Volume 8: The Season of Romance (15)
After sending his daughter to school early in the morning, Chen Zhao wanted to sleep peacefully. Compared with last night, I slept a little too late, but I just fell asleep for less than half an hour, and I was quarreled by Yang Xiaoru's phone.
There was no unnecessary euphemism, and she answered the phone and said directly, "Chen Zhao, you can come to me at noon." I've got something to look for you. ”
"Things?" Chen Zhao frowned, "What's the matter?" ”
"You'll find out when you come here."
So, he didn't even have a reason to consult, so he lost his sleepiness, watched TV weakly in bed, and went to Yang Xiaoru's house when the time was close to noon.
Chen Zhao was a little curious about what it was. Yang Xiaoru doesn't threaten herself now, the relationship is not good, but it is not bad, it is a little strange and subtle, so he thinks that it probably won't be a bad thing.
Do you want to help you buy something or something?
He didn't know.
The sun hanging in the corner of the sky on an autumn morning is not dazzling. Unlike midsummer and late spring, in the mild and slightly cool air, it is the most beautiful scenery to look up and admire.
Different from the beauty of the rising sun, there is a little less glamorous, and the most primitive simplicity and simplicity are exposed to people's eyes.
Seems...
It shows that something will be seen through and withdrawn like that.
....
Rang the doorbell, and the door opened quickly.
Yang Xiaoru, who was wearing pajamas, rarely showed a smile this time, she looked like she was a little worried, which made Chen Zhao feel extremely strange.
It's not like it's about Zhang Jun, generally speaking, if it's Zhang Jun's business, she will either look very heavy, or be uncomfortable and pretentious to laugh, this is Chen Zhao's understanding of Yang Xiaoru for many years...
"Are you looking for me something?"
Chen Zhao didn't think too much about it for the time being, since he was looking for himself, it must be a problem that could be solved, so he sat on the sofa and naturally picked up a bottle of drink that seemed to have been prepared and poured it.
"You're used to my house, you don't look like a guest." Yang Xiaoru looked at Chen Zhao's attitude, and smiled helplessly, "Like a master." ”
“....”
Chen Zhao was a little embarrassed, his movements stiffened while drinking the drink, put down the drink bottle, and smiled dryly, "Isn't this too much... I think you will greet me when you wait, so you don't need to talk too much. ”
"Drink, I'm kidding you, you're serious." She shrugged her shoulders, sat next to Chen Zhao, leaned on the sofa, and the two were very close, about ten centimeters apart.
The alluring fragrance emanating from Yang Xiaoru's body slowly drifted into Chen Zhao's nose, and he inhaled gently, but thinking that it was a little strange for him to do this, he immediately closed his breath.
"I wanted to ask you something. Actually, it's not a big deal, but there are a few things I can't remember, and I want to ask you. Yang Xiaoru smiled, "I can't think of it alone, it's a headache." ”
"Ask me about it? Can't think of it? Chen Zhao was a little dumbfounded.
"yes... It's the kind of amnesia, like sometimes forgetting any memory. I can't think of it, it's very uncomfortable..."Yang Xiaoru replied.
“...”
Just such a trifle?
Then why did you call yourself in a hurry?
Chen Zhao was a little unbelievable, he really couldn't understand Yang Xiaoru, a woman. What is there about her that she knows but doesn't? As far as Chen Zhao knows, Yang Xiaoru's academic performance is quite good, and her memory is not bad, how could it be her turn to ask for help?
Even if you need to, can't you do it on the phone?
But he didn't bother much about it.
It's all here, even if she finds a bad reason, what can she do?
Truly... Sometimes, there are things that I can't think of, and it's really uncomfortable.
"Ask." Chen Zhao shrugged: "But I don't think I can answer." It's one thing that we've known each other for a long time, but it's Zhang Jun who has lived with you for so many years, and you may be much better than me if you ask. ”
"Now that I'm divorced, he doesn't even want to see me, so what do I ask?" Yang Xiaoru said curiously.
“...”
"Do you remember, when did I know Zhang Jun?"
"You know?" Chen Zhao tilted his head and thought seriously, "It's very early, I remember the first semester of high school?" That's when you came to our class... It was Zhang Jun who brought you here, and said that he was looking for me to borrow a textbook. I knew where it was. After you left, he told me that you had just met. ”
"You remember it so well."
Yang Xiaoru's eyes were a little strange, a little stunned, and like joy.
She also remembers... Similarly, it can be regarded as the beginning of the first acquaintance with Chen Zhao.
"What's the first sentence?"
"I'm rubbing, you still ask me the first sentence?" Chen Zhao was stunned, Yang Xiaoru's question was a little strange.
But fortunately, in fact, it is not very far away, and Yang Xiaoru's sentence Chen Zhao also has a deep memory.
"You're introducing yourself, aren't you? Say... Yo, handsome guy Chen, I'm from the next class. Zhang Jun's friend... I forgot to bring my Chinese textbook and want to borrow it from you? In such a case? ”
Chen Zhao recalled seriously, "Speaking of which, I slept in a daze at noon that day, which was very strange, and I didn't think much about it. But at the time, you seemed to know my name... Knowing that my surname is Chen, I also remember that Zhang Jun brought textbooks that day. ”
He scratched his head, a little puzzled.
"Forget it... Maybe I'm misremembering anyway. Chen Zhao finally denied it to himself.
To be honest, Chen Zhao remembered so deeply that Yang Xiaoru was stunned for a while.
She didn't remember it that clearly. She remembered that it was Zhang Jun who wanted to say this by herself, and she only remembered two vague sentences...
This made her suspicious. Is Chen Zhao deliberately fooling Chen Yi? It's not like you've lost some memories.
Is it thinking too much?
Or did you get something wrong?
But for some reason, Yang Xiaoru didn't want to go into this matter for a while. He gritted his teeth and continued, "That's... Chen Zhao, do you remember? When did Zhang Jun and I get together? ”
“...”
This Chen Zhao has a deep memory.
He remembered that Zhang Jun knew that he secretly had a good impression of Yang Xiaoru, and he also said that he would introduce it to him several times.
But I also forgot that day, the month of the first year of high school vacation? Zhang Jun's birthday... Yang Xiaoru, Zhang Jun and himself drank a little too much, and they didn't remember how they got home after that.
At that time, I was young and didn't have any thoughts of refusing to drink...
And then it seems to be a few days later....
"The third day after Zhang Jun's birthday, right?" Chen Zhao smiled: "Zhang Jun told me at the time that I was with you, and I was blinded. I said it last time, I think Zhang Jun told you a long time ago, I liked you a lot in high school. ”
"You remember everything." Yang Xiaoru lowered her head slightly.
"Remember... Anyway.."
Speaking of which, anyway, Chen Zhao kept his mouth shut. Didn't go on.
Anyway... As far as memory is concerned, in fact, only two or three years have passed, which is not far away... Isn't it?
"The choices I made when I was young, sometimes, regret it for the rest of my life. Even if it's intentional, even if it's unintentional. Even if it's accidental... Life is always unexpected and painful. It can be regarded as unexpected, and it gives people happiness. ”
Yang Xiaoru raised her head with a smile, but this smile hid some bitterness that Chen Zhao couldn't see through.
"You're together... It must be early, right? Chen Zhao said curiously, "I usually see you talking about something, so I don't really care much about it." I already had those premonitions in my heart. ”
"Premonition?"
Yang Xiaoru smiled, "Do you think the hunch is very correct?" ”
“...”
"People often like to talk about delusions, and the party becomes a premonition. It's like making a mistake and deceiving yourself with a fluke mentality and saying, 'It's nothing, maybe it's a good thing.'" Yang Xiaoru said calmly.
She was sure.
Chen Zhao did not lose his memory.
If it's really amnesia, it's impossible to remember these things and remember them so clearly. Everything was just a misunderstanding by Chen Yi. So what was the reason why Chen Zhao deliberately didn't recognize her?
Is it because of Chen Zhao's home?
Xia Qing... And his daughter?
If this is really the case, Yang Xiaoru can only feel completely helpless. That's not a bad thing, is it? At least, Chen Zhao sacrificed Chen Yi for the sake of his family...
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