Ling Nan didn't expect this girl he didn't care about to be so infatuated with her.

There was a violent fluctuation in his heart.

In this way, he didn't want to live up to Xiaoya's heart, he couldn't give Xiaoya a promise, because he didn't know how long he had to go.

"In this way, Xiaoya, I understand you, but don't wait for me, if one day I start a new life, I will tell you at the right time, you see, right?"

Xiao Ya saw that Ling Nan was still reluctant to spit out, and instantly understood his distress, she understood Ling Nan's thoughts, and didn't want to drag her down, because, for now, Ling Nan couldn't see his prospects, he didn't know how long he had to go, he was thinking about me, and he didn't want to delay me. But I believe in him, and if he can put down his body and mind and beg bravely, he will definitely be able to get out of the predicament as soon as possible.

Although she didn't want Ling Nan to continue like this, she couldn't change anything. Ling Nan goes with her, can he solve the dilemma that Ling Nan is facing? No!

Instead of that, it is better to respect Ling Nan's decision and let him find hope in the predicament. And she should also do something to help Ling Nan get out of trouble as soon as possible.

So, she said, "Okay, Ling Nan, as long as you work hard, I believe it won't be too long, whether you agree or not, I will wait for you." Our agreement does not expire. ”

As he spoke, he took out a wad of money from his bag: "Here you go, this is the 1,000 yuan I saved by myself at work, you take it." ”

"I can't ask for your money, you can take it back." Ling Nan said, not taking the money handed over by Xiaoya.

Xiaoya threw the money into Ling Nan's arms, turned around and left crying.

Looking at Xiao Ya's lost back, Ling Nan was stunned there, at this time, he felt very uncomfortable.

He didn't know if it was right for Xiao Ya to do this, he felt that he was really a bastard, and he snubbed Xiao Ya's enthusiasm, as if he had broken her heart. He is in a downtrodden moment, can he accept Xiaoya's love?

A woman can pay for him without regrets, who else can there be besides her mother? Life can get a girl like Xiaoya, as long as she is not an unscrupulous person, what else can you ask for?

This is not an impulse, this is the epiphany of a person after experiencing suffering.

Suffering and despair made him see a lot of things clearly, and also saw the humanity and human hearts of many people, and there are two distinctions and two treatments for others and for the relatives and lovers who love you.

He shouldn't just let her go, he should show her where he lives and talk about his thoughts to give her hope and expectation. Now there are too many material girls, there are too few people like Xiaoya who can be so persistent when a man is the poorest and most depressed, for Ling Nan, Xiaoya is definitely a charcoal in the snow, and Xiaoya can see that she is serious and attentive.

Needless to say, even those friends who were once good friends left far away after seeing him pitifully throw away one or two tickets in the early days of begging, and no one came, not even a heartfelt greeting.

Thinking of this, Ling Nan felt a burst of heartache, and a wave of tears of emotion flowed down unconsciously: "Xiaoya, I, Ling Nan, will never let you down in this life!" ”

Today, he was in no mood to beg anymore, and he went back to his lodgings to think about his next steps.

Xiaoya leaves.

Ling Nan came to the toilet of the passenger station to wash his face, went to the thrift market to buy a set of clean old clothes, changed the dirty clothes on his body and put them in his pocket, and bought a second-hand BB machine, and sent Xiaoya the information of his phone number according to the phone number left in Xiaoya's money.

He planned to find a place to live first, and then find another way to continue begging.

Xiaoya said that she was leaving, but she didn't leave, but secretly followed Ling Nan quietly, she just wanted to see what Ling Nan was going to do next, to see if she could help more, and even thought that if Ling Nan continued to beg, she would also follow the experience, which could be regarded as helping him, and she also thought that she couldn't let him find out, so as not to hurt his self-esteem.

Walking all the way, Ling Nan found a scrap yard in the empty yard of a building in an old community.

He didn't know what kind of livelihood the scrapyard was, so he could just go in and have a look, and if he could, he would stay, and if he could learn something real, it would be a good thing.

Walking into the yard, a man in the courtyard was weighing the waste to the people who came to deliver the scrap, Ling Nan approached and asked, "Excuse me, is the boss there?" ”

The man who collected the scrap asked, "Do you have anything to do with the boss?" ”

"Ah, it's nothing, I want to ask if you need someone here?" Lingnan Road.

The man collecting the scrap looked at Ling Nan with his eyes: "No need. ”

Ling Nan was rejected on the spot, and he didn't speak, just waiting for the man who collected the waste to finish weighing the waste. He observed for a long time and found that the man was the only one in the acquisition station. So, I had a number in my heart, maybe this man was the boss.

It didn't take long for the man to collect the waste and classify it.

Ling Nan stepped forward: "Big brother, I beg you to do me a favor, let me work for you, you can take care of food and food, just have a place to live, I don't want to be paid, do you think it's okay?" ”

The man looked at Ling Nan and said, "If you don't find a serious job to do, you won't be able to do anything with me." But if you are not afraid of hard work, you can work with me first, and then leave when you find a job, according to what you said, there is no salary. ”

Ling Nan was very happy when he heard that the man agreed to him staying: "Thank you, big brother, thank you boss." ”

"Okay, you're welcome, my surname is Ge, Ge Jun, call me Lao Ge." The man said.

Ling Nan also introduced himself and said: "Ling Nan, the family is in trouble, and there is nowhere to go, so I have caused you trouble." ”

After a brief introduction and politeness, the two of them finished their work, Ge Jun led Ling Nan to a broken brick house, pointed to a single bed in the room and said, You can live there.

Whoever has time to cook will cook it, the meals are simple, there are no big fish and meat, you don't pick, let's eat together. Bring your luggage and get to work tomorrow.

"Okay, that's what you're talking about, no problem." Ling Nan didn't expect this to go so smoothly. In that case, then stay.

Ling Nan went back to the cement pipe to pack his luggage, and then went to the bank again to deposit the money in his hand.

Xiao Ya, who had been secretly following, found that Ling Nan had entered the scrap yard and had not come out for a long time, and then found that he had packed his luggage in the cement pipe after he came out, went to the bank, and walked towards the scrap yard. She wondered, did Ling Nan figure it out and want to start from the scrap yard? Thinking of this, she felt a burst of comfort in her heart, this Ling Nan always had new ideas, which was a big progress. Maybe this was the beginning of his career.

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