exist.
However, the human mind is always influenced by objective facts.
I can't go back, and Heaven is unattended, so getting him back is inevitable. What I call determination at this time is my determination to protect him from harm.
"Okay, then bring him back." I looked at the time and said, "I'm going to tell him about this myself, you know, he can't be forced." ”
Of course Ye Gaochi understands, it is a child he grew up in his arms.
After saying this, the door of the ward was pushed open, and I originally thought that Ye Gaochi's assistant came over with food, but I didn't expect it to be Jin Ge who came in.
Ye Gaochi was a little cold to Jin Ge, "Didn't you go back to rest?" ”
Jin Ge was holding a food box in his hand, and he was willing to bear Ye Gaochi's attitude, and there was no one who stumbled.
just said: "Ye Gao, you stayed all night, I asked the hospital to open a ward next to it, you go to rest for a while, and I will accompany her to eat." ”
Ye Gaochi sat still, not looking easy to speak.
I looked at these two people, and reached out to hook Ye Gaochi's arm, "Brother, you just obediently go and rest, your legs can't stand staying up for so long." ”
Ye Gaochi glanced at me and took a breath.
He could see his sister's purpose of not wanting him to have a disagreement with Jin Ge, and he felt sorry that his sister was still considering his position at this time. Because of this distress, he didn't be tough, and obediently stood up and went to the side to rest.
However, before leaving, he still did not forget to tell Jin Ge, "Don't go wrong again this time." ”
Jin Ge nodded.
Waiting for Ye Gao to leave, Jin Ge came to me with a lunch box, Jin Ge has always been a righteous person all his life, and today he actually showed a ashamed and empty appearance.
He confessed to me, "It's all my inconsiderability, if I hadn't relented for a while, he would ...... He won't hurt you. ”
I looked at Jin Ge's appearance.
In fact, this is the Jin Ge in my heart, he has always valued his family and brothers more than his feelings and women.
Although such a person makes people feel cruel and cold at critical times, there is no doubt that a person like him is the most suitable to become the future mastermind of a family.
The Tong family is now in full swing, and I don't want to make Jin Ge and my brother unhappy because of me.
Moreover, yesterday's incident, no wonder Jin Ge is calculated, even without him, Peng Zhen can still find an opportunity to get close to me.
These few of them grew up together since childhood, and they all served together as soldiers. It's too easy for anyone to find a loophole for the other party.
Looking at Jin Ge's apologetic appearance, I was actually not happy.
I hate that each of them looks like they owe me.
Not wanting to continue the topic, I smiled and asked Jin Ge the food in his hand, "What is it, I'm so hungry, can you let me eat enough?" ”