CHAPTER XX
twenty
Wei Wei is used to being at home? Not only do I have no worries, but I also have a very pleasant time doing what I want to do in a quiet room. Although he looked around at the fresh, clean room, it didn't arouse his feelings, and at the same time, he didn't think of his mother's hard work. Every morning, Sang Zixin first had to go to Wei Wei's room to fold quilts and make beds one by one, bring the clothes he wanted to change, take out the clothes he took off, and then come back, wipe the wardrobe and various ornaments little by little, and finally mop the ground, at the door, she straightened her waist and looked at which one still needed a handle...... When Wei Wei saw his mother come to the room, he came out of the room, and after washing up, he sat down in the living room. When his mother had finished cleaning up, he went back to his room. Sang Zixin cleaned up her son's house and began to wash, and then arranged breakfast. After she asked her son, she could do it, and when it was done, she had to bring it to the house for him and put it on the dinner table. After she came out, she started to make her own breakfast. When she finished eating, she went to her son's room and took out the dishes and chopsticks, put the table away, and put it aside. She walked straight to the kitchen, washed the dishes, and changed her clothes. "Son, I'm going to work." As she walked to work, she thought, "There's nothing wrong with this kid." "Wei Wei is not as Sang Zixin imagined, he is at home, there must be a reason to wait. He is withdrawn, willful and simple-minded, but he always hides a consciousness that seems to be constantly controlling him, making him disobedient and not studying well. And he couldn't figure out where this consciousness came from. Although Sang Zixin faced her son who did not move with a "shovel and pickaxe", she served him without regrets; No matter what Sang Zixin said, he had an unfriendly attitude, and some words once made her overwhelmed. He has an obvious drawback, once certain things are imprinted, they will take root in the mind, and over time, they will have reactions: the mood is relaxed, and the joy is beautiful; The entanglement is inextricable and painful. Therefore, once the things stirred in his heart cannot be solved, as long as Sang Zixin makes a move or says something, he will break out regardless of thirty-seven twenty-one.
From childhood to adulthood, due to Sang Zixin's doting and too much attention to his growth, and adopting some improper education methods, this kind of preaching and control not only touched Wei Wei's sensitive nerves, but also produced a rebellious mentality, and she was unable to solve and deal with this psychological reaction. Once this phenomenon occurs, the best thing to do is to ignore it or avoid it. When she was in junior high school, when the teacher told Sang Zixin about Wei Wei's performance in school, she felt very uncomfortable. This attitude of disobedience and disdain not only harms the child, but also hurts himself. Due to the sequelae of not stopping the loss in time at that time, now that she thinks about it, she really regrets it. Maybe it's because he's grown up and has complicated thoughts? There are some things that once they exist in the mind, they give rise to a thousand strange ideas. And these unrealistic ideas will always have a chance to manifest themselves. Maybe this is the current state of Weiwei?
Wei Wei, who lived at home, seemed to be like a stone, pressing on Sang Zixin's heart, making her breathless. That's when she really realized the lack and failure of education. If you had realized it at the time, it wouldn't have been what you are now? He stayed at home, so there was no need to say anything, in short, I hope he can stay and do something. However, when Wei Wei did something wrong, she still had to say it, and the effect of saying it was not good. Wei Wei stayed at home, his clothes belt gradually widened, his temper grew, and there was a tendency for the bear to be blind and upright. Sang Zixin, who couldn't resist, had no choice but to give up all kinds of ideas and measures. "Today's children are like this, but fortunately he doesn't invite trouble......" she comforted herself. Children are the hope of the family, and only with children can it be considered a complete home. Sang Zixin always thinks so. That's why she doesn't get tired of it...... Although Wei Wei did not listen to her, she still had to fulfill the responsibilities of a mother.
"Son, how is your body, is it good?" She voiced her doubts.
"What's wrong?" Wei Wei asked rhetorically.
"There's nothing wrong with that, is there?" She asked.
"You're sick." He said with a glare.
She didn't have anything more to say.
In the morning, the restaurant is closed, only the breakfast shop is open. While buying fried dough sticks, rice cakes, and soy milk, she chattered: I don't know if he eats it? She put the breakfast she had bought on the table. Wei Wei, who had seen this kind of food for the first time, looked at it, picked up a fritter in his hand, took a bite after taking a look, and then he finished eating the fritter. "Eat another rice cake." She said. He didn't want to eat it anymore, so he picked up another rice cake, looked at it, and really ate it.
“…… Is it tasty? She asked.
"Okay." As he spoke, wiping his mouth, he walked into the house.
After getting off work at noon, Sang Zixin hurriedly went to the restaurant to buy lunch. When she entered the house, she said to her son, "Are you hungry?" ”
"Not hungry." Wei Wei sat at the dinner table and replied calmly.
It's his favorite dish, and it's only two or three bites. A small piece, chewing slowly, seems to be savoring the taste.
Sang Zixin asked him to eat more, and he suddenly said, "My stomach is bad, I can't eat." ”
Sang Zixin hurriedly said: "Remember not to eat tomorrow morning, and go to the hospital to penetrate your stomach." ”
"You go, you go." He said forcefully.
Sang Zixin listened to her son's words, and she felt very uncomfortable. If it weren't for the instant noodles, it wouldn't have made Wei Wei so picky and anorexic; So unappetizing; So constipated. His problem has been done; He couldn't change his eating habits. He loves to eat, and the rest is to be wrapped up for him. Sang Zixin used that kind of thick plastic (similar to the outer packaging of toilet paper, chopsticks and bowls are also covered with this plastic, otherwise...... Sealed up. Although you don't need to buy any more for a meal here, you have to heat up the leftovers and leftovers thoroughly. When she got home, she took off her clothes and started heating up. Wei Wei was in high spirits today, watching Sang Zixin's operation in the kitchen. Looking at it, he suddenly shouted. "It's squirting, I'm not going to eat it." This voice startled the concentrated Sang Zixin. "What's wrong? What a fuss. She asked.
"It's squirting, you can eat it." He repeated the phrase again.
"What's the squirt?" She asked puzzled as she put the hot meal on her plate.
"Gas, your breath is spraying on the dish." He said confidently.
Sang Zixin finally understood, "Am I buying it for you, or is it something else?" ”
"Buy it." He said.
Sang Zixin put down the work in her hand, put on her clothes, and went to the restaurant to buy another one. Wei Wei saw his mother panting and came in, but he didn't wait to stand firm.
"You're gasping for breath, but you're still squirting, and I'm not eating." He picks bones in his eggs.
"What the hell should I do, you kid?" She had no choice but to compromise like this.
"At least cover your mouth." He said.
"How do you cover it?" He really has no way, he can't be angry, and he has to get things done. He suddenly thought, "Wear a mask, okay?" Bring gloves again. ”
"Okay." She couldn't laugh or cry.
She discussed it with her son, turned around and went out again.
She bought a mask and gloves on the street and wore them into the restaurant.
"Eldest sister, why are you here again? How to dress up like this? The familiar shopkeeper greeted her in surprise.
Sang Zixin found out about her indecent outfits, so she took them off casually. "It's nothing, it makes you laugh." She laughs.
She carried her food to the downstairs of her house, stood still, put on a mask and gloves and went upstairs.
Wei Wei said to Sang Zixin: "Mom, you go to the kitchen to eat." ”
She understood what he meant, "Son, Mom told you, can you go to the room to eat?" ”
The two finally made it clear.
When Sang Zixin was off duty, she always wanted to talk to her son. But he said, "...... No matter how good the food at home is, I don't eat it. ”
"The food in the restaurant is heavy, oily, and unclean." She analyzes the pros and cons.
"Then I'll eat it too." He said willfully.
"Why? Mom doesn't have a restaurant, okay? ”
"Okay, I'm not going to eat either." He said impatiently.
In the face of her willful and unreasonable son, she also wanted to get angry, but this fire couldn't start no matter what, only the dark breath was secretly choked. Wei Daping said that she doted on her children too much, and if this kind of doting continued, not only would she not learn well, but she would also harm him. "When you can live for yourself, the child will be fine." Are you sure? She begs to differ.
In the class, sometimes she was physically and mentally exhausted, unable to do her best, and her hands were busy with work, and then she turned to her son who did not let her worry. Before, as long as she put herself into the work, she couldn't move, but now what's wrong? She always wanted to talk to her son with her heart, but Wei Wei didn't buy her account, and choked her back in a few words. Sang Zixin, who has no choice, has a hard time falling asleep at night, she closes her eyes, or her son's things, no matter whether it is good or bad, as long as it is in her mind, she can't sleep: the older he gets, the more indifferent he becomes. How do such people deal with relatives and friends? Every step and every link that has been planned for him ...... Did you really meet a different kind of child? Obedient children, all of them have a good future, and each of them has been admitted to college. She said to him: This will cause problems, and gradually become out of touch with society and life.
"No, okay." He didn't have a temper. But his words left Sang Zixin speechless.
"Stay ......," she thought. Then she fell into deep thought, but what could she do?