Chapter 24: Secrets
The car raced wildly on the unmanned highway.
After so many years, can he let go, really let go of all the hatred? He was thirty years old, living two sides every day, and he was really tired. Sometimes, he looks at the review of his interview video, looks at his warm spring breeze in the video, looks at his loving interaction with fans, and then calls him Mr. Ju affectionately. He longs for the day when he is really like in the video, instead of using his acting talents to create a character.
On the third day, when the beautiful woman just arrived at the company with her heavy and unconscious body, she got the news that she had been fired.
For no reason, she was a small assistant, so she didn't even need a notice, and she was directly ordered to be dismissed.
This contempt has never been seen in the life of a beautiful woman, but it has happened again and again in Xia Qing's life.
But she couldn't see it, so she only explained to her coldly that this was the best public relations method.
"The best public relations method is to fire the client, two days ago he was asking me if he would change jobs when there was better treatment, and today, he fired me. Do you know? ”
"Yes, he decided."
The beautiful woman who originally wanted to argue suddenly fell silent, if it was someone else, or the company's decision, she could argue with reason, because this kind of celebrity scandal is definitely not the only way to solve it.
But if this was actually decided by herself, what else did she have to say. Such a dismissal made her lose even the opportunity to work in the company. She really felt very tired this time, very tired. I don't want to see each other, don't I see each other, do I? It's not that she doesn't understand his intentions, although she knows that she may really have no place in his heart.
She was dumbfounded, packing up her little things. and silently looked at everything he was familiar with just now. A few assistants who had come in with her came over to comfort her. They are the same group of newcomers, although they follow different stars, but they will still chat in a group in private, although she does not often get involved in the small gossip between them, but sometimes, she will listen to them talk.
Talking about which celebrity is easy to serve, which celebrity plays a big name, which celebrity is two-sided, which celebrity has a promising future, etc., of course, these gossip in the circle, they just complain internally and privately, and they will not tell the truth when they have not left the industry, or even if they have left the industry.
After saying goodbye to those colleagues, the beautiful woman was about to leave the company with the pitiful things she had. Mo Yang found her in a hurry.
"Xia Qing, wait, I talked to the boss, and he promised to let you be my assistant."
“。。。”
The beauty smiled a little helplessly, she knew very well that the current Moyang was not qualified to be equipped with assistants. Although they were classmates and friends, she never asked about Moyang's home. I just heard him say by chance, saying that no matter how well he develops in the entertainment industry, he will eventually return home.
"How did you convince the boss that I am now riddled with negativity, how can I let this unlucky person follow you and affect your future?" Xia Qing tilted her head and looked at her teasingly.
"Who said you were unlucky. You are my blessed star. Mo Yang hurriedly explained.
How to convince, how can he persuade the boss with this sentence alone, it is nothing more than that he used his family's relationship, which used to be the most shameful thing for him, he entered the industry, and his family was extremely opposed, he used all methods, and finally reached a compromise with his family. Give him ten years to do what he likes in the entertainment industry, but in these ten years, he will not get any support from his family. Ten years later, he returned to the Mo family and took over his father's job. Despite this, because of the influence of the Mo family, he will still be taken care of differently, coupled with Mo Yang's humble and low-key personality, as well as his relationship with Luo Hao. In the end, the company decided to give it a hand, because a rich second generation like him, even if it is not good, with the background of that business circle boss, he can definitely create a lot of topics. Fortunately, aside from the family, Moyang is indeed a new star.
It's just that he didn't expect that he would use his family to negotiate with the boss. To leave an assistant.
The beauty looked at Mo Yang fixedly for a moment. This farewell, I'm afraid it can only be seen on TV in the future, there are a few times that ordinary people can see stars in their lives, although they are friends, there can be contact, but because of the public nature of celebrities, friends like her who have no working relationship in the future are really an excuse for no contact.
"Thank you, let me feel my sense of being retained when I leave, these six months, I have been in this company for half a year, I feel that I am useless, I have made mistakes everywhere, let me question my own ability, now, it is good to leave, start again."
"What are you kidding, what I said is true, you are really my lucky star, I am in this industry, every small traffic is related to you, although some people don't know you, but I am very sure."
"Moyang, thank you, I'm also true, this place, I can't stay, I'm too tired."
"Then I'll send you."
"No, you don't."
The beauty doesn't want to go before it still brings trouble to people.
"I'm not at ease."
Mo Yang said, couldn't help but take the beauty's things, turned around and walked out, and the beauty silently followed.
"I don't want to go home yet, can you send me to the Bund."
The Bund, is the place where she often went when she was still a beautiful woman in the past, she began to go in high school, she was obsessed with the charm and boundlessness of the sea, every time she saw the sea, she felt that life was as small as an ant, so no matter how big the ambition was, no matter how big the grievance, when she got here, she could only sigh at the impermanence of life, at least at that moment, the sea can make people figure out a lot of things.
This is what he said to the Bund for the first time with that person. But after becoming Xia Qing, she was so busy that she never had time to come again.
The car drove for more than two hours, Mo Yang looked at the beauty, and stopped talking several times.
The Bund, in the summer, is crowded with people every night, but since the beginning of winter, it has gradually become deserted, especially in the evening.
She knew a more hidden place, it was the place she went to with her friends more than ten years ago, a secret little world that belonged to them, but after all, it had been ten years, and that place should no longer exist.
But the beautiful woman was pleasantly surprised to find that it was still there.
Soft sand, the beautiful woman bows her head and takes off her shoes.
"It's cold." Mo Yang looked at the beautiful woman and stopped.
It's not cold, and although it's winter, the sand that has been shining by the sun for a day has a slight comfort. What's more, now, she too
You need this cold to stimulate yourself.
"It's such a nice place to be, isolated from the big beach outside. How did you find it. ”
"A friend brought me here."
The figure of the beautiful woman when she was a teenager flashed in her mind, she was thin, and at that time, she was always afraid that the sea breeze would blow him away.
"Your friend will really look for it, but when you're alone, don't come to this kind of place again, it's not safe."
"I rarely come alone, and I have rarely come for more than ten years."
"More than a decade? Ten years ago, how old were you to come here? Mo Yang said in surprise.
"Would you believe me if I said I was twenty years old ten years ago?" The beautiful woman is half joking and half serious.
There were some things that were pressed in her heart and needed to be confided, and she never had time to say them, but it was not that she was not eager to say them.
“。。。”
"Do you think there are really unsolved mysteries in those books in this world, do you think there is really a timeline in the world? Is there really a soul? ”
"Perhaps, there is, life and time and space are too mysterious, people's lives are so short, some people have been studying this kind of thing all their lives, but they can't study the reason, maybe the soul after death also exists."
"I don't know if I exist, I don't feel the soul, I just know that when I wake up, I'm a different person." The beautiful woman muttered.
Mo Yang looked at her with some surprise. Ever since he heard the name last time he was drunk, he had always been a little suspicious, and the Xia Qing in the photo made him even more sure that these two were not the same person, but he didn't know why. Now that I listen to it, my intuition is incredible.
"Do you think I'm a little nervous?"
"No, I just think it's incredible." Mo Yang said honestly.
"Because you didn't know Xia Qing before, if you did, you would find that the current Xia Qing would be very unfamiliar."
"Are you telling the truth?"
"Really, there are some things that I want not to mention for the rest of my life, but it's too tiring to carry it alone."
"You say, I'll listen." Mo Yang had some indescribable taste in his heart. Although he knew that what he heard next might upend his view of science.
"But."
"Don't worry, I'll never say it." Mo Yang raised his palm and swore.
"My real name is actually Shen Jiaren, an ordinary clerk, but a long time ago, I met with him, and I can be regarded as good friends, that is, when I actually asked me who I was last time, you remember, because he may have felt that I am not the previous Xia Qing. Although I don't understand what happened between him and the real Xia Qing, it must be unpleasant, otherwise, it would definitely not be deliberately aimed at me. But I'm not the real Xia Qing, I don't know the existence of the soul, I only know that three years ago, I experienced a car accident, and after waking up, I became Xia Qing. ”
The beauty smiled bitterly, summed up her experience in a few words, the beach was slightly cool in the evening, the beauty couldn't help but shiver a little, Mo Yang regretted that he didn't bring a coat, so he could only face the beauty sideways as much as possible, blocking the wind for the beauty. Then listen to her continue to talk about her life story.
"But maybe I'm a disaster star, it seems that since I was a child, no one around me has good luck, since I was born, I haven't seen my parents, and when I was just eighteen years old, my only relative grandmother passed away, and then I talked about a boyfriend, and I was betrayed, and when I just experienced rebirth, the Xia family fell again. Sometimes, when I saw those big girls in TV dramas before, I almost always felt that such people would become great things in the future. But when you have that kind of catastrophic star personality and look at the surroundings that have become more miserable because of yourself, that feeling is really uncomfortable. ”
The beauty said in a whisper, as if she was spitting out the bitterness in her heart to the sea, not to Moyang.
Mo Yang listened quietly, but his heart was extremely shocked by such a truth.
He understood that although he didn't know the real Xia Qing, he absolutely believed what she said, and when the beauty stopped, he looked at her fixedly.
"You say, your name is Pretty Woman?"
"Well, Shen Jiaren." The beautiful woman nodded in confirmation.
"This name is much better than Xia Qing." Mo Yang snorted.
"So, my real age is not a few days older than you, but nearly ten years older." The beautiful woman shook her head and smiled.
"So what?" Mo Yang denied the beauty's doubts in one sentence.
"You, do you have any photos from before, I want to see you from before."
No, where would it be?
"WeChat, blog album, since you were another person before, there are always traces of another identity!"
The more Mo Yang spoke, the more curious he became, and the more curious he became, the more excited he became.
"Do you believe me?"
"I swear by God, absolutely not, I just want to know the original appearance of the person I have in mind."
"Those accounts, I haven't logged in since I became Xia Qing, so it's possible that they will be cancelled!"
The beauty deliberately ignores another meaning in Moyang's words.
"You try, two or three years, it shouldn't be."
Because of the previous ones, she no longer has any attachments, so she never thought about looking at it, maybe rebirth should look like rebirth.
I really didn't expect that I could still find it, but because I don't like to take pictures very much, there aren't many of her in the album.
She finally flipped to one, and she couldn't remember whether she was eighteen or sixteen.
In the photo, she is delicate and handsome, her eyes are clear, she looks down and smiles, like an iris in the wind, even the beauty looks a little strange now, Mo Yang looked at it fixedly, a little fascinated.
"It's ugly." The beautiful woman said embarrassedly.
"That's right." Mo Yang stared at the photo a little stupidly, that's right, this is what he thinks it looks like. But the beauty mistakenly thought that Mo Yang recognized her words.
When Mo Yang reacted, he hurriedly said: "It's definitely not ugly, it's what I imagined in my heart." ”
Mo Yang took the phone, saved the photo, and sent it to his WeChat.
After the transmission, I shook the phone,
"It's a bit of a confusion, but from now on, it's the ultimate point of my thoughts."
"Hi, you." The beauty just wanted to take it, but Mo Yang's arm was too long.
Mo Yang lowered his head and swept the dragonfly on the forehead of the beauty, and the warm touch made the beauty stunned.
"Whether it's you in the past or you now, I like it."
"But I don't like it, whether it's before, or now, people used to say that if everything could be done again, what would happen, and I also felt that if everything could be done again, I would definitely not be like it, but until today I realized that no matter how many times I do it again, I still can't change my trajectory. I feel like this is a gift of fate. ”
The beautiful woman's face was red and a little hot.
"Live up to it, maybe, fate will let you do it all over again, just to meet me."
"You're always so optimistic."
The beauty and Mo Yang did not continue, but sat quietly until the evening fell, and the endless sea turned into endless darkness. During this period, Mo Yang went to answer a phone call, and he delayed the shooting of a small advertisement that was not easy to get. When I came back, I turned off my phone and quietly enjoyed the quietness.