I really can't stand Peng Zhen's sudden clinginess, like a dog skin plaster, I can't wait for him to follow me when I go to the toilet. It's really more difficult to deal with than Heaven, but seeing that his thin people have become much thinner, I don't care about his kind of scoundrel behavior.

It's just that there are some things that I can't compromise with him.

"You stopped me, do you think it's funny?" It's not that my tone is bad, it's that Peng Zhen is too annoying.

Peng Zhen sat on the hospital bed, holding me and not letting go, "What do those doctors have to say, what do you want to know, I'll tell you!" ”

He wouldn't let me see a doctor, and I still don't know a lot about his condition.

It's okay to say other things, but I always insist on this, and don't even let me know what kind of illness he has, so what's the point of me returning to China.

I took a deep breath and knew that Peng Zhen was probably really afraid, so I must not get angry at this time, so I put my arm around his shoulders and said to him in a good voice: "Since I am back, I am going to face it with you, don't be afraid!" No matter what the result is, I will accompany you, and you let me ask if it is okay? There's always a better solution, and you can't just do it. ”

There's always a solution, right?

Peng Zhen always doesn't let me know anything like this, which makes me feel bottomless.

I said a big set, but he waved his big hand and hugged me horizontally, on the hospital bed, I lay crookedly in his arms, this person is now a lot thinner, but the height and bones are still much taller and wider than me, I am in his arms, it looks very thin.

Peng Zhen didn't say anything about his condition first, but complained stiffly, "Didn't you let you eat more?" Why are you still so thin, holding your arms in your hands! ”

He didn't say that he disliked me, now we really don't say anything about anyone, besides, in the past two days since I came back, someone has sent food every day, which is the best supplement, Peng Zhen didn't eat it himself, so he forced me to eat, saying that I didn't eat it, and he didn't eat either, so I couldn't help it, I could only hold on.

According to this way of eating, if I don't eat to become a big fat man, it will be strange.

I patted Peng Zhen on the shoulder, "Talking about business, how can you talk about all this idle matter, let me tell you, if you let me go to the doctor, I will give you a letter written to you by heaven." ”

I knew that Peng Zhen would not be obedient, so I hid a letter from heaven and waited for him early.

Sure enough, when he heard Heaven's letter, Peng Zhen was like a bear seeing honey, and his eyes lit up, "My son can write letters?" Tsk, it's really my son, smart! Just be smart! ”

He was out of shape like this, and my heart became more and more irritable!

I couldn't help yelling at him: "What the hell do you mean? You don't want me to know, huh? Then I'll go back to the United States, this trip is as if I haven't come back! ”

Sometimes if you don't say some cruel words, Peng Zhen can pretend to be confused with you for a lifetime.

He's a man........ When you are shrewd, you are really shrewd.

When I said this, the cynical expression on Peng Zhen's face couldn't hold back, and his expression became serious. really held people in his hands, so that he could understand how difficult and painful the days when he didn't see her in the past, and he was really reluctant to let go.

Peng Zhen lowered his head and pressed his forehead against mine, because he had lost a lot of weight, his eyes had become much deeper, and they were deeper than before.

He said to me very seriously: "Flails, it's not that I don't want to, but the words that the doctors say are too cruel, and you don't want to know those numbers." Do you believe me? I'm going to be able to hold on, and I'm not afraid of anything for you. ”

His words were like the sharpest needle piercing the softest part of my heart, stinging!

I reached out and cupped his face, "Then you should always let me know how I can help you, right?" I want to help. ”

I want to do something for him, really, this mood is too urgent, even if it is just a small help, I will do it very seriously.

Peng Zhen laughed, I can't see his smile at all now, his pale face has thin cheeks, and his smile is not as sharp as before, but has a lot more soft breath.

I look at it and feel sad.

Peng Zhen said: "You don't have to do anything, just stay by my side, it's no better." I've already told the doctor that I'll have surgery in a few days, and you'll wait for me to come out, okay? And the letter from heaven, you also wait for me to come out and give it to me, I will definitely be able to persevere. ”

It turned out that he had already prepared.

And during this time, I probably wanted to fly to the United States to see me and my children.

Tears were pouring out again, but I wasn't crying wantonly, being strong seemed to be a quality that I had unconsciously, and at this time, I had to be very calm to make him feel empowered.

Snorting, I even laughed, "Okay, I'll be waiting for you to come out." ”

After speaking, I kissed his lips, the kiss that I hadn't seen for a long time, seemed to have turned on the switch of a certain emotion all of a sudden, whether it was me or Peng Zhen, there were too many thoughts and emotions to vent, and it was really at this moment, a little spark could start a prairie fire.

The moment I lay down and touched the sheets, I suddenly woke up and gently pushed him, "No." ”

Peng Zhen has always been obstinate, abstinent for a few years, his eyes are red at this time, and he is no longer willing to speak, so he snorted and continued to do his actions. He knew me so well that he could easily make me emotional.

But no!

I pushed him harder, "You're going to have surgery, you can't do this." ”

I don't know the specific situation of him, but no matter how stupid he is, he understands that as a patient, the taboo of abstinence, where can he still rely on his temperament like this.

Peng Zhen was forcibly interrupted, snorting and panting, and said viciously: "Suffocate me, you will suffer for the rest of your life!" ”

He was so vicious, and I laughed instead.

This man .......

Peng Zhen calmed down for a while before getting up, he was like this, and my movements were a little strange.

Peng Zhen's eyes met, "You're like this, can you blame me for not being able to control it?" ”

Some, indeed....... Unsightly, although the culprit is him!

I sat up anxiously, a little dizzy, and was supported by Peng Zhen and couldn't help but reprimand, "What kind of broken body are you!" ”

I put my head on his chest and didn't speak.

Peng Zhen leaned over and hugged me, and then whispered, "Flail, can I take you somewhere?" ”

I looked up in confusion, he probably couldn't leave the hospital now.

Peng Zhen raised his eyes, as if he said again, the small hospital could stop him.

.......

It's really nonsense, Peng Zhen and I are not adolescent children, and we can hide in Tibet, avoid everyone's eyes, and run out of the hospital.

Not to mention, the mood of sneaking out with him like this is really a bit of a bad feeling of doing bad things behind his parents' backs when he was a child.

Weak-hearted, apprehensive and excited.

After Peng Zhen came out, he took me all the way to take the bus, it was the rush hour of commuting, the bus was simply crowded, he changed into a hospital gown, and looked at a completely thin and tall person, standing on the bus, the end was conspicuous.

"Hold me tight." Peng Zhen said close to my ear.

There were too many people on this bus, so if I didn't want to be crowded, I had to hug him completely and snuggle up in his arms. This kind of experience, for us, has never been before.

I obediently hugged him tightly, and smelled the faint smell of potion on his body.

Once upon a time, the smell on Peng Zhen's body was not like this, he never used any perfume on his body, but the masculine smell of men was always abundant.

I thought it was like gunpowder that I had smelled at the shooting range, and it seemed like the next moment, it would burn and explode.

At this time, he didn't have that fiery smell on him, but it made me feel stable and calm. I hugged Peng Zhen's waist and stood with him in the crowd, like the most ordinary pair of lovers, loving, hugging, and hating to share our love with everyone.

Peng Zhen took me to an old yard, a clean and beautiful old yard that was well maintained.

Such a place is very difficult to find in today's capital, like the old community in the past, gray buildings, only six stories high, and no elevator. There is a big willow tree planted downstairs, and under the tree sits the old man who came out to bask in the sun in the afternoon, which looks warm and warm.

Peng Zhen pulled me upstairs.

The moment I entered the door, I had already guessed, but I was still stunned when I saw everything in front of me.

He did everything in the house where I and my mother were before, and even all the columns were exactly the same as before, if I hadn't come all the way just now, I knew clearly that this was not my mother's house in the demolition area, I'm afraid it would really be difficult to distinguish between real and fake.

Peng Zhen stood beside me, wrapped around my body, and walked with me.

Pulling open the drawer, Peng Zhen said proudly: "I really didn't see it, my daughter-in-law used to study so well, and in the future, heaven's learning will be handed over to you, and there is a daughter-in-law who is a top student to make the best use of it." ”

Peng Zhen said it very smoothly.

In the drawer, I grew up with a certificate, at that time my mother cherished these, all neatly pressed, I left in a hurry, there was no time to take these things away.

When I came back from China for the Chinese New Year, I actually went there to see it at the first opportunity, and it had already been demolished and there was nothing.

It's not without regrets in my heart.

Unexpectedly, they were all put away by Peng Zhen.

Peng Zhen turned his head sideways and kissed my face, "I tidied it up by myself, this is our home in the future, and I haven't let others in." ”

I quarreled about these things in the past, and at that time, the media broke out that Huo Fangfei was in and out of the Xia Mansion, and I said to Peng Zhen angrily, I don't want other women to go in.

I didn't expect him to remember it.

I suddenly didn't know what to say.

Peng Zhen also expected me to say anything, just take me, like a conjoined baby everywhere, the only thing that was put outside was my photo album with my mother, although the conditions were not good at that time, but every year on my birthday, my mother would always take me to take a photo, which was a birthday gift.

Each one has been repeatedly seen by Peng Zhen.

He was particularly annoyed and said: "We have been together for so long, our sons have been born, but we don't even have a photo, you are gone, I can only look at these." ”

My heart hurts sourly.

The days I spent with him were never public, and I didn't even appear in front of people together, and I would think of taking pictures there.

In an era when mobile phones are so common, we don't even have a group photo.

Peng Zhen saw that I was depressed, and quickly changed his attitude, and said to me as if offering a treasure: "You wait for me, I'll give you a surprise!" ”

Then he turned and ran.

I was really sad, so I didn't chase it, but slowly moved around the house alone.

Fingertips scratch the furnishings at home little by little, although it looks exactly the same as in the past, but when you touch it with your hands, you can see that there are still some differences.

Peng Zhen replaced all the furniture that was not very good in the past.

Even all the sharp corners of the furniture are covered in sponge. With my mind moving, I went into the bedroom and opened the closet.

Be amazed by what you see.

It was full of children's clothes.

Baby's clothes, to be exact.

Each piece is folded and well received, and the degree of care can be experienced just by looking at it.

I had the answer in my heart at once, and I couldn't help but reach out and take out one, but it was really small, and it felt only the size of a palm in my hand, the color of baby blue, pink and tender, and it seemed that I could smell the milk smell on it.

People are a little untenable in an instant.

I sat on the big bed in my bedroom, staring at the closet.

Peng Zhen came in with a smile, and when he saw my appearance, he pursed his mouth for a while and stopped talking.

I asked him, "These are heaven's clothes, aren't they?" ”

Peng Zhen nodded slightly.

Something exploded in my heart.

Ye Gaochi told me that when Heaven was in China, Peng Zhen took care of it.

I seem to have naturally thought of luxurious villas and well-taken nannies, and Peng Zhen just took time out of his busy schedule to see such a scene as a child.

It's just that everything in front of me at this time makes me understand that my idea is probably wrong.

Peng Zhen is really like all single fathers, living alone with their children for a few days.

Peng Zhen looked at me a little panicked, so he said: "Heaven came out of the incubator and lived in the villa for a few months, but the house was too big, Heaven didn't seem to like it, and he didn't speak, so I was in a hurry, so I brought the child here." Psychiatrists say that only a warm family environment and close father-child contact can make children feel safe....... I've been studying with the nursery teacher for a while, but I can't do it or it's not good, and I won't talk to me until I leave......"

In his annoyed and weak voice, I suddenly looked up at him, "Peng Zhen, let's get married!" ”