“……”

Embarrassed.

The last time Xie Yufei felt so embarrassed, it was still in front of the big red list.

Lao Wu was stunned when he saw him, and subconsciously asked a very profound question:

"You...... Have you eaten it? ”

“……”

The two were silent for three minutes before Xie Yufei came to his senses.

He suddenly laughed and said, "Not yet, I'll go home and eat later." ”

He smiled, and Lao Wu also felt less embarrassed, and casually pointed to the ward behind him: "I have to go to fetch water, can you help me accompany Ling'er for a while?" ”

The steps are all paved to the feet, and Xie Yufei really has no reason not to go down.

He replied and said, "Then Angkor, hurry up, I have to go home early." ”

"Hey, okay."

Lao Wu was the first to leave, and after Xie Yufei was silent for a moment, he finally pushed open the wooden door of the ward.

Guan Manling now lives in a single ward, such a ward Xie Yufei is actually very familiar with, his eldest brother lived in such a ward for more than a month when he was eighteen.

However, the ward in front of me is a little unfamiliar, and there is more life.

On the table in the corner there is a small alcohol stove, a small bag of rice, and two lunch boxes.

On the windowsill was a canned bottle filled with water, and a bouquet of wildflowers that I didn't know where to pick it were inserted, not so pretty, but blooming very hard.

Guan Manling is already thin and out of phase, her eye sockets are deeply sunken, and her person is dark. The back of the hand has long been bruised because of the perennial injection, and it is so swollen that even the blood vessels cannot be found.

Xie Yufei never thought that a person could lose weight so quickly.

She sat at the head of the bed, a manuscript book on her lap, and the pen in her hand was leaking, staining her fingertips blue.

"You're not going to ...... Well? There you are. When Guan Manling saw Xie Yufei, her expression was not too surprised, but as if she had thought that he would come.

"Well, you ......"

Xie Yufei's heart was distressed to death, he felt that he should go to the doctor later, he might have a heart attack or something.

"Sit." Guan Manling slowly stretched out her hand and pointed to the small bench next to the bed, as if doing such an action would make her very painful.

Xie Yufei walked over with his stiff legs, almost tripping himself.

He sat down, looked at her in silence, and asked softly, "Is the treatment not working?" ”

"Yes." The corners of Guan Manling's mouth rose up, and she said, "The doctor has worked hard, but I am really not angry." ”

Xie Yufei furrowed his brows and made another suggestion: "That...... Why don't I send you...... Go to Hong Kong with Angkor? The hospital over there might be a solution. ”

Xie Yufei had already mentioned this to Guan Manling once through Lin Nianhe's mouth, but Guan Manling refused.

The old thing was brought up again, Guan Manling didn't bother him, and still shook his head: "Nian He told me about it, but I think it's better to forget it......" She frowned, and she was a little childish, "I don't want to toss anymore, it really hurts." ”

People who have never experienced cancer pain will never know what kind of torture it is, not only the physical pain, but also the psychological tension between wanting to live and wanting to die, which can make people collapse.

Xie Yufei looked at her, the corners of his eyes reddened.

He understands Guan Manling, and if she can say pain with such a strong character, she must be unbearable.

He was silent, unable to utter a single word of the words that he had rehearsed countless times in his mind before.

Guan Manling asked him: "Nian He said that you are preparing for the college entrance examination, how did you do in the exam?" Accepted? ”

Xie Yufei then remembered the excellent excuse he brought today, his fingers trembled twice, took out the admission letter, and handed it to her.

He shouted around the compound with joy, but the notice was not shown to anyone.

He was also afraid that he would break it if he was not careful.

But when Guan Manling asked, he wanted to show her.

Guan Manling took it and carefully read the words on it word by word.

After reading it, she smiled and said to Xie Yufei: "Congratulations, your dream has come true." ”

Xie Yufei opened his mouth and didn't make a sound.

He once had a dream to marry the eldest girl of the Guan family.

Later, Miss Guan got married, and the groom was not him.

He later had a dream that Guan Manling could be cured.

Now Guan Manling is becoming more and more emaciated, and time is running out.

One by one, his dreams were shattered.

He thought, it would be nice if life was like the college entrance examination.

As long as he is willing to work hard, he can reap the rewards.

But there are some things that no matter how hard he tries, he will not get good results.

Xie Yufei's eyes were red.

Guan Manling suddenly laughed.

She returned the notice to him and said, "I have seen your "Forest Farm", and Nian He specially brought a projector to show me...... You shoot so well, and so does that actress. ”

Xie Yufei blurted out: "She looks a little like you." ”

Xie Yufei didn't lie.

When he was choosing an actress at that time, his first feeling was that this girl's eyes looked a little like Guan Manling.

Guan Manling may not have noticed it herself, she subconsciously touched her face, and said self-deprecatingly: "She is much better looking than me." ”

Xie Yufei shook his head, very seriously.

He said, "You're the best looking." ”

In this way, Xie Yufei has said countless times to Guan Manling before, no matter whether she laughs and scolds, or has a sick face, he thinks she is the best-looking.

Guan Manling smiled, returned the notice to him, handed him his manuscript paper again, and said, "I've been writing recently, and I want to write about some of our previous things...... But I wrote very slowly, and I just wrote about the Affi Legion...... Oh yes, how did Yafei go? ”

Xie Yufei took the manuscript paper, looked at the vague words on it, and said: "Yafei did very well in the exam, with a score of 301, Xiao He and the others discussed and enrolled her in the mathematics department of Fudan...... You write so well, I can help you get published. ”

Xie Yufei is confident to say this, as the favorite of the editors, he wants to publish an article, just a phone call.

Guan Manling's face suddenly turned red, she wanted to snatch back the manuscript paper, but her body was weak, and her hand fell softly on the quilt as soon as she stretched out.

"Don't make fun of me, I'm just joking, and besides, this doesn't end yet."

"Then you will write the ending," Xie Yufei's voice trembled a little, "You write slowly, little by little, don't rush ......"

Xie Yufei was looking forward to it, if Guan Manling was given such a thought, would she be able to hold on for more time?

Guan Manling looked at him silently, and after a long time, she nodded lightly: "Okay, I'll finish writing the ending." ”

"Hmm!"

Xie Yufei felt that he was about to be unable to hold on, he said: "I'm going to see Angkor, why hasn't he come back from fetching water......"

He got up and left, a little deserted and fled, and even forgot to return the manuscript paper in his hand to Guan Manling.

Guan Manling looked at his back and said almost inaudibly: "Thank you...... Sorry ......"

Thank you for always liking me.

I'm sorry I lied to you.