Chapter 254: Asking for Heaven's Forgiveness, Can You Forgive Me?

What moved me more than this news was Xiao Qi's expression, I haven't forgotten that Xiao Qi was actually a little resistant after knowing my true identity, and I haven't forgotten his negative demeanor when he left. But now he is so worried about me, which makes me feel a little warm in my heart.

Xiao Qi saw that I was indifferent, so he was a little anxious, "Really, sister! Don't take it seriously, he's the same age as me, he's nineteen years old this year, and he can take over the family business after the legal age. He wasn't a good guy back then, don't let him calculate. I came so early, and my mom said I would warn you. ”

No wonder Xiao Qi came here so early in the morning, it turned out that he was worried about me.

And Xiao Qi's mother, I remember that she has always been not very friendly to me, and now she can remind me, which shows that it has also changed a little for me. Xiao Qi's sister, I can't be silent when I scream.

whispered to Xiao Qi: "Not to mention that Ye Gaochi and Peng Zhen have always protected me well, just talk about us, if the people of the Huo family calculate me now, can we let him go?" The Ye family is not a vegetarian either. ”

Today's Ye family is really different from back then, and from this, I understand more deeply how important Ye Gaochi is to the Ye family. The difference between the past and the present is that my brother is alone, and there is a world of difference.

Xiao Qi was anxious because he had lost a sister, and his sister was calculated by others back then. At that time, he was still young, and he didn't have the strength to protect, and he didn't even have the ability to remind him more, and now he was nineteen years old, and he didn't want to see his only cousin being framed, so he was so anxious.

Not only him, but his mother, too, was scared.

People seem to be controlled by the memories of the past, and after losing a daughter, they feel that everything will happen again.

But listening to what his cousin said, Xiao Qi was a little awake, the current situation is indeed different from back then, Ye Gaochi had just had an accident, life and death were unknown, and the family was full of enthusiasm for Ye Gaochi's affairs, where would they pay attention to a Xiao Qing.

Xiao Qi was a little embarrassed, although Ye Gaochi was not familiar with Xiao Qi, his high-minded image has always been there. As for Peng Zhen, it was Xiao Qi's idol throughout his youth.

With them here, there really doesn't need him Xiao Qi to worry too much.

I was still young, and I couldn't help but rub Xiao Qi's head, "I'm a sister, and I'm still counting on you to protect me in the future." You have to keep it up. ”

The little boy immediately held his head high.

At this age, in fact, people need to be affirmed.

Looking at Xiao Qi, I felt a little nervous, although I also participated in some forum activities when I was in the United States, but I have never had a serious job in the end. The first is to take care of children, this year is to take care of Peng Zhen, in fact, I still miss my position as a teacher, although teaching is hard and tiring, but watching students have a good time, that sense of achievement is also incomparable to other professions.

When I came out of the kitchen, I saw a particularly funny scene.

On the sofa, Peng Zhen turned his head to the left and heaven's head to the right, obviously vindictive, no one paid attention to anyone, and even gasped for breath, it seemed that the dispute was not light.

The most pitiful thing is the prince, look at Peng Zhen and look at heaven, who is very aware of current affairs, lying between the two of them, and does not make a sound.

Xiao Qi looked at me curiously, and there was actually a smile in his eyes.

It's really a no-brainer. Usually when Peng Zhen and Heaven often have a fighting spirit, I don't think I'm surprised for a long time, but this time I am fighting in front of Xiao Qi, and I still feel a little embarrassed.

I took a few steps forward, "What's wrong?" ”

When this kind of rush to answer, Peng Zhen naturally had an advantage over heaven, and immediately complained to me, "He is disobedient!" ”

Heaven, who was accused of disobedience, ignored and did not refute at all, and the little man slipped off the sofa, and the little body walked into the room with great energy, and the door was slammed.

Xiao Qi looked left and right, and felt that it was better not to face such a scary Peng Zhen, in Xiao Qi's impression, Peng Zhen had never been cold and murderous, and he didn't know why he hadn't seen him for a few years, and he would show this coquettish expression. At Xiao Qi's age, when he wanted to show himself the most, he really couldn't accept that Peng Zhen, who was once as powerful as a Transformer, became like this.

Xiao Qi said, "I'll go in and see heaven." ”

Xiao Qi walked over, I looked at Peng Zhen with my hands crossed on my chest, although Peng Zhen took the lead, but what kind of child Heaven is, I know in my heart.

Peng Zhen was stared at by me, and he really had no choice but to reluctantly say: "I'm also for his good!" What's so good about studying alone in the United States, no one hurts when you're alone, and when you go to school in China, I can still pick up and drop off every day! ”

It turned out to be this thing.

Of course I understand what Peng Zhen has in mind, and to be honest, I also feel a little distressed that Heaven went to school alone.

But.......

Heaven doesn't want to.

He said that he liked it and that he had a lot of good friends there, especially the teachers there. He liked it so much that he didn't want to change schools.

In my own distress, compared with Heaven's persistence, I still chose to support Heaven.

Heaven is different, what he likes to do, what he wants to live, I have always been very supportive.

So in the face of Peng Zhen's statement, I can only answer, "Peng Zhen, we said okay." ”

Although he is still a child, he has always had his own ideas and is not our vassal. You can't force it by force, and that's not what we want to see.

How could Peng Zhen not know this.

But he just couldn't bear it!

This is not just to negotiate terms with Heaven, as long as Heaven is willing to stay in China, he can take Heaven to Africa to see the Great Migration. Who knew that Heaven didn't even want such a consistent favorite activity, that is, to go back to the United States to go to school.

It's really infuriating.

Peng Zhen was annoyed and angry, and said unhappily: "I don't know who the little temper is like, why is he so stubborn." ”

As soon as he said this, Heaven opened the door of his bedroom, and carried his backpack behind him, Heaven's backpack was always very large, and every time we wanted to buy him a smaller model suitable for children, he was unwilling.

Not only does he have a backpack behind him, but he also has a camera hanging in front of him, and he looks like he is going on a long trip.

The little face was cold, and he didn't pay attention to people, and he was about to go out.

Without waiting for me to move, Peng Zhen ran faster than me, "What are you going to do?" ”

Heaven ignored him at all, bypassing him and going out, Peng Zhen reached out and grabbed the handle of heaven's backpack, heaven was like a little turtle dancing in the air, struggling hard.

But that's it, Heaven still doesn't speak.

Peng Zhen snorted, he really had a headache, "Are you running away from home?" Who gave you the right, huh? How old you are, you dare to go. ”

I was afraid that Peng Zhen would not hurt heaven lightly or severely, so I ran over and hugged the child, "Heaven? ”

Heaven looked at me, his eyes were red, obviously very aggrieved.

Where can I see that Heaven is about to cry, even Xiao Qi was a little silent, and said to Peng Zhen: "Fifth uncle....... He's still young. ”

How can an adult be angry with a child?

Heaven hugged my neck and whispered in my ear, "Flails, I want to go home." ”

Obviously, the home in his mouth at this time is not here.

It was only then that I realized that the fighting spirit between Heaven and Peng Zhen just now was not the ordinary kind of 'you stare at me, I stare at you'. Listening to heaven's small tone, the aggrieved almost wanted to cry the next moment.

I patted Heaven on the back, "Tell me how he messed with you, okay?" ”

Heaven's little body twisted, and tears had already fallen, falling on my neck, cool.

He still has a camera on his chest, and I can't be next to him even if I hold him, I can't care so much, and through the camera, I pick up Heaven. At this time, the child can't ask hard, I hugged heaven and said softly, "Then don't you cry first, okay?" If you go out with tears in your eyes, your little face will be scratched. ”

Heaven may be because there are other people, their faces are completely buried in my neck, but the tears still keep falling.

I took the child to see Peng Zhen and asked with my eyes, how did he provoke the child, why did he cry like this, Heaven has been back for so long, and he has not cried like this.

Besides, the child didn't make a sound at all, and he didn't make a lot of noise, just crying so silently that it really broke people's hearts.

Where can Peng Zhen be angry with the child at this time, that is his heart and liver, usually vindictive, but if he really wants to make the child feel a little unhappy, he can't stand it first.

Anxious and sweaty.

He just told Heaven that he would not go to school in the United States, as long as he returned to China, he would take him to Africa, and he would be redundant, but he really didn't say a word.

Peng Zhen circled around for the two women who hugged each other, and Heaven didn't look up at him, his little furry head was hidden, and he didn't want to give him a look.

It is definitely not a way to go on like this, I said to Peng Zhen: "You greet Xiao Qi, I will go and wash my face for heaven." ”

I carried Heaven into the room, Peng Zhen stared at Xiao Qi outside, in this case, although Xiao Qi was worried about Heaven, he also knew that it was better to go first.

After saying hello, I left first.

Leaving Peng Zhen to walk around the living room.

.......

I carried Heaven into the house, washed Heaven's face, and put down my backpack first, and then asked him, "Can you be honest with me, you really cried to go back to school?" ”

Heaven nodded, then shook his head again.

This child, although there is no problem at all when he goes first and speaks, is still not very good at expression.

I could only ask step by step, "Then you don't like Peng Zhen?" ”

Heaven nodded, then shook his head again.

I was a little confused by heaven, but I was used to being dependent on my children, and I didn't have any adult frame when I spoke, so I directly said what I meant in my heart, "Heaven, if you don't say it, I don't know how you feel in your heart, this will only make me anxious and make you sad, we shouldn't be like this." ”

Heaven looked at me for a while, and then said intermittently: "Ye Gaochi and Qin Zhen have a baby, and you and Peng Zhen will also have a baby, I ...... I'm still ...... Go back to school. ”

As he spoke, he cried again.

Tears were falling like they were falling.

Last night, Ye Gaochi proposed to Qin Zhen and Peng Zhen to me, of course this is a beautiful thing in the eyes of our adults, but in the eyes of heaven, it is not so.

In those years in the United States, although Ye Gaochi and I were brother and sister, in heaven's heart, we actually occupied the role of parents, and the family relationship in the triangle was stable and strong. But now it is obvious that this relationship has been broken, Ye Gaochi has Qin Zhen and has his own child, and recently Qin Zhen is in the first trimester again, and it is inevitable that he will be a little cold to Heaven. And I, Heaven and Peng Zhen are fighting, I always have to balance, I can't completely follow Heaven like before.

In Heaven's heart, this is undoubtedly a kind of abandonment, we all have our own families, so Heaven can only go back to school.

In his mind, only schools may be the most reliable nowadays.

I wiped the tears from heaven's face, my heart was broken, the child is always sensitive and incredible, he can feel the change in the attitude of the people around him. I have never told Heaven before, at this time, when it is time not to be vague, I said to Heaven: "That's not the case, you are my little baby with Peng Zhen, you are our treasure, do you understand?" It's the same as Ye Gaochi and Qin Zhen cherishing their little baby. ”

Heaven still cried, shook his head, and said intermittently, "No! I asked Peng Zhen what it looked like when I was in your belly. Qin Zhen's little baby has a photo, why don't I have it! I asked Ye Gaochi if every baby has a photo, and he said yes, but I don't, I'm not your child! ”

After saying that, Heaven burst into tears.

That heart-rending howl.

I really didn't expect Heaven to think of going here, why isn't it our child, I hugged Heaven and hurriedly explained, "You are our child, I am my mother, Peng Zhen is my father, how can it not be our child!" ”

When Peng Zhen rushed in, he saw Heaven crying breathlessly.

It was as if his hands and feet were tied.

Helplessly explained, "Let you go back to school, you can do whatever you want, don't cry, okay?" ”

He didn't know what Heaven said, but when he saw Heaven crying, he couldn't stand it.

The soldiers were in a panic, I held the child and turned my head to look at Peng Zhen, "Is the B-ultrasound that I checked out that I was pregnant when I was still there?" "I don't know the bottom of my heart when I asked, it was so messy back then, where can I keep these.

Peng Zhen was stunned for a second, and then said, "I'm here, I'll get it for you!" ”

I followed Peng Zhen with heaven in my arms, watching him quickly open the cabinet and take out the picture from the bottom cabinet, which was a little yellow after many years.

Peng Zhen held it in his hand, like a baby.

This is what I left when I was sent to the hospital by Gu Xia and them, and there is only this one, and then I raised the fetus at Assistant Bai's house, and I never left such a thing again.

It's really sad to say.

At that time, Heaven was only the size of a broad bean, so I couldn't see anything at all.

Heaven looked at it for a while, then looked up at Peng Zhen, "Why didn't you propose when I had me in the belly of that flail?!" ”

When Qin Zhen was pregnant with a baby, Ye Gaochi proposed.

Then why didn't Peng Zhen propose when I was pregnant with heaven.

Peng Zhen's head was sweating layer by layer, and he really didn't know how to answer the child's question. Heaven had just cried, his eyes were red, and there was a bag of tears in it.

The words that came out could simply stab people's hearts, "Ye Gaochi likes little baby very much, don't you like me at that time, so you don't propose." ”

Children's divergent thinking is simply not something that adults can keep up with.

Peng Zhen also didn't expect that he would be able to solve so many problems in heaven after proposing marriage once.

I understand that heaven is actually afraid, when we were in the United States, we deliberately did not let heaven call mother, because if there is a mother, there must be a father, and I am afraid that the child will ask, so I don't say it, just like foreign children, I call the name directly.

Last night's marriage proposal had a different meaning to Heaven.

It means that his two most important people are going to be separated.

Although it is a mother and an uncle, the child is full of insecurity.

Moreover, Peng Zhen was so eager that he couldn't wait to take me and Heaven by his side immediately. This eagerness was misunderstood by Heaven, and it became that Peng Zhen actually didn't like him.

I understand that heaven may be suspected of being vexatious, after all, children have been ignored by us for so long, and they always have to bounce back.

But some words are indeed the magnification of heaven's psychological shadow.

Peng Zhen looked at Heaven and then at me, and felt that things might not be as simple as transferring schools. He stretched out his hand and hugged Heaven over, and said to Heaven very seriously: "When your mother was pregnant with you, I did something wrong, so she got angry with me and took you to the United States." I ask for your mother's forgiveness now, and I ask heaven's forgiveness, can you forgive me? ”