Chapter 201
Xiao Chengze didn't think so in his heart, he felt that Zhou Lingyi had chosen to give up, even if this child could really see this child in the future, there was a high probability that he would not recognize him, if the two of them recognized each other, it meant that this child was left by a traitor, and the child would be shrouded in a shadow for him, and he would not let his child fall into this kind of situation.
"I think it's better to just treat it as a child of the two of us, so that he can still have sexual intercourse, and can receive a good education and enjoy a good life in his palace, which should also make up for some of the lack of parents by his side."
Xiao Chengze's idea is actually very much in consideration of An'er's future, you must know that the daughter of a criminal minister and the daughter of the emperor must be very different.
Xiao Chengtian is not a good father, even letting his daughter be surnamed Xiao is a problem now, if Xiao Chengze can call his daughter Xiao like this in the future, it will naturally not be a problem.
"I've never thought about this problem, this is certainly good for the child's future development and growth, my brother always feels a little sorry for my sister, he has no husband and stays alone in the temple, we now recognize his only daughter in our name, how will we tell the child about his biological mother in the future? Actually, it's in a nunnery in the suburbs. ”
"When the child is older, he will naturally understand, now he is still young, if you wait until ten years, the child will be in his teens, and the teenagers will bear a lot more than we think, you don't have to worry about that." Xiao Chengze has already made this decision, so he hopes that Zhou Yunyi can also agree that there are no children between the two of them, and the two of them also like children very much for the time being, and it is not a bad thing to have such a daughter by his side.
Even if Zhou Yunyi has no experience, she has a wet nurse by her side to take care of her, she only needs to give the child a certain amount of maternal love and warmth at that time.
"Okay then." Zhou Yunyi is willing to treat her sister's child as her own.
Zhou Yunyi and Xiao Chengze chatted enthusiastically outside the door, but the scene in the room was a little cold, and even a little silent.
Xiao Chengyu had already thought about it on the way here, and in the face of Situ Rou, he must say more encouraging words to make him happy. But when he really saw Situ Rou, all the words were like a piece of rice cake, all stuck to his throat, there was no way to make a sound, he didn't know what to say at all, he thought about it for a long time, and he didn't know what to say, but he held a teacup tightly in his hand, as if he was invisibly releasing pressure.
"I'm leaving soon, and if there is no situation, I don't think I will come back in this life. I know you didn't mean to estimate it. Situ Rou waited for a long time and didn't see the person on the other side open his mouth to speak, so he had no choice but to read his inner monologue, he had never prepared, nor did he think about taking a look at Xiao Chengyu before leaving, in his heart, as long as he said goodbye to Zhou Yunyi and Xiao Chengze before leaving.
"No, I wanted to come on my own, but after seeing you, all the words seemed to be unspeakable." Xiao Chengyu hurriedly denied it.
"If you are still willing to treat me as a friend in the future, you can go over there to see me, but I may not settle anywhere, if I really find a place where I am willing to settle, I will write to you." Situ Rou didn't want to worry about those details anymore, and now for him, staying away from this place of right and wrong was the greatest relief for him, so he calmly expressed his true thoughts in his heart.
"Actually, I've always admired you, I've always been a heroic girl in my heart, and I'm a capable girl, it's that I'm not capable, it's that I'm too much for me to be able to meet the two of us, you have done a lot of things that make my heart warm, I know that until now, I don't have the qualifications to say these cool things in front of you, and it may even sound like there is no logic in what I said." Xiao Chengyu said. "But I really treat you as a friend, your departure makes me feel sad, if the conditions allow, I will definitely let you stay in the capital, but now in the court, there are many people among the people who will affect you, and the royal brother and sister-in-law will also let you leave the palace in consideration of this problem, I just want to tell you, no matter what they say about you, you will always be the best handsome girl in my heart."
Xiao Chengyu's call is really a language and logic, and there is no clear coherence at all, even if he says what he thinks, it can be regarded as a true expression of his feelings.
Situ Rou smiled softly, "I understand, I also treat you as a friend, so let's see you again in the future." ”
Situ Rou is now completely relieved, Situ Rou has always understood a truth that the twisted melon is not sweet, not to mention that the two of them are just their own wishful thinking from beginning to end, even if he has the ability to twist the melon, he does not have the mind to twist the melon, now for the two of them, forgetting each other in the rivers and lakes is the best thing, and there is no need to do anything evil before leaving, what evil things to say, the two of them just said goodbye to each other plainly, if there is a bland hello in the future, it can be regarded as a life in vain.
Xiao Chengyu lowered his head again, and couldn't say anything, he felt a little guilty in his heart for Situ Rou, not only because he rejected Situ Rou at that time, but because Situ Rou had been a hero for so many years, but now in the hearts of the people, he ended up with such a disgraced end. Xiao Chengyu also felt a chill.
"I'm tired today, so be it, you don't have to come to see you off when I leave tomorrow morning, I know your injuries are not healing." Situ Rou has always been a self-reliant and self-reliant person, even if he is now at the lowest point in his life, and no one can help him get out of this trough, but he still doesn't want to show his weakness in front of others.
Xiao Chengyu heard the meaning of Situ Rou's painting, Mu Mu stood up in a daze, and said another word before leaving. "Take care."
After Xiao Chengyu came out, he saw Zhou Yunyi and Xiao Chengze standing at the door, "You won't come out so soon?" Zhou Yunyi finally arranged this meeting, but he didn't expect that the time for the two people to talk was short and short, if it was a modern way of timekeeping, it would only be about ten minutes of chatting, you must know that in the first five minutes of these ten minutes, the two of them were still silent.
Xiao Chengyu actually wanted to say more, but in that embarrassing atmosphere, he didn't know how to freely express what he said, all of which were chaotic, and even he himself felt that he was sick or not, why he spoke upside down, there was no logic at all.
"Farewell is such a thousand words on the lips, there must be nothing to say." Xiao Chengze seemed to see something to help Xiao Chengyu break the siege.
"I understand all this. I just don't want you to have regrets. Zhou Yunyi knew that Xiao Chengyu felt guilty in his heart because he rejected Situ Rou before, so he wanted to take this opportunity to let him confirm himself well, and he didn't let his guilt plant seeds in his heart.
Situ Rou originally planned to leave the school the next morning, but who knew that he took advantage of the hazy night before dawn, so he quickly walked out of the city gate with a token alone.
Zhou Yunyi wanted to chase after him when he learned the news, but he couldn't catch up.
The guard guarding the door handed him a letter left by Situ Rou.
I'm leaving. I haven't figured out exactly where it is, but if I do settle down, I'll write to you. Forget-me-not.
Signed, Situ Rou
Situ Rou didn't write any pretentious words in the letter, nor did she write any parting pain, but just used dozens of words to represent her farewell in this way.
Zhou Yunyi looked at the remaining gold, silver and jewelry in Situ Rou's room, and couldn't help but sigh with emotion, Situ Rou is really an eagle soaring in the sky, these things are specially prepared by him, that is, he hopes that when Situ Rou goes to live in the south, he can live more affluently and freely, who knows that Situ Rou These things are the same in the end, and he didn't take them away.
The only thing Situ Rou took away was the spear and sword that had been fighting with her for many years.
Xiao Chengze announced Situ Rou's exile to the outside world, but did not say where he was exiled, nor did he have any specific details.
The court is now busy with many other things, such as the reassembly of all the officials' positions, so it doesn't matter whether he is exiled or not, the reason why this kind of information is revealed is mainly to the people of the capital.
After Xiao Chengze went down, he was wearing a thick cotton coat in the corridor and didn't know what he was thinking.
"It's been a cold winter this year." Xiao Chengze feels that this year's winter seems to be colder than the usual winter.
"Yes, Your Majesty seems to be particularly cold this year." Xiao Chenzi is a person who has a very strong perception of cold and warmth, once it is hot, he feels that it is too hot to be good, and once it is cold, he also feels so cold that it is not good.
Xiao Chengze estimates that it will snow in two days, and it will become even colder when it snows, and Xiao Chengze knows that this year's winter will definitely be difficult. In the past, there was a flood, which caused a large area of grain, but now it is here again, and there is a war in winter, and a lot of materials and food have been thought of, and this winter is destined to be very difficult.
Xiao Chengze suddenly said: "Let's reduce taxes this year." ”