Chapter 60: I'm still happy to have new feelings.
What is fate......
If only someone could save me,
My sister, I want to have you,
Gao Mingzhe sat alone by the stone wall of the school, with two faint tears in his eyes, and he was holding many exquisite glass shards in his hands, which were being thrown not far away one by one.
"Gao Mingzhe, when will you be able to play games with them?"
"Gao Mingzhe, your grades are still before and after."
"Gao Mingzhe, do you remember that essay you wrote in the class?"
I...... I may ......
Gao Mingzhe picked out all the incomplete pieces and threw them aside,
He didn't really want to give them up, but sometimes they would accidentally scratch his hands.
But Gao Mingzhe never blamed them, he felt that those incomplete fragments were the same as himself, they were all mediocre and abandoned by others, they were very pitiful,
In fact, every time he threw them away, he would pick them up again, and he felt that one day they would be liked too.
"Yo, isn't this the great writer Gao Mingzhe, what are you doing here, looking for inspiration? There are no sheep either. ”
Another child said,
"Hahahaha, Brother Bin, you don't know yet, this is a famous writer in our class, and his masterpiece is Pleasant Goat. Hahahahaha. ”
Brother Bin, who was one year older than him, looked at Gao Mingzhe, his face was full of mocking evil smiles,
"Picking up rags again? Big fool. ”
He stepped on Gao Mingzhe's hand full of glass shards, and several sharp ones were directly inlaid in Gao Mingzhe's hand,
"I'll just bully you, if you have the ability, you can go to the teacher."
Gao Mingzhe raised his head, there was a trace of helplessness in his eyes, those fragments he had collected for a long time, they were his favorites, they were like clear diamonds, they were all so dazzling, these were his treasures.
But he got used to it, and just a few more minutes of waiting, they left. And then you can spend a lot more time collecting them all.
A child looked at Gao Mingzhe's expressionless appearance, and felt a little unhappy in his heart, kicked him over, snatched all the remaining small pieces in his hand, and threw them on the road outside the school.
"Why, didn't you hear Brother Bin talking to you?"
Gao Mingzhe was not angry, he knew that if he lost his temper now, it would only get worse, he just had to make an expression that he didn't care.
In fact...... His heart is still a little sad, there are a few that he has been looking for for a long time, and a few that he has already liked,
There is also the green one, which he also likes, and if he throws it away, he will still be a little reluctant...... After all, he still has to spend a lot of time looking for it,
"Look at Nima, didn't you hear Lao Tzu speak?"
Gao Mingzhe sighed and said lightly,
"You're being bullied too...... Actually, you also want to have freedom, you don't want to revolve around Brother Bin, you have to listen to him in everything, and you have to cook for him every day......"
When Brother Bin next to him heard this, he grabbed Gao Mingzhe's neck,
"Your mother, do you owe?"
At this moment, the class bell rang, Brother Bin had no choice but to put down Gao Mingzhe in his hand, slammed it on the ground, and then spit out a mouthful of phlegm towards Gao Mingzhe, and the two children next to him also learned in a good way.
"You wait, wait for school to get out in the evening."
Gao Mingzhe held the ground with his right hand, lying on the ground motionless, and now he couldn't get up...... You can't get up until they're gone, or you'll fall a second time.
Brother Bin's name is Yue Wenbin, and his uncle is a senior teacher at the school. Yue Wenbin is tall and strong, he likes to fight on weekdays, and is called a standing stick in school, and after each fight, his uncle will criticize the student who was beaten, and take the initiative to call his parents over, and tell his parents that his child is very bad at school, fighting, fighting,
Yue Wenbin is very smart, he pretends to be injured after every fight, and the parents think that it is a fight between two children, and they don't say much, and some parents will even please Yue Wenbin's uncle and let him take care of him more.
The student who was beaten knew the grievances, but he didn't dare to say anything, because he understood that unless he transferred to another school, he would wear small shoes anyway, and over time, the students at the school were not afraid of him.
There were no more students on the playground, Gao Mingzhe struggled to get up, his hands were very painful, really painful, there were a few sharp glass shards embedded in his palms, he couldn't handle it now, because class was coming soon, and if he was late, he would be punished for standing.
Gao Mingzhe...... I was often penalized for standing, and it was very tiring.
Today is the day of the school leader's inspection, if he is found to be standing for a long time,
He didn't dare to go back directly...... You can only sneak along the root of the wall in the direction of the school building. But unfortunate things always like to appear together,
"Principal Hao, this is the second time I've come to your school this year, right?"
"Hey, leader, thank you for coming again, our school is a well-known primary school in the city, with a good learning style, you have been here, you know, I won't say more."
"Do you have any unique insights into managing students?"
"The most important thing in educating people is to educate people, a student's moral character is noble, then he will naturally become a talent."
"That's a good point."
"You know, our school's class meeting is not a week, and many schools can't do this. The most important thing is that the theme of our weekly class meeting is different from other schools. ”
"Oh? Tell me about it. ”
"In order to expand the knowledge of students, we pay more attention to students' understanding of external things, and require that the subject matter must keep up with current affairs, so that students can adapt to the times, which is also grasped from an early age......
"Principal Hao, you are really good at educating people."
The words of the two people stopped suddenly, obviously seeing Gao Mingzhe in the corner,
"School ...... Hello principal. ”
"Huh? Why don't you go back to class when class is over! What class are you from? ”
"Class 2 ......"
Gao Mingzhe cried bitterly, he thought of the punishment station, he thought of the ridicule of his classmates next, he thought that he would be scolded by his parents again, and he would be invited to his parents again.
The leader squatted down and touched Gao Mingzhe's head with words,
"What's wrong with you?"
Gao Mingzhe was stunned...... I can't say a word, this is the first time, the first time someone cares about him, the first time someone touches his head, the first time someone really wants to know what happened, he actually wants to say that he has waited too long for this day, he even has a feeling of trance,
Of course this is that he has cried until he is deprived of oxygen,
Will someone like me be noticed? The feeling of grievance is really familiar, and it's really strange,
Faced with the sudden tenderness in front of him, he was stunned, tears were already flowing out of his eyes, he remembered this person, he would never forget, Gao Mingzhe even secretly swore in his heart that he must repay this person when he grows up.
"It's okay, he's disobedient, this student often makes mistakes."
Principal Hao pointed at Gao Mingzhe,
"I'll call your homeroom teacher to my office in a moment."
Gao Mingzhe's day was the longest he had ever stood on, and he knew for the first time that if his legs were numb and he continued to stand, his legs would slowly become very painful until he lost consciousness.
It felt like he had been cut off along the base of his thigh, and he was still curious, it was really different from usual, and he got a new feeling, which was also a benefit.
His homeroom teacher got angry and looked terrible, and took this opportunity to criticize the whole class,
The students hated Gao Mingzhe very much,
Gao Mingzhe knew that if he didn't punish him, he would find the hatred of the students around him, and he didn't want to be scolded by others.
Just endure it, hold on, and grit your teeth.
Gradually, he cried...... He suddenly remembered Yue Wenbin's words, he was afraid of what would happen after school, he was really scared, he didn't want to trouble his parents anymore, but he didn't know who he should tell him,
"Do you still have the face to cry?"
"If it weren't for you, our class would have gone for today's physical education?"
The boy sitting in front of Gao Mingzhe said impatiently,
"Don't chirp like a pussy in front of us, get out of here!"
"That's it, and the average score of our class is pulled."
"Find the head teacher, let him go out and punish the station."
"I'm still crying, I really don't want to see this kind of person."
The teacher in front of the class knocked on the blackboard.
"Quiet!"
Gao Mingzhe clenched his palm tightly, and the wound on his palm collapsed again.
"It's so painful......"
It turned out to be this feeling...... Haven't tried it before.
It's already late, it's still Gao Mingzhe sweeping today, he doesn't dare to go home ......, he stupidly waits until nine o'clock in the evening,
But the end time of elementary school is three o'clock......
He wanted to go back to spend time with his parents......
Gao Mingzhe sat on the desk and read a text he wanted to read, which he had been preparing for a long time, and he wanted to read it aloud in Chinese class, but the teacher never paid attention to him.
You can't hide from the outside, and even if you hide today, you won't be able to hide tomorrow......