Volume 5: The Rainy Season (3)
When Chen Zhao arrived at his daughter's ward, it was 5:40 p.m.
The doctors have already rotated around.
A little nurse accompanies her daughter to read a comic book very seriously, and at the same time seems to be discussing something fiercely. It wasn't until she saw Chen Zhao come in that the young nurse, who was about 18 or 9 years old, seemed to be a little afraid of life, so she immediately quieted down, blushed and walked away.
"Daddy!" When her daughter saw Chen Zhao, she was so happy that she wanted to stretch out her hand to hug him.
"Huh."
Chen Zhao leaned over with a smile, asked his daughter to hug her neck, and kissed her on the forehead with a sigh.
"Where's Dad, Mommy?" Xiao Le turned his head sideways, secretly glanced behind Chen Zhao, and saw that there was no Xia Qing's figure, and his eyes were a little lost.
"Well, Mom will come to see you tomorrow, and I will definitely bring you good things." Chen Zhao touched her head and asked with concern, "Will you still be uncomfortable now?" ”
"Not so much." The daughter's obedient shaking of her head made Chen Zhao's heart warm for a while, he leaned in again and kissed it, and smiled, "Guess what Dad bought you?" ”
After asking, seeing his daughter's expectant and curious eyes, Chen Zhao took the initiative to take out the ice cream in the bag, and smiled, "Dad has eaten one, return one to Mom, and the other to you." ”
"Wow, ice cream!"
The daughter's joy and excitement made Chen Zhao's worried heart finally relaxed.
Fortunately, my daughter likes these too.
Yes, after all, it's an ordinary child. I'm afraid I haven't eaten much in previous years, right? Xia Qing, who is busy and has almost no time to spend with her, and the self who didn't like this daughter in the past...
Thinking of this, Chen Zhao felt very uncomfortable and guilty.
He didn't dare to guess what his young daughter was like in the life of a father who didn't love her...
Fortunately, she is small and not very sensible, so she can redeem it now and make up for it, everything is still in time!
"Is it delicious?"
A box of colorful large cups of ice cream was quickly finished, and looking at his daughter's lovely sweet smile, Chen Zhao was suddenly a little reluctant to leave.
He also remembered that he saw a girl with cute hair and fashionable one-piece stockings on the road today, looking very beautiful and likable. Well, he decided to wait for his daughter to be discharged from the hospital and buy her a replacement for these as well....
accompanied his daughter to 7 o'clock in the evening, for fear of Xia Qing's worries, Chen Zhao could only plan to leave, and before parting, he advised, "Remember to go to bed early at night, and let the nurse sister help you cover the quilt, you know?" ”
"Got it. Goodbye Dad. ”
"Goodbye."
Calling the little nurse in, Chen Zhao left the hospital.
....
From the crowd back to this silent remote street, the scenery is slowly changing.
Heaven may be fair, the neon signs of prosperity always do not see the moonlight, but this only dilapidated street lamps are dark, but you can clearly see the half-curved moon.
The air is still fresh.
While facing the moonlight and stepping on the shadow, Chen Zhao, who was in a very good mood, slowly arrived at the door of the house.
Unexpectedly, there was no light at home, which made Chen Zhao a little stunned, could it be that it was 7 o'clock in the evening, was Xia Qing still sleeping? Sleep until night? No, no, no, it's unlikely, Xia Qing's character, how could it be like this?
Could it be that I went to the landlord's house to sit?
Feeling strange, Chen Zhao opened the door directly, and did see Xia Qing leaning on the bed, watching TV, because it was too dark, he turned on the light, and muttered, "Why don't you turn on the light in the middle of the night?" ”
But the words didn't stop, he quickly smiled, "By the way, I'll bring you an ice cream back, some of it melts, and I'll eat it when it's frozen." Also, I found a job, which is to help people sell..."
As soon as he was halfway through the words, Xia Qing's expressionless and silent appearance made Chen Zhao's mouth close, he was stunned for a while, then walked over with a frown, and asked gently, "What's wrong?" Is it because you are not feeling well? ”
But Xia Qing didn't speak, she looked at Chen Zhao, and Chen Zhao could easily see a lot of complex emotions from her eyes.
Confusion, disappointment, pain, entanglement, a lot of inexplicable feelings...
This inappropriate subtlety made Chen Zhao a little uneasy, and he gradually and quickly followed Xia Qing's diverted eyes, turned to the table, and soon, he saw the two pages that he tore off and threw into the trash can...
Hawkers, at this moment, Chen Zhao couldn't say what he felt.
Suddenly the brain buzzed, as if it was about to explode?
And that wells up in the brain... All sorts of unspeakable emotions?
Eventually, his only thought was: 'It's over!'
"Xia Qing... I..."
Chen Zhao wanted to explain, opened his mouth, but found that he couldn't explain either.
His explanatory words were completely indescribable. Chen Zhao was very panicked, really panicked, he didn't know what to do...
What to do?
What to do?
How can you explain it!?
Throwing it in the trash, obviously just wanting to throw away everything in the past Chen Zhao at the same time, obviously just don't want to worry anymore, and want to live the current life peacefully.
But he really didn't understand why Xia Qing would turn it out...
In the eyes of others, the diary is something that represents one's true thoughts, and no matter how much you justify it, it is pale. To tell the truth, how could she believe it?
He thought desperately - there was no room for explanation....
....
Xia Qing didn't speak. After a long time, she finally raised her head, and met Chen Zhao's somewhat evasive eyes seriously, asked him who hadn't finished eating yet, and said softly, "Are you hungry?" ”
"I'm not hungry," Chen Zhao replied honestly.
"Got to see Xiaole?"
"Hmm..."
"Is it..."
This question may be easy to answer, but Chen Zhao is nervous and scared.
What would you think about being yourself now?
But as soon as this thought came out, Chen Zhao immediately collapsed, and he didn't dare to think about it anymore. He knew that Xia Qing was tolerant, and he couldn't explain himself, so he could only pray, and Xia Qing wouldn't care...
"Do you hate Xiaole and me?"
"How is that possible!!" Chen Zhao hurriedly said, "I like Xiaole and yours very much, really." I like it from the bottom of my heart. ”
"Is it..."
Xia Qing didn't speak anymore.
The world under the dark night is unknown, so the fearful can only be at ease under the bright light.
The noisy street is lively, but they will not have troubles and uneasiness when they can't see the moonlight.
Silent alleys are the opposite of quiet, and sometimes quiet does not mean beautiful.
Chen Zhao couldn't help but say to himself, 'Maybe I should like the hustle and bustle of the world more.' ’
Suddenly, Xia Qing's phone rang.
The sound of jingling bells breaks the eerie atmosphere.
"Hello?"
Xia Qing didn't have the usual gentleness, and the tone in which she picked up the phone was the kind of feeling that made Chen Zhao sink his heart instantly.
"What's wrong with Xiaole?" Xia Qing suddenly hurriedly said, "Hmm... Well... Good... I know. Thank you, thank you. ”
Hung up the phone.
Xia Qing bit her lip, looked at Chen Zhao's eyes, and became indifferent, "What did you give Xiaole to eat?" ”
"I brought her ice cream... What's wrong? When Chen Zhao heard that his daughter had an accident, he was also shocked in his heart and wanted to ask, but at this time, he couldn't speak.
"You hate your daughter so much? She's still hospitalized with appendicitis! Do you give her ice cream? ”
“....”
Xia Qing's unfamiliar eyes made Chen Zhao really scared.
It's so strange....
This made him a little confused, and he was frightened, "I... I really don't know, how is Xiaole now? Xia Qing, I was just afraid that she didn't eat these things and was hungry, so I brought them back to her. I really love Xiaole, you don't want to do this..."
"And what do you want me to do? Is there an agreement with Chen Yi that year? Leave this nasty daughter, hated home?"
Xia Qing's eyes were red, tears slowly fell, and she cried with a trembling voice, "How about you want this home?" Chen Zhao. It's been 2 years, I think you let go, but you haven't let go, you've been lying to me and this family. I think you've changed, I think there's hope for this family, but I didn't expect that you were all for Chen Yi. ”
The second fell to the position of 12 o'clock, and at the moment when it came to 7:22 in the night, Xia Qing looked at Chen Zhao, who had taken a step back completely, shaking his head blankly and couldn't speak, and asked, "Do you really want to divorce me so much?" ”