Chapter 4: Autism (2)

After school in the afternoon, when Lin Muhan was sorting out her homework bag, she took out the small diary she had been carrying from the inside of her schoolbag. She opened it and looked at it, remembering that she hadn't kept a diary for weeks, and decided to buy a new notebook, transfer the old diary to the new one, and write it down again.

"Hey."

Lin Muhan turned her head and saw Cai Wanqi waving to her, and Zhao Xiaoqing was already playing with her mobile phone in the corridor with her schoolbag. Lin Muhan motioned for them to go first, picked up his mobile phone and sent a message to Cai Wanqi: Wait for me at the school gate.

Putting down the phone, Lin Muhan caught a glimpse of Fang Shuling holding her schoolbag and looking at the classmates walking around the podium out of the corner of her eye. Lin Muhan hurriedly sorted out his schoolbag and wanted to leave the classroom as soon as possible.

"Mu Han, is there any market tonight?" Fang Shuling leaned over to her with a smile on her face and asked.

"No, I have to hurry home and help pack my things, I'm going to have a guest." Lin Muhan lied, just to get rid of her questioning.

"Okay, I'll have to wait for my mom to pick me up."

"I'll go first, bye-bye." Lin Muhan breathed a sigh of relief, and hurriedly ran out of the classroom to catch up with Cai Wanqi and them.

Out of the school gate, Lin Muhan first went to the stationery store at the door to buy a new notebook, and then urged Cai Wanqi and Zhao Xiaoqing to leave quickly.

"Don't panic, let's go drip drop." Cai Wanqi called the nearest express train on her mobile phone.

Ten minutes later, the three of them finally got into the car. The driver drove through the traffic, and the building outside the window quickly retreated.

"Have you booked a table?" Zhao Xiaoqing asked Cai Wanqi.

"It's booked. There must be a lot of students at the mall tonight. ”

Lin Muhan took out his mobile phone to look at the time, six twenty. She leaned her head lightly against the window, shaking as the car moved.

"Are you going back after eating, or where are you going to play?" Cai Wanqi pinched her nose.

"Go home, I want to sleep." Zhao Xiaoqing stretched. The back of the carriage suddenly became crowded.

"I don't know. Look at it after eating. Lin Muhan made a bag of green tea to drink in the afternoon, and now she is very hungry, she just wants to eat quickly and fill her stomach. And she's a little upset.

It wasn't until the three of them sat down in their seats to order, and the dishes were served one after another, that Lin Muhan's mood was much better.

"I'll just say, there must be a lot of students tonight, and just now I saw my classmates and a few of them coming here for dinner." Cai Wanqi put a piece of meat in the hot pot, watching the people coming and going outside the hot pot restaurant, and many students from other schools also walked here.

Lin Muhan just ate it in a big gulp, and Cai Wanqi looked at the bottom of her red spicy pot with a disgusted expression on her face. "My mom, it looks spicy."

Zhao Xiaoqing wanted to try to see if it was delicious, so she asked Lin Muhan to give her a slice of meat to taste, but it was so spicy that she poured Coke directly. Lin Muhan smiled and leaned back.

"You're the devil, can you eat it so spicy?" Zhao Xiaoqing smiled bitterly.

"Where is it spicy, you see how delicious I eat."

"You wait for the pimples to get on fire." Cai Wanqi grimaced at her.

Lin Muhan ignored her, picked up a piece of potato from the hot pot and put it in his mouth.

"When you have acne, Kaifeng won't want you hahaha." Zhao Xiaoqing said.

Cai Wanqi tilted her head to look at her, "I've seen him come to talk to Mu Han recently." Do you know the inside story? ”

"Don't listen to her nonsense, there's nothing." Lin Muhan was anxious. "Let's eat your hot pot!"

"Haha, you said that Kaifeng has so many top students around him, but he must come to ask Mu Han every day, do you think he has a crush on her?"

"Wow~" Cai Wanqi squinted her eyes and looked at Lin Muhan.

Lin Muhan pouted and stretched out her hand to tickle Zhao Xiaoqing. "Alright, alright, let's eat." Cai Wanqi had already eaten a plate of lamb slices and poured orange juice.

"Ding." Lin Muhan's mobile phone received a message, she withdrew her hand and clicked on WeChat, and Zhao Xiaoqing next to her was still having fun while eating meat.

"What are you doing?" It was sent by Yang Zihao.

"Eating hot pot outside. Why, didn't you fly to Shanghai to play? ”

"Didn't go. I originally wanted to go to Shanghai to stay at my relative's house for a few days and have some fun by the way, but their family had something to do. I'm not going to go. ”

"Haha, look at you were so sassy the day before yesterday. Stay at home, or you'll be with your girlfriend. After Lin Muhan finished sending the message, she took a beef ball from the pot and stuffed it into her mouth, which made her mouth straight.

Cai Wanqi hiccuped, put down her chopsticks and looked at Lin Muhan with interest.

"What?"

"Look at you cute hahaha."

Lin Muhan glanced at her and ate another beef ball.

"Tell us, do you have a good impression of Kaifeng?" Cai Wanqi looked at her with wide eyes.

Lin Muhan pursed her lips and didn't speak.

"Oh? Is it default haha. Zhao Xiaoqing echoed on the side.

"Uh...... This ......" Lin Muhan looked at the two of them with a gaze that seemed to be quite genuine. "Don't talk to anyone."

"Okay." Cai Wanqi said.

"Actually, I have a good feeling, but what about ......"

"Eh, that's right, don't be cowardly if you have a good feeling, just go up and start hahaha." Zhao Xiaoqing didn't wait for her to finish speaking, and rushed to speak.

"Oh, it's like you're going to fight." Lin Muhan smiled.

"Be brave, you see that Wanqi has been sending him Starbucks to express her love in order to pursue her title."

Cai Wanqi almost squirted the orange juice out of her mouth. "You still mention it. Don't talk nonsense, I'll tell you. After saying that, he stabbed her with his hand.

Zhao Xiaoqing squeezed her eyes at Lin Muhan, and Lin Muhan couldn't help but smile and stuffed a piece of lotus root into her mouth.

Before changing seats, Li Ziwei sat in front of Cai Wanqi. And Li Ziwei often looked back at her, which made Cai Wanqi very embarrassed. And if Cai Wanqi has any questions, he is always very enthusiastic to help her answer.

After a long time, many girls in the class could see that Cai Wanqi fell in love with Li Zi. And she often buys Starbucks and Zhao Xiaoqing and Lin Muhan to drink, and she doesn't forget to buy a cup for him to drink. Li Zizhi is also very happy, and always smiles and says thank you to her.

It continued like this until the change of seats, Li Ziqi and Zheng Kaifeng ran to the front row to sit down, Li Ziqi was not so enthusiastic about her, and slowly the two of them stopped talking.

Lin Muhan and Zhao Xiaoqing joked to Cai Wanqi: "He came to trick your Starbucks to drink."

Cai Wanqi was also very sad, but her brain refresh ability was very strong, and she forgot all the unpleasantness in a few days, and returned to the original appearance of the girl who was happy and stupid all day long.

But Cai Wanqi didn't want them to talk nonsense, after all, only they knew the follow-up of this matter. In fact, it's been a long time, and Cai Wanqi doesn't take him seriously anymore, just talking.

Before they knew it, they had eaten until eight o'clock, and the dishes had been swept away. After paying the money, Cai Wanqi asked Zhao Xiaoqing if she was going home.

"Uh...... It doesn't matter, you can go back after nine o'clock. ”

So they went downstairs to Starbucks to kill time. Cai Wanqi has a Starbucks membership card, and this time it will be her treat again.

Cai Wanqi ordered a cup of coffee, Lin Muhan didn't like it, she really didn't know what was good about this bitter thing, she couldn't get used to it. She was also so full that she couldn't drink. Zhao Xiaoqing was quite able to eat, and ordered a glass of Frappuccino.

Cai Wanqi and Zhao Xiaoqing started playing games as soon as they sat down, and Lin Muhan had already deleted the game and stopped playing, so she sat next to them and watched them play.

"Ding." Lin Muhan's mobile phone rang.

"Haha, let her play. I was also out with my classmates and had just eaten enough. Yang Zihao sent a message.

"Oh, how can there be someone like you who doesn't even care about a girlfriend. Beware of her being snatched away. Lin Muhan replied to him.

"Eh, okay, okay, I'm going to play somewhere else. Slipped away. ”

Lin Muhan didn't say goodbye to him or anything, she directly exited the chat window and deleted the chat record with Yang Zihao.

She didn't want to be seen.

Yang Zihao's girlfriend saw that he and Lin Muhan had been chatting and was very angry, and Yang Zihao also struggled to clarify the relationship before the matter was settled. She felt that she was chatting with Yang Zihao to do this, but afterwards Yang Zihao told Lin Muhan that although she was relieved, nothing happened.

Lin Muhan and Yang Zihao sat together at night, often chatting and laughing, and many people were rumoring about their relationship. Lin Muhan didn't care. But she didn't expect that one day in the future, the relationship between her and Yang Zihao would be so big.

It was past ten o'clock, and Cai Wanqi and Zhao Xiaoqing finally finished the last game. "Wow, it's past ten o'clock, I have to go back quickly." Zhao Xiaoqing finished the last sip of Frappuccino, put on her schoolbag and went home first.

Lin Muhan and Cai Wanqi also walked out of Starbucks.

"Are you going back?" Lin Muhan asked her.

"Well, I'm going back to shopping for shoes online." Cai Wanqi shook her phone.

"Oh. Well, I'm kind of bored. Lin Muhan scratched her head, she didn't know where to go, she didn't want to go home yet.

Cai Wanqi called a motorcycle, got into the car and waved goodbye to Lin Muhan. "Hmm. Bye. Lin Muhan watched her ride away in the car.

Lin Muhan is the only one left, although it is already more than ten o'clock and almost eleven o'clock, but the commercial square in the city center is still very lively. In the afternoon, there are students, many students come to shop, some in groups of three or five, some with two or three girlfriends, and a couple of young couples holding hands and talking and laughing.

Lin Muhan loosened the ponytail, shook his hair, and put the rubber band on his wrist.

She stood motionless at the crossroads, just standing there all the time, and the hawthorn red school uniform on her body was very eye-catching. After a while, she looked down at her shoes, tiptoed, looked up at the cars passing on the road, and turned her head to look at the student couple walking by.

She opened the circle of friends to take a look and give a few classmates a like. brushed up on Zheng Kaifeng's post again, he and his classmates were shopping in the old city for a night view. After Lin Muhan closed his eyes for a while, he opened his eyes and stared at his phone, and gave Zheng Kaifeng a thumbs up.

Lin Muhan felt very lonely, and she really wanted someone to talk to her.

Specific people.

Walking to the square next to him, Lin Muhan found himself standing on a familiar lawn, and looked up to see the scene from a year and a half ago. This is where she and Chen Xingfan spent New Year's Eve together.

Lin Muhan wants to fall in love.

Chen Xingfan was her first love, and she even gave him her first kiss. Lin Muhan has finally tasted the taste of love, she has also tasted the taste of breaking up, and now she hopes that Chen Xingfan can still be by her side.

She finally realized how wonderful it is to be emotional, but once she falls into it, it is difficult to extricate herself.

"Maybe it's just me." Lin Muhan stood there and muttered to himself.

She sighed and turned and walked out of the square, she wanted to go to the promenade and look at the sea.

"Mom, I'll play outside with my classmates, and I'll be back later." Lin Muhan sent a WeChat message to her mother.

Lin Muhan's mother is very open-minded and does not restrict her activities too much in life. "Okay, pay attention to safety, wait for the family to come back and lock the door and open it yourself with the key." Do you have a key with you? Lin Muhan received the message.

"Uh-huh. Yes, yes. Lin Muhan walked up to the corridor, facing a gust of sea breeze, and her hair was messy again. But she didn't care, and let her long hair flutter in the wind.

The tide receded, leaving a tidal flat. This is an inner bay, and you can see a small hill on the other side of the coast that is lit up with landscape lights, and it flashes at night, changing its posture.

She took off her myopic glasses, everything in front of her was blurred, and the lights of the traffic on the road at night turned into small circles next to each other, colorful, shiny, and flowing in her eyes.

Lin Muhan often feels that the world under myopia is very hazy and beautiful, like a fairy tale world.

Her big eyes watched it all. took off her glasses, and her cherry-sized eyes added a bit of innocence and cuteness to her. Many people say she looks like a foreigner. Lin Muhan still remembers eating hamburgers at McDonald's when she was a child, and a big brother came over to ask her if she was mixed-race.

She smiled.

The wind continued to blow, Lin Muhan found a clean place to sit on the steps for people to rest on the railing of the corridor, hugged his schoolbag on his chest, held his glasses in his hands, and shook his feet slightly on the ground a few centimeters away.

She looked at the night scene, took out her mobile phone and took a photo and sent it to Moments, then put her phone beside her, waiting for others to like her, and waiting to see if anyone would chat with her.

Lin Muhan just sat like this, there were no more people on the corridor, and there were fewer cars on the road. She loved the quiet atmosphere. Her heart is also quiet. She just sat there, staring blankly at the shoes on her feet. A pair of black and white canvas shoes stained with a bit of mud.

She sat until October 1.

Lin Muhan picked up her phone and looked, no one sent her a message, and several classmates in her circle of friends praised her. It's already past twelve o'clock, and there are still many students who are keeping the zero o'clock to post happy National Day and happy birthday to the motherland in the circle of friends.

Lin Muhan was sleepy, she had been sleepy for a long time, but she still wanted to enjoy this quiet, this kind of daze time again. And, this loneliness.

She put on her glasses and looked at the time: 00:26. So he got up, put on his school bag, held his mobile phone in his hand, walked down the corridor, and went home. There are no more cars on the road. In the distance, a car drove by, beeping and beeping and driving away.

The sound of a horn pierced the night sky.

No cars pass by anymore.

The whole road is endless and empty.

On the road Lin Muhan walked, there were no pedestrians for a long time, only rows of street lights were on.

To whom shall it be illuminated?