After dinner, he went to the grocery supermarket to buy a flashlight, and found two No. 8 wires nearby, ready to be used as locks.

After some tidying up, his temporary dormitory was completed.

Lie down with your clothes, breathable but not big, except for some dampness on the ground, it is not too cold, although the quilt smells but can bear it.

In this way, after spending a cold and desolate night on the grass in the park on the first day, Ling Nan was finally able to sleep well in this scrap newspaper kiosk.

The dilapidated and abandoned newsstand may be a place where even rats disdain to live in the eyes of others, but it is a rare and good place for Ling Nan to live now.

When people have food, a home, and a house to live in, they can't feel what warmth is, they can't feel what luxury is, and they don't cherish life.

However, when people are down, even if there is a place to shelter from the wind and rain, even if there is no soft Simmons and no comfortable bedding, it is a rare luxury and a rare warmth to be able to sleep peacefully and eat a hot and full meal.

Only through experience can people know what is valuable.

Comfort can only make people not want to forge ahead, comfort can only make people forget hard work, and indulging in entertainment can only make people decadent.

This is the deep feeling that Ling Nan got after only two days of downfall. And he didn't know how long it would take for such days to pass in the future, he felt a little sad in his heart, but when he thought of the money he had just earned, he felt a little comforted in his heart.

With a heart full of exhaustion, he lay down in his clothes. Exhausted, he soon fell asleep.

"Ling Nan, you haven't eaten today, have you? Give you a Snickers bar. In the library, Ling Nan looked up and saw those shining eyes again. She was like that every time, always showing up when he needed it most.

He doesn't hate her, but he hasn't risen to the level of liking her, and every time it's a little touched, a little excited, and a little warm. In his heart, she is a good friend whom he recognizes. The reason why this is because he already has Hong Juan by his side.

"Thank you, Qin Xiaoya." Ling Nan smiled slightly.

"Thanks what, aren't we good classmates?" Qin Xiaoya lowered her head slightly, and a blush flew on her face. Then he turned and left. Seeing Qin Xiaoya's figure leaving, Ling Nan closed the book.

On the first day, he had a fight with Su Ming because of Hong Juan, but Hong Juan became a bystander, and only Qin Xiaoya came to the dormitory to ask if he was injured. The girlfriend who is close to him ignores him, but the classmates who are not close to him give him care.

Qin Xiaoya has been caring about him in obscurity, but he ignores people, thinking of this, he suddenly feels that he is a bit of a bastard. He was very disappointed in Hong Juan, and even a little annoying.

"Ling Nan, what are you hiding here? Go shopping with me. At this time, Hong Juan's command voice came, as if Ling Nan should be divided.

Ling Nan was suddenly a little annoyed: "You go by yourself!" Stay away from me......"

Angry, he opened his eyes and saw that he had slept in a dark place.

Through the glass of the newspaper, he saw the stars outside the window, and he realized that he had just had a dream in college.

Somehow he suddenly dreamed of these two girls, one he had loved and the other had loved him.

Thinking about the current situation, he felt a little ridiculous.

However, Qin Xiaoya, who had been silently paying attention to him, now that she thought about it, she could always bring him inadvertent warmth and comfort. In college, her voice and smile somehow always appeared in his mind, especially when he thought of Hong Juan, he would inadvertently think of Qin Xiaoya, the female classmate who was dressed plainly and cleanly, with long and smooth shawl hair, and big eyes flashing with aura on her melon seed face, made him so impressed.

But what if she saw him again, what would happen if she saw him again?

……

The next day, Ling Nan came to the old place again and began to beg, and more than an hour passed, without a penny. As the cripple said, begging should not always be in one place, and it is necessary to change places frequently so as to ensure a stable harvest.

So, he immediately changed places and came to the entrance of a large wholesale market. Arrange the cardboard box and honor plate, keep your head down and get to work.

After all, everything had just started, Ling Nan's psychology was still a little apprehensive, he felt that this kind of begging was very embarrassing and lowly after all, and even he himself was a little shameless, he was embarrassed to look up at other people's even contemptuous eyes.

Still, he had no choice, and he had to grit his teeth and persevere. Because he still has a large amount of inexplicable debts behind him, and he has to live on his own. He was alone, under pressure, and money was more important to him than ever.

Thinking of this, he was a little sad, he didn't understand why his home and his identity changed so quickly, and he didn't give him a chance to breathe, leaving him with nothing. And he is definitely an innocent.

He grew up happily ever after, and his wealthy family gave him a privileged life until two years before graduating from college. He didn't want to be a rich second generation, he started his junior year to be self-reliant and self-reliant, work-study, and took the initiative to get rid of his dependence on his family.

He thinks he is still a person with backbone and ambition, he doesn't want to borrow his family's wealth, he just wants to rely on his own ability, be an ordinary ordinary person, do something he likes after graduation, and find a job that is somewhat challenging, but relatively stable. Then, go find the female classmate you like. Or the girl who likes him, happily marries and starts a family.

But all of this came to an end overnight. He fell from heaven to hell. Even his dream of being an ordinary ordinary person was shattered, and he was no longer qualified.

He was reduced to a broken flower.

Although he lowered his head and thought of this, he couldn't help but burst into tears. His heart hurts, he is really helpless and helpless.

Even the impulsive thought of saying goodbye to this world popped up in his mind from time to time.

"Why? Why? Do you want me to take on all this? He cried out inwardly.

However, when he thought of the despicable faces of the debtors, the selfish and ruthless relatives and friends, and the call of his father in his dream for revenge, he gave up.

"Stand up, stand up, I must stand up." He secretly decided, "As long as I can make more money, I am willing to do whatever I do as long as it is legal." I want to use adversity as motivation to fulfill my dreams. ”

At present, apart from begging, he can't think of any way to earn money without spending a penny, to be able to eat enough every day, and to have a place to live every day, and food and housing have become his luxury.

To lie? He felt that he was not so shameless, after all, he was still a high-quality and cultivated young man, and he disdained to do that!

It is true that begging is undignified, but after all, it is a kind of labor to give.

Since it is labor, it is glorious and worthwhile.

Dignity? Can dignity be used as money? Can it be eaten as a meal? Will dignity solve his dilemma? Can you help him get revenge?

One might say that he was carried away by revenge.

Huh, huh? So what if you don't get carried away?

Will you pay off the huge debt? Standing and talking doesn't hurt your back!