CHAPTER XLIV
For four months, Wei Wei in the detention center has spent time confessing, confessing, repenting, timid, and restless. However, today ushered in the opening of the court and announced the verdict. However, since he entered the detention center, it seems that he has just woken up from ignorance, one by one, I have broken the law? As a result, Wei Wei's heart became fearful, which once made him want to stop. The confusion and incomprehension caused him to fall into confusion, and the consequences of this gave him the courage to confess his crimes...... Then it's time to wait for the verdict to be pronounced. He knew that in order to get "freedom", it was better to look forward to the court as soon as possible, and then it was better to work and reform than to do nothing inside. However, when the verdict was about to be announced, his heart suddenly panicked, as if he was afraid of the coming of the day. "Anyone who has come this far...... "When he entered the detention center, he had to bow down and cooperate." When the crime is clear, it is time to convict in court, but when the trial comes, it is difficult to accept and face, and the kind of unbearable and panic that scratches his ears and cheeks almost crushes him. When he looked directly at the presiding judge, listening to his righteous and stern sentence, his eyes were pitch black, and he almost went limp. So, again and again, he tried to restrain his shaking body and try his best to stand on his feet. When he looked around, he couldn't see anything. He struggled, finally relieved himself, and stared intently at the presiding judge as if he were on him...... Although Wei Wei was only sentenced for more than a year, although it was a heavier punishment for him, Wei Wei still couldn't accept the facts. As a result, he felt helpless and uncomfortable in the whirlwind of the world.
The trial was finally over, and he walked out of the courtroom with his head bowed. When he walked past his mother and Uncle Yu, he didn't even raise his eyes to look at his mother and Uncle Yu, but when he suddenly realized it, he had staggered to the prison cell. Although his guilt had been settled, when he returned to the cell, he fell headlong into bed. He wanted to cry without tears, so he could only stare at his eyes and look blankly. The people in the prison knew very well about him, and they came and persuaded him. "I should be glad that the sentence was handed down so quickly, how can this be?" One of them said.
"Since you have committed it here, you have to face it, then summarize it, and then reform it." The other was also kind to persuade him.
"Everyone is sad, but there is no need to be like this, don't be able to sin. If you have committed it, you will be punished. Another grumpy man said.
ββ¦β¦ Let's make a good makeover. Another man continued.
Wei Wei knew that it was a good word to persuade him, but it could really cheer him up...... He hadn't read much, had little contact with society, and stayed at home only to flip through the dictionary, except for a hobby...... If it weren't for the government's requirement for them to read and study, he wouldn't have understood so much even if he held a book in his hand, his eyes were watching, but his ears were rising. But no matter how much you toss, you still have something to gain, at least the laws and regulations in the prison, the prison rules, and the prison training are already familiar with it. After the baptism of prison life, his mind seems to have opened up, and he has the ability to restrain himself and improve himself. Even by an ignorant and directionless person, he finally understood the cold and heat of the world.
The life at home raised him to be lazy, and he didn't have to think about or do anything in any way. This life has dulled his mind more and more, hollowed out, and developed a dependencyβone by one, without his own ideas, ideas, and abilities. However, when he entered the detention center, the reality of life forced him to do it himself and use his brain. He has no life and life experience, and he doesn't know how to do many things, and even if he does, he is clumsy and not in shape. So he thought: Life in prison is not easy, not everyone can control it, but after all, we still have to face and adapt, after all, we have to live and reform there.
I'm going to go to prison to serve my sentence. The government took them to prison in prison vans. This made Wei Wei difficult, and he was like a headless fly, busy preparing. He walked around the cell, not knowing what to do. In fact, he does not need to prepare anything, only to be mentally and mentally prepared. He heard that going to prison is to work, and his movement is much "freer". In the face of the labor in the workshop, he made another difficulty, "I have never done it myself, and since I do it seriously, I am afraid that I will not be able to do it well." β
The day before departure, Sang Zixin, Yu Houcheng and Wei Wei met. He was handcuffed and led into the reception room by the correctional officer. When I entered the reception room this time, I was not as nervous and panicked as last time, and my mood stabilized. He faced his mother very calmly, but he was still a little nervous in front of Houcheng. He knew very well that Uncle Yu was his mother's only support, especially after he broke the law.
When he entered the reception room and saw his mother and Uncle Yu, his eyes moistened. He kept nodding his head and asked his mother and Uncle Yu to sit down, but he stood and spoke. After Sang Zixin and Yu Houcheng sat down, Sang Zixin picked up the phone.
Wei Wei spoke on the phone first, "Mom, Uncle Yu, I'm sorry. After speaking, he looked at the two old men in a daze.
"Son, everything is over, don't worry about who's right or wrong." Sang Zixin said earnestly. "Facing the reality and doing it well, this is the only way out for you, and it is also a good opportunity for you to learn and exercise. Mom and your Uncle Yu have hope for you. She continued: "However, it is the most critical and important link to learn from the past and summarize the successes and failures." People are not afraid of making mistakes, but they are afraid of making mistakes and not changing them, not learning from them, and blindly degenerating. Son, you have to eat a trench and grow wise, whether you are inside or outside, it is the same. If a person has planted roots and does not have a long memory after getting up, he is not far from being a waster. β
Wei Wei pressed the microphone on his ear with one hand, and he was choked up and speechless for a while. However, he looked at his mother and Uncle Yu longingly, and tears rolled on his square cheeks.
Sang Zixin saw that her son didn't speak, so she handed the microphone to Yu Houcheng.
Obviously, Yu Houcheng was very excited to take the phone and said:
"There are people who can't get out of their own strange circle in their lives, and this kind of person basically doesn't know repentance, because of his ignorant and incompetent conceit." He continued. "Child, after such a big setback, you will definitely be able to change for the better. After coming out, he should be a capable and responsible man. Not only can you grow up, but society can also accept you. Child, more than a year will pass soon, and we will cheer it up together. β
Wei Wei didn't know what to say, but kept nodding his head, and his tightly knit brows stretched out at the same time.
Sang Zixin said into the microphone: "Son, maybe bad things will turn into good things, my mother didn't educate you well, it was my mother's dereliction of duty, and it was also my mother's fault." β
Wei Wei waved his hands anxiously and said, "Mom, it's not your fault. β
"Son, mom knows you're comforting me." Sang Zixin said: "Whether it is comfort or blame, we all hope that you can abide by the prison rules, obey the instructions, study the laws and regulations, seriously reform yourself, and be a good person when you come out, rather than an extreme person (some people return to prison after being released from prison)." β
Wei Wei smiled and said: "Mom, don't worry, my son has to change his ways, be a good person, and be a useful person to society." β
Despite this, Sang Zixin and Yu Houcheng's hearts are still uncertain.
ββ¦β¦ Don't you have to bring anything? Sang Zixin asked with concern.
"Yes." Wei Wei said: "Daily necessities, including quilts and bedding, are readily available in prison. β
Although Wei Wei did not hold resentment, and at the same time did not carry emotions, Sang Zixin still explained to him.
"That's right, you have to do it in group life, otherwise you will break the rules." Sang Zixin said: "You must remember, remember that you have taken the wrong path, the government will do its best to help you correct it, give you the opportunity to be a new person, you must grasp it well, do not disappoint the government's transformation of you, and at the same time do not live up to our hopes." β
"Mom, Uncle Yu, I remember." Wei Wei said with relief.
"Remember, when you go to a new place, you have to learn to adapt to life there. We must transform ourselves and be a good person again. β
Wei Wei listened to his mother's words, reluctantly put down the microphone, and then bowed to his mother and Yu Houcheng, smiled, and turned to leave.
Sang Zixin and Yu Houcheng stood up and looked at their son's back. Wei Wei's hunched waist gradually straightened up.
Sang Zixin and Yu Houcheng's heavy hearts gradually relaxed.