Volume 8: The Romantic Season (4)

The scene fell silent.

The man was a little dazed, with some subtle and complicated emotions in his eyes.

He himself was obviously not the empty valley, but in his mind, the last sentence kept echoing.

"You're looking at things too pessimistically." He finally 'quibbled' with this, and turned to leave.

"Brother, you are also a person who is unwilling to face reality. I'm biased and can't be like this..."Yang Xiaoru opened her eyes and sneered, "Ask yourself, have you ever thought about meeting a beautiful other half?" Gentle, sensual, intellectual, beautiful? Perfect? ”

Without waiting for an answer, she continued, "But have you encountered it?" No... You didn't come across it. Reality is cruel, and beauty never exists in real reality. The beauty that exists is only an illusion. An illusion that can be broken at the first poke..."

Late at night.

Except for the faint sound of the wind, on this floor, there are only the eyes of the brother and sister looking at each other.

Resolute and helpless.

....

It is said that the time is fast, but in fact it is slow.

is like Zhang Jun, who is constantly grinding his heart and living in torment. A month has passed, and the relationship between him and Yu Yazhi has not improved much. Time has stood still in the past month, as slow as pushing a millstone.

The only thing worth getting lucky with is that the work has improved a bit, although the company has endured a lot of wind and rain for a while, but fortunately it still survived.

But in terms of feelings, he values more than his career.

On one day off on the weekend, Zhang Jun made an appointment with Chen Zhao.

....

In fact, after his daughter started school, Chen Zhao's house was empty, and he was left alone.

Every day, apart from facing the computer and TV, the only thing left is this dark room. Except for the family gathering in the evening, all he has left is time to be in a daze. Zhang Jun's phone call can be regarded as an alternative salvation for him.

He couldn't figure out how Chen Zhao endured every day...

Sunday was a nice day.

The website traffic is getting more and more satisfactory, which makes Chen Zhao's mood not much worse. He changed the blue and white long-sleeved that he bought with Xia Qing last time and went out of the door.

The weather still didn't get cold as quickly, but Sunday was a pretty good day, just a little cooler. Compared to the hot and terrible day, everyone would prefer to choose this kind of slight coolness.

came to the small barbecue restaurant that he had made an appointment, and before his buttocks were hot, Zhang Jun sighed.

"Hey..."

"What's wrong.." Chen Zhao knew that Zhang Jun must have come out to say something, but it was not surprising.

Asking, he ordered some barbecue that the two of them loved to eat, and Zhang Jun added a few beers.

"Yazhi's attitude towards me lately has been lukewarm." Zhang Jun sighed, "It's not like a couple who should be in love." ”

Chen Zhao smiled: "What are you anxious about?" Married for a lifetime..."Just about to say something for a lifetime, he was immediately stunned, and soon realized that he had said the wrong thing, and he laughed dryly, "Marriage needs to be carefully considered, how long have you known each other?" ”

", you're just saying it nicely. When you and Xia Qing fell in love for less than a month, you were clamoring to get married every day. Zhang Jun said dissatisfiedly.

“...”

Chen Zhao didn't know this.

"How is Yang Xiaoru doing lately..."After taking two sips of wine, Zhang Jun asked softly.

"Well, that's good. It's not that good, it's not as sad as it was at first. Chen Zhao replied honestly, thought about it, and said, "You still care about her." ”

"Aren't you talking nonsense?" Zhang Jun glanced at Chen Zhao, and he sighed lightly, "It's also... Returning to normal is called normal. It is not normal to die and live uncomfortably like at the beginning. ”

Chen Zhao always felt that Zhang Jun and Yang Xiaoru's divorce had some inside information.

It's the inside story that can't be told to him, it's the secret of the two of them. So Chen Zhao didn't explore. Because just like now, he can clearly see some hardships in Zhang Jun's eyes.

Chen Zhao has this question:

The torment that Zhang Jun told at the beginning...

Is it really just because the husband and wife are too bland?

"What if she pretends to be calm on the surface and is sad on the inside?" Chen Zhao wanted to test it out.

"She understands me. Why don't I understand her? Saddened... Well, it won't. She is unwilling at most, and more reasons are also because of the child's problems. She is a gentle person, but she is also a little extreme. She knew very well that I was not suitable for her to be together. Zhang Jun sighed.

Chen Zhao didn't agree with this.

"At the beginning, she always bragged in front of me how much she loved you, how good you were, how close your relationship was... Still together for ten years, you tell me this, can I believe it? Chen Zhao rolled his eyes.

Zhang Jun looked at Chen Zhao calmly and smiled, "It's only in front of you, isn't it?" ”

“...”

Chen Zhao didn't understand the meaning of this sentence.

He was stunned and wanted to ask Zhang Jun what he meant by saying this, but at this time, the barbecue brought up interrupted his train of thought, and the tempting aroma interrupted his thoughts, and the idea of asking was dispelled for a while.

'It's not a big reason, it's probably just a casual remark..'

Lazy, he finally summed up an answer by himself.

"Did you say Yu Yazhi had anything to like?" Zhang Jun took a bite of the duck wing, poured two more sips of wine, and asked seriously.

“... You haven't known about her for so long, can I know? You treat me like a god? Chen Zhao smiled bitterly, "How do you usually get along with her?" ”

"Not really... That is, from time to time, I will make an appointment to eat, QQ WeChat in the evening, or SMS to say good night, chat about daily life, and make a phone call when I have time... Of course, I was very reasonable to pick the time when she wasn't busy. Zhang Jun said this, raised his eyebrows, "Good man, right?" ”

“...”

"You are used to being chased by Yang Xiaoru, you haven't chased women, right? What kind of work is this? ”

Chen Zhao looked disdainful.

Of course, he hasn't talked about it, but in the face of this kind of topic, he can always raise some 'master' mentality. The mood is also lighter.

"Let me tell you this. You want to marry her, why don't you want Yu Yazhi? I talked to her a long time ago and she always wanted to have a home. You just send a ring, and the storage is ten times stronger than it is now. Chen Zhao replied.

"Rings?"

Zhang Jun's mouth opened slightly, then frowned, and stared at Chen Zhao suspiciously.

"You don't believe it." Chen Zhao was a little weak-hearted.

"Faith! I'm sure I believe you. Zhang Junyi gritted his teeth, "Cheng, I'll try it in the next two days." But if I believe you, it won't work, just wait..."

“...”

There was no discussion between the two of them. A simple sentence ended Yu Yazhi's problem.

Maybe Yu Yazhi's matter is just an excuse for the two of them to get together...

"Recently, I haven't had any conflicts with Xia Qing, right?" Zhang Jun asked.

"Why did you mention I was here?" Chen Zhao felt strange and quickly shook his head, "It's nothing." But after saying this, thinking of Yang Xiaoru's words, he was speechless, but he quickly eased up and continued, "It's happy... There are so many problems. ”

"I'll just ask."

The two didn't say anything more.

After three rounds of drinking, Zhang Jun seemed to be a little drunk. He didn't come by car, Chen Zhao paid the fare, stuffed him into a taxi, and told the driver to take him home.

"Chen Zhao..."

But when the door of the mountain car was closed, Zhang Jun called Chen Zhao.

"Huh?"

"Do you think... Xiaoru..."

"Huh?"

"Forget it, it's nothing." Zhang Jun smiled bitterly: "Anyway, I don't know how many years have passed." It's useless to mention that... They all made mistakes, and they can't be undone. It's all going to be wrong..."

“...”

Chen Zhao didn't understand what Zhang Jun wanted to express, and frowned and watched the car drift away.

It's approaching dusk again.

Time flies and another day.

Zhang Jun's time is slow, Chen Zhao's too boring time, but surprisingly fast...

Walking at the small road intersection that was red in the dusk, Chen Zhao wanted to survive the rest of the time. I don't know what direction he was heading, but when he came back to his senses, he was shouted and looked up.

"Chen Zhao!"

Familiar sounds.

"Zhang Kexin?" Chen Zhao was dumbfounded.

He reacted that he was now standing in the small dilapidated park under Chen Yi's rent.

"How did you get here?" Chen Yigang went downstairs to the supermarket to buy some snacks, and looked at Chen Zhao strangely!