"Is all this really worth your doing, Brother Bai Hua?"

Bu Shicui asked the question with some hesitation.

Although such a question is no different from trampling on Bai Hua's efforts all along, Bu Shicui still can't help the throbbing in his heart.

No, it's not just Bu Shicui, I believe that all the cursed sons who were introduced by Bai Hua to Uguyar would ask under the same circumstances.

Because, they are all in the same mood.

Compared with other cursed sons who bear the same fate, they believe in Bai Hua more, and they feel more sorry for Bai Hua.

"Giving may not be rewarded, and I didn't expect a return, but everyone with Auguyel is already the biggest reward for me, so it's worth it."

And, for Bai Hua, is this really just a misunderstanding?

Not really, right?

Whether it was the collapse of the No. 23 megalith, or the defeat of the people's police support force and the army, it was all within Bai Hua's expectations.

He didn't help, he didn't even remind.

It doesn't matter if it's really from the position of an unrelated person.

But just like Mibu Asaka said, whether you admit it or not, Bai Hua is a human being.

Reaching out to remove Bu Shicui's hat and rubbing it on top of his head, until the ears of the two cute cats were pressed to the point where they could not stand up for a while, Bai Hua continued.

"And, even if no one understands, I have to do it, because in the end my goal will be accomplished, to give you a gentle world."

At least for the moment, it is only for these children that a decision must be made.

"But, Brother Bai Hua, are you······ What to do? ”

"My words, it's okay."

"Huh!?"

"Because you're here, Emerald will always be by my side, right?"

"Well, it will!"

Bu Shicui nodded very seriously.

So she saw the reassuring smile that existed only in Hoshino Suzu's mouth, which was almost equivalent to a legend in Ugouyel.

Really, as long as you see it, you are very relieved, and all the tension and anxiety will be away with the smile.

The two ended their conversation, and each rested in their rooms in the makeshift base.

Take out your phone and have countdown numbers on it.

"It's going to be over soon, so ······ Hold on a little longer. ”

Time – 28:42:56

With his eyes slightly closed, he sat cross-legged on the ground and looked at the dusty mirror facing him.

A vague figure was reflected on the mirror, and Bai Hua was silent.

That figure, the most obvious, was a pair of eyes that shimmered with red light.

Bright dazzle, in this world, is all the curse at the root and Peugeot.

"It's been ten years, and it's time to end."

That's it, seven years of disorientation, three years of perfecting the plan, a total of ten years, finally came to the end, the moment when the task was about to be completed, and at the same time, it was also the end of this body.

In the past ten years, it is not only Bai Hua who has worked hard, but also the virus lurking in his body.

Even the flesh transformed by magic power can't suppress ten years of silence, especially in the last three years, the number of ability liberation is too frequent, and the genes are more and more like protosatus mutations.

Even, at this moment, Bai Hua could feel the expansion of the cells in his body.

"Originally, I still wanted to keep this body so that I could visit them in the future, but it's a pity."

That's right, it's a pity to sigh at such a meaningless thing, weakened, Baihua Arthur Doyle. ’

"Who'——?"

'Am I not you?' ’

Bai Hua looked at the reflection in the mirror in surprise, and then his eyes flashed.

"It seems that the erosion of the virus has reached a very serious level, it has affected the spirit, and even the will has become weak, and the past that evolved from memory is actually presented in this way."

Bai Hua sighed, not surprised.

Any mystical power in this world will dissipate at an extremely fast rate and be transformed into nourishing the world's nourishment.

At the moment when the rules have not been rewritten, external forces cannot affect Bai Hua unless its power surpasses the ontology.

Who can do a forcible intervention that does not affect the operation of the world?

In Bai Hua's cognition, the only one who can do this is the only god, but the only god will not be so boring.

In other words, it is the effect caused by the continuous erosion of the virus in the body, and this reflection is nothing more than Bai Hua's past, to put it bluntly, it is a schizophrenia symptom caused by the virus invading the brain.

"At this level, if I liberate my ability one more time, I will completely become an intestinal animal." He was incomparably sure of his judgment.

Ah, that's it, whether it's a voice or an image, it's just a subconscious memory, a fantasy created by using the past self as a template, coupled with the powerful computing power of the brain. But objectively speaking, what I think and what you think, including what I think now, is your analysis. ’

The cold and emotionless appearance was indeed Bai Hua's past posture.

To be precise, the image of the phantom is closer to the heyday of Bai Hua's tenure as a brave man, the ruthless supreme commander of the Alliance Army.

"I have to admit that even if I know it's a phantom, I feel very disgusted when I look at my past self."

'Disgust? Not really, right? There is no envy at all, at least in the past, [Baihua Arthur Doyle] will not be confused, but will only keep his eyes on the goal. ’

"However, it turns out that staring at the target and ignoring other things is just another way of getting confused."

But it can be done more quickly, as in the case of Asbro III. ’

“······”

Maybe so.

As the phantom said, he and Bai Hua are one, and their ideas are figured out, the former is the subconscious, and the latter is the surface consciousness.

In other words, Bai Hua unconsciously hopes to change back to his former posture.

That way, you won't be confused and you won't feel pain.

"I can't, and I won't change what I used to be, that will only keep making mistakes."

You just don't want to admit it, the current you are no different from the past you, and even this time, in just three years, it has become a posture close to the past. ’

In an instant, Bai Hua's pupils constricted.

In the past, in more than ten years of war, Bai Hua gradually closed his heart and became lifeless and indifferent.

But at this time, he came in the posture of joining ~ the army.

Although he has all the memories, his mentality is original and undamaged.

Perhaps because of the first experience, the second time will naturally move closer to the trajectory of the first one, after the change in Osaka, in just a short period of three years, Bai Hua's character quickly approached that abnormal indifference.

"Enough!"

With a wave of his hand, the wind pressure rose, the mirror suddenly shattered, and Bai Hua came to his senses.

What was he like?

I didn't know how to describe it before, but now ······

"To be expected, to be betrayed, to be blinded by hope, and then to commit irreparable mistakes."

It must not be changed back to what it used to be.

Immediately, under the excitement, the eyes flickered like never before, and then disgusting flesh sprouted.