The night is like ink, and the moon is like a hook.

The cat slept, and so did the daughter.

Xu Li closed the storybook, quietly got up and closed the curtain next to her daughter's bed, sat back under the kerosene lamp, opened the old iron lock on the cabinet, and took out an old diary from the deepest part of the cabinet.

The book is very old.,I don't know how many times I've been flipped.,The corners have become rounded.。

The words on the diary are extremely delicate, but the blue ink has changed color, and it looks a little dirty.

"8/6/65. I became Xu Li's bride...... I want two children, a son, a daughter, and a son, so that my daughter has an older brother who can protect her with her father......"

"3/3/67. Today, my first child left me forever because I spoke about Newton's first law in class...... I'm so scared, really. ”

"4/3/67. I was bleeding profusely, and the doctor said it would be difficult for me to have children in the future...... Perhaps, what I lost was the only child in my life with Xu Li...... He was obviously sad, but he still smiled and comforted me......"

"May 1, 67. I told Xu Li about the divorce, he should leave me, I'm already a mess...... For the first time, he got angry with me and yelled at me loud, loud...... I don't feel bad, I just feel sorry for him. ”

"January 1, 68. My body is probably really bad, just like my soul. Want to die. ”

"1/1/69. I don't want to teach anymore. Want to die. ”

"January 1, 70. Want to die. ”

"2/3/70. I'm pregnant. I'm pregnant! ”

"2/4/70. I can't believe I have another baby! Joy lasts from yesterday to today, and sorrow and trepidation follow us...... I was scared, really scared. ”

"2/5/70. Son, you have to be as strong and optimistic as your father, and don't follow my example...... Please, do not leave me and your father. ”

"...... 2/6/70"

"8/26/70. I hate physics. I hate Newton. ”

“……”

The diary was written only to August 26.

Because of the diary entry of August 27, she could no longer write.

Xu Limo clutched the word "An" on the title page, and his heart ached like a knife.

There are thousands of people in this world, among which ninety percent hope that their sons will become dragons and daughters will become phoenixes, and the other one will feel that their children are dragons and phoenixes among people.

But he is different from thousands of people.

He hoped that Xu Nianan could be more ordinary, a little more ordinary...... Even if it is ordinary to the dust, at least it will not be the same as his An, because of a word, a person who has never met, half of his life.

'Your father was brave, but you were a coward. ’

We're trying our best to train talent, but you're stuck in a ridiculous face. ’

Somehow, Principal Wu's words rang in his head again.

'Daddy, you're my hero. ’

He slowly bowed down and buried his face in the palm of his hand.

If it were his father, what would he choose......

……

"Trust me, I'll just flip a switch and make sure to lure her out!"

"Forget it, the last time you pressed a switch, you almost scared the people of a yard crazy."

"Hmm...... It was an accident, I changed the tape this time ......"

"Melon girl, your idea is unreliable, or as I said, you smash the glass, I'll do it, and the battle will end in half a minute!"

"It's illegal to destroy other people's property, didn't Brother Feng give you the law?"

"Are you two sick, and it's not illegal to take someone away in a sack?"

"Hmm...... I asked Brother Yun Cheng, but he didn't speak. ”

"So?"

"He didn't say no, that's fine."

“……”

In broad daylight, it is bright and clear.

The three girls generously discussed what sounded like a punishment.

Beside her, Xiao Douding raised her eyes and looked at them for a while, sighed, let go of the hands that were being dragged by her sisters, put her hands in her trouser pockets, and walked straight into the small courtyard.

"Hey......"

Lin Nianhe wanted to call him, but was interrupted by him shaking his head, and the meaning was obvious - leave it to him, don't make a sound.

In the small courtyard of the Xu family, Xu Nianan was sitting on a pony doing arithmetic problems, Mimi nestled at her feet, licking her hair lazily.

"Hello, may you give me some water to drink?"

Xu Nian'an heard the voice and looked up to see that it was a boy about the same age as her, standing more than ten meters away from her, smiling and looking at himself.

He spoke with a somewhat strange accent, and he didn't seem to be from the capital.

Xu Nianan nodded, put down the book and stood up: "You come in, I'll pour water for you." ”

The little girl didn't think too much about it, and went straight to pour a book of warm water.

"Thank you." He drank water, wiped the water stains from the corners of his mouth, and said, "Hello, my name is Niu Yuxue." ”

"Hello," Xu Nian'an didn't understand why a person begging for water still introduced herself, but the good habits she had developed for a long time made her report her name without thinking, "My name is Xu Nian'an." ”

"Is it the Nian'an of 'living high in the field, bitter heat and encore'?"

"Uh......"

Xu Nianan found that he didn't know what the two words he said were.

She hadn't experienced this meeting before, and she had never been able to do it, but others wouldn't.

Xu Nianan pursed her lips and did not answer.

Niu Yuxue looked at her for a while, smiled, picked up a branch, and wrote this poem neatly on the ground, and deliberately circled the words "Nian" and "An".

He asked, "Are those two words?" ”

Xu Nianan nodded this time, but only nodded.

"You're about my age, aren't you? Didn't your teacher teach you these two verses? ”

But he didn't give up, and continued to ask questions about these two verses.

Xu Nianan was a little annoyed, and she began to regret giving this guy water to drink.

She sat back down on the pony, picked up her book and continued to do the arithmetic.

Niu Yuxue didn't leave, but he actually leaned over again and guided her in a similar way-

"You can't think about it for so long."

"You should have memorized the ninety-nine multiplication table, right?"

"Nine times ten, you won't do it? Alas...... What did your teacher teach you......"

Xu Nian'an was angry.

The little girl hit someone for the first time in her life, and slapped Niu Yuxue directly on the head.

Her strength was not great, Niu Yuxue wiped her head casually, and stepped back: "Okay, okay, I won't say it...... But you really have to tell your dad that it's time to transfer to another school, and you don't even ...... Ahem, goodbye, thanks for the water. ”

Before the next slap came, Niu Yuxue turned around and ran, and disappeared with a smoke.

Xu Nian'an, who beat people, was too wronged than being beaten, she flattened her mouth, and tears fell down.

At this moment, Xu Li came back, and when he saw his daughter crying, he immediately panicked, threw down the things in his hand and rushed forward, and hugged his daughter into his arms with great distress.

"An An, what's wrong with you?"

"Whoa, Daddy, Daddy!" (End of chapter)