"What's on your finger?" Zhao Xiaoqing stared at Lin Muhan's right hand.

"My ...... New Year's gifts. She gently touched the lion cub charm.

"Huh? Why should you wear it on your hand? "Zhao Xiaoqing wanted to take it and take a look.

"Don't move!" Lin Muhan suddenly became anxious, holding the ornament and refusing to let Zhao Xiaoqing touch it.

"Okay, okay, I won't touch it." Zhao Xiaoqing withdrew her hand and leaned on the table to look at her. "What's wrong with you, your eyes are red. You...... Crying? ”

Lin Muhan buried his head in his arm and didn't speak.

She did cry.

When she went out today, she decided to wear the gift given to her by Chen Xingfan on her hand, and she kept wearing it, and she didn't want to take it off until she graduated.

"I broke up......" Lin Muhan choked up.

"Why? Aren't you all good, why did you break up all of a sudden? ”

"I don't know...... Blame me...... Blame myself ......"

"Don't cry......" Zhao Xiaoqing patted her tentatively.

"Boom!"

Lin Muhan suddenly stood up and knocked over the water cup on the ground. She didn't pick it up, but squeezed past Zhao Xiaoqing and walked straight outside the classroom.

Yang Zihao on the side looked at her with red eyes, alone by the corridor railing in a daze, and shook his head helplessly.

"What's next?" Lin Muhan asked.

What's next?

"I don't know......" Lin Muhan replied by himself.

It's going to be the final exam.

Then study hard.

Lin Muhan decided to devote all her energy to math class, and every class was extremely serious, she seemed to be only interested in math class, and for other classes, she felt dispensable.

"Teacher, what do you think of this picture? Why does the curve pass through this point? Lin Muhan put the test paper on the math teacher's desk, flicked his fingers, and held the ornament in the palm of his hand.

"Hmmm! In this diagram, you need to use the method of combining numbers and shapes. Let's just assume that the two curves intersect at the same point......"

The math teacher is in a good mood these days, because every day Lin Muhan will come over to ask questions, which makes him feel very relieved. And every time she finished explaining the problem, the math teacher would pat her on the shoulder and cheer her on.

"Why do you write math every day in class?" Zhao Xiaoqing looked at Lin Muhan, who was still writing math problems at the moment.

She doesn't speak.

"You're careful of getting caught by English!"

"Cut!"

The ornament on Lin Muhan's hand kept shaking with the movement of the pen.

Now the only way to make the relationship between the two a little better is to study hard, which is the way to do it.

What can be a good way?

Lin Muhan didn't know either.

Poof, that's ridiculous. The reunion was also proposed by him, and the breakup was also proposed by him, what is the meaning of this relationship?

"Smack!" Lin Muhan suddenly dropped the pen, sat on the seat and covered his face, trembling all over.

She felt out of breath, as if something was blocked in her heart, and she was so uncomfortable that she continued to do so for several days, and her spirit was getting worse and worse day by day.

Is this a precursor to depression?

"You let me pass!" Lin Muhan desperately squeezed out of his seat and ran towards the toilet.

She met Chen Xingfan.

Chen Xingfan also saw her.

What's the use of seeing it? Could it be that he will come over to shush the cold and ask for warmth, hug her, and comfort her not to cry?

It's just that he also saw the small ornament that had been worn on Lin Muhan's finger.

What would he think?

Back in the classroom, she took out her diary, hesitated, and as if she had made up her mind, she quickly wrote a sentence in the notebook.

"Xingfan, you wait for me, I won't give up, I'll come back to you after the college entrance examination. 1.5”

……

"Can you see his circle of friends?"

"He? Oh, you can watch. Cai Wanqi cut a steak with a knife and stuffed it into her mouth.

Lin Muhan didn't speak, just picked up rice in his mouth. Her long hair was scattered and covered her face, and she pulled her hands behind her ears and looked up at Cai Wanqi.

"Don't look at me like that."

"Can you show me his circle of friends?"

"Don't look at it, it's been a few days, and the more you look at it, the sadder it becomes."

"Show me, take a screenshot."

"Okay, okay, I'll send you a screenshot." Cai Wanqi helplessly picked up the phone and pressed it. "You said you were in this state all morning, and you had to do this again when you came out for a meal at noon, alas."

Lin Muhan clicked on the screenshot sent by Cai Wanqi and looked at it carefully.

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"In December, may all good things come as scheduled. 12.1”

"Take another look at the moon, leave all your regrets in 2019, and go to the luck and surprises of 2020 with all your heart. 12.31”

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"Gone?" Lin Muhan asked.

"That's all I have late. Before Chinese New Year's Eve, he went to Wanda Plaza to play with photos, but he deleted it again. ”

"Why delete ......"

"I don't know. Let's eat, don't think about it. ”

Lin Muhan began to fall into the abyss of memories again, and he couldn't extricate himself and let himself fall.

"Today is the fifth day without a starsail."

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