Chapter 35: Breaking Up
When I actually returned to City C, night had already fallen, and I drove downstairs to Xia's house and called the beauty, but I was told that they had moved out of that place.
"When did you move, why didn't I listen to you?" A hint of uneasiness flashed in my heart.
"The first two weeks."
The beautiful woman on the other end of the phone, her voice is also a little abnormal.
actually knew that because of Xia Dayuan's career recovery, they naturally didn't have to live in such an old and dilapidated house, even if they rented, they could rent a decent house.
"Where, I'll go to you." I didn't have to ask in the negative.
"Ha, no need, you go to the No. 3 subway entrance, I'll wait for the car to go over." The beauty refused.
The uneasiness in his heart became stronger and stronger, and he forced it down.
But the right eyelid jumped up inexplicably, and he uneasily tapped the left eyelid with his hand.
Hanging up the phone, Xia Dayuan looked at the beauty, half coerced and half comforted.
"Qingqing, oh, no, beauty, if you are still my father, please break off this relationship, the two of you are together, it must be you who suffers in the end, he is a star, with him, the pressure of public opinion, and even sometimes, not even personal freedom, Dad doesn't want you to live such a life."
The beauty nodded, and did not answer Xia Dayuan, even though she understood that there were many obstacles to this relationship, but she still couldn't stand Xia Dayuan's persecution, but she also understood that Xia Dayuan had the ability to destroy him.
I haven't seen him for a month or two, and the one who just came out of the crew actually looks a lot thinner. But it didn't affect his handsome face at all. This man who has fascinated thousands of women, how can she be loved by him and not cherished.
Actually hugged her without saying a word, and when night fell, the city had just begun its nightlife. The beautiful woman looked around,
"It's not good to be seen, let's go to the car."
"It's okay, if you see it, you can see it, anyway, it's already open between the two of us, it's not a secret, let me hug it again."
I was reluctant to say that I was more and more attached to the faint mint fragrance on her body.
"Actually"
"Yes,"
"I have something to tell you."
actually stiffened, half joking and half worried.
"Did you miss me? You haven't seen me for so long, and you don't miss me when you see me? ”
"Would you like to take me to our secret base once?"
The beauty thought with a wry smile, that place really carried too many things for them, whether good or bad.
"Oh no, I don't want to go there today, I'll take you to a new place."
He couldn't help but pull up the beauty, walked into the car, and helped her fasten her seat belt.
"Where are you taking me?"
"You'll find out in a moment."
The car was driving in the traffic at night, and there was even a little traffic jam for a while.
"Do you know how much I've missed you in the past few months?" When he was parked, he actually held the hand of the beautiful woman, rubbed her palm prints, and smiled warmly. With some tiredness in her smile, the beauty knew that he had rushed back overnight and had not rested properly. If you break up, you can't open your mouth anyway.
"Oh."
The beauty said lightly, with mixed feelings in her heart, why didn't she want to, but now she can't say it.
"Oh? Don't you want me?" actually tried to force her to give that answer.
The beautiful woman bit her lip. There was no answer.
There was a sudden silence in the car, and there was no atmosphere like a long-lost lover.
The car was parked in front of a playground, and there was a fireworks display at the playground at night, and the scene was very beautiful. Many boys and girls hugged each other to watch. actually pulled the beautiful woman through it.
"I'll take you to the best place to watch the fireworks." actually said with a smile.
"Where are you going?" The beauty barely managed to squeeze out a smile in response.
"Just come with me."
They made their way through the crowd and walked under the Ferris wheel. Bought a ticket and sat in a small box.
The Ferris wheel slowly rose, gradually, at eye level with the fireworks, the gorgeous fireworks, from that angle, extremely brilliant, the beauty heard the screams in other boxes, smiled, it turned out, this is actually the place to watch the fireworks, but the beauty did not understand how to say a word humorously.
"Actually. I have something to say to you. ”
"At this time, shouldn't you give me a hug in silence or excitement?"
Saying that, he couldn't help but sit next to the beautiful woman from the opposite seat, and the car couldn't bear this imbalance, and squeaked,
"Ah~" The beautiful woman was scared and finally cried out.
"You can't sit here, it's dangerous."
"Danger? Rest assured, I'm not afraid of danger now, I'm afraid of you. ”
actually looked at the beautiful woman fixedly, with bursts of fireworks in her black eyes, and a pair of warm eyes, she could fall into hell at any time if she looked at her like that.
"But I'm afraid." The beautiful woman said uneasily, she can go to hell, but he has to go to heaven.
From the first sight of the meeting, I was inexplicably uneasy, like a child who has peeled the skin of candy, for fear that the candy will fall.
"So what?"
actually hugged the beauty into his arms and kissed her lightly on the cool lips.
"I've never been in love, you're my first love, and it's the love of my life, do you know how difficult it is to be a nearly thirty-year-old star, to maintain such a love-free state. There were many times when those people threw themselves into their arms, and I told myself, "Accept it," but no matter what, I couldn't convince myself to start. A long time ago, probably in your last life, I always felt that I didn't really like you much, because, at the beginning, I pushed you away and pushed it to others, but later I realized how much I underestimated my feelings for you. When you really don't exist in this world, my heart is dead, beauty, I, I've heard people say that in the relationship, the first one to confess is doomed to lose. You say, did I lose to you since that joke in high school? ”
Actually said slowly, another fireworks were lit outside the window, shining on the well-defined face.
But the arrogant face that fascinated thousands of girls, at this moment, is cautiously like a teenager.
Anyone facing such a situation would not say anything to disappoint the mood, but no one, including the beauty.
There are some things that have to be said sooner or later, maybe the expression needs an atmosphere, but when it comes to breaking up, you never need any environment, because the breakup itself is an extremely sad thing, and no matter how good the atmosphere is, it can't be eased.
"Actually, let's separate."
The beauty said reluctantly, and as soon as the words came out, she first felt a hard pain. Then I felt the body of the person above my head freeze for a moment.
"Beauty, do you know how incomprehensible you are, how ruthless you are."
"Me. I'm sorry. ”
"In this scene, people who love each other are together, sitting on the Ferris wheel watching fireworks, a beautiful moment that wants to freeze time, how ruthless you are to say such things."
Some words are already synonymous with ruthlessness, so the better the scene, the more cruel the result.
"Tell me why?" His voice trembled slightly.
The beauty wanted to look up to see her, but she was tough enough to protect her in her heart, and another set of fireworks lit up, illuminating the sparkling stars in her eyes.
The beauty's head was pressed a little painfully, she struggled uncomfortably, and she seemed to feel something, and finally let go of the beauty, but the moment the beauty looked up, he turned his head and carried the beauty.
Why, because Xia Dayuan threatened her with his future, she thought she was fearless in her life, but she was still caught by others.
"I'm sorry."
"Do you still mind those public opinions?"
Public opinion, the beauty suddenly, from beginning to end, she didn't mind those public opinions that slandered her, but now, she needs to use this excuse.
"Still, that Xia Dayuan, I don't agree."
actually mentioned this name for the first time in front of the beauty, but his hand was slowly clenched, and where the fireworks couldn't shine, the green tendons on his hand almost burst. His matter, after a month of fermentation, online public opinion has actually faded away, this is the Internet era, the era of fast food, one day
A hot search, no matter how big the news is, it can't last for three days. In this world, there are enough fresh topics for people to discuss every day, whether good or bad, it is effortless to remove the hot search from the shelves. In the most difficult days, he called the beauty every day to encourage her, he is a first-line star, and there are countless good and bad news on the hot search, he has long been indifferent to this, but he is still considerate of the first time because of the beauty on the hot search.
Especially after so much time has passed, there is only one possibility for her to say such things at this time.
"No, it's not."
"Do you know that Xia Dayuan is the murderer who destroyed my family." There was a hint of fierceness in his eyes.
"I, I know."
actually looked at the beautiful woman with some consternation.
"But actually, it was just a misunderstanding."
"Misunderstanding?"
"What if it wasn't my father at the time, it wasn't Xia Dayuan who hurt Uncle Ju, he just happened to carry the black pot for others?"
"That's what he told you? Or do you think that I have used it for so many years, but I have only taken revenge on the wrong. ”
The beautiful woman couldn't answer for a while.
"You're not his daughter, why are you staying in that house?"
"Because I have no father and mother since I was a child, I can't bear that family affection." The beautiful woman said against her will.
"Don't you want to do it for me?"
It's not that I don't want to But no, the beautiful woman said in her heart. But there was only silence on his lips.
He actually smiled a little sarcastically.
"People rebel against family affection for love, but beauty, you gave up love for this family affection that does not belong to you at all. You, you, really impress me. ”
One word hurts people and half a moon cold, but she can't escape this injury, so she can only take it hard.
There was silence until the car hit the ground.
"Let's go, I'll send you back." actually said tiredly.
The beauty didn't speak, it's good, what should be said, what should be done, what should be done, what should be over, it's all over. Although my heart hurts so much that I can't breathe.
I actually drove a car and galloped quickly on the road at night. The beautiful woman clung to her seat belt, I don't know why, maybe because of the car accident, she was very afraid of this deadly speed. Fortunately, although he was angry, his driving skills were good.
"Can you tell me where you live?" actually said coldly.
"You'd better send me to the original subway entrance."
"Don't worry, I'm not an ex-boyfriend who is pestering my girlfriend." actually laughed at himself.
The beauty felt a pain in her heart. She had no way to tell him that Xia Dayuan had said that he was not allowed to appear near Xia's house again.
The beauty doesn't know what kind of thing Xia Dayuan will do, this "father" is ruthless and makes her very strange, so that she can't guess a little. But no matter what, she didn't want to be hurt.
The car drove slowly, waiting for her answer, but in the end, there was silence.
He was a little angry, he was so ruthless just after they broke up, and he didn't even want to reveal his address.
"Looks like you really hate me."
The beautiful woman turned to look at him. I wanted to say something negative, but I didn't want to leave him with any hope. At this moment, the beauty felt that she was desperate, and it turned out that she was so inhuman.
The car drove slowly towards the entrance of the subway station.
"Thank you." That's all she can say. Don't dare to say more.
"Are you taking revenge on me?" Still a little reluctant to ask.
"Huh?" The beauty doesn't understand.
"Many years ago, you confessed to me, and that's how I rejected you. Isn't it at that time, I broke your heart, so, this time, you came back to take revenge on me.
"No, no," the beautiful woman hurriedly argued.
"How could I take revenge on you."
It's too late to cherish, but forgive me.
"Why is that? I thought of a lot of possibilities, public opinion, I don't care, Xia Dayuan, I also gave up revenge, if he wants to do something, you are not his biological daughter, you can leave that home. But why? ”
The undead heart actually makes the beauty both distressed and sad.
"Don't ask, okay, find a girl who suits you."
"Suitable?" actually smiled bitterly. For so many years, there are too many suitables, but she is the only one he wants to be suitable. But now, she was so desperate to leave him.
"Let's go. I see, thank you for your concern. ”
The beautiful woman hesitated to say something, but in the end, she didn't say a word and turned around and got out of the car.
actually looked at that figure and went down the underground passage without any nostalgia. closed his eyes in pain, after so many years, the destination of his heart and mind still did not belong to him after all. But why, I just can't let it go.