When you read this letter, I think you know what I'm talking about, right?

But for now, I have something I want to explain to you.

When we broke up, I know you're sad and angry with me. It's all my fault for not explaining the problem clearly, and then I hastily dismissed it.

At that time, when we were divided into classes, when we came to the new class, I felt that the learning atmosphere in the class was very tense, and everyone was chasing after me. At that time, the teacher was still very optimistic about me, but my grades showed a downward trend. I was scared, I was under a lot of pressure, I was afraid that if I didn't work hard, I would really get farther and farther away from my goal.

I'm still thinking about what I can do to maintain our relationship. Maybe my dad saw us walking together before, and he told me not to do anything unrelated to my studies, and told me to think about what I wanted to pursue.

I was so stressed that I was sad when I finally told you that I broke up, and I was always afraid that you would hate me in the future, but I couldn't stay with you all the time, so I still chose to think about my studies......

Do you know? At the end of my freshman year of high school, my best grandfather passed away. I loved my grandfather so much that I was really sad and I was almost depressed. This is also one of the reasons why my grades began to plummet after the start of the new semester of my sophomore year of high school.

In the past, when he was a classmate in the first year of high school, he often smiled and said to me: "I found that after leaving Mu Han, you seem to have become a little decadent." "I thought to myself why I made this decision in the first place...... If you're still with me, wouldn't everything be okay......

When we took the physics test, we all wrote the answers on the old answer sheets for the grade level. When I got your answer sheet, I was really happy and secretly enjoyed myself for a long time. If only you could know how good it would be.

When I knew that you confessed to Kaifeng, I felt like something was stuck there, very lost, my mind was blank, and I still thought about it for many days......

Also, I guess you're not happy with my cold attitude. Because since the breakup, I have always felt very sorry for you, every time I see you, I feel very guilty, many times I dare not look at you when I meet, I can only walk away quickly, otherwise I will have to think cranky again......

And on my birthday, you ask me if I can have a chat, you don't know how excited I am, but I'm embarrassed to be happy. I also know that this is the first time we have spoken in a long time, and time has made us all strangers to each other, so I can only hide the joy in my heart for the first time, hoping to wait until I have the opportunity to talk about it later.

On December 1st, I saw your Moments: My feeling for you is probably that even if we don't talk for a long time, don't chat, or just lose any contact one day, from 2017 to 2019, I still feel that you are a very, very important person for me.

At that time, I was still wondering if this person could be me, was it still thinking about me, or was I thinking too much and making myself amorous?

It doesn't matter anymore.

For more than a month, I'm glad we can talk again like we used to. A lot of the time in the evening, I'm doing my homework and waiting to see if you come over to talk to me. Maybe it's because of our relationship, sometimes we just go our separate ways after a few words, but I'm also very satisfied.

Actually, I've wanted to come back to you many times, but I'm afraid you'll hate me anymore. A boy didn't explain anything, and after leaving his girlfriend behind, he ran back to her again, which was very shameful.

But I never forgot you......

I wish we could go back to the way things were......

It really took all my courage to write this letter to you......

Having said all this, in the end, I still wish we could forget about the past and start over...... In the third year of high school, work together, move forward together, and go to the end together.

Mu Han, can I make you like me again?

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(I respect your choice, if you don't agree, then please throw away all the letters, or give them back to me, as if nothing happened)