Chapter 40 Decisions
Feng Lin's originally slender fingers and the back of his skinny hand suddenly burst out like green tendons like earthworms at this moment. He tried hard to restrain himself from interrupting the desire of the girl in front of him, and motioned for her to continue talking with his eyes.
The beautiful woman looked at the wind forest that suppressed her excitement. He continued
"This kind of thing, some people may not believe it, but it is the truth, I haven't even seen anything about souls and powers, but when I wake up, I find that I am a different person. So I'm thinking, if there was anything unexplainable outside of science that night, it must be more than me, Sister Xinjie, maybe she also experienced the same unexplainable thing as me, but I don't know what she went through, so please believe it. β
"I believe, I have always believed, that as long as she is alive, no matter how bizarre the truth I am willing to believe."
Feng Lin, who was originally cold and calm, suddenly seemed to have been pulled out of his bones, lying soft in the boss's chair, with his hands in his hair, and for the first time, he leaked out that kind of sad and helpless, more painful expression.
The calmness that was disguised before has disappeared at this moment.
left only a sad man who didn't know whether he was separated from his beloved wife or died.
"That time. It was Xinjie and I who had an argument for the first time, just because she always wanted to make a high-quality online university, so that people can see clearly that the online university is not cheap because of low-cost small productions, on the contrary, it is comparable to theater movies, she has her ambitions, and I am suddenly tired of those challenges and just want to rise step by step in the field she is familiar with, so she plans by herself, writes her own scripts, and finds people by herself. That time, it was she who went to meet a producer,,,"
Feng Lin said slowly, let go of that painful memory, and it would dissipate with the wind when he said it.
"I'll think about it. For the purity of heart. Feng Lin finally said.
When she came out of the Fenglin office, she found that the office was already empty, and the beauty looked at her mobile phone, and it was already past noon dinner time. The beauty dialed the mobile phone again, and after thinking for a long time, just when the beauty almost gave up, the phone was connected. But no sound was heard.
"Actually," the beautiful woman cried.
"Yes, hello." A polite answer came from the other end of the line.
For a while, the beauty suddenly didn't know what she wanted to say, she had always wanted to get through the phone before, but she didn't think about how she should speak after getting through, after all, that night, she was so decisive.
"Well, you're fine!"
"Thank you for your concern." It's still a rusty tone.
"I saw the news on the Internet."
"So, are you here to comfort me, but if I'm not mistaken, we've broken up, and you're coming to comfort me now, I'm afraid it's not right!" Actually said sarcastically.
The beauty was blocked and stunned for a while.
"If something happens to any friend, you should be concerned." The beautiful woman said that she thought it was super bad excuses.
"Friends? Miss Shen, no, or Miss Xia, I think you may have amnesia, I remember last night, someone told me that if two lovers break up, it is better to be like a stranger, and it is best to never see each other. Especially first love. β
actually teased that the last first love was particularly hard, she gave him the feeling of first love, but it was indeed a flash in his pan.
The beautiful woman bit her lip and was speechless for a moment. I knew that some of the words he said were not in my heart, but after listening to it, I still couldn't suppress the heartache. There was silence on both ends of the phone for a long time.
"If nothing else, then I'm going to be busy, goodbye."
"Wait," said the beautiful woman hurriedly.
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"I, I don't know what that thing is, I asked Xia Dayuan, and he said he didn't do it." Beauty's incoherent explanation.
"Oh, it turns out that Miss Xia is not here to comfort, after all, she is here to explain to your father, right?"
"I didn't. I. β
"I've got something to do, goodbye." There was a busy sound on the phone, and he hung up like that, how much he hated her. Is.
"Why haven't you gone to eat yet?" Feng Lin came out of the office and saw the stunned beauty.
"Oh, that, no appetite for the time being."
"Because of the actual thing."
In the era of the Internet, the speed of information transmission is too fast, and it is too late to justify it, and the whole world knows about it.
"You were last night, was it because of him?"
The beautiful woman nodded and acknowledged.
"Do you know, I actually envy him very much, at least the person he likes, although he has experienced life and death, but after all, he is still in the same world. If it were my situation, even if I wanted to quarrel with her again, I wouldn't have a chance to listen to her say a word to me, and you would know that in this world, as long as you love each other, there is really nothing that cannot be solved. Whether it's online public opinion or family grievances, it's just a passing cloud! β
After Feng Lin finished speaking, he patted the beautiful woman on the shoulder.
"Take you half a day off in the afternoon and think about it."
The beautiful woman looked at the wind forest in a daze.
"With your mood, you can't do anything here."
"Thank you, Mr. Lin."
The beautiful woman picked up her bag and left.
"In such a hurry?" Fenglin asked.
"The master woke up the dreamer with a word, I know what to do, and I can't wait." The beautiful woman said playfully.
Fenglin nodded with a smile. As soon as the beautiful woman walked out of the door of the company, she saw the intention of hesitating at the door. Since she didn't work as an assistant, she hadn't seen Juxin much. Every time we meet, I almost deliberately avoid talking to each other. She was such a proud person. I like it, it's both introverted and enthusiastic, but I don't like people, and I never hide it. At the beginning, the nasty attitude towards her and Mo Yang was too obvious.
"Are you free, can you talk?" Juxin took the initiative to walk up to the beautiful woman and said.
"Well," the beautiful woman knew that what she was going to talk about must have something to do with it.
"There's a nice cafΓ© around here, let's go talk there!"
"No need, I'll have something to do later, so I'll only have time for you for a while."
"Something, is it a real thing?"
The beautiful woman nodded in acquiescence.
"Then you should talk to me about it, what I'm going to talk to you about is actually something, it's a bit long. Let's go, you don't want to meet black fans here! β
"I'm not a star, how could I be."
"You're not a celebrity, but you're a celebrity."
Sure enough, it's an agent, and his sense of touch is really sensitive. The beautiful woman thought for a moment
"Okay, please."
In the afternoon cafΓ©, there are not many people, lunch time has ended, afternoon tea time has not yet begun, and most of the people in the cafΓ© are freelancers. They are all busy with their own things, and there are few boring people who are looking around.
They found a cubicle by the window. Outside the window is the hustle and bustle of the city in the afternoon. Beautiful women rarely come to this kind of place, they used to think that the consumption of this kind of place was too high, and then they didn't have time at all.
"Do you know why I didn't like you so much before?" The heart is very bold.
"Yes."
"Actually, before that, I was quite sympathetic to you, because I was bent on revenge, but you are just a little girl who is not yet an adult, although every time I see you chasing you passionately and fanatically, but because I know the motive of actually getting close to you, I have only pity for you. When I gave you that evidence, I almost relented. But why did you change when you reappeared later, so that you couldn't be ruthless enough to retaliate. Obviously, at this time, you are an adult, an adult who can pay off your father's debts. If he liked you, then many years ago, why was he so ruthless, I never understood until one time, he told me that you were like a very person. "The waiter brought two cups of high-end coffee,
"Bring me another cup of tea, no, boiling water." He said again.
"You know, did you like someone before?"
The beauty shook her head and nodded, because her relationship with Gu Xin was not enough for her to know the secret that she was a beauty.
"Hehe, it seems, you know."
Do brokers have their own magnifying glasses?
"Don't be surprised, I'm a classmate with Actually Ran, and in order to learn acting well, we also studied psychology together, so we have some understanding of human expression management."
"Oh."
"But I studied with him for four years, I followed what he learned, I didn't want to have any distance from him, and then in order for him to get better and better on this road, and because he said that he wouldn't find an actor's girlfriend, I gave up the opportunity to be an actor, and worked hard to become his agent and overcome obstacles for him. But after all, he can't resist the other person in his heart. β
The beautiful woman was slightly surprised, another person in his heart.
"That high school classmate, I didn't know it before, until one time he was drunk and mentioned it, at that time, he said bitterly, I'm sorry beauty, I can't be with you, I don't deserve you. That was the first time I learned this name from his mouth, it turned out that I always thought that he didn't fall in love because his career was unsuccessful, but I didn't want to, he already had someone in his heart. It's just that when he woke up, he never mentioned it again, he has always been such a person, and his heart is more mature than his appearance. I was embarrassed to ask, but I inquired about this person in private, and I knew about their original story. I just heard that the girl is engaged. Later, when I heard this name, it was three years ago, one day, I suddenly ran to a man's house like crazy and hit the man desperately. I went to check on the man, who was the fiancΓ© of the girl, and the girl had died in a car accident. That time, he almost died. You know, I've heard him mention his name twice. β
The beauty knew that she would like him, but becoming her favorite still made her feel a little in a trance.
The heart looks at the beautiful woman who has lost her mind. There was a moment that made her feel that the two of them were poor people, although they actually loved her, but after all, in the bottom of their hearts, there was a name that could never be erased, and the two of them were equally pathetic for this alone.
However, I thought heartbroken and heartbroken.
"But later, you appeared, originally, you actually wanted to continue revenge, but then why did you like you again. He said you look like a person, but if you do, then why didn't you find it many years ago? I have never understood that what is good about you, you will only bring him trouble and pain, and will not bring him the slightest help. When he confessed to you, I was ready to leave, but you were separated again. I said that you are really his nemesis, and every pain and misfortune he has has is because of you. β
The beautiful woman listened to the statements and denunciations without saying a word. She had no excuse, she was right.
"This time, you've pushed him to the point of no return."
The beautiful woman looked at Juxin with some doubts.
"He's out of the company, and you know what it means for him to be out of contract at this point. He also said he was going to study for a year. The entertainment industry is changing so quickly, and he has just experienced negative news, so he terminated the contract at this time and studied further. It may have completely ruined his acting career, and he was only thirty years old. β
It turned out that he was so resolute, and it turned out that he was in such a bad situation now.
"Then didn't you persuade him!" The beautiful woman wondered, "You're his agent." β
Ju Xin smiled bitterly and shook his head, "You really overestimated my place in his heart. Although I don't want to admit it, I guess you are the only one who can persuade him now. And I, most likely, won't be his agent anymore. β
"Why, without you, wouldn't he have walked more difficult."
"Before, I gave up the opportunity to be an actor for him, because I thought he would give me a chance, but when you appeared, I didn't even have the opportunity to be by his side. Instead of that, I would like to find another way to make a living. β
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"I'm not young anymore, and I hope there are still people who can ask me to film."
Ju thought very thoroughly, and at this moment, the beauty suddenly had a good impression of the woman in front of her, and she loved it and let it go.
"I just hope that you can persuade him not to live up to his dreams."
"I, I try my best. I thank you for him. The beautiful woman muttered that she knew about it, so she was very unconfident.
"I'm willing."
After saying goodbye to Juxin, the beauty lost her impatience just now. She sat in the coffee shop in a daze, and her heart had already left. But the beautiful woman sat in a daze until the evening. There has been a separation between life and death between her and the actual person, Feng Lin is right, what else can hinder them, public opinion has happened, the Xia family, she can be regarded as fulfilling her responsibility to the Xia family. She is worthy of anyone in her life except for her. This time, she wanted to fight for herself, for the sake of her.
When she returned to Xia's house, she saw the busy Xia mother, and she couldn't bear it for a moment, but finally opened her mouth.
"Dad, Mom. There's something I want to tell you. β
Xia Dayuan seemed to feel that he looked at the beautiful woman.
"I've figured it out, I still can't let go. I'm sorry. β
"But you've promised me."
"I thought I could do it, but then I found out that if I don't stay with him in this life, then my life is meaningless, Dad, although I have no intention of replacing your daughter, but I also think that I am right about the Xia family, do you really want me to sacrifice my life's happiness for this family, are you happy?"
"How can you say that, I'm doing this for your own good, you know what kind of heart is actually at ease this time, if."
"No if, I'm not Xia Qing, I'm Shen Jiaren, I know him better than anyone else."
"A celebrity's girlfriend is not so easy to be, his life is exposed to flash, you may always experience the kind of thing that is on the hot search at every turn and is doxxed."
"I don't care." The beauty swore by it.
"Your words are really like Qingqing, once, she also told me so, she didn't care."
Xia Dayuan shook his head. "But not in the end."
"I'm different from her, and I'm not the same to me."
"It's all the same with me, I'm still the same sentence, I don't allow it."
Mother Xia, who had been silent for a long time, looked at the dispute between the father and daughter, and dragged Xia Dayuan, she was too worried about losing a daughter again, and she was not her own daughter, what if, she said to leave, what if she left the two old men.
"You are not allowed to speak for her, I would rather not have this daughter than agree with them to be together." Xia Dayuan said decisively.
"Don't talk nonsense. If you have anything to say, family, don't be like this! Xia Mu pleaded.
The beauty looked at Xia Dayuan in a daze, turned around and walked into the room.
Xia Mu looked at the closed door and said to Xia Dayuan complainingly
"Look at you, why do you say so ruthlessly, she is not our daughter herself, she just managed to stay with us, you say that, hey" said and stood up and knocked on the door of the beautiful woman's room.
"Qing, beauty, you open the door, your father said angry words, don't take it seriously, we all want to be good for you, and I'm always afraid that the one actually hurt you in order to retaliate against the two of us. We have been treating you as a daughter in the past few years, you must not be like this, hey, beauty, can you open the door! β
The beautiful woman's door opened, but she was carrying a suitcase in her hand. Xia Mu looked at the suitcase, tears coming out of her eyes.
"What are you doing here, you?"
"I'm sorry, Mom, I want to move out, when will I wait, I agreed, I'll say it again."
Xia Dayuan angrily snatched the box,
"What are you doing, are you threatening me, I tell you, you can't threaten me."
"How could I threaten you, Mr. Xia, I wasn't your daughter in the first place, and I don't care how much wealth you have. I just want to get my freedom back now. The beauty said stubbornly.
"You, are you trying to me off!"
"Nothing." Saying that, the beauty ignored the opposition of the two people and resolutely walked out of the Xia family.
"You'll regret it." In the room was Xia Dayuan's angry roar and Xia's mother's low cry.
Regret, if you miss a loved one in this life, then it's called regret, her rebirth, isn't it the regret medicine that God rewarded her, if you don't take it this time, it will really be a waste of God's kindness.
When she arrived at the door of the house with a bulky suitcase, she seemed a little timid again. Here are the sequelae of hormonal stabilization. She was so resolute before, what reason did she have to get his forgiveness?
The hand on the doorbell couldn't be pressed for a long time.
In fact, what the beauty doesn't know is that even if you press it, no one will open the door.