Volume 6: The City of the Heart (4)

The night breeze that sneaks into the window is warm because it's not the spring season.

There is no coolness of March, beauty of April, and mildness of May.

Summer is unpleasant, and even more so is scorching summer, the same as winter.

The sweet voice with the warm wind was a little sour and harsh, which was Chen Zhao's vague feeling. He was a little stunned at first, but then his face changed suddenly, and he lowered his head in embarrassment. Waiting for the wind to stop, he didn't raise his head, he only picked one of the questions and said softly, "I just think... Marriage should always be there. ”

He lied, but he didn't think he was lying.

He is obsessed with this kind of thinking, and he believes that it is only Chen Zhao of the past who makes mistakes, and in this complex contradiction, it may be more appropriate to have only and well, than only. Maybe this kind of answer is credible, isn't it?

"Is it..."Chen Yi smiled, looked at Chen Zhao, but quickly answered his own question, "It seems that this is indeed the best!" ”

The relaxed self-answer made Chen Zhao feel a little strange.

It was as if her question was not an answer to him, but a response to one of her own answers...

It made him a little dazed.

"That..."

Chen Yi leaned over to Yu Yazhi and smiled, "Should you help me fulfill my promise?" ”

But as soon as she spoke, her smile froze.

Chen Yi found that Yu Yazhi in front of her was different from her usual smiling face, and she didn't smile as she expected, "I know." ' words. Judging from the sudden change in her eyes, she felt a trace of unstable emotion.

"Did I eavesdrop and you off?"

"It's not."

Yu Yazhi directly denied it, she looked at Chen Zhao, "What she said just now was a complete joke, I hope you don't mind." I can't do what you ask. ”

“....”

Chen Zhao was a little stunned.

But he also realized that Yu Yazhi seemed to be a little serious, and his voice was a little small, "Is there any trouble...."

Yu Yazhi took a deep breath and forcibly stabilized her emotions.

She couldn't understand why she suddenly had a kind of anger coming up, which was completely different from her usual calmness, and she didn't want to study the reason, and when Chen Zhao's seemingly estranged problem came out, she broke out directly.

"Nothing was too much trouble!"

Yu Yazhi said coldly, "Chen Zhao, I'm different from you. You have a family, you have children, and you just need to live on and it's good. What about me? I love to mention my age, but I'm 27 and I'm going to be 28 soon! I haven't talked about a boyfriend yet, and my mom even passed away with regrets for me, do you know what I should do? I need love and marriage now! ”

After saying this, she saw Chen Zhao's somewhat wooden expression, and her expression became even colder.

"To put it ugly, I'm also lonely. But there's nothing to laugh at, it's normal, isn't it? I also want to have someone to accompany and carry my bag when I go shopping, and when I am tired every day, someone shush the cold and ask for warmth, and when I am sick and hungry, I am more eager for someone to take care of me... You are always facing this kind of happiness, do you understand? ”

"I don't want to have a good love to come, I just want to live a life, I want to live, that's all. I don't think it's so bad that it's far inferior to others, it's just that fate is not enough. So I've been waiting, but I can't wait any longer. Women have an expiration date, and I can't completely refuse the opportunity to give them up. Whether it's ruining someone else's marriage, family or whatever... People are selfish! ”

Yu Yazhi has already vented some of her hidden meanings.

The scene was quiet.

She quickly shifted her gaze to Chen Zhao's eyes, but she didn't know what she was expecting to see, but in the end, seeing Chen Zhao's dumbfounded and completely incomprehensible appearance, she had a complete despair in her heart.

Got up and turned his head and walked back to the room, the door slammed, as if she was venting, slammed shut.

“...”

"I'm sorry.. She could be today. The great aunt is here. In the end, it was Chen Yi who came to ease the atmosphere.

"It's fine. I went too far and said such unreasonable things. Say sorry to her for me..."

Chen Zhao was confused, and finally blamed himself.

Oh, yes... Can people not be angry when they suddenly say these words?

But he can only deceive himself like this, and Chen Zhao doesn't know why this sentence is worth being angry about.

"Then I'll go first." Chen Zhao stood up.

"I'll send you."

"Ah, no, I'm on a bike. Right there at the door. Chen Zhao refused.

In this way, only Chen Yi was left in the hall.

She looked at the room with complicated eyes, and finally smiled bitterly and sighed, "It's still as insincere as ever." ”

....

In this lonely night.

Chen Zhao, who cooperated tacitly, also rode the old broken bicycle alone, and returned to the door of the house in the sound of the chain that was almost exhausted by the sound of 'kala' and 'stabbing', and the foot support that would shake and make a noisy sound every time it hit a steep one.

By this time the night was already deep.

At 9:30, his daughter had fallen asleep, and her sweet sleeping appearance made Chen Zhao feel slightly relieved. But when I thought of Xia Qing's instructions, I had a little headache, walked in, and saw Xia Qing, who was still working on the computer under the night light, and said, "I forgot to buy mosquito coils." ”

"It's fine." Xia Qing smiled: "I'll buy it tomorrow." ”

She was dealing with that typist's job.

There was also a little bit of what she seemed to have read some of the company's documents not long ago, after all, she hadn't been at work for a few months, and she needed to know a lot.

"Go to bed early, I'll get this." Chen Zhao said.

"No, it'll be fine soon. You're so tired from work, let's take a shower and sleep first. Don't you still have to wake up early? Xia Qing refused.

Chen Zhao didn't go to take a bath, sat next to Xia Qing, and fell silent.

After looking at it for a long time, he finally said, "Otherwise, quit this part-time job... You're going to work tomorrow, and you have to deal with a lot of documents every day when you come back, where are you busy? It's okay to earn 1500 less a month..."

“....”

Xia Qing was stunned for a moment, she didn't agree with the answer, but she didn't mean to object, she said softly, "Let's take a look, no matter how you say it, you have to finish this month." ”

"Hmm."

After the two of them were silent for a while, Xia Qing suddenly said coldly, "Zhang Jun's matter, how is it?" ”

“....”

Really...

There was a slight bitterness in his heart, and he knew that Xia Qing would definitely ask this question.

"I didn't persuade me to come back... Yang Xiaoru wanted to be with Zhang Jun, but Zhang Jun... Iron-hearted. ”

When Chen Zhao said the words 'iron heart', Xia Qing's working hand paused, and soon recovered, and slowly beaten, "Is it... What did he say? ”

"He said it was like torment... He doesn't love Yang Xiaoru. ”

“...”

No more sounds.

Xia Qing didn't know what to think, and Chen Zhao was not qualified to speak in his own situation. This looks like a warm atmosphere, but it is indeed a bit of an alternative torment.

The wind-blown window rattled, and Chen Zhao was afraid that his daughter would sleep, so he got up and quickly locked the window.

"Is there no hope?" Xia Qing spoke at this time.

"Perhaps, there is."

"Hmm... Then take a shower and go to sleep. ”

Chen Zhao couldn't see what Xia Qing's thoughts were, her answer was a little casual, but it gave people the feeling that she cared very much.

In this way, Xia Qing completed the last processing, saved the file, and closed the computer.

.....

It was late at night.

The clock shows the time at 10:32.

Chen Zhao tossed and turned, unable to sleep, and turned his head, under the moonlight that was not too dark, he saw Xia Qing who had not closed his eyes a little vaguely.

"Can't sleep?" Chen Zhao asked.

"It doesn't count."

"What's on your mind..."

"Do you feel tormented?"

Xia Qing lowered his eyelids, and said slowly, Chen Zhao was stunned when he asked.

"What do you want? Zhang Jun and I..."Chen Zhao faced Xia Qing's question and wanted to answer at first, 'I am different from Zhang Jun', but he quickly took it back, took a deep breath, and replied again: "If you say no, it is impossible, because life is very tiring. But I don't hate it. ”

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