5. Attraction (Lower)
On the weekend, Song Wenbin, wearing a mask and a hat, sat on a chair next to the playground in H City, playing with his mobile phone with his head down. I don't want to and don't dare to look at the crowd coming and going.
It's just that every ten minutes, he would glance at the time, and an hour had passed since the agreed time, but Qin Moqing didn't show up as promised.
Although they have always kept in touch with WeChat, Qin Moqing's answer to him has always been "Coming soon".
However, it seems that girls' horses and boys' horses are not the same concept.
Finally, after waiting for an hour, Qin Moqing's little 718 was finally late.
She walked out of the car door and said apologetically to the teacher, "Oops, I'm sorry to keep you waiting." It's really congested on the road. ”
Song Wenbin thought that he wouldn't be blocked at all when he drove over, but when he saw Qin Moqing's dress, the few whispers in his heart disappeared without a trace.
She wears a brown beret and a brown and white fleece jacket with studded black leggings and black martin boots underneath. The most exaggerated are her earrings, sparkling tassel diamonds, which look really stylish and individual.
Many people in the playground looked sideways at this beautiful woman dressed up with a full personality.
"Everybody else is looking at you."
Song Wenbin said: "It makes me a little nervous. ”
"I'm tired of the teacher, I'm still nervous."
Qin Moqing stuck out her tongue mischievously: "I don't believe it." ”
"Really, I'm afraid of the house collapsing."
"Do you want to smoke a cigarette then?" Qin Moqing took out a cigarette from his small satchel and handed it to Song Wenbin.
"Haha." Song Wenbin pointed to his mask and shook his head.
"Big star barbarian."
Qin Moqing said with emotion: "I really didn't expect that I would be able to go to the playground with celebrities one day." ”
"I heard that this amusement park has a new Ferris wheel, I haven't sat on it since I'm so old, so I just want to try it today." Song Wenbin said.
"Let's go."
Qin Moqing said.
Song Wenbin's male instinctively wanted to reach out and pull Qin Moqing away, but when it came to the end, he thought of Huo Yu and Su Tina.
If it's really over, it's not so easy to go back.
He gritted his teeth, stiffly restrained the idea of holding hands, and just walked politely beside Qin Moqing.
The two walked all the way and came to the vicinity of the Ferris wheel, but the Ferris wheel was full of long queues, and after some discussion, the two decided to take the Ferris wheel at night to watch the night view, and for the rest of the day, Song Wenbin accompanied Qin Moqing to try some other projects.
Qin Moqing loves to play very much, many boys dare not sit on the roller coaster Spitfire meteor jumping machine, she is happy to try, but the stomach of Song Wenbin, who is traveling with her, can't bear the torture of such a crazy spin, so she was defeated early, bought two cups of Mocha, and sat on the bench by the flower bed to gasp.
While resting, the alertness cultivated by years of travel crisis suddenly made him feel as if someone was watching him, and he immediately bent down to look around, but when he looked around, he didn't see anyone staring at him, only the crowd of amusement people coming and going, and a few staff in dinosaur suits selling balloons at the playground.
Looking at Qin Moqing, who had finished jumping off the building, he saw Song Wenbin bent on his waist and asked, "Why don't you hate the teacher?" What to see? ”
"It's nothing," Song Wenbin said, "or let's go to the Ferris wheel early." ”
"Huh? Didn't you say to see the night view at night? ”
"Let's go eat something delicious in the evening."
Song Wenbin said.
He was a little scared, he was like a ticking time bomb in this crowded place, and if anyone noticed him or felt that he was a little familiar, the whole playground would come around, and this thrill made him feel as if he was not a human, but some other species, just in a human shell. Once discovered, it has to be pulled by scientists for dissection.
Of course, if he was seen tired of the teacher and the girl walking around the playground together, it was not as simple as being dissected, and he felt that he would probably be executed by Ling Chi.
Seeing Song Wenbin's concern, Qin Moqing was also very cooperative, and said, "Then let's go ride the Ferris wheel now." ”
Qin Moqing intimately helped Song Wenbin line up to wait for the Ferris wheel, and the moment he sat on the hatch, Song Wenbin finally relaxed, at least there was no one else here, only him and Qin Moqing, and it was temporarily safe at this time.
"I'm tired of you, teacher, you're so scared."
Qin Moqing teased Song Wenbin: "What are you afraid of!" ”
"I'm afraid that people will see it." Song Wenbin said.
"See, what's wrong, it's just a play."
Qin Moqing said.
Instinct is reminding Song Wenbin that timing is fleeting, and if he doesn't make a move now, then he may lose the girl in front of him forever.
"Actually, I don't know."
Song Wenbin gritted his teeth and took the initiative to attack: "I don't know if I should continue to be tired of being a teacher." ”
"Huh?" Qin Moqing looked at him curiously: "What's wrong?" ”
"I think life shouldn't just be spent in work and work, if ......"
What the are you talking about!!
The teacher is growling.
You should hold hands when you want to get out of the car.
It's time to kiss it!!
You're talking about your mother!!
Will you be able to!!
Shut up!
Song Wenbin shouted at his instincts.
"If anyone can ...... Forehead...... And if you take me away, I think, in fact, I should let go of this ...... The character is ......," he stammered and said to Qin Moqing.
Qin Moqing raised her eyebrows, stared at Song Wenbin for a moment, smiled, and said, "I hate the teacher... I have to be honest with you. ”
"What?"
"I actually like it when you are tired of being a teacher."
"Huh?"
Song Wenbin was surprised.
"It's not that you don't get me wrong, it's really not the kind of liking between men and women. That is, I feel attracted. Qin Moqing said with a smile.
"Attracted?"
"yes, it's like, when you didn't feel anything about me, I thought you had a cool energy in you. Especially when you say the sentence "don't get married and don't fall in love", I think you are a unique principled person. ”
"Aang, what now?"
Song Wenbin said: "I don't participate in the show now, and it's not that I am tired of teachers. ”
"...... now It's more ordinary......"
"Relatively ordinary, what do you mean?"
"It just feels... It's about the same as most normal boys... Hahahaha, yes, it will be restrained and timid. ”
"Oh, that's right."
Song Wenbin said softly, he was a little sad.
The woman's sensitivity made Qin Moqing hurriedly say: "Ah, I didn't mean to belittle you, you are a very capable person, Song Wenbin." At your age, with so many fans all over the world and your own company, you honestly are already better than all the boys around me combined. ”
"Say yes." Song Wenbin is already sober.
Qin Moqing hesitated for a moment, and said with difficulty: "To be honest, I'm quite happy that you're looking for me, and I really feel like my vanity is satisfied." But...... But ......"
Seeing Qin Moqing so hesitant, Song Wenbin helped her and added, "But you don't feel for me." ”
Qin Moqing breathed a sigh of relief, hummed quietly, and nodded: "I've been lately... It's true that I don't have the idea of falling in love with someone, really... It felt as if all of a sudden there was no desire. ”
Song Wenbin only thought she was farting, and asked, "Do you think I did anything wrong?" ”
"No, you're doing nothing wrong, it's me... It's that I don't deserve to be tired of teachers. Qin Moqing hurriedly said.
"Okay, I get it."
Song Wenbin said.
He finally ran head-on into this biggest paradox of all time, because he was not interested in anyone, so others were interested in him, and because he was interested in others, others were not interested in him.
But people can't be with people who are not interested in themselves, people only want to be with people who are interested in themselves, so people can't be with people who are interested in themselves.
But if you let go of your interest, why be with her? Unless he pretends to let go of interest, but in fact he is interested. It's like those scumbag laws that he already knows. But what's the point?
There will always be a day when real interest will be exposed, and there will always be a moment when the attraction will disappear, and human beings will repeatedly jump sideways and torture each other between being attracted and losing their attraction.
And it's all so tiresome.
Cheap...!!
You're really cheap...!!
I hate the teacher and curse myself in my heart.
But this time, Song Wenbin did not resist this scolding.
Yes, yes, I'm a.
I put the disgusted teacher who is admired by everyone inappropriately, and I came here to kneel and lick the woman!!
No children, no children!!
No future, no future!!
I'm going to die standing too!!
"It's getting late, I'll send you back." He said gently.
"Okay." Qin Moqing was still very cooperative.
When the two stepped off the Ferris wheel, Qin Moqing asked, "You're not angry, are you?" ”
Song Wenbin was surprised: "Why should I be angry? ”
"Well, I seem... Didn't meet your expectations? ”
Qin Moqing asked with a look of apprehension.
"Oh, haha, nothing."
Song Wenbin said calmly: "I just want to go out and play with people, my wish has been fulfilled, thank you for accompanying me on the Ferris wheel." ”
Qin Moqing opened her mouth slightly and looked at the man in front of her.
There is no doubt that he has passed an unknown test, a test of unconscious waste.
The man did not feel hurt because of the woman's refusal, in fact, Song Wenbin did not feel humiliated, toyed with, or any frustration, which was just a trivial matter among his many experiences and experiences.
A calm and stable kernel undoubtedly has a strong appeal.
"Then we'll still be friends in the future, right?" Qin Moqing asked cautiously.
"Of course, of course we are friends, isn't it fun to go to the playground with our friends?"
"Uh... It's a lot of fun, I mean, I'm really sorry. Qin Moqing seemed to be caught in some kind of contradiction.
"Why are you sorry?" Song Wenbin was surprised.
"I think, well, I think you're okay, but... But you know, after all, you are Huo Yu's colleague, you know what I mean. ”
"It's okay, I won't embarrass you, we're still good friends." I was tired of the teacher and happily slipped down the slope, without nostalgia at all.
"It's so nice to be tired of the teacher!"
Qin Moqing said: "Then you can still look for me when you want to come to the playground in the future." ”
But I'm tired of the teacher.
It's a never-ending tug and pull.
"Mm-hmm, next time."
Teacher tired said.