Chapter Twenty-Nine: The Present...... I'm just an ordinary person
The dance party is coming to an end, and the last dance song comes out, which is a dance music that is unique to this era and renders love.
There is no vigorous love in the song, nor the joy of meeting again at a gentle parting, there is just a story of an ordinary boy and an ordinary girl......
At the end of the song, many boys gently hugged the girl in front of them and kissed them softly. I looked at the feather coat in front of me, she looked at me affectionately, with a hint of expectation in her eyes,
After staring at her carefully, I realized that she was dressed differently than in the past, she usually tied up her ponytail high and put it down, and her long wavy hair was draped down her back, obviously prepared in advance. I looked at her and my lips trembled slightly, and the girl's shy voice came,
"Yes......"
I quietly looked at the girl in front of me, if that was the case...... Maybe it's also my end...... I gently put my arms around her waist and slowly leaned towards her touching lips, the girl closed her eyes and her face was full of nervousness, waiting quietly,
At this moment, a familiar side face appeared in my field of vision, a shoulder-length figure, and a gentle face that belonged only to her, and she walked out towards the door of the ball.
"Kaede!"
I couldn't believe my eyes, I didn't expect to meet her here.
I let go of the girl in my grip and chased her vanishing back out of the ballroom. But there was no one in the empty hallway, I hurriedly ran down the stairs, but there was still no one, I pushed open the door and ran outside, but she seemed to exist only in my imagination, and disappeared like this.
Feather Cole also chased out, with tears on his face, and ran behind me and hugged me,
"Can't you still forget her...... It's okay, it's okay, I can wait for you all the time......"
The girl cried behind me like a tearful man,
I staggered and stood in place, my eyes were full of confusion, a long-lost unreality filled my mind, I said silently to the girl behind me,
"Feather Coat, call me brother......"
The girl was stunned, stopped crying, raised her head, and said in her crying tone,
"Are you a pervert......"
"Brother...... Brother ......"
I turned around and hugged the girl tightly,
"I said that if one day I figured it out, I would tell you everything, whether you believe it or not, I would tell you."
The girl nodded, tears falling involuntarily,
"I believe you ......"
I took Feather Coat's hand, and her hand was cold, as if it had been caused by being too emotional. I looked towards the lake not far away, and ran in that direction with her. After a while, the feather coat seemed to be tired of running, and his pace slowed down, and we walked along the lake, and no one spoke.
The wind by the lake was cool, which gradually calmed my emotions, and I turned to Feather and said,
"I don't belong to this era."
Feather Cloak was obviously stunned,
I controlled my emotions and said to him softly,
"I'm from 2023 and I'm a time-traveler, but ...... Now I can't go back, my companions are dead, my captain is dead, and the seniors who took good care of me are also dead, and they all died in front of me, ha...... Hahaha, they left me ......, they didn't even say a word to me, and me? I can only hide in this city, and I don't even have the ability to avenge them. Now it's just me, and I'm scared! I'm scared that the next person will be me. I want to get help, even a little bit! But I don't know anyone in this day and age! I don't know anyone! I'm lonely...... Really ......"
At the end of the day I started crying, a few days ago, plus the tension of the past few days has broken my emotions, I don't know what I'm doing, I just want to cry and cry, I know it's humiliating, but I can't control myself. Feather cloaks hugged my head tightly,
"You didn't lose everything...... You still have me......"
I struggled out and said in a trembling voice,
"You know what? I hesitated for a long time, I wanted to look for their traces, I wanted to use my mind to rush into their headquarters like the main characters in the novel, destroy them, and then avenge my companions.
But the other party is also a traverser, some of them have a more terrible mind judgment than me, he is the protagonist of this era, for him I am like a useless passerby in the novel, I have no chance at all, and I don't even know his name. ”
I looked at Yu's face,
"You know what? I thought about giving up, but the way the captain died made me ......"
I remembered the scene under the sunset, the captain who became the minced meat, Sister Yashi who lost her legs, and the flowers that bloomed one by one, the scene of flesh and blood constantly appearing in my mind, I kept vomiting, I hadn't eaten for three days, and my willpower made me hold on to myself,
I can't trust anyone...... Until this moment I finally couldn't hold on, I squatted on the ground with a pale face, and silently said to the feather coat,
"I think I like your ......, but I don't even have the courage to admit it! There's still a girl waiting for me after 1083! It was the girl I saved, and it was the right decision I made in my life, but I can't go back......"
I stood up, there was no more hesitation in my eyes, and I hugged Yuyi's shoulders and pulled her in front of me.
"In that case......
The boy kissed the girl,
"I want to ...... I'm just an ordinary person now, an ordinary person living in 3,000 years......"