Chapter 264: Intention (2)

"Parents?"

Lin Zifeng heard Luo Bing say this, but he suddenly remembered that he seemed to have not thought about the two people who raised him for a long time.

If it weren't for that home, maybe I wouldn't have come out.

Before he walked out of the house, in fact, his feelings for those two people were so simple that there was only resentment left.

There were so many things that happened in the years when he was growing up, and he wanted to find a right and wrong when he was young, but right and wrong were always not worth mentioning in some relationships.

The identities of both parties were doomed from the beginning, and the wrong person could only be him.

Because of this, Lin Zifeng, who couldn't get results, finally chose to completely cut off contact with his family after he endured it until college.

Sometimes when he thinks about what happened in those years and the decision he made in the end, he can't help but feel a little emotional, and a little admires himself.

You must know that at that time, he was almost on the verge of dropping out of school, beating and humiliating all day long, so that Lin Zifeng had completely lost the idea of surviving.

But at this moment, he suddenly had an idea.

Why should he bear the consequences of other people's mistakes? In the end, you are the only one who punishes and hurts you like this, isn't it?

Perhaps this is Lin Zifeng's greatest potential, he can keep a relatively calm mind at any time.

He quickly analyzed everything he had endured in the past few years from beginning to end, and finally came to the conclusion that no matter how hard he tried, he could not get the desired result, and those two people would never give in to him in the slightest.

Then the decision that changed his life came to mind.

Lin Zifeng felt that he needed to leave, leave this home, and live in a different environment.

And what happened later was almost exactly the same as he imagined, after leaving the original family environment, even if he felt tired every day because of his part-time job, without the constraints of those two people, coupled with a full schedule of daily activities, he quickly got out of that depressed state of life.

Even the already tense relationship between the two sides, which was already as hostile, finally eased when he picked up the phone one day.

Distance produces beauty, and it also makes people more aware of the relationship between each other.

It wasn't until Lin Zifeng graduated from college and came to Z City to live alone, and the relationship between him and the two people in his family basically returned to the same level as other families.

As long as you don't go back, maybe you can stay like this.

After Luo Bing said this, he remembered that he had been desperately trying to live since the beginning of the disaster, what was it for.

It's not just the instinct to survive, but also the fact that I know that the two people in the family, my parents, may be waiting for me to go back.

This is the reason why he has worked so hard to establish a safe and reliable base for himself.

Otherwise, according to Lin Zifeng's strength at this time, even if he went to D City alone, who could stop him?

But then, if you find the parents you haven't seen for years, where should you take them? Follow him on his wanderings, or do you live under someone else's territory?

The world has become what it is now, and the only result under the fence is to be used as cannon fodder, and those untouchables are the best examples.

Even if it's a little better, it's just a pawn in someone else's hand that can be discarded.

Therefore, before finding your parents, you must first establish your own base, so that no matter what happens in the future, you can have enough ability to deal with it.

But now that you have a base, do you have a base?

Lin Zifeng was also a little confused, he already had two territories and four or five hundred people to listen to his command, but he still didn't feel very at ease, as if some danger would suddenly come.

He didn't know where the feeling came from, but it grew stronger as time went on.

At the same time, he didn't know what he was going to do in the future, searching for survivors, stockpiling supplies, building walls, all of which obviously took a long time.

But can their families afford to wait that long?

They may have been torn to pieces by their mutated neighbors and swallowed into their stomachs, or they may have hobbled around the house like everyone else, becoming ghosts in the old building.

No one knows how they ended up now, and no one knows if what they have done will come to fruition.

If by then, it was really the worst possible outcome, as he thought, then what was he doing now?

As if feeling the sadness that suddenly enveloped Lin Zifeng, Luo Bing quietly put his face on his chest, only to feel that the heartbeat in his ears seemed to become a little heavy.

"No matter what the outcome is, I will be with you."

The woman whispered, and a wet sensation came from his chest.

Lin Zifeng subconsciously hugged her tightly, and the two kissed together passionately, and separated again after a long time.

"I don't think I've heard anything about your family, aren't you going to go back and have a look?"

He looked at the woman lying next to him at this time and asked with some curiosity, the two of them have been together for so long, and it is indeed rare to hear Luo Bing talk about his family.

But Luo Bing still didn't mean to answer, but just shook his head with a gloomy expression.

Seeing that she didn't want to say more, Lin Zifeng didn't continue to ask, the depressed mood just now had faded a lot at this time, and his heart quickly returned to his former calmness.

"I'll have to go back and see if I do, anyway. If they live, then take them, and if they die, let them be laid to rest. ”

Lin Zifeng once again strengthened the thoughts in his heart, and then began to think carefully about his future plans.

Luo Bing saw that he was back to normal, a smile appeared on his face, and after thinking about it, he gave him a suggestion.

"Since Lu Shengyun's affairs here have been temporarily busy, why don't we go to other places to take a look? Anlu District is so big, he must be the only one who occupies the king, listen to his tone, the Lu Group has other gathering places here. Eggs can't be put in one basket, and we should probably be in contact with other people. ”

When she said this, she reminded Lin Zifeng that she seemed to have been in Lu Shengyun's territory since she entered Anlu District.

Luo Bing is right, the Lu Group sits on the treasure mountain of grain, and the people who can develop it must be far more than Lu Shengyun, maybe it's time to leave him and go to other places.

But where to go?

After thinking about it, he still didn't have a clue, and in the end it was Luo Bing who dispelled his doubts.

"You forget, not far after we crossed the Bali River Bridge, there was a food processing factory. It's just that I was scared by the big bird and the black fish at that time, so I left directly. ”

And a food processing plant? But what kind of processing plant will be opened near the Bali River?

Lin Zifeng was a little puzzled, he knew very little about these things, but even if he decided to finish his work here, he would listen to Luo Bing's words and go over there to have a look.