29, she admits defeat
That time Jiang Mu wanted to call the police, Tang Yaqian didn't let her, she still went to see her mother, although her mother was cold to her, but she had an older brother and a younger brother, and then she didn't touch the piano again.
Later, Jiang Mu married her because of his mother, but after getting married, he was disgusted and unclean, and she had a shadow on the intimacy of husband and wife that could not make Jiang Mu happy, and it didn't take long for Jiang Mu to sleep with her and have different dreams, and the rumors that she couldn't give birth began from this.
Jiang Mu didn't clarify for her, she was already weak, and it was the first time she was at a loss to face this kind of thing.
She loved Jiang Mu in her heart, endured these gossips and became his wife, begging her brother to help him a lot in his work, never stingy with money, and let her mother-in-law take care of everything.
She just wanted a place to stay, she was dirty and had nowhere to go.
But Jiang Mu finally cheated on a younger girl, and deceived her into surrogacy, delusionally trying to cheat her brother into giving her pre-marital property.
"Tang Shiyong, everyone in this world is a bad person, Jiang Mu was so good at that time, didn't he leave with others in the end? Song Muming is also a bad person, he just sees that you are young and easy to deceive, he just wants to trick you into getting laid, and in the end, he will still abandon you! ”
Tang Shiyong looked at her face on the lake, and at that moment Tang Yaqian returned to her body and cried helplessly at the water: "You have to believe me, I am protecting you, there are no good people in this world, no!" ”
"They're all liars! Swindler! The second time, obviously I avoided the trouble after I was reborn, and I came back clean, am I not good to Jiang Mu? Why did he leave with someone else in the end? ”
"However, no matter how bad he is, only he has never disliked me......"
Tang Shiyong finally understood that Tang Yaqian's dog-licking behavior in the second life, she attributed her misfortune in the first life to the injury of that accident, which also proved that Jiang Mu was the best man in the world, so she naively thought that as long as she did not have an accident in the second life, Jiang Mu would have a happy marriage and life with her.
But no.
Tang Yaqian couldn't get out of the shadows, because the first life was violated by the truth, so she took a break from school to recuperate at the age of eighteen to twenty, and in the second and third lives, she didn't pass that hurdle in those two years, so she took a two-year suspension.
"Tang Yaqian, don't force yourself, okay? You don't like him for a long time, you don't want to be trapped in the hurt of that night, otherwise there will never be a new life. Tang Shiyong persuaded that she is also a woman, this kind of injury can be understood, she has also been hurt by heart, but she can't be negative, otherwise this vicious circle will never be solved.
Tang Yaqian's memories are more abstract, she subconsciously protected Tang Shiyong, so the kind of harm Tang Shiyong did not suffer from the process of "memory" at all except knowing the truth.
What a gentle girl, she could obviously make her feel the despair at that time, the suffocation feeling of being violated by someone pressing her hands and feet, almost being strangled to death, the strings were broken in front of her eyes, and she lost her resonance forever.
"You don't understand, you don't understand." Tang Yaqian, she has a beautiful appearance, and she is pitiful when she cries, but she refuses to communicate: "The appearance of a new man means unknown harm, I can't avoid harm for so long, it's the same result for another person, Jiang Mu was right before, I am really useless." ”
How long has it been so long?
The first and second lives died on the same day, and the thirty-two years old were twice as old as sixty-four, and in addition to the twenty years that have now lived, there have been three lives in eighty-four years, and some people have even lived past eighty-four years in one time.
In the life of others, it is already her third life.
And Jiang Mu, Jiang Mu, whom she regarded as the savior, scolded her after trying to be intimate one day, scolding her for being a psychopath, and scolding her for delaying his life.
She will embark on the road of suicide and try to make way for Jiang Mu.
……
A girl who is so gentle that she is stupid, in order to protect herself and refuses to look any further, Tang Shiyong is angry and hateful, and finally she is reluctant to say a bad word about her.
"Tang Yaqian, don't think like this, you are very beautiful, you just changed your dress a little, and when you walk on the road, someone likes you, you are not useless." Tang Shiyong is not worth it for her, because the humiliation she received a few days ago all disappeared, Tang Yaqian's life has been living on the night she was rescued by Jiang Mu, and she can't come out to face the future at all.
In her eyes, without Jiang Mu, there would be no way to live, and if he didn't come that night, she would definitely die in that stinky corner, and she would be found naked and covered in scars.
A soldier can be killed, but not humiliated.
But Jiang Mu came, he hugged her, carried her through the hurt, and took her to find her mother, so she wanted to be with Jiang Mu for three lifetimes, even if she would eventually be rejected by him, she still had to follow him.
But today, Jiang Mu let her go, she was in so much pain, he still let her go.
Maybe in this life, she doesn't even have the possibility of being by his side, he likes his senior sister, and he won't save her when he dies.
Tang Shiyong felt that Tang Yaqian was too pessimistic, so she immediately turned on the camera function in her mobile phone and said to the beautiful face here: "Look at you now, as long as you smile, you have attracted such an excellent man." ”
Tang Shiyong emphasized: "Song Muming, how many people only dare to think about the man in their dreams, he only scolded and cried Yu Wenzhi this morning, but he is willing to take slippers for you." ”
"What he likes is you, and it's you who have been getting along with him, so these are what he gave you, not me." Tang Yaqian can't deceive herself, she is the most beautiful in her eighty-four years today, with beautiful jewelry and concerts, and a very good man to confess, but all this is for Tang Shiyong, not her.
Tang Shiyong shook his head: "No! I'm you, we're the same person, you see I'm so good in my last life, it's not that I don't have a confidant? In this life, with such a beautiful appearance as you, you can attract Song Muming, and all of them are not as good as one Song Muming combined. ”
Tang Shiyong is an orphan, her appearance can only be regarded as ordinary, she is not withdrawn and she is good at her own advantages, but in the end, she became famous, but there was no one around her who was willing to coax her sincerely.
At the beginning of love, the beloved man married someone else for money, and she was finally beaten by the junior at the gate of the National Conservatory of Music, and the man watched her being beaten in the car.
When she became famous, she didn't believe in any man's rhetoric, but she knew that it was not her fault, and girls who had been hurt, even if they didn't have a partner who really loved each other, had to live more chic than everyone else.
"Tang Yaqian, you are me, I am you." Tang Shiyong decided to help her get out of the haze and encouraged her: "Without you, Song Muming wouldn't have noticed me so quickly, we can enjoy today, and you also have a share of the credit." ”
Tang Yaqian looked at her beautiful self on the water, this face was from Tang Yaqian, it attracted Song Muming, but what made Song Muming like her was Tang Shiyong, who got along with him.
Quirky and cute Tang Shiyong.
But in any case, they are inseparable.
She tried to calm Tang Yaqian's mood, but Tang Yaqian's mind was now full of Song Muming, and he said: "He must be able to discover her goodness, they can go to all the beautiful places in the world to find the voice she likes." ”
He confessed to Tang Yaqian, but he wanted to find her love voice with Tang Shiyong.
What is the difference between this and Jiang Mu in the previous two lives?!
No way! She can't go on like this! She finally returned to her best self, and she can't face the disappointment of tomorrow!
The beautiful face of the little princess on the water gradually distorted, watching herself go from hell to heaven today, being expelled by everyone in the palm of her hand, but because of another person in her body, the last little bit of persistence also collapsed.
Song Muming has said a lot of things, and the ethereal future is very brilliant depicted by him, but he only lacks one sentence, a sentence that Tang Yaqian cares about very much and Tang Shiyong can't avoid.
He didn't say, liked or loved.
Saying such a sentence less has become a strong evidence for Tang Yaqian's final refutation, Song Muming is just playing with her.
The phone rang, the screen lit up, it was Zhang Rushan in the dormitory, but Tang Yaqian only paid attention to the time on the screen.
At 10:33 p.m., it was almost three hours before he had just rejected Song Muming, and he had no news for three hours.
He also gave up on her, she just rejected him, and he didn't even have the slightest action to fight for it. Obviously before, he would send a message saying that he was home.
Sure enough, men are liars.
Tang Yaqian got up and looked at the cool lake, took off the slippers on her feet and put them neatly, wearing the most beautiful princess dress in her three lives, and jumped barefoot into the icy lake.
She has lived three lives, but it is not as good as Tang Shiyong's month.
She threw in the towel and gave up.