Looking at Emiya Shirou, who was trembling slightly in front of him, and lowered his head and didn't know what to think, Bai Hua sighed, and a disappointment appeared in his eyes that anyone could detect.

That's right, it's disappointment.

Bai Hua was disappointed in Emiya Shirou.

It's not that he's laughing at the naivety of the dream of being a 'righteous partner', or that he's disappointed with Emiya's actions, but rather that Emiya Shirou is working towards a goal without having the corresponding conviction himself, and that's sad.

If it goes on like this, even in the end, he really becomes a 'partner of justice', and if he gets it, it will only be infinite remorse.

"It has become your instinct to help others, no matter who you are, you will subconsciously want to help.

Just like Shinji Makiri, he opened an enchantment in the school and caused several people to lose consciousness and enter the hospital, you will feel angry, and if the other party continues to obses, you may be able to kill you.

However, as long as the other party begs for mercy with remorse, you will not be stingy with your mercy. ”

Bai Hua said the truth seriously.

Previously, Emiya Shirou had clearly expressed his anger and killing intent towards Shinji Makiri, and as long as the other party opened the Blood Temple, he would definitely kill him.

However, at the moment when Bai Hua raised his sword and wanted to kill Shinji Makiri, Emiya Shirou subconsciously stopped it.

This has said a lot about this.

This compassionate boy is more suitable for a priesthood than a hero.

He will forgive everyone who repents after committing a crime.

Of course, it's not that this mentality is bad, but this mentality, which is only suitable for ordinary people, but must not appear in heroes.

Because, the so-called heroes, what they do, is not what people sing about, everything is glorious and righteous.

"Don't be in a hurry to refute, I'll give you a question."

Looking at the appearance of Emiya Shirou who was eager to make a sound, and then glanced around at the servants and masters who behaved differently, Bai Hua said helplessly.

"Question, you are the only one who found a fire in a high-rise building, and you have no means of external contact, and you are the only one who has the ability to save the trapped people.

There are 100 people in the room to your right and 10 people in the room to your left.

These two rooms are locked, it takes you 5 minutes to unlock them, and the people in the other room, who will die in less than 10 minutes, can only open one door, what will you do? ”

"This..."

Emiya Shirou hesitated to take two steps back.

“Assassin！”

Saber was dissatisfied.

Although this question is real, it is indeed a choice that must be faced sooner or later on the road to becoming a hero, but it is too cruel for Emiya Shirou.

And Bai Hua stood in place without giving way, waiting for an answer very seriously.

After two minutes, Emiya Shirou gently patted Saber's shoulder, signaling that he was okay, and then stepped forward.

"I... The room on the right will open and 100 people will be rescued. ”

Bai Hua nodded: "Wise choice." ”

This kind of question, everyone will choose this way, right?

In the case of helplessness, sacrifice a small number of people and retain the interests of the larger number of people.

But this is also the cruelest part of the so-called 'heroes', whether it is for those who have been sacrificed, or for the heroes themselves.

So, what would the 10 people in the room on the left who were burned to death think? They are also victims, innocent, who should not have died, but lost their lives at your choice. ”

This choice is sensible, correct, but unfair!

Could it be that those 10 people don't want to live, so they should die?

"I... I ······"

Emiya Shirou hesitated and couldn't speak, his teeth clenched and almost shattered.

Didn't he know?

He knew that playing the role of a 'partner in justice' would inevitably encounter a similar situation.

He also knew that his choice was right and right.

It's just that he can't forgive himself for abandoning a few.

And what Bai Hua wants to express is exactly this.

"In this way, you will be clear, the reality is so cruel."

Bai Hua closed his eyes in some pain.

In the world, there is no such thing as absolute fairness!

At the beginning, he chose to stand on the weak side and slaughter the Asbro Empire, so why not magnify this problem?

Choosing between 10 and 100 people is a joke.

"Saber, Archer, you're heroes and you've made similar choices?" Bai Hua looked at the two of them with great certainty.

The two nodded silently.

"It's not a good feeling. It's like you killed those people, isn't it? ”

Bai Hua shook his head as if deprecatingly.

If turning a blind eye to those who need to be saved will bear the lives and resentment of those who sacrificed them, then what is Bai Hua, who slaughtered most of the lives of the Asbro Empire with his own hands?

Slaughter.

Kill, kill.

Killing, killing, constant killing.

Until his hands, body, and every hair were dyed with the smell of blood that could not be washed.

If you are a normal person, your spirit will already start to be abnormal.

Even a special person like Bai Hua, who is naturally slow to feelings, will go crazy sooner or later if he only thinks about saving and blindly carrying it.

Therefore, heroes, it is necessary to have an extremely strong faith.

With that kind of firm abnormality, it is enough to deceive oneself and even change one's inner beliefs to become a hero.

For example, Saber, in the face of constant choices, firmly believes that he is right, and then ignores and ignores the eyes of others, erasing his own feelings, and only then has he come to this point on the road of heroism.

Another example is Bai Hua······

"I am not a 'partner of justice', the so-called 'hero' is also a self-confessed and unauthorized name, in fact, I am just a slaughterer, constantly killing, harvesting life.

All along, there is only one thing I have done······

Judging whether others are 'evil' or not, and sweeping away all the disorderly existences, but in the process, my actions are mistaken by others as a manifestation of justice, and I admit it.

It is the most correct thing to kill the evil and trample on the evil. ”

Bai Hua looked directly at Emiya Shirou and said what he had been doing all along.

Regarded as a hero by others and recognized as a brave man by the world, his existence is justice, his name is victory, and his figure is a sword that pierces the darkness.

But in fact, in the eyes of those Asbro people, Bai Hua's name is equivalent to a demon.

In his mind, he was just a desperator who longed to save others, but was actually a lowly slaughterer.

The reality is so cruel.

This is also something that Bai Hua hopes Emiya Shirou can understand.

"If you don't have that belief, give up, and that's a good ending for you."

After saying this, Bai Hua inexplicably recalled that before he joined the army, an old man said to him: 'Thou shalt not slaughter, whether visible or invisible, is a phenomenon, and things exist because they ought to exist. ’

Now that I think about it, it's really a profound and difficult thing to do.

"This... This kind of thing ······" Emiya Shirou looked at Bai Hua a little sluggishly.

If Bai Hua saw through his lack of faith, he also saw through what Bai Hua was hiding.

Hiding all the weakness in the bottom of your heart and facing everything with sharpness, this seems to be strong, but it will only hurt yourself again and again, so - sad.

Mr. Arthur Doyle, he was too cruel to himself.

"Assassin, where do you want to go?"

Looking at Bai Hua's back as he turned to leave, Saber asked.

So, Bai Hua raised his sword.

"Go ahead and fulfill your pact with my Master, and get rid of Rider."

It was only then that Saber noticed that the divine sword in Bai Hua's hand had been stained with blood.

In other words, in the previous encounter, Rider or his master, has been injured?