Chapter Thirty-Nine: David's Heart
Xiao Ya returned to the company with a conflicted mood, and Dawei saw Xiao Ya's sullen appearance and went back to the office.
After a while, he walked into Xiaoya's office and closed the door.
He pulled over a chair, sat opposite Qin Xiaoya, and took a deep breath.
looked at Qin Xiaoya and felt that she was in a bad mood today, she must have been emotionally hit, maybe this was an opportunity for him.
Take this to see what Xiaoya thinks of him and whether she can accept him.
After a moment of silence, he said directly:
"Xiaoya, we've been together for so long, you know my mood, looking at your sullen appearance today, I know you must have encountered a setback. So, I want to ask you, did you go to that person? Do you still want to chase after you? Can you accept me? ”
Although Qin Xiaoya was a little depressed, she didn't have the opportunity as David thought.
She has always regarded Dawei as a friend, and she has never been emotionally inclined, and she did not hesitate when she saw Dawei ask like this, but said what was in her heart more directly.
"Dawei, we are good classmates, good friends, good colleagues, I am very grateful for your support to me in the past few years, but I told you that we can only limit ourselves to this."
Dawei heard Xiao Ya's off-string voice, and was a little unwilling, but he seemed to have been mentally prepared.
So, he asked Xiaoya very directly: "Can't you try to change?" ”
Xiaoya also seemed to see Dawei's thoughts, she didn't want to hurt him, but she didn't want to be indecisive.
So he replied decisively: "I'm sorry, I don't think I can at the moment." ”
"Okay, Xiaoya, the company is on the right track, I think it's time for me to leave, this is my resignation letter, I wish you happiness." Dawei was a little lonely, and turned to leave.
Before coming to Xiaoya's office, Dawei was ready to do both, and once Xiaoya accepted him, he would stay.
If Xiaoya rejected him, he chose to leave, go out for a walk, and not let himself be sad to see things and think about people, he wrote a letter of resignation.
Xiaoya looked at the figure of Dawei leaving, and couldn't help but be stunned.
She had nothing to say to Dawei.
Because, she felt that what she should have said had already been said, but she didn't expect Dawei to choose to leave.
Although Dawei made a choice, his mood was depressed. He went back to his office to pack his things and prepare to leave.
At this time, Zhao Ling found out about the situation and came to Dawei, and saw that Dawei was packing up his things, and he was a little anxious.
"What? You're leaving? Why? Zhao Ling asked very bluntly, she didn't want Dawei to leave.
"Yes, I resigned. No, I just want to change the environment. Dawei's voice was faint, and there was nothing to worry about.
"Oh, that's right, well, since you're leaving, I didn't bring any money today, so you can treat me to a meal."
Dawei knew that this was Zhao Ling making an excuse to ask him, and he also knew that Zhao Ling had him in his heart.
But he couldn't find a reason to refuse, so he agreed to Zhao Ling's request.
The two went to a small restaurant near the company and ordered two dishes and a bottle of beer.
Zhao Ling said: "Did you have a showdown with Xiaoya?" ”
Dawei said: "Yes, but people don't accept us, am I a very failed man?" ”
"You're not, although what you like, people don't necessarily like it, but there are people who like you, and you don't necessarily like people. Don't you think the world is fair? Therefore, there is no question of failure and non-failure in people's feelings. ”
Zhao Ling looked at Dawei's sullen expression and said.
"What you say may be right, but I don't understand why one person's dedication for so long can't move another person?" David smiled bitterly.
"yes, actually, I want to ask the same question, I wonder if you can answer me?"
Zhao Ling said that her mood fluctuated a little, and tears flashed in her eyes.
Dawei looked up at Zhao Ling and said, "I understand, Zhao Ling, but I'm just unwilling." ”
"What's not to be reconciled to? If it's yours, you don't have to ask for it, and if it's not yours, it's useless for you to grab it. People should face themselves squarely, and they should not stubbornly trap themselves in a whirlpool. The world is big, and there are so many places to gallop, so why not choose another one? I know you don't like me, but I can't think of a reason. Zhao Ling looked at Dawei's eyes and said.
Dawei didn't dare to look directly at Zhao Ling, and lowered his head slightly to avoid Zhao Ling's gaze: "No, Zhao Ling, I don't look down on you, you see that your appearance is not bad, you are also kind, enthusiastic and cheerful, and you are also capable of work." I'm just worried that my personality doesn't seem to fit you. ”
"If you don't try, how do you know if it's suitable or not? I think so, let me be your girlfriend, let's give it a try and see if we can be together in the future, what do you think? ”
Zhao Ling looked at Dawei's hesitant appearance and felt very funny, so she was not polite, and said bluntly.
Dawei looked at Zhao Ling and didn't dare to look her eyes: "I don't think Li Jun is chasing you?" How can I be so embarrassed to win the love of others? Besides, everyone looks up and doesn't look down. ”
Zhao Ling said: "How long have we been together? It's been almost three years, right? Li Jun is a latecomer, and besides, he is not my cup of tea, and it is sometimes accurate to trust a woman's intuition. ”
"But ......," Dawei said.
Zhao Ling took over directly: "But what is it?" If you don't agree, just give me a good word. No, I won't delay you. Since then, even if we meet, we are strangers. ”
After speaking, Zhao Ling's eyes were foggy, and the mist seemed to have accumulated for a long time the grievances of the bitter love Dawei. She wants to meet by chance than by chance, and since she has met and confessed so directly today, it is better to talk about the matter, so that both parties can cut off the past and start a new process.
Seeing Zhao Ling's mist in his eyes, Dawei was a little panicked, and he didn't know what to do.
However, at this moment, he compared the hardships and feelings of pursuing Xiaoya, as if a stone had fallen to the ground, and he immediately understood that Zhao Ling had his hardships and sincerity to him in his heart.
He didn't pity Zhao Ling, but he really couldn't bear Zhao Ling like this.
In an instant, he thought of all the kindness and subtle care that Zhao Ling had given him, as if he had awakened to Zhao Ling as the person he took seriously.
Xiaoya is hopeless, if he gives up a good woman like Zhao Ling again, he doesn't know if he will regret it.
He felt that he couldn't do that anymore, at least he had to be worthy of himself.
He poured his wine glass full and drank it all in one gulp, divided the rest of the wine equally between the two, raised the glass and said what was in his heart to Zhao Ling.
"Come, Zhao Ling raise your glass, you listen to me, first of all, I thank you for looking up to my great power and having no regrets; Secondly, I'm sorry to myself for being such a jerk to you; Third, I hope you will accept me as your boyfriend. But I'm going to leave for a while, and I'll look for you when I come back. ”
Zhao Ling drank all the wine after listening to it, and then lay on the table and cried bitterly.
In fact, this is Zhao Ling's happy and excited performance.
Dawei took a few napkins and handed them to Zhao Ling: "Okay, I can't stand you anymore." Do you accept it or not? ”
Zhao Ling burst into tears, raised her head, took a napkin and covered her eyes with both hands: "You are so bad, teasing people, I don't accept it." ”
After settling the account, Dawei exhaled lightly, as if he had unloaded a big stone that had been pressing on his body for a long time, and he suddenly felt more relaxed than he had ever been.
He approached Zhao Ling, who generously took Dawei's arm and walked out of the hotel.
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