"In my imagination, my mother is knowledgeable, gentle and virtuous, will hurt me, beat me, scold me, educate me, pay attention to my studies, oppose my early love, and urge me to get married after graduation. I even wrote in my essay when I was in elementary school that my mom would wake me up in the morning and go to school, pick me up in the afternoon, and teach me to do my homework in the evening. But in fact? She would only take my father's living expenses for me. ”

"She doesn't have any other family, her family is me, I'm her only family, but she doesn't seem to care. I was only a teenager at the time, and I was innocent, not stupid. I'm in my thirties now, and I don't even have the innocence I have, and I know more and more about what my mother is. ”

Tan Huan couldn't cry anymore, and bean-sized teardrops rolled down like curtain beads. The three men were at a loss for what to do, and would only rush to hand out tissues.

Although Tan Huan's narrative is messy, the three still capture its core meaning.

Tan Huan lacked family care in his early years, especially maternal love, so he was very eager for maternal love. What you want is what you want, this is a common disease of people.

Tan Huan's longing and longing for her mother gave her countless imaginations and even fantasies about the beautiful image of her mother. Huang Zui suddenly appeared in her life, and although her image as a mother was far from her imagination, it did not matter to her, and she was intoxicated by the great happiness that she had lost to her mother. But Huang Zui suddenly disappeared, and she fell from the clouds into the abyss again.

At the same time, she thinks that Huang Zui is very likely to be on the side of a long-term meal ticket that can provide her gambling money, and in the huge loss, her dream of happiness was shattered, and she slowly recognized and accepted the reality, while being ashamed of her mother's behavior, she didn't want to experience the pain of gaining and losing again.

Therefore, Tan Huan chose to ignore Huang Zui's "disappearance".

After Tan Huan's mood stabilized a little, Ouyang asked: "During the winter vacation from 2002 to 2003, what happened between Huang Zui, Li Yi, He Xiaoyue, Long Zhiyi and Wang Kang?" We believe that Wang Kang and the four of them should have no relationship, and it should have been through you that he intersected with them, what role did you play in it? ”

"Do you feel like having a lot of money in your pocket during the Chinese New Year, but you have no place to eat, so you can only eat instant noodles at home?"

Tan Huan's reply still sounded like an answer, but the three of them were extremely patient and listened carefully.

"That year, my mother cooked a meal in the house where I lived, and it was the best meal I've ever had. So, I have no reason to refuse any request from my mother. ”

"My father gave me enough money every month to cover my living expenses, and I was even able to buy some luxury goods. It is also enough to ensure the daily needs of my mother and me. But it wasn't enough for my mother to gamble. ”

"My mother has three very good girlfriends, namely Li Yi, He Xiaoyue, and Long Zhiyi. During that time, they all happened to go back to Shashi for the Spring Festival. So, the four of them often get together again. My mother would take me there sometimes, so I knew them and remembered their names. ”

"My mother borrowed money from them under various pretexts, including buying me a piano and sending me to various training classes, but in fact she threw all the borrowed money on the gambling table. After a long time, they also knew that my mother was lying, and they also knew that my mother was a muddy person who couldn't support the wall, and she couldn't quit gambling in this life. So, they started urging my mother to pay it back. ”

Speaking of this, Tan Huan sneered without warning, scolded the quintessence of the country, and then continued: "My mother is a bad gambler, how can she pay back the money." ”

"During the winter vacation, the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, two days before the third year of high school was about to return to school, three of my mother's best friends came to my place to have dinner with my mother. In fact, they were urging my mother to pay back. ”

"That day, I asked Wang Kang to eat KFC. Wang Kang came to my house by appointment, and they met Wang Kang for the first time. ”

"My mother's three best friends are nothing but a few stinky money. The only advantage they have over my mother is that they don't have a gambling problem. Li Yi has been divorced seven times, the fastest one is to pull the marriage certificate after knowing each other for three days, and pull the divorce certificate two months later, when she was divorced and single. He Xiaoyue is unmarried, but she has never found a boyfriend around 20 years old, and she has been with each boyfriend for no more than half a year. Long Zhiyi is even more outrageous, she has two little white faces, and they both live together......"

"They drank wine at that time, and when they saw Wang Kang outside the door, it was like a wolf seeing meat and a dog seeing bones. I could see that their eyes were glowing green. ”

"I hurried out and took Wang Kang with me."

"When I went back in the evening, they were still at my house...... My mother pulled me into the room and told me very tactfully, "Three aunts...... If you want to make friends with Wang Kang, you want me to ...... Take a ......"

"My mother said that as long as I set up a line, the accounts between them and my mother would be written off, and each of them would give my mother a thank you fee. also said that Wang Kang is such a big person, and he is a man, just to meet and make friends, he will not suffer any losses. ”

"I couldn't resist my mother at the time, and I thought she had a point, so I agreed. Then, in the name of my birthday, I asked Wang Kang to have dinner at Li Yi's hotel the next night. ”

Wang Kang went to the appointment on time...... At the dinner table, they poured me a drink. After drinking, I fainted. After waking up...... only to know that Wang Kang had been sent to the hospital...... After that, I learned a little bit from the doctor......"

Speaking of this, Tan Huan was already in tears.

"Did they drug Wang Kang and then sexually assault him?" Lao Liu asked.

Tan Huan was silent and nodded.

"So, when my mother is gone, why should I call the police and get her back?" Tan Huan said while wiping away his tears.

Tan Huan's feelings for his mother Huang Zui are extremely complicated. Emotionally, she cherishes Huang Zui very much, and she can accept all kinds of unreasonable requests of Huang Zui. On the other hand, Wang Kang's sexual assault should have always made her lingering, but the emotional balance still occupies the first place, but after the sudden disappearance of Huang Drunkenness, the huge psychological gap finally lifted the emotional fog shrouded in her mind, which seemed to make her face up to the cruel reality that she was not valued by her mother.

Lao Liu pondered for a long time, but still asked the question in his heart: "What was the relationship between you and Wang Kang back then?" As far as we know, it doesn't seem like you're a couple. But judging by your narrative, you have another date between you? ”

Tan Huan smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "At that time, I was wishful thinking. Between me and him, I don't know each other. He was probably too lonely and didn't have many friends at school, so he never turned down my offer. But I never wanted to hurt him......"

Tan Huan fell into crying again.

Lao Liu thought about it seriously and said: "The disappearance of your mother, as well as the disappearance and murder of the other three, if it is indeed committed by Wang Kang, then there is no doubt that he committed the crime out of revenge. Generally speaking, revenge crimes are irrational, but anyone who the murderer believes has harmed him will be included in the list of retaliation. In that sexual assault case, although you were also used, you were the most critical link, but Wang Kang did not retaliate against you. This shows that either he was still rational when he carried out the retaliatory action; Either he has feelings for you; Either that's both. ”

The information obtained by the two groups of Lao Liu and Xiao Wang visited was fed back to Li Zhudao one after another.

In repeated communication and exchanges, everyone agreed that in the two or three months before the Wang brothers were about to face the college entrance examination, the teachers and classmates around him, Wang An or Wang Kang, who saw a big change in personality, should not be the same person, and Wang An and Wang Kang are very likely to have swapped identities. In other words, during that time, Wang Kang, who was originally studying in Shashi No. 1 Middle School, went to Dongyang County No. 3 Middle School, while Wang An went to Shashi No. 1 Middle School. Such an arrangement should come from Wang Fang, and its purpose is to allow the Wang brothers to be admitted to a good university. Wang An has a detached personality, but his academic performance is miserable, while Wang Kang, on the contrary, has a dull personality, but his academic performance is enough to glorify his ancestors. After Wang Kang replaced Wang An, Wang An took the college entrance examination in the name of Wang Kang, and "Wang Kang" naturally fell to Sun Shan, so the real Wang Kang continued to repeat after the college entrance examination.

Wang An and Wang Kang have diametrically opposite personalities, but under various factors, the teachers and close classmates around them only think that Wang An or Wang Kang has changed. Of course, the biggest reason for this is that no one knows that Wang An or Wang Kang, whom they came into contact with, actually have twin brothers.

In addition, according to the previous household registration information, the Wang mother and son family of three have long been separated. All indications show that letting the two brothers Wang Kang and Wang An switch identities to take the college entrance examination should be out of Wang Fang's premeditation, not a temporary idea. There is no doubt that Wang Fang's arrangement is more beneficial to Wang An. This should also be the reason why Wang Kang confided in Zhang Wang that his mother valued his brother more.

Wang Kang is dissatisfied with his mother, and at the same time longs for more "favoritism" from her. The lack of father's love and the negligence of mother's love caused Wang Kang to be introverted, inferior and timid. Unfortunately, he was later hit by Huang Zui and other 4 people. Traitor. There is no doubt that this incident has caused great physical and mental damage to him.

Judging from the time and the feedback of Shi Jing, Li Wei and others, it should be Wang Kang, not Wang An, who was in Dongyang No. 3 Middle School at that time. Therefore, after Wang Kang was sexually assaulted by Huang Zui and others, he was raped by Wen Tao and others not long after. Li Zhudao frowned, as if he was sympathizing with Wang Kang's ill-fated fate.