Chapter Eighty-Nine: An Chang'an
Lang rode a bamboo horse and went around the bed to make green plums. Living together for thousands of miles, the two have no suspicions.
The year Bai Xi went was the thirty-fifth year of my marriage to her.
Xixi and I went from childhood sweethearts to whiteheads, from school uniforms to wedding dresses, we are a couple that everyone envies.
But I know that Hee-hee's heart is no longer all about me, because of the dream I created for her because of my own cleverness.
I made her go through a lot of pain in her dreams, and only then would she cherish me more in the real world.
When she was in a car accident, I saw Xiao Cichao of the Xiao family tightly protecting her in his arms, Xiao Cichao's body was covered with blood, and my Xixi body was also full of blood.
But later I learned that Xixi was almost uninjured, it was Xiao Cichao's blood.
Xiao Cichao died in the first place, Bai Xi suffered a serious head injury, and the doctor said that she may not wake up for the rest of her life.
Just when we were all grief-stricken, we didn't expect Hee Hee to wake up.
She grabbed me and asked Xiao Cichao? Where did Xiao Cichao go?
I cruelly told her the answer she didn't want to accept: "He's dead!" β
Bai Xi was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and screamed frantically, hammering himself.
"Why! It's all because of me, why am I here! Yes! β
"Why did Xiao Cichao die! Why wasn't it me who died! β
I hugged her tightly, but she struggled like crazy "Let go of me, I'm going to find him!" β
I burst into tears, but I still had the doctor tranquilizer her.
I'm not convinced, why I have been with her childhood sweetheart for more than 20 years, and I can't compare to the cousin of a friend she met halfway, I really don't accept it.
But reason tells me that I can wait, that time will dilute her sadness, and then we can be together forever.
After that night, Bai Xi stopped yelling, just sat quietly in a corner of the ward.
Her best friends often come to see her, and every time they go out crying.
Xiao Cichao is her best friend's cousin, I remember that Xiao Cichao and Bai Xi first met when they were 10 years old, and Bai Xi and I first met when they were 3 years old.
I privately found Hee-hee's best friend, and I wanted to know if the relationship between Xiao Cichao and Hee-hee was as I thought, but if they really had a relationship, then why did Hee-hee agree to the proposal!
Xixi's best friend told me the answer: "An Chang'an, you can think of anyone dirty, but don't insult my cousin!" My cousin likes Hee-hee, but he has never bothered Hee-hee once after he knew that Hee-hee was with you, and the only and last time was when I knew that Hee-hee was going to see you, just as he knew that he asked him and Hee-hee to help take care of her all the way in Country B! β
"You should also be glad that my cousin is glorious and didn't use dirty means, otherwise you can't compare to him with a hundred!"
Heh, it turns out that I'm thinking too much, it's okay, as long as Hee Hee doesn't like him!
But the outcome of things always disappoints me, and Hee-hee has hardly spoken to me since she woke up.
Until one night, she committed suicide by slitting her wrists while lying quietly on the bed!
I nearly broke down and sent her to the operating room again.
Why, why, I don't understand!
I stayed by her side all night, and as soon as she woke up, I asked, "Why?" β
She looked at the ceiling expressionlessly, "Xiao Cichao told me he likes me!" β
"What about me! I like you too! β
When Bai Xi heard this, tears immediately gushed out, "But he's dead!" When he said he liked it, he died! β
"If it weren't for saving me, he would have lived well, and his parents wouldn't have suffered such a huge blow! Not only that, but he's also my best friend's cousin! I can't pretend nothing happened at the cost of a human life! β
"Hee-hee, that's his willingness. He likes you, that's his choice, are you responsible for everyone who dies for you! I roared.
After saying that, I was also surprised, how could I say such harsh words to her!
I reacted and immediately apologized to her, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Hee-hee, I'm because I feel so sorry for you! β
"Do you want to listen to me?" Hee-hee ignored my apology.
I took her hand and slowly fell, and I knew that what she said must be something I didn't want to hear.
"What?"
"The moment he threw himself on me, my heart moved!" Hee-hee looked at me calmly, "I've never been so interested in people!" β
What about me, haven't I moved her so much?
This is the answer I don't want to accept the most, she changed her mind, just because Xiao Cichao saved him.
But I feel how lucky I am, fortunately Xiao Cichao is dead, if he doesn't die, I can't think of anything I can do!
"It's okay, I can wait for you, wait for you to like me again, we're still young!"
Bai Xi shook his head, "I know I'm sorry for you, and I will ask my parents to make amends for you." β
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I don't know how I got out of the room or how I got to the doctor.
It's okay, Hee-hee can't accept me now, so I had to let him sleep for a while.
I told her parents that I was going to give Bai Xi a hypnotic psychotherapy, and Xi Xi always thought about suicide because of Xiao Cichao's death because of the psychological burden of Xiao Cichao's death.
Her parents trusted me, so they agreed.
Late one night, I entered the ward with the world's top hypnotist and hypnotized her, but she slept for two years.
I don't know what she's been through in the last two years, and I'm thinking with some viciousness that the worse she has in her dreams, the better it will be for me.
Baek Hee slept for two years...... I will see her every day for the past two years, no matter how long it is, anyway, she won't remember Xiao Cichao after she wakes up again.
But I didn't expect my patience to be so bad, and finally I couldn't help it, and I asked the hypnotist to hypnotize me into her dreams as well.
What I didn't expect was that she still liked someone in her dream, and that person looked exactly the same as Xiao Cichao, and even had a personality.
Oh, so what. As soon as she woke up from the dream, she would never see the person in the dream again.
I know that Xixi is struggling in her dreams, although she has forgotten the Xiao Cichao who died for her, but she is still very painful, she can't let go of me outside, and she can't let go of the "Demon King" who lives and dies with her, so what!
The "Demon Lord" is just a phantom of her, and I am all she has, and no matter how similar the "Demon Lord" looks like Xiao Cichao, it is not Xiao Cichao after all.
However, under my temptation, Bai Xi didn't think of Xiao Cichao at all, all of this was planned by myself.
I repeatedly pressed her, but she still chose to go back to modern times, so the winner belongs to me after all.
I don't know what the ending of Bai Xi was in her dream, but I know that after she woke up again, she became more gentle and quieter.
What makes me happiest is that she no longer mentions Xiao Cichao, even if she occasionally mentions the "Demon Lord", her emotions are faint, and now Xixi really belongs to me!
Later, we were very happy together, we got married, had children, and lived happily together.
After so many years of marriage, we have never blushed or quarreled.
Everything seems to have returned to the beginning, and everything seems to have changed beyond recognition. Because in the dark, I always feel that Xixi has changed, or that all this is Xixi's pretend.
But reason tells me that I can't question her, because I know that sometimes it's good to be confused, and I can't do that to her, because once the last veil between us is cut, then we may really fall apart.
So, it was always so good between us, untilβbefore she left, she put all the truth in front of me.
Later in life, she suddenly became seriously ill, even if it was not a terminal cancer, but her health was still not good, and our children told me that it was her natural decline.
I was amazed, I couldn't understand why she had to go so early, and all I could do was be with her day by day, until the doctor told me she was dying......
On that day, our children were by her side, and there were also good girlfriends who had been with her for decades.
On this day, I really knew that she knew everything, and she had been acting with me all my life.
She had long remembered Xiao Cichao, she had long known everything I had done to her, she knew everything, but she didn't say anything, she didn't tell me anything.
That day, she cried and told me that she wanted me to bury her and Xiao Cichao together, but what about me?
She and Xiao Cichao are buried together, what about me!
I actually know what Bai Xi means, she used her life to compensate me for this in exchange for the next life with that person.
So in the end, I held back my tears and agreed to her request, it doesn't matter, she has spent all the years of her life to accompany me, I am actually very satisfied and satisfied, but I just don't accept it.
Finally, I realized that the bamboo horse couldn't withstand the sky after all, and this time I admitted defeat.
But in the next life, I will still stand up bravely, and the next time I will do a heavenly fall, let Xiao Cichao be a bamboo horse.
Slowly, my body was aging, and I knew I was going to die.
Looking at his life, I have everything, but I haven't completely gotten Bai Xi's love, or if I have gotten it, I have only gotten it......
Before leaving, I had a dream about the world in my dreams.
I watched her happily run towards Xiao Cichao, and while running, she generally shouted "Twilight!" β
Xiao Cichao hugged her tightly in his arms and listened to her chatter.
Xiao Dui's warm voice reached my ears, "Fortunately, we can meet in this world, will we be together in the next life?" β
Next life? Tears flowed from the corners of my eyes, it turned out that the "Demon Lord" in the dream was Xiao Dui, it turned out that he was Xiao Cichao, and it had always been him!
Hee Hee has always liked him......
No wonder Xixi can't forget him, Xiao Cichao, Xiao Cichao, it turns out that you have always won!