Chapter 188: Unswerving
"I understand that you want to save our mother and daughter now, but I want to apologize to you, I will raise the child no matter what, until he grows up I will tell him who his biological father is." Zhou Lingyi held on to the railing of the prison with both hands. wanted to touch Xiao Chengtian inside, Xiao Chengtian was indeed standing far away, and he couldn't let Zhou Lingyi's arm touch it at all.
"When he knows that he really wants to, I'll go to you that day, wait for me on Huangquan Road, okay?"
Zhou Lingyi's eyes were full of tears.
"Why are you always so messy? I have already told you, I will remarry with peace of mind in the future, your sister is the queen, and your father has made meritorious contributions. Even if you are above the tide in the future, there will not be many people who are embarrassed for you in the mouths of the people, you only need to marry an innocent husband to completely reverse the embarrassment in the second half of your life. Xiao Chengtian looked at Zhou Lingyi in front of him after all, and finally recalled the years of their childhood sweethearts, they were beautiful and moving girls with moods, so they accompanied her for several lives, accompanied her to hell, it was too miserable for Zhou Lingyi, he himself came to this point by himself, but he never regretted it, fighting for his life's dream is an extremely rare thing for him, and it is also the only thing in this life, so he must do it in this life, Otherwise, even if he can really spend his life safely, he is not reconciled, but Zhou Lingyi is a different person from him, he just wants a stable life and a happy family from beginning to end.
Xiao Chengtian knew that when he married her, he was also full of confidence, and felt that he would give her everything and make her the happiest woman in the world, but now looking back, she found that she had done very badly, and it was far from enough, they didn't even have the peace and happiness that ordinary couples lived, and when they progressed, for the two of them, there was only endless fatigue.
Xiao Chengtian saw Zhou Lingyi's tears rolling down because of his words. Xiao Chengtian took the initiative to take a few steps forward in one breath, and then stretched out his hand through the gap in the fence and gently hugged Zhou Lingyi, "Little girl, don't cry, do you remember when the two of us first met?" At that time, you loved to cry as much as you do now, and you always dragged my clothes to wipe your tears and nose. ”
When the two of them first met, the two parties were only about three or four years old, and Zhou Lingyi couldn't remember whether he really chased him to wipe his nose at the beginning. Xiao Chengtian's memory is very clear, he once felt that the little girl in front of him was a crying child, and felt that he was a little unlikeable, just like those kittens and dogs raised in the palace liked to stick to his back and beg for food.
But later, the two of them slowly grew up in the years of childhood sweethearts, and really became old and affectionate and intentional, both sides silently understood each other's thoughts, even if they didn't chat, didn't write, didn't express their love through these clear ways, only one look has already understood each other's true intentions.
This may be the purest love between the two of them, this love gradually ferments in their hearts, and finally develops to the point that it cannot be reversed.
"Promise me that you will live well after I die, okay? We also have a daughter, and she still thinks so, you always have to protect her as she grows up. Xiao Chengtian said.
"And even if our daughter grows up, we can't guarantee what kind of storms she will experience in the future, you can't let her even leave the last loved one around her, so ah, you can accompany her until she is old."
Zhou Lingyi is almost crying to death now, but he is still trying to control his emotions, because although they are now saying that they are parting with life and death, they are not sure when Xiao Chengtian was executed? So he hoped that he could make Xiao Chengtian feel happy in his last days, instead of seeing him crying.
"Don't worry, I will definitely protect our children." This is the only promise that Zhou Lingyi can make now.
"By the way, haven't I given our child a big name yet? Only Xiao Ming can't do it. ”
Zhou Lingyi was already determined when she was pregnant, and this nickname was An'er. Whether it's a boy or a girl, the name is very easy to use.
Xiao Chengtian also agreed at that time. Thinking that Xiao Ming will call it this first, as for what the big name is, you have to wait until the child is born to think about one.
As a result, the child was not around when he was born, and he had seen so many times for so long after the child was born, and he had not even kissed and hugged the child properly, and now his father was about to die. If there is nothing to leave for the child, then leave the child with a nice name.
"Xiao Min." Xiao Chengtian thought for a few minutes before saying the name.
"What do you think of the name? Does it sound good? ”
Xiao Chengtian asked Zhou Lingyi.
Zhou Lingyi said: "Sensitive and studious, I don't know that the price is a good name, I hope our daughter will be smart and love to learn in the future." ”
Xiao Chengtian didn't actually think so much in his mind, he originally wanted to choose a good name for his daughter, but when she returned to the capital, he found that he had been completely blinded by the desire for power, and there was no room for other blind people in his eyes, whether it was his own daughter or not, he wanted to spend his mind on this juncture.
Xiao Chengtian is now dying, and he has always thought of his daughter, he should leave something precious for him, and the meaning of their family being together now is only a handful.
But Xiao Chengtian is a little bit now, and he doesn't want to expect anything else, anyway, in the end, his life is just a bamboo basket for nothing, he wants to get something, but he doesn't get it after all, and now at this juncture, he has accepted his fate, hoping that his wife and daughter can be safe.
"Let's go, if you stay here for too long, there will be bad rumors about you after all." The things that Xiao Chengtian should have explained have been almost explained.
Zhou Lingyi is now as reluctant as he wants, her husband is about to add Brother Yong to him, why is he willing to leave so soon in the last meeting? So he refused to let go, and he hugged Xiao Chengtian to death. "No, I'd like to stay with you a little longer, and they didn't have work time when they didn't come to urge us to go to work anyway, so I'm going to stay with you until the evening." Although Zhou Lingyi is an obedient girl, she also has the word persistence engraved in her bones.
"Why are you doing this? Spend time here with me, the longer you stay, the more painful memories you will have in the future. Xiao Chengtian said.
"Let's go, head high, go out, and treat our daughter well."
Zhou Lingyi still refused to move. Xiao Chengtian called out to the prison guards next to him and asked them to take Zhou Lingyi out directly.
When Zhou Lingyi was dragged out in the end, the whole person had already cried into a tearful person, and he couldn't even rely on his own ability, and his combat power was completely supported by others helping him.
Zhou Yunyi had long expected the situation inside, it might not be very good, so she didn't dare to go, and after handing over the child to the wet nurse, she kept standing outside the cell and pacing back and forth, waiting for her sister to come out.
As soon as Zhou Yunyi saw several people carrying Zhou Lingyi out of the door of the dungeon.
"What's going on? How do you cry like this? Zhou Lingyi's face became very ugly, and she even felt a little suffocated.
"Maybe it's too sad, too sad, I haven't stopped crying, but now it should be because of weakness, I fainted directly from crying, and we don't dare to move easily, you better quickly ask the doctor to come and see him."
Zhou Yunyi immediately found Dr. Zhang to see his sister, and Dr. Zhang's answer was that he was too sad, so he cried and fainted, but it was no big deal, he directly pricked a few injections and prescribed a few pairs of medicines, so that he could take it on time.
Zhou Yunyi saw that her sister had become like this directly, let alone anything with children, and she couldn't even take care of herself, so she went to the nurse again and told him to get ready and take care of the child for a long time.
When Zhou Yunyi passed by, he saw that his milk was very sufficient, and he thought of Zhou Lingyi's thin appearance, so he immediately fell out of the ashes and went to be a wet nurse for An'er.
Zhou Yunyi looked at the current scene and felt that it was completely correct to find a wet nurse in the first place.
In fact, these children born as royal relatives should have been brought by wet nurses, and as mothers, they can completely enjoy life and the service of others, but Zhou Lingyi is a very different person, after she gave birth to the child, she did not hand the child to the confinement lady or nanny, but she also took the initiative to take care of the child, and even reduced the number of palace maids and eunuchs who served beside her by half compared with the original.
Although the child is accompanied by a wet nurse, Zhou Yunyi is still a little uneasy in the end, so he will run every other time. The girl took a look at the sleeping baby.
"Or what? Are you okay? ”
Zhou Yunyi asked the nurse.
"This little girl has a big appetite, she just fell asleep after feeding it, and she didn't cry or make trouble, which was very cute."
Zhou Yunyi watched the children in the cradle sleep more sweetly. There is also a small red belly pocket tied to his body.
"It's good to be able to eat and sleep."
Zhou Yunyi felt that her little niece was really a poor child, who was about to lose her father after being born for so long. His mother almost followed his father, leaving him alone in the world.