"Ah Cheng, I really don't want to be like this," Lu Xiaotong said with tears in his eyes.

But she really couldn't control it.

Every time she got sick, she told herself in her heart, calm down, don't do this, but the control of the body seems to be not in her hands, but in the hands of demons.

The devil led her to the abyss.

When the last straw fell, Lu Xiaotong was finally overwhelmed, she looked out of the balcony and jumped down calmly.

The second she jumped down, her thought turned out to be that she was finally free.

Zhang Cheng opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything.

Do you blame her? Of course, it's resentful.

complained that she didn't keep her promise, and the promised white head came, but she left herself; blame her for not telling herself all this; Blame her

But what right did he have to blame her?

He said that he loved her like life, but he couldn't even see that something was so obviously wrong, and he couldn't take care of her, if he could be more careful, if he wasn't in a hurry to go to work, if he could calm her emotions well, maybe none of this would have happened.

If, if.

Zhang Cheng clenched his teeth tightly, and suddenly raised his hand and slapped himself.

With this slap, he used all his strength, his cheeks were visibly swollen, and the corners of his mouth were also a little cracked.

"I'm sorry, Xiaotong is sorry, it's my fault" Zhang Cheng felt so much pain on his face, it hurt all the way to his heart, and he couldn't help bending down in pain, "How good it would be if it was me who died"

Lu Xiaotong said no, she raised her hand and wanted to wipe Zhang Cheng's tears, "Ah Cheng, don't say that." ”

Fingers passed through Zhang Cheng's face, Lu Xiaotong was stunned for a moment, her expression was in a trance, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

"Ah Cheng, it's that I can't live with you, you're already very good, really, I often think about how many good things I have to do in my last life with a husband like you."

Zhang Cheng couldn't cry, this is not the case at all, if he is really that good, how can Xiaotong suffer from postpartum depression?

Lu Xiaotong said, "Ah Cheng, don't be sad, I will go to reincarnation, and I won't be in pain anymore." ”

Zhang Cheng looked up, and his eyes were blurred.

"For me, it's already the best outcome." Lu Xiaotong said.

People often wonder if they want to open it or not, for people who commit suicide.

I didn't want to open it, but I also wanted to open it.

Lu Xiaotong suddenly calmed down, and she smiled lightly.

She couldn't remember the last time she laughed.

She is not pessimistic all the time, and there will be happy times, but the last time she was happy seemed to her a long time ago, separated by a hazy veil, she could no longer touch it.

"I'm really good now." Lu Xiaotong said.

As if sensing something, Yin Yin suddenly cried, and Zhang's mother hurriedly hugged and coaxed.

Lu Xiaotong walked over, looked at the little girl in swaddling clothes, curled the corners of her mouth, and whispered, "Yin Yin should be well-behaved, my mother is a coward, and I can't grow up with you, but my mother loves you and loves you very much." ”

Strange to say, after Lu Xiaotong finished speaking, Yin Yin stopped crying, and showed an innocent smile with tears to Lu Xiaotong.

This is probably the mother-daughter connection.

Lu Xiaotong said to Zhang Cheng again, "Ah Cheng, after I leave, you can find another one, as long as it is good to you and Yin Yin, I won't be angry, because I also want you and Yin Yin to be good." ”

Zhang Cheng said, "No, I won't marry someone else." ”

said that he wanted to grow old with Lu Xiaotong, even if he was the only one, he would do it.

Lu Xiaotong just smiled and didn't persuade again.

She hugged Zhang Cheng in the void and whispered, "I'm leaving." ”

Zhang Cheng said, "Is it okay not to go?" ”

"No, you can't." Lu Xiaotong said, "You have to take good care of Yinyin." ”

Lu Xiaotong let go of him, looked at Yan Lingxi and them, and said, "You helped me, thank you." ”

Yan Lingxi shook his head and said you're welcome.

Lu Xiaotong left, and he didn't look back once, he was so decisive.

After that day, Zhang Cheng was decadent for a long time, and every day he would watch Yin Yin cry for a while, Zhang's mother was very worried, worried about his body, worried about his eyes, and even more worried that he would never recover.

But Zhang Cheng quickly cheered up, he worked hard, lived hard, but rarely smiled.

He kept his promise, did not remarry, and was a father and a mother to raise Yin Yin, earning a lot of money, so that Yin Yin would not have to worry about food and clothing for the rest of his life.

When he was sixty years old, he went to find Lu Xiaotong.

Unexpectedly, Lu Xiaotong was also waiting for her.

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A few days after leaving Zhang Cheng's house, Yan Lingxi found that Mo Xuanhuai's state was not quite right.

Sometimes his mind wanders, sometimes his emotions sink suddenly, although the performance is not obvious, but Yan Lingxi is very sure that he is worried about something.

Like at this moment.

He was holding the mobile phone in his hand, he didn't know what he was looking at, the sword eyebrows were tightly wrinkled together, and there was something suppressed in his always indifferent black eyes.

That's weird, okay? Although Mo Xuanhuai has lived to the present, he doesn't like to play with his mobile phone at all, and he usually has no entertainment activities, but in recent days, Yan Lingxi can always see him looking at his mobile phone, and he doesn't smile when he looks at it, looking bitter and hateful.

Yan Lingxi squinted, afraid that the sound of the door closing would alarm him, so he didn't close the door of the bathroom, and walked over lightly, wanting to take him by surprise and attack him.

But Mo Xuanhuai's vigilance was too good, as soon as she walked behind him, Mo Xuanhuai put away the phone and looked up at her.

Yan Lingxi wrinkled his nose, walked around the sofa, simply sat on his lap, held his cheeks with both hands, and said, "Are you doing something bad behind my back?" ”

Mo Xuanhuai was surprised: "How come?" ”

"Won't it?" Yan Lingxi raised his eyebrows, palms facing up, and said, "Then you let me see your phone." ”

Couples often seem to ask to check each other's mobile phones, but this is the first time Yan Lingxi has asked for this, even if Mo Xuanhuai put his mobile phone in front of Yan Lingxi, Yan Lingxi may not want to see it, because it is too boring.

Mo Xuanhuai paused imperceptibly, "Why do you suddenly want to look at my phone?" ”

Yan Lingxi said bluntly: "Because I suspect that you are secretly doing bad things behind my back." ”

Mo Xuanhuai said, "I won't." ”

Yan Lingxi raised his chin at his palm and motioned to him to hand it over quickly.

Mo Xuanhuai pursed his lips slightly, obviously unhappy, like a child who had been reprimanded, but he still put it in Yan Lingxi's hand.

Yan Lingxi opened it and saw that it was the main page, and after looking at the usage records, the latest turned out to be Baidu?

Mo Xuanhuai only had time to exit the main page, but Baidu's search records were still there.

After reading it, Yan Lingxi's face became strange.

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