Chapter 217: I'm Afraid of Him...... I don't want to live anymore!
"Hengheng, don't cry, crying in confinement, you're going to hurt your eyes."
Before leaving, I still took Heaven to see Xu Heng, she had just given birth and was not out of confinement, and I was going to leave at this time, in fact, I couldn't help her. But there is no way to do it, if I stay in the country with heaven, then the people of the Peng family will not give up, they will only further monitor heaven, and I and Ye Gaochi and even Peng Zhen cannot guarantee the safety of heaven in the future.
So we have to go.
Xu Hengyuezi did a good job, the whole person was ruddy and shiny, much stronger than the way I took off half my life back then.
Her body recovered well, and my heart was put down.
Xu Heng is still crying, originally a woman is prone to emotional disorders just after giving birth, and I am leaving, which is even more sad. Xu Heng was actually quite guilty, "If I knew that I would be born that day, I wouldn't have taken you to go shopping with Heaven anyway." ”
If you don't go out shopping that day, there won't be an accident, and Heaven won't be taken away by the Peng family.
I touched Xu Heng's face, "What are you talking about, can you still predict whether you can give birth or not?" Don't blame yourself, Heaven isn't good right now. ”
As if to correspond to my words, as soon as I finished speaking, Heaven giggled at the other end of the room.
Then he ran over with a happy face and said, "Little baby, little baby." ”
Heaven has never seen such a young child, and he has not even been confined, so he is naturally very excited.
I have already seen the child when I enter the door, it is a very strong child, as far as I am in my current mood, the child does not matter anything else, as long as the body is good.
patted Xu Heng, I was a little relieved, "Then Chen Zhuo'er, in my impression, is still a willful little girl, I didn't expect that she is so powerful now, and she can take care of you so well." ”
It's not that I can't help but sigh, Chen Zhuoer in my memory is still the apple-faced, somewhat delicate and straightforward police academy student, but I didn't expect that in a few years, such a little girl would become a person who can take charge of herself.
Speaking of Chen Zhuoer, there were more tears on Xu Heng's face.
"I want revenge, and I want Chen Dongye to be punished by the law for everything he has done. That's all right, and I'm right. The only thing I can't stop is Zhuo'er. ”
Chen Zhuoer was originally a student at the Police Academy, and if she graduated safely, she would definitely be able to become a police officer. This is Chen Zhuoer's dream, no matter how hard and tiring he is in the police academy, in order to realize his dream, Chen Zhuoer can persevere.
But Chen Dongye's imprisonment is undoubtedly a fatal blow to Chen Zhuoer.
has an elder brother who is involved in crime and illegal transactions, Chen Zhuoer no matter what, this policeman can't do it.
Moreover, because of Xu Heng's pregnancy, Chen Zhuoer also had to fully take over the industry left by his brother that had not been confiscated, the most important thing is people, Chen Dongye has a large number of brothers around him, if these people lose their backbone and flow into society, then what will be the consequences, Chen Zhuoer graduated from the Police Academy, and knows better than anyone else.
That's why she was just a little girl in her early twenties, and she forced herself to start living with so many fierce men.
Eliminate all the illegal transactions in Chen Dongye's original hands, and wash them down little by little.
This is easy to say, but it is too difficult to do, not only to convince the lowly people, but also to be able to maintain profits, without the money to support the family, who wants to follow a little girl to work hard.
It's hard, and it's really hard.
Xu Heng has never regretted what she has done, but she is really distressed about Zhuo'er.
As he was talking, Chen Zhuoer came in.
was originally the most lively girl, but now she has a sense of majesty on her face, but when she sees the milk doll sleeping in the crib and heaven lying on the side of the bed, she also smiles.
No matter how much people change, this smile can still see the shadow of the past.
It's just a young and simple girl in her twenties.
Chen Zhuoer was also a little sorry for me, she said: "My sister-in-law had an accident that day, and our people were staring at her with all their hearts, but they forgot about heaven, I have already trained them about this." ”
Those who followed me and Heaven were not only the bodyguards of Ye Gaochi and Peng Zhen, but also the people left by Chen Dongye from Chen Zhuoer's side.
The essence of their work is to be optimistic about Xu Heng and children.
There's no reason for them to leave Xu Heng alone and pay attention to heaven.
I shook my head, "It was an accident that day. ”
It's really an accident, but it's actually a bit inevitable. Because there are too many people following us, all three parties have a sense of infallibility, and they feel that the other party's people will be staring, so there will be a gap.
But these things are in the past, so why bother.
Chen Zhuoer can now stabilize the people left behind by Chen Dongye, and can take care of Xu Heng so well, there is actually nothing to ask of her.
I smiled and said to Chen Zhuoer: "It's all thanks to you, compared with you, we are all useless." ”
Compared with Chen Zhuoer, who has endured so much, Xu Heng and I are really happy.
Chen Zhuoer smiled, but she didn't look sad at all, but said quite heartily: "If you have the ability, you have to use it." I used to want to catch the bad guys, but now I think it's good that I can stop them, who are outside the mainstream of society, from being bad guys. ”
Determined by the environment since childhood, Chen Zhuoer has a deep hatred for all lawbreakers and criminals.
Even once to his brother, he couldn't forgive.
But now, she has not only become the head of these people, but has even found a lot of value in them.
There are actually not many bad people in the sky in this world, just like Chen Dongye's subordinates, in fact, there are more people from poor families, who went to prison when they were young for impulsive fighting, stealing and other crimes.
Although he has been released from prison, he has also become a marginalized person in society.
The lack of education and the lack of clean files make it difficult to find a job.
If you can't find a job here at Chen Zhuoer, it's hard to guarantee that you won't go back to your old job. What Chen Zhuoer said is the truth and helpless.
I gave Chen Zhuo'er a thumbs up, "You're amazing." ”
Chen Zhuo'er pouted, "What's the use of being powerful, my Instructor Tong has no fate with me at all." ”
I don't even know how to answer this.
Jingo? It's really a mystery what kind of person Jin Ge will find to be with in the end.
With Chen Zhuoer taking care of Xu Heng, I don't have anything to worry about, but I still feel a little sad when I want to leave. Xu Heng said: "I planned to sort out Aunt Lin's house back then, but now the house is being demolished too quickly, and when I hear that the place is going to be demolished, there is nothing left when I go to see it." ”
My mother's house was never tidied up with me because I was in a hurry.
It contains all my mother's relics, as well as photos and awards from my childhood to adulthood, and it can be said that all the memories are in it.
If I could, of course I would like to keep them all in my possession.
Ye Gaochi has also said more than once that he wants to see what I was like in the past. But as a result, there are already high-rise buildings there, and what was once there may have become industrial waste.
I can only say to Xu Heng with a little regret: "I'm afraid it's destined, some things, if they don't have them, they just don't have them." ”
It is doomed to the death of my mother, and it is also doomed to the disappearance of everything that can make me nostalgic.
Now I really don't have any regrets.
Ye Gaochi took Heaven to meet his father, the third uncle and the third aunt. I didn't go, not because I didn't want to see it, but because I was afraid to see it. Of course, the old people want us all to stay, and it seems that I am too fragile now, so I am afraid to see the eyes that want me to stay.
It's all gone.
After settling in our luggage at home, we will be back to the United States for one night.
It's really strange, we have actually been in the United States all these years, and it is only a short time to return to China. But it makes people feel layers of burden in their hearts, as if they are out of breath.
Ye Gaochi fell asleep and came to see me.
Ask me, "Are you all packed?" ”
I smiled wryly, "It's only been a few days since I came back, and I've packed a few large boxes of luggage." ”
Especially Heaven's, starting with Jin Ge, Gangchuan, Luo Mi and later Heaven followed them out to play and met people, and the big bags and small bags couldn't wait to bring everything to Heaven.
Ye Gaochi smiled and said: "Because the prince can't leave, Heaven is very unhappy, so Gangchuan has already found a dog in the United States, and someone sent a horse to Heaven, and when they got there, they all came." ”
Now, the house is really going to be a zoo.
I know in my heart who Ye Gaochi said, 'there are other people'.
When I think of him, I still have a dull pain, and I really want to ask Ye Gaochi, "Can you not go back?" ”
I don't know what psychology it is.
But I felt reluctant and didn't want to leave.
But I can't say that, and I can't go back on many things at the end. Ye Gaochi gave up everything in China for me and heaven, and now that he is ready to leave with us, I want to say that I don't want to leave.
It's too capricious.
Even if it is for Ye Gaochi's dedication, we have to go.
For a while, our brother and sister sat opposite each other, and neither of us spoke much.
Sudden knocking on the door.
Because Heaven was asleep, I was afraid that the knock on the door would disturb the child, so I got up and went to open the door.
Ye Gaochi was a little slower than me and followed me.
When I opened the door, there was a sweaty Jin Ge standing outside the door.
He stared at us without blinking, and then said, "Peng Zhen...... Missing. ”
Originally, Jin Ge couldn't control such a thing, Peng Zhen was an adult, and no one else could interfere with where he went. But...... This is no longer the case.
Jin Ge clenched his hands, thinking of what Peng Zhen told him last night, "In the future, you will take good care of the mother and son, I will do what I say and give it to you." ”
Jin Ge's heart trembled.
His appearance was too frightened, and he didn't have the usual composure at all, Rao me and Ye Gaochi were taken aback.
Ye Gaochi was quite calm, "When did you not see you?" Why didn't the people in the back keep up? Are there other people near us? Looking around this neighborhood? ”
When these words are spoken, everyone clears them up.
Peng Zhen has been following me and Heaven for not a day or two.
It's a secret that we all know in our hearts.
It's really sad to say this, he likes to follow us and watch us play. Even now, when Heaven goes out, he will subconsciously look around, as if he is looking for something.
I said in my heart, I actually don't want Peng Zhen to be like this, it's too pitiful.
But what can we do, we can't recognize each other. This is the cruelest part, obviously they are concerned about each other, but they can't recognize each other.
Originally, it was me, I didn't want to, as long as I recognized each other, I had to face the problem of how to explain to the child, and then there was the media and the Peng family. Peng Zhen's current identity is not the same, he has a child, and he has not disclosed it to the media, so what kind of speculation will be aroused, I can't imagine it.
I'm not afraid.
As long as it's heaven, I'm afraid he'll be put on an illegitimate child, or a more ugly title.
After all, in the past few years since Heaven was born and raised, Peng Zhen has not been without scandals, and if Huo Fangfei is beaten upside down, I am afraid that Heaven and I will never be able to raise our heads.
Recently, I'm leaving, and Heaven has been going out with them all day long, I have turned a blind eye, and even thought that if Peng Zhen wants to recognize each other, then admit it. One day we will have to face this problem, and now that we admit it, it may be better for Peng Zhen to explain this problem.
The result was beyond my expectations, and Peng Zhen didn't recognize each other at all.
Even after the child came back, half of Peng Zhen didn't mention it, obviously he was specially advised.
In this way, it became my own passion.
So this thing is also put down.
Jin Ge shook his head, "I've found it all, but no." ”
They have searched all the places where they can find Peng Zhen, and even Huzi searched every property of Peng Zhen, and when they couldn't find anyone at all, they came to find Jin Ge.
Jin Ge, Gangchuan and Luo Mi all sent people to look for a day, but there was no news at all.
You must know that with just a few of them, it is no problem to turn the capital over, let alone find someone.
I haven't been able to find it, so people understand that the situation is probably much more serious than they imagined.
They all know that tomorrow is the day when Lin Flail leaves with the child, and they will not come to the door for help unless they have to. Originally, Luo Mi didn't say that if the child was completely detained, no one would be able to leave.
But Peng Zhen said very seriously at the time, don't move, let her leave quickly.
Given Peng Zhen's recent anomaly.
Jin Ge was silent for a moment before he said, "I'm afraid of him...... I don't want to live anymore. ”