Vol. 5: The Rainy Season (12)

As soon as she walked out, Chen Yi didn't have time to hand the drink in her hand to Yu Yazhi when she saw her say, "You wait for me." Dumbfounded, she limped back into the store.

Yu Yazhi felt that she had never met such an excessive person, so how could she be willing to say a few words to him?

Looking at the red instep again, she was even more angry.

Scanning around, I soon found Zhang Jun standing at the counter and didn't know who to talk to, she immediately walked over, "Bastard, if you don't apologize today, don't think about running." It's just that as soon as he said this, when he saw that the object of Zhang Jun's speech was Chen Zhao, he was stunned.

"Eh, I said it, I didn't mean to. Okay, okay, sorry, okay? Zhang Jun saw that he was talking about it, so he said angrily.

"You!!"

Yu Yazhi was suffocated by Zhang Jun's attitude, and when she saw Chen Zhao turn her head, she could only hold back what she wanted to say, "Forget it, don't care." Looking at Chen Zhao again, "Chen Zhao, I'll come over in the evening to invite you to a meal." ”

"Chen Zhao is going out with me later." Zhang Jun preemptively said, "He already has a wife, what are you looking for him?" ”

"You..." Yu Yazhi couldn't help it anymore.

"This is my former boss, who came to shop. Helped me a lot..."Chen Zhao hurriedly relieved Yu Yazhi's embarrassment.

"If you're busy, then next time." In the end, Yu Yazhi said something to Chen Zhao slowly, glanced at Zhang Jun with a cold face, and left with a limp.

Although the cashier work is very busy, because Hu Guiyu asked him to be in charge of the cashier tonight, Chen Zhao can also have time to speak, after all, this kind of small shop, there is no need to pay attention to anything too polite and the like, after all, they are all running customers, and Hu Guiyu doesn't care.

"Don't mess around, Chen Zhao."

"What do you want?" Chen Zhao glanced at Zhang Jun, "It's really the boss, the family is very good, Xia Qing also knows, what do you care." What's wrong with you and her?"

"How? I accidentally stepped on my foot, but the amount of gas is not ordinarily small, and I think about it for a long time. Zhang Jun said angrily, "Forget it, I was a little angry by her, and my temper has come up a little." How long do you need to do it? ”

“... You have to change your temper, after so many years, women have to be humble. Chen Zhao smiled bitterly: "I got off work at 9:30." ”

....

The streets are colored.

This is one of the more popular small junctions in the neighborhood. The multi-colored lights and elegant music accompanied by the early summer breeze attract many passers-by, and it seems a little too peaceful, but it is a street that is more beautiful than the night view.

There is only one café on this trail.

"Just looking for me out for coffee?"

Chen Zhao, who preferred the scenery, chose to lean against the wall, while Zhang Jun, who was too fond of café piano music, sat on Chen Zhao's right side and did not choose to be opposite him.

Because of work, whether it is Chen Zhao or Zhang Jun, the two who are busy have not come out together for a long time.

"Hmm... Pretty much. Zhang Jun smiled.

"How's your work going?" Chen Zhao firmly remembered that Yang Xiaoru said that some problems in Zhang Jun's company were not going well, and he was a little worried.

"Work. Well, it's a little bit of a problem, but it's fine to stay up for a few days. Zhang Jun replied, turned silent for a few seconds, and continued, "How are you and Xia Qing?" Right now... What about Xiaole? I heard that she was hospitalized, and I haven't had time to see her lately. “

"It's okay with Xia Qing, Xiaole will be discharged from the hospital in a few days." Chen Zhao didn't want to say anything about the stiff with Xia Qing for a few hours, he was a little worried that Zhang Jun would make a big fuss, after all, this body had done too many wrong things before.

Chen Zhao thought about it, but he was still a little concerned, because Yang Xiaoru talked about the divorce, and asked "What about you and Xiaoru?" ”

“...”

But he didn't expect to ask such a question, and Zhang Jun was silent.

He gently stirred the coffee and poured a lot of sugar, after Chen Zhao urged him to say, "It's a little too much", he sighed, his eyes were full of sudden fatigue, and said, "It's very unhappy, life is hard, drink coffee and add some sugar, and comfort yourself with this strange reason, it's good." ”

Chen Zhao couldn't laugh out, he held the coffee and didn't drink it either.

"Chen Zhao, you said, between husband and wife, if it takes too long, you will feel bored..."

After asking such a question, without waiting for the stunned Chen Zhao, Zhang Jun continued, "I feel a little unbearable. I can't remember when I started to hate her character, and I don't know why I can't stand her instinctive words and actions... This life is becoming more and more like a glass of boiled water, light and tasteless. I often go home, and sometimes I don't even want to say a word."

As if he had finally found a mouth to confide, Zhang Jun began to clean up the tiredness accumulated in his heart...

"I'm tired," he sighed again.

Chen Zhao's mood is a little complicated, he doesn't know how to persuade, maybe Yang Xiaoru has some bad shortcomings, but at least... I have been with Zhang Jun for more than 10 years... I started falling in love in high school, and until today...

People say the seven-year itch.

But more than ten years, more than 3,650 days, how long is that?

Shouldn't it be the best in the beginning?

Many people recount this and repeat this awkward and irrefutable point. Chen Zhao doesn't hate this point of view either.

"Maybe it's okay to take it slowly." That's all he could say in the end.

Seeing Zhang Jun looking at him, Chen Zhao bit his lip and repeated, "Hmm... After a while, it passed. I know she loves you, really. ”

Hearing the word love you, Zhang Jun was stunned.

took a sip of coffee, and his eyes were complicated, "yes... It's been more than ten years, and maybe it's good to slow down. ”

"Well, how can I say that I have a child..."

Chen Zhao didn't say the word 'yes', because he suddenly saw the blank look in Zhang Junyin's child's eyes, and this subtle familiarity made him feel a little frightened.

"yes... I have children. ”

Zhang Jun sighed: "What is your definition of a child? I guess it's family affection... Well, maybe so. But maybe there is something wrong with me, I feel like a shackle, like Chinese medicine, boiling... Torture... It's just not clear how long it will take to boil into a medicinal soup like traditional Chinese medicine. Of course, it may also be my life, it belongs to that kind of... Even if you boil it back and forth several times, it still has a medicinal effect. ”

Chen Zhao couldn't understand Zhang Jun.

It is not a cognitive or moral point of view.

It's age, it's psychology.

This gap in life experience made Chen Zhao very confused.

His understanding of love is to follow through to the end. Love someone, get married once, forever and ever, simple, ordinary, that's it, even if it's boring, it's a good life.

Just like myself now...

In the beginning, this was the understanding of what he loved. From the very beginning...

It's just that when he wanted to enlighten Zhang Jun with these words, Chen Zhao seemed to think of something, his face turned pale, and he couldn't say it anymore.

"Chen Zhao... Why did you and Xia Qing want to divorce in the first place? You're better than me... Isn't it? At least Xia Qing is a good wife, and you also have an obedient, sensible and well-behaved daughter. ”

Zhang Jun's words were like a ruthless bayonet, making Chen Zhao's deliberately unthinkable thing, well, like the bayonet stabbing the heart and then quickly withdrawing, the blood that was rolling and flowing and irrepressible gushed out.

Yes, he's not qualified to say those enlightening words...

Didn't this original concept be completely denied by that 'Chen Zhao' 8 years later?

Myself... Don't you want to get a divorce too? Isn't it also cheating?

A patient who is incurable in the eyes of others, but wants to treat others? Obviously not even a doctor.

This strong sense of irony made Chen Zhao laugh to himself.

Thinking like this, if this is the case, will he divorce Xia Qing again for another 8 years?

"I don't know." Chen Zhao lowered his head and muttered, "I really don't know... Isn't that something that even you don't understand? Possible... Probably... Life is indeed boring. ”

"Really... Life can get boring. Zhang Jun seemed to be relieved, and in Chen Zhao's inadvertent manner, there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, but he quickly reined in and said relaxedly, "Then it seems that everyone will be like this." ”

This time, Chen Zhao made a mistake...

He was immature, and he made mistakes that he shouldn't have made.