Love is like poetry, and the sunset is red and withered Chapter 178: Yu Kezhou's heart
Yu Kezhou raised his head and poured another sip of wine, and continued with a bitter smile on his lips: "Chi Wei, do you know, when I knew that Mu Ran had a boyfriend, I didn't really care much in my heart, but later, after slowly getting in touch with Mu Ran, I found out that I fell in love with her, and when I stayed with her, she always had your name on her lips, and most of the smiles on her face were because of you, that was the first time I knew the taste of jealousy, I was jealous of you, jealous that you met Mu Ran one step ahead of me, I've been thinking that if I could do it all over again, I would be the first to go to Makizome, so that you could experience jealousy for a while... As soon as I thought that you were going to get married soon, I couldn't control myself, I hated, I resented, I was unwilling, I used my power to kidnap Mu Ran from your side... At that time, I thought about breaking with you completely, just to get the shepherd... I was prepared that Makizome would hate me, but... She didn't blame me, but gave me a hug, I was stunned, she said, she never knew that my life was like this, full of bloody, brutal, dangerous days, she was scared, but more than that, she felt sorry for me, Mu Ran kept giving me care, comfort, want to lead me to the right path, although this is a very hard, very difficult task, but she never thought of giving up, three months of consistent persistence, I never thought that Mu Ran had such a strong perseverance, I was shocked... I chose to become a complete Muran, I secretly contacted you without telling everyone, and turned myself in..."
Shen Wei remained silent, sipping the wine, listening to Yu Kezhou talking to his heart alone, he couldn't help but recall that in the past, the general came to him, and just like today, the two sat side by side, drinking wine, looking up at the dark sky, and he quietly listened to the general's heart.
He and the general grew up together since childhood, and the two are not only brothers, but also a kind of sustenance for each other's hearts.
The general sometimes talked to him about his inner troubles, and the general said that he cared about the people and the people of the world, and he did not like to go out to fight, and he longed for the peaceful coexistence of the world for thousands of years and ten thousand years, and the war would not only bring disasters to the people of each week, but also bring disasters to all creatures in the world, and would bring great pain to his heart. It's like heavy mountains, always pressing on him, not allowing him to breathe.
Today, he saw the melancholy on the face of the general and the lonely figure on the general's face on Yu Kezhou's face.
In the previous life, he was the lord who saved the common people, but in the later life, he became a sinner who endangered society.
How do you ask him to judge?
He can't do it...
"Later, there was another explosion, bringing the three of us to this time and space, fate is so fond of playing tricks on people, I thought this was the opportunity for God to give me atonement, let me wear to my past life, to save the dawn of the people in this world, to pay for the sins I committed back then, who would have thought, let me meet the pastoral dye before you, human nature is greedy, I was greedy again, I wanted to possess the pastoral dye, but in the end, my actions were in vain, the destined thing, no matter what I changed, it will still happen... Later, I also thought about it, whether I can be with Mu Ran or not, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that I can still meet her, we are still the most important friends in each other's hearts, this is already the best ending. Yu Kezhou looked at Shen Wei, he sighed lightly and said: "Chi Wei, thank you, thank you for forgiving me regardless of your previous suspicions, I have remembered what you said to me in Haitang Garden, when you said that you want to entrust Mu Ran to me, I already know that you already regard me as your most trusted brother, Chi Wei, you can come back to life, I am really excited, happy from the bottom of my heart." ”
Shen Wei's eyes were deep, like a bottomless black abyss, he looked at the mountains in front of him, and Yu Kezhou's voice was still echoing in his ears.
After a short silence between the two, Shen Wei raised the wine jar in his hand and said a few words in a low voice: "Yu Kezhou, I respect our past and our future with this jar of wine!" ”
Yu Kezhou smiled lightly and said heartily: "Okay!" Drink! ”
"Yu Kezhou, have you ever thought about what will happen when we go back?"
Yu Kezhou smiled and asked, "Where to go back?" Gusu City? Or our world? ”
"21st century."
"Wouldn't it be nice to go back and do something, like the three of us staying here now, and not having to think about whether we escaped from the explosion or not?"
Shen Wei turned his face to look at him: "You and I can expect that this dream will wake up sooner or later." ”
"......" Yu Kezhou's mouth just raised a little arc and froze again.
"Yu Kezhou, in that explosion, maybe your second brother really rescued Ran'er, you, and your eldest brother, you all have a chance to live." And he himself may have been buried in the sea of fire over there: "What I told you in Begonia Garden, I am serious, among the two of us, if anyone is gone, she will collapse, if you are still alive, you must take care of her, except for you, I can't trust anyone else, with you accompanying her back half, I will really feel at ease..."
"I'm a criminal person, my life is disgraceful, I can't give her a down-to-earth, stable life, this can only be handed over to you, I am not qualified to take care of her."
"I had a wedding for Dye'er, a year ago. On the seventh day of the eighth month, it was XXX, at six o'clock in the afternoon. ”
Hearing this, Yu Kezhou looked at him in astonishment.
He'd heard of that place, and it was a beautiful place, and if he saw it, he would have been moved to tears.
Shen Wei let out a long sigh, I don't know if he was drunk, his eyes were a little blurry, his nose was sour, he was afraid... I didn't live.
That explosion involved the lives of more than 100 innocent people, why, why did he carry Chi Wei's memories, these memories made him feel very depressed.
It's so painful......
He poured another sip of wine, and said that he would use wine to eliminate his sorrows, but the more he drank this wine, the more sad he became.
Yu Kezhou also poured a few mouthfuls, if he hadn't turned himself in and hadn't kidnapped Mu Ran, the rest of the story wouldn't have happened...
He always said that he loved Muran, but he didn't expect him to bring her such pain......
“..... I don't know if I'll ever get the chance to be there. I may have been tried by the law, I may have been imprisoned, and I may have been shot..."
Both of them drank a little high, and their heads were dizzy at this time, and they didn't even notice that someone was approaching behind them.
Mu Ran stood on tiptoe and walked towards the two, taking advantage of their unpreparedness and patting them on the shoulder.
Shen Wei and Yu Kezhou suddenly shook their heads, and they reacted to being frightened by success.
"Haha!" With a triumphant smile, she squeezed into the middle of the two and sat between them.
Suddenly, the smell of wine coming from the two of them was a little smoky.