Lin Muhan wiped her tears, the emotions that had accumulated in her heart couldn't be suppressed, she picked up her mobile phone and sent a message to Chen Xingfan frantically.

"Xingfan, believe I saw it, why are you doing this Chinese New Year's Eve cross......"

"We've only been together for less than a month...... Don't you leave me, okay...... Star Sail ...... Can you get back to me......"

She said what she thought in her heart, and now she just wanted Chen Xingfan to know everything, but he didn't reply at all.

"I still want to work hard with you and go to college together......"

"I've planned it, I can also follow you to study medicine, and I'll follow you wherever you go to study...... I don't want to leave you......"

"Didn't we say we wanted to spend Christmas together...... Xingfan, don't you want to be like this, okay...... Can you reply to me......"

"The thing I confessed wasn't what you thought it was...... At that time, I thought you didn't like me anymore, but I still like you...... I just wanted to start a relationship again and forget about the old relationship, but I was really wrong, I couldn't let go of you. Do you know? I really felt like a scumbag back then...... confessed to others, but I still think about my ex-boyfriend......"

"Starsail...... Don't ignore me, okay...... We've been together for half a month, and I've seen our relationship as a three-year relationship...... I'm really sad, please don't do this, okay...... I'm crying and typing with you right now......"

Lin Muhan whimpered, and her tears couldn't stop flowing down, wetting her clothes. She looked at the time with her red tears, and it was already 0:12 of the new year.

"It's past twelve o'clock now, Happy New Year...... I really didn't expect the New Year to come like this...... Can you get back to me......"

"I know you're a little unhappy with me for not talking so much when we meet, maybe I'm a little cowardly, and I'm not fully ready for it...... But that doesn't mean I don't like you...... Everything I do is to be there for you...... Don't you want that...... We're going to be fine together...... You can take back your thoughts......"

That's all I have to say.

Or not.

But she couldn't say any more.

"Although you haven't replied to me, I'll keep waiting for you, Xingfan......"

Lin Muhan put down his mobile phone and lay on the bed, burying his face deep in his arm, sobbing intermittently.

The family was not interested in Chinese New Year's Eve, and went to bed early, only Lin Muhan was still awake.

Crying.

She is the only one in the world who is crying.

On the first day of the new year.

"It shouldn't be like this...... It shouldn't be like this...... Why are you doing this? ”

Lin Muhan suddenly slammed the bed with his hand, and the mobile phone was bounced on the bed and turned over.

"Don't you go......" Her voice was hoarse, and the words came out as if they were squeezing in her throat.

Tears dried up.

Everything was quiet too.

Now in this world, there is only one girl left, with a red nose and hair scattered at random, leaning against the corner of the bed and hugging herself.

At least there was a lamp with her.

The orange light tried its best to soothe this broken heart. But my heart is broken, how can I appease it?

"I ...... Think more...... Can I accompany you more...... You're a ...... Put the first half of your life ...... Wind...... The scenery speaks to you......"

This life is about your scenery, and it has come to an end.

Right.

The intermittent lyrics were choked up and sung from Lin Muhan's mouth.

To whom is it sung?

I would like to present this song to the first day of the new year.

"Ding."

The sound of information was particularly harsh in the silence of the night.

"Happy New Year, it's late at night, and I'm going to rest. I didn't deliberately want to break up with you at this time, but now that the final exam is approaching, I don't want to say it too late, for fear of affecting your exam. Now that I've made a decision, you don't want to keep it. After reuniting, it is difficult to reunite the mirror, it is just a repetition of the mistakes of the past. ”

"I've been really tired for half a month, I have to bear the pressure of studying, and at the same time I have to take care of our relationship, and I am listless in class every day. I'm afraid I'm going to really miss my goal if I go on like this. Feelings are such a thing, the result is not important, the process is good, it is enough. That's it, goodbye. ”

"The rest of the time is to concentrate on the college entrance examination. In the future, you will also meet guys who are more suitable for you. ”

These words seemed to have magical power, seducing Lin Muhan's tears and pulling her into the abyss again.

"Don't...... Xingfan, you don't want to be like this...... I've always believed in our relationship, and we're going to be fine......"

"You believe in feelings, but I don't believe anymore. It's also hard for me to accept that a girl wants to forget her old feelings and find new ones and then come back. You say you don't like you anymore, so take that as a fact. ”

"We've been apart for so long, and we've only been back together for half a month...... We're a little bit at odds with each other, but now that everything is clear, wouldn't it be nice to have it...... Please, don't do that...... Don't leave me behind......"

"It's not as simple as saying that we're okay, but there's a crack separating us that can't be repaired...... Don't say anything more, don't get ruined by feelings, leave yourself some decency......"

"I don't want decency...... I don't want anything...... I just want you to come back...... Don't leave me...... Star Sail ...... I've cried I don't know how many times, I'm really uncomfortable...... We can start all over again...... Please don't ...... like that."

"I'm sad too, so please don't say anything more...... We can't go back, let go of me, let go of all this...... You're making my depression come back again......"

"Ah...... I'm sorry...... I just hope you don't leave me, I really can't let you go...... We could have ......."

Chen Xingfan didn't reply to her.

Lin Muhan wiped a handful of tears and slowly eased from his sadness, his heart began to be full of worry, and he didn't know what happened to him suddenly.

Depression.

"Xingfan, what's wrong with you? Would you like to get back to me...... Don't scare me......"

"Are you alright...... Star Sail ...... Can you get back to me and let me know you're okay? ”

"You can reply to me......"

"Starsail...... Tell me back...... Shall I say another word to you and leave......"

Lin Muhan was a little scared.

"Ah......hh What the hell happened to him...... Don't scare me......" She dropped her phone, covered her face and started crying again.

After a long time, Chen Xingfan finally sent a message.

"I'm fine......"

"Thank goodness...... You've finally come back to me, it's okay......"

"You...... Do you want to say anything else? ”

"Will you still use this WeChat in the future......"

"I don't think I used it much before the college entrance examination."

"Can you please delete me...... I won't bother you...... I'll just send you some blessings or something during the New Year's holiday, okay......"

"Forget it, I'd better delete it."

In the end, it can't be saved.

"Okay...... Then I'm leaving...... I wish you all the best in 2020 and be admitted to your ideal university, come on. Thank you ......."

"Thank me, what, I'm sorry to say to you...... You have to come on, 2020 is going to go on happily, goodbye. ”

"I thank you for being with me through this relationship...... Bye-bye ......"

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"Do you want to delete the contact?"

Lin Muhan's eyes were red, he gritted his teeth, and raised his hand to press down.

Good bye......