Seagulls no longer love the sea, they can fly farther (55)

Chu Yu's cheeks were pale and pale with a luster, almost the cold light of ice and snow, "No need." ”

Leaving this sentence, she took Xia Jinghuai's hand upstairs.

When he arrived in the room, Xia Jinghuai's spirit looked much better, and the bloody and terrifying picture just now flashed in his mind, and he didn't know what he thought, and his fingertips began to tremble slightly uncontrollably.

He tried to restrain himself as much as possible, and his voice was very soft: "I want to rest." ”

Chu Yu, who was originally looking at his room, turned his head and saw that Xia Jinghuai seemed to have returned to normal, but his face was a little pale, and he couldn't help but worry, "You don't seem to be quite right, do you want to go to the hospital to take a look." ”

The boy's eyebrows and eyes were as delicate as porcelain dolls, his pale skin did not have a trace of blood, and he pursed his lips to reveal a slightly shy smile.

"It's okay, it's just a problem, just get some sleep."

Xia Jinghuai has always insisted, and Chu Yu has no way to force it, so he has to leave with his heart.

There was a click, and the door slammed shut.

Xia Jinghuai staggered to the bedside, trembling with his hands, rummaging through the boxes and cabinets to find medicine.

He rummaged through the contents of the drawer, and finally found a bottle of medicine inside.

Hurriedly opened the lid and poured out the medicine, because his hands were shaking, he even poured one or two pieces on the ground.

He didn't have any worries, swallowed the medicine in the palm of his hand, didn't even drink the water, and swallowed it stiffly.

The bitter taste spread in his mouth, and Xia Jinghuai could feel that the beast that was locked in his heart and smelled blood had begun to slowly quiet down.

But he still didn't think it was enough.

Wisps of violence and cruelty entangled his nerves like black threads, and he tried to tighten it too much, and the beast in his heart began to move, as if it wanted to break through the cage.

He clutched his hair in pain, but the tingling sensation on his scalp could not reduce the pain in the slightest.

The man who claimed to be his father had a face that was twisted and hideous in his vision, like a drooling hyena.

"You're having a good time in the Chu family now, aren't you?"

He was laughing, and there was disgusting greed in his eyes.

"I've seen it all, the Chu family still picks you up from school every day, yes, I still learned some skills from your mother."

He cracked his mouth, his yellowed eyes moving from side to side, and the fat on his face twitched slightly.

"The Chu family is kind-hearted, you are so capable, just find me a job, you don't need to be too good, just give me a manager, this matter is probably a matter of one sentence for the Chu family."

He laughed more and more wildly, his mouth was about to crack to the back of his head, and the disgusting desire in his eyes deepened and deepened, almost disgusting.

Xia Jinghuai felt at that time that his eyes were blood-red, and the whole world had turned red, and the man was like a lump of flesh wriggling, a string in his mind had collapsed, and the deep murderous intent was rolling in the scorching waves, spreading to his limbs and bones, igniting his blood and burrowing into his bones.

Only one thought.

That's to kill him!

Kill him!

Kill him!

The surging killing intent and brutality almost broke through the chest and overflowed, and only the baptism of the other party's blood could calm this non-stop wave.

He didn't remember much about what happened after that, Xia Jinghuai knew that he was sick.

His mother was a psychopath.

So did he.

Two people torment each other in darkness and fall into each other's falls.

Xia Jinghuai opened his eyes suddenly, and the scarlet under his eyes suddenly gathered, he shook his hands and went to pour the medicine again.

This time, however, the wrist was grabbed by another person.

Xia Jinghuai's gaze was a little dazed, and he looked at the hand in a daze.

Snow white and slender, fingertips are pink, and the blue blood vessels are clearly visible.

I remembered the familiar faint voice in my ears.

"What are you doing?"

The voice seemed to travel through time to his ears, full of unreal feelings.

A faint cold fragrance wafted on the tip of his nose.

Xia Jinghuai turned his head awkwardly like an aging and rusty puppet, his gaze swept across his white skin like milk, and the pearls on the bedtable could not match the sparkle of his complexion.

With a shake of his hand, the medicine rolled on the ground with a gurgling and scattered all over the ground.

Chu Yu originally went out and returned to the room, but he always felt that something was wrong.

When she looked at Xia Jingzhou's room just now, she noticed that something was wrong, the room was full of darkness, even if the light was on, it was still suffocating.

If I had to use an analogy, it would be like turning on the light in a coffin.

Decaying, closed, gloomy, suffocating, lifeless.

After staying in such a room for a long time, it is difficult not to have mental problems.

And Xia Jinghuai is still so young, he will be an adult in another year, why would such a bedroom be arranged in such a beautiful year.

In the original book, Xia Jinghuai committed suicide by jumping off the building after finishing the college entrance examination, there must be a mental problem, and it is more of an external factor.

He was forced, driven into the abyss and had to jump.

But now, there is no bullying or abuse, why does Xia Jinghuai look even more serious than in the original book?

He is alive, but his spirit is dying step by step, until the moment when he can't hold on, that is, the moment he ends his life.

The more Chu Yu thought about it, the more frightened he felt, and he couldn't stay in the room anymore.

The door of Xia Jinghuai's room was not closed tightly, and Chu Yu also had the intention of tempting, so he didn't knock on the door and quietly walked in.

As a result, I didn't expect to see such a scene as soon as I came in.

Xia Jinghuai knelt on the ground in embarrassment, white pills were sprinkled on the ground, his eyes were scarlet, stiff as wood, and the cold ink light was refracted from his pupils, which were not like human pupils at all, but more like beasts hiding in the dark.

No reason, no thinking.

It's like it's just a human skin.

When she spoke, Xia Jinghuai seemed to have some reaction.